Debugging

 Debugging 

A very crucial & vital component of any “functional” aspect of life. ( Once in a grave, it is a grave_situation🙏 not the_time for debugging)

The whole process was given a comprehensive name, when a human mind “created” an intelligence that can “function” with least possible dependence on its ‘creator’. Self-learning machines, we know! It learns through refinement, a process involving debugging too🤣

Human beings were trusted with ‘intelligence’ to learn on their own. They being a ‘superior’ variety of intellect, were endowed with capabilities to interact and network, like the intelligent networking of computers today, which are evolving(6 G right now)

Accepting of a ‘bug’ in our functionality is the first step, without which, debugging is superfluous 😜.

In the ancient days, a better intelligence was responsible to debug a lesser one. Though ‘each individual’ was well_equipped to debug himself!

In a bank, since the “stock in trade” itself is money, every piece of paper is “money” 🤣. It is “realising” this….that a structure was put in place to PERFORM a Q.A. of every transaction recorded by a clerk. Officers( better intelligence) check each voucher for Quality_Assurance🙏. Debugging is a mere consequence thereafter.

Teachers (ideally, ought to–)use tests & examinations to assure themselves of their Quality_teachings reaching a student,  only as a supplement to their “real time” Q.A. in the class, WHILE teaching a new lesson.

A good chunk of routine still remains to be debugged in our life😥 

Thought_proccesses are no_exceptions to the process of QA plus De-bugging 🙏😜

I noticed a few cultures “recognising” this needs( QA & de-bugging)

Confession in Christianity is a precious aspect ( whether a person ascribes “due” reverence to it is subjective 🙏)

In Hinduism, a very complex software was in place. And a bug-free program was constituted to do the de-bugging. Today, it is a disfunctional routine, like somebody “ritualistically” operating a light-switch, on and off, unaware of its purpose, and therefore ignorant of absence of electricity/bulb, doing the job of illumination ( pra-jothi-ayat) 

( Example: a lamp debugs ‘sins/errors’    दीपो हरतु मे पापं दीपज्योतिर्नमोऽस्तुते

Link : https://shlokam.org/dipajyoti/  )

When the annual de-bugging became a disfunctional ritual( during renewal of a thread/UpaKarma), the women folk devised something like a ‘silent de-bugging’ known as sumangali_prarthana, which also has turned into a mere ornamental embellishment in a disfunctional ritual of switch turned on-off, to  fused bulbs😜

Today, 

The ENTIRE software of QA & de-bugging, is constricted+ confined to earning Profit out of some remunerative_activity….. nothing to do with ‘evolving into a quality human‘ (only stray cases occur, where a ‘freak’ pursues it akin to reinventing_the_wheel 🙏🤣…)

A bug, I remain 

Yours🙏

psn(25 june, 2025)

Silly doubts

 Sheer apprehension about 'how long can a blog be?'  persuaded me to shift to another page. ( Otherwise, my stupidity in asking silly questions to others might end only when I am brain-dead😭) earlier one was "silly questions"

1)we breathe (by default, unless we 'take a fancy for doing it CONSCIOUSLY)

Do our lungs actually say to air "Welcome, dear O² enriched air" or, does our lungs gasps for air, in dire_necessity?  

An asthmatic struggles only to inhale, why? If it were about elasticity, even exhalation needs a 'struggle' isn't it?( We squeeze out the toothpaste tube! Ah! Latest tubes are one_way elastic😜 like bribe_TAKERS. they struggle to give bribe willingly)

2)why is it that this phrase “inteligent choice” is used very rarely, now-a-days?( A negative Example 😭 : in the banking industry, during 1995, bulk of employees & management, alike, chose the PF against Pension as a right_choice, paisa_wise😜.  Later, wisdom dawned. Pension proved to be better. Both parties resisted against each other, about a “second time for CHOOSING”. A deal was struck for a price. Employees surrendered a FAT sum to opt for penShun😜)

Does really the intellect NEEDS to be allowed to make an intelligent-choice, instead of our DEAR MIND?

Handling Appreciation

{ A disclaimer:

This write up is PURELY for entertainment purpose.
A part of the narratives pertains to my experience.
Anybody, EVEN inadvertently/unawares/subconsciously lending any kind of concurrence to the concepts hereunder, does so ENTIRELY at his/her risk and responsibility.😔

The purpose of this disclaimer rests on the principles of 'negative-psychology' (whatever the hell, it is)}

Appreciation scares me a bit!

My phobia. Can't help!

Wrong appreciation, i knew what to do?  Just dump it, after making the 'right kind of noises' like "so kind of you, .... thank you....  kind of you"(bla-bla)...  it doesn't pertain to me . Simple!

Negative appreciation:  A bit dangerous , but am forewarned by the processor in me called "brain". By default, it invokes an embedded program/software "why was this in a negative style?(that appreciation) ....  And I instantly dismiss it . No further action needed.  Example: Once, i was asked to 'calculate' manually, the arrears of wages-revision, arising due to 'retrospective effect agreed upon. it entailed complex calculations, involving choosing of right 'formula' for components of basic-pay etc. in short, the probability of 'human error' was within some 5000 arithmatic calculations, using only primitive pocket calculators , 40 years ago. Errors are BOUND to creep in.  But the checking official replied to my query (sir, how many errors?) with a remark "I think, I couldn't CHECK PROPERLY. I didn't find any error 😰" ( i knew......  negative appreciation!  I didn't have to emote.)


Positive and genuine appreciation:  Maha dangerous (for me! If it gets into my head, it turns counterproductive)

In one of my past births, 
I was a dog. 
a good breed (casteism by God, here 😊)  
I was picked up and trained into a police dog ( that breed could sniff well)
An emotional bond grew between my Master (cop) and me!
one day, I decided to 'say a thank-you' , like humans.  He was stupified! But, he kept it secret.
He passed on a part of the appreciation he received for an investigation, keeping the cash-component with himself, but asked me privately : "Doggie, name a gift, and it is yours!👍" 
I felt elated. Ego crept in me. I said "Master, you know I can sniff damn well, better than you-humans. why not gift me a 'quality' perfume?  If imported, still better 👌"
He gave it. He even helped me to get it sprayed all over my hairy body. Liberal dose.....  That day, I could-not-sniff the sweat, blood or any 'evidence' left behind by the CRIMINAL.  Zero productivity. That cursed/damn perfume kept dominating my 'sensitive' smelling glands in my nose.
I was demoted, sacked.  I became a 'street-dog'....

I woke up suddenly with a sad-jerk! (What? just a dream?  or is it that God-ji used one of his dubious ways of 'educating' me, about my past birth, and the precious lessons?.  dunno!)

But, I got my lesson :  Let not a genuine appreciation get into my head! Just move on! The other person is merely displaying his potential in recognizing merit. He evolves by acknowledging me.


Doggedly yours,

psn(20th June, 2025)

Magnanimity, an illusion

 Some good friend tried to appreciate me🙏😥

I think I ended up indirectly-discouraging him😭🙏( my-bad)

Quote 

[20/06, 9:39 am] friend : It shows your magnanimity🙏

[20/06, 9:57 am] PSN: I agree 🙏

( Magnanimity --or-- humility.....both are very "popular" qualities 😜.... It can 'fetch' even -votes 🙏...

So, netas "try" to show it. Nothing wrong 🙏 it is marketing department, for survival)

But ....my 'personal' view is(,🙏)...

Both are only consequences of some other qualities.

Like,

Cold is due to absence of heat

Darkness is due to ABSENCE of light.

Similarly, both these are due to Presence of 'few' other qualities 🙏

Wretchedly yours,

psn(20 june, 2025)

Random thoughts

It is time , I thought, things that I held as 'values' within myself, for all these decades, should get scrutinized by others who possess a much sharper sense_of_discriminination than me! ( A preparedness to get get corrected).

Whereas, if by any chance, a reader decides to try it out, he should come to no harm at all🙏 ( to ensure this, I try to confine my blabber to only my personal experience, based on element of repetitiousness.)

I keep adding, as and when my brain wave might persuade 😜🙏

1)मैं अगर किसी को ‘मानता‘ हूं और वो और किसी को,  तो वो किसी और को जाने परखें बिना ही,  मैं भी मानने लगता हूँ 🙏

If I happen to revere someone,  and he reveres someone else, then I too have reverence for that_someone too, without waiting to know or evaluating that someone else 🙏

2)when innocence is led by awareness,  wisdom is a mere consequence 

3)any kind of refinement envisages some kind of sel-imposed discipline 

4)If there is utter clarity, plus, deep acceptance, about 'what-can-be' expected from today's people(even Hindus), such person is free-from shackles of all kinds 😀

4)Transparency promotes trust.... trust when invoked, nurtures reverence…..

5)Unleashing the potential of a "mind" ....

is not a tiring excercise,  if we bothered to maintain the health of our mind😜

I don't know,  if it qualifies as a concept?  Between the body and a mind, the distinction is, body ages despite maintenance,  whereas a mind, if maintained-well, can defy aging 🙏😜😜😜

6)Loneliness or isolation is inversely proportional to the inclusivess capability we grow into!

7)if we are keen to know about our genuineness in our quality called involvement,  the litmus test is, our innovation_quality is maintained_actively_in_readiness.  But without inclusiveness, involvement cannot survive 😜🙏

8)of you ‘find’ that the person standing before you is able to accept truth(about anything) EFFORTLESSLY….then, know that…..you are staring at the_Highest_form of COURAGE, functioning 😜. ( I strongly suggest, please try to mince-meat/tear-apart/mercilessly-criticise this observation of mine🙏. Blind acceptance might deprive you it's benefits if any, PLUS it might deny me a chance to apologise for making a stupid statement. Win-win idea😜🙏)

9)if, we are keen to have just one single idea to hold on to our life, which obviates the need to adhere to numerous 'good advices' my experience is "just keep refining myself in every thought, word and deed" through my life.  The best finds me, instead of me chasing the best😜 ( desi Guru's keep looking for only DESERVING candidates. Historical truth)

10) getting along peacefully with someone locked alongside us, inextricably, is undoubtedly a challenging task.

In my attempt to render myself “harmless” to the fellow alongside me, I found myself ending up being also_USELESS to that person 😜🤣. ( Obviously, when a distance is affordable, I do better 🙏 I don't EXIST, in their experience 👍)

11)Knowledge and wisdom CAN precede or succeed innocence, but innocence cannot be OBVIATED at all, for ultimate liberation/Mukti/moksha/whatever 👍🙏🙏🙏

12) Parenting was different until a century ago, since thousands of years.

The ‘values' (taught)were enough, to resist hacking 🤣. Basic OS was those Values 🙏 

Today, fire-walls are not working, and latest OS is Never BUG-FREE 😭. VERIFY thoroughly, this statement and then agree! Discarding it is an easier option, just ‘delete 👍’

12-A) Value-BASED education ( till 200 years ago in Bharat ( not Literacy 😜)

Those-values, which are COMPATIBLE with human physiology 🙏. ( Details, I omit deliberately)

13) Right kind of choices are possible only when the intellect is free from the dominating mind(a mere sum total of experiences, and its influences)...when choosing is the urgent need of the situation 🙏

14) Reckless, random, incoherent and unbridled thought_processes when awake, are indicative of our tendency to mimic our dream_state where, brain doesn't process and intellect remains unavailable 😜 ( not a ‘good' sign!)

15) Parenting is utmost crucial upto 5th year of a child, simply because, the Very Nature of this formative-years is going to work as an EMBEDDED software for the lifetime of that kid, and hence vital. ( The paradox is “if we don't know the difference it makes, there won't be any difference for that kid” 🙏😜)

16) Bharat is(was) Shraddha/श्रद्धा culture, compared to ‘freedom’ culture we Aped today 🙏. 

Reverence is the nearest available word, though grossly inadequate to capture its true sense.

When shraddha is at its best, intellect is at its peak, riding on awareness & alertness, both at its best!

( Imagine walking around, inside a large house  networked with a maze of criss-crossed wires, uninsulated, carrying a high charge of 11000 volts of electricity 🤣 one careless movement, is fatal 😥. Now, remove that ‘fear’ and then visualise the intensity of care, caution, alertness and awareness of walking around a reverential person, or a consecrated place like a temple or home. This is just a symbolic example to help visualization of how_receptive WE should be, to benefit from such reverential people, place or things🙏)

For a super_perfect utilitarian advise, a verse in Gita, is a trillion times better than what I tried to ‘suggest’ here using my primitive life experience 😓( श्रद्धावान लभते ज्ञानम…..)

By default

 By default 

All our ‘habits’ are by-default functions in us🙂…. (If a response is like “ Nah!😡,”... then, even-denial is a ‘default’ item in us)

Joke : getting rid of unwanted habit 

H A B I T (remove “h’, trying bit_by_bit)

A  BIT ( remains.  remove ‘a’ now)

BiIT ( remains.  Try again. ‘b’ this time)

IT …., (it remains 🙏🤣…. Ready to give up)

Please see, 

Our sense of insecurity pursuades a good number of “default” responses in us. They become a second nature. Habit, concentrated is ‘default' or ‘second nature'.... 

A few of us find it difficult to get_out_of it🙏

We find it effort full to accept or speak truth ( even when we “want to” 🙏 ) because,  second nature doesn't require conscious effort. Doing opposite of ‘habit, default response or second nature’ needs conscious-effort EACH time🙏😭

At least among our trustworthy people,  is it okay to take efforts CONSCIOUSLY, and resist things like ‘denial, telling lies, etc’???

( A personal secret/weakness of mine 🙏…. My spouse complains , “not safe to tell you any secrets! By default, you blabber the truth 😡” …. I accept this allegation, but it suits my spiritual bijness, though it caused material loss)

A Major defective of default-habit in me is…..  intense-involvement in doing even a routine_mundane_nonsense!🙏😭 ( Denial,  refusal, terminological_inexactitude/lying, etc need my conscious effort! Too late to reverse my commercially unviable habits).

Shifting into opposite of any habit is a choice, but not quite easy, though simpal😜

Consciously yours,

psn(25 May 2025)

Aging of Mind

 Aging of Mind

Strange idea isn’t it?

Well, aging generally refers to body when we say “I am aging”. Mind doesn’t really ‘age’. It is an abstract concept of ours, widely used, because of the experiences we go through, store, and even remember to recall during every kind of situation, emotional phases etc.

Is it not true that our faculties related to what we call as our ‘mind’, seems to sync with the aging of the body?

How to retain that ‘sharp’ mind of ours, no matter what we choose to do with it.

I thought, my experiences in certain areas where we do-share some kind of commonality, might be of a tiny value addition to others. ( If I like eating brinjals, I know, i cannot ‘expect’ every reader to think of my narrative about usefulness of brinjals and they should start liking it too! No point trying to add-value by singing praises about something that cannot be common)

Mind, is common to all humans. And it can be ‘expected’ that all of us do-like to keep it ‘young’.

Some situations in our lives end up ‘fatiguing’ the minds at a very young age (some kind of disappointments, some kind of non-fulfillment of desires etc.)... In such cases, the mind ages suddenly! They decide to ‘some-how’ go through this life, and resolve to live a very routine-mundane life. I guess this attempt might rejuvenate even such young bodied ones with a prematurely aged minds!

Those of us who managed to get away with our stubbornness's, adamancies, etc. during young age, with a sharp mind, would find the need to tone down these negatives in us to remain ‘relevant’. Eccentricities are tolerated only when it belongs to brilliant ones :)

Innovativeness helps the mind to retain its abilities. Unless there is some kind of intense-involvement in what we do, or like to do with a situation, innovation starves without its fuel.

If this idea is wrong, please stop reading any further.

After retirement, I saw that I could afford to slow down the pace of my life! Situation is not going to slow down to oblige me :) so, start a bit earlier to reach the deadline with youngsters around!

This slowing down (of doing things, thinking, calculating, conjuring :)) etc very naturally allowed me to focus better in my activity, physical or mental. My involvement got additional strength, with better focus. And involvement persuaded my alertness and awareness at my activity to keep myself on the ‘look out’ for a better way of doing the same thing ! Joy got started seeping in. When I am on the ‘look out’ for something, boredom is unable to gain entry into me! Innovation was something that I could never pull out of my self, my mind, or my pint-sized brains. It had to just ‘occur’ (like my meditations :)) and I didn’t try to look out for ‘innovation’ each time, though maya-madam decided to be liberal to me, as a reward for doing something with zero-expectations)....
As a by product of the sequence of these guidelines I had set up for myself, I found that my mind’s faculties have slowed down its aging. If ‘memory’ and its failing seems to us as a component of the mind, well.... I am no exception. I too tend to forget things, as I age! But, when i decide to remember something, that ‘focus, involvement, etc’ takes over from the auto-pilot-mode of aging memory:))

What I would suggest is....
try to focus a bit more on very routine and simple tasks that we do, despite our age! If possible do it a bit leisurely, very consciously, and get-involved! If this doesn’t work, there is nothing to lose! We did a very routine job in a better way. So, drop this idea if it doesn’t work. It worked for me too well right from my kid age! The-best advantage I got out of getting involved was, I kept that ‘boredom’ at a safe distance.
Best wishes,


innovatively yours,

psn(23rd May, 2025) 

A dishonest disclaimer

 A dishonest disclaimer.

Yep! 

I am honest about it ( that….my disclaimer is dishonest).

I was like this…..

I was into a maddening pace for 5 plus years , volunteering as backup support for freshers in a spiritual program. ( 5 hrs for 6 days a week, entirely for others…. seems like madness😜)

One among few freshers who lingered long_enough to notice this consistency in madness, asked me “sir, why do you spend so-much of your time on freshers ? You could have evolved faster, spending time on yourself?”

A disclaimer: I gave a dishonest answer which has advertisement_value 😜

I said “look….. by chance, if Godji decides to throw me into heaven after my death, I need a few familiar faces there_too, to say a ‘welcome’! Hell is no problem👍 familiar faces will seek me to exploit me perpetually 😜”

He was convinced 🙏

But I was dishonest! ( I grow faster, while propping up others on my shoulders, for_free😜)

Ain't  my disclaimer honestly_dishonest? 

Dishonestly yours,

psn(8 May, 2025)

Spiritual crisis?

 Spiritual crisis

At once a paradoxical practicality.

The paradox is we never become aware of it, till we reach a point in our lives( lifetimes,  if believable to a reader) when, no other form of crisis can affect us emotionally 😜 ( require proof?  Search for “aapat-Sanyasam” which was available until at least 1½ centuries ago in Bharat).

At my workplace, 4 decades ago, a boss stupefied me by his dynamism! He was a whirlwind throughout his office hours!  ( my guess is, if he depended on somebody for help explicitly, it was me🙏…. I could easily remain ‘aware’ of his activities from 9 am to 6 pm daily, at office, for almost 2 plus years, so my ‘guess’ is an understatement🙏… I am certain). I asked him once “sir can we not prepare well ahead of few certainities atleast, before they happen?” ….  He said, “well psn…… as a race, we Indians are addicted to “crisis management” ….it is no more a choice! We deal with a situation only when it turns into a crisis”.  An unforgettable lesson for me 🙏.  I understood the corollary instantly! 😜…  a mind can never_allow_us to recognise spirituality as a ‘need, forget about its becoming a crisis! Crisis manages us, whether we are good at crisis-management or not!

I was an exception!  Right from my kid age, nothing else mattered to me, except some vague, abstract, seeking in me. Since I couldn't even verbalize it, I never could share it with my elders( in our kid-age, we  only tell our parents/elders, our desires! They grant or reject it, but we know that we ‘asked. I didn’t know what_to_ask! 🙏😭). It is  entirely a different matter that, there were quite a few who knew, I was thirsty for it, and their “timings” were flawless😜….

I keep trying to persuade those around me to buy something which, I know for certain, they aren't interested in, and will never be interested in. Obviously,  my MRP is zero! And bargains are in minuses 😜… i spend myself into them for free😜…  Harmlessness, is an indispensable pre-requisite, for those who are trying to market spirituality! 

Harmlessy yours,

psn(25 April, 2025)

Customised spiritual tools

 Ancient giants of Bharat were thoroughly professional in perfecting a customized spiritual tool for each of their disciples. Often such tools used to be a brief chant, prescribed via an initiation. But there were additional tools, which were meant for functional applications as well. Goal was invariably only one--liberation!

Sometimes,  this concept of customisation works even with a dumb idiot like me, when situation is favorable 😜 ( there is an adage "ख़ुदा मेहरबान तो गधा भी पहलवान.... When God turns benevolent,  even a donkey turns into an invincible wrestler")

Recently, someone wrote "I am wondering....... complexity and complicated...two words! 🤔( and so on...)"

I recalled a person, 'uniquely_close' to me.  ( quite soon, we both could 'drop' the 'dependence' on our mutual relatives_wala bonds, to remain_close to each other 😜....  we transcended the fact that we are brothers_in_law, mutually🙂.

Once, he spelt out his problem_about_problems😜

"Yaar, how do you deal with confusing situations,  where both options 'seem' appropriate, despite their contrast to each other?" he quizzed! 

I found the 'situation' to be just right👍... we were walking towards a temple, which he wanted me to 'see'!  

Now, that 'walk'  took away my need to ensure that he is focused, alert and_yet_relaxed😜

I said, "simple boss!  Forget the COMPLEXITIES of each option. No need to complicate it with your_confusions!"

His focus sharpened enough to interject with "phir kya karoon? ( then, what should I do? )"... not waiting for my deliberate_pause, which was to get his attention 😳

I said in slow_motion 😜 "just look at both the options, to check whether they are life positive or life negative  it will work fine for you👍"

Before I could continue with how to deploy this 'patch algorithm' he again exclaimed "fantastic yaar! You made it damn simple! 🙏😜"

I continued, "see.... the possibilities are, both options, you might_find to be 1)one of them life positive 2)both life positive 3)both life negative 4) etc..... now you can choose any, using this litmus test, or opt_out to hunt for that proverbial 'Plan-B' like our cunning politicians 😜🙏🙏🙏"

( my guess is, he found this tool handy till his last breath 🙏🙏🙏)

I can't 'speak' about his_trust in_me🙏.... too-sacred, though Nothing secretive/private/personal/confidential/etc about it!

Testily yours,

psn(20 apr., 2025)

Sync with nature

 To write about “nature” one has to match the levels of some great being like Mr Ralph Waldo Emerson 🙂🙏

But then,  to understand Emerson, a reader needs extraordinary skills! ( here, that ‘extra’ is to be looked at as ‘more-ordinary’.... simplicity at its best! )

I can try to look together with my readers, with all the humility possible by me, as to ‘how well we sync with nature?’

When we ‘started’ to feel a ‘little’ accountable/responsible for spoiling our ecology, environment too badly, we invoked our ResponsAbility to try to restore the nature-of-nature. We are ‘thinking’ in terms of polluting nature a bit less! ( logic is the only ‘fellow’ presenting hurdles to our efforts! 😜. Example: advanced nations are trying to ‘get-away' with logical-polluting levels, by trading carbon-entitlements, with innocent societies of underdeveloped nations!)

As an individual,  a baby is full of emotions. Logic is absent, till it learns logic! 

Does “nature” use logic? ( nature's rules are there🙏….  We humans strive to understand “nature” using our_logic! Right now, we are stuck at understanding quantum theory and are trying to understand quantum entanglement theory, scientifically!  Our definition of “scientifically“ cannot do without logic😜

Within us, which of the 2 is a gadget that came as a factory-fitting ? Logic or emotions?    Adults get more attracted towards a baby, than a baby does towards we_adults! Isn't it?  We get attracted towards ‘what’ in that baby? Face? Eyes? Even a born-blind baby ‘stirs’ something in us, and we feel an emotional bond, isn't it? 

While growing up, we got too busy to do well with our logic! A few among us, even managed to supress emotions a lot, to do “well” in their lives! Such ones, ended up asking “what's the point?”, and then attempted to detach themselves from their possessions to revive their emotions😜. 

Is it necessary to neglect/ignore/avoid/supress/etc ….our emotions,  its potentials,  to succeed in “life”?  Other life forms don't need to think_of “success” in their life the way we do!  And we “brand” them as “it's their nature”!  Then what's ours?  Was our intellect to be used to ignore emotions in favor of evolving into logical skills? 

How do we relate with others? Logically, emotionally, or an customised-blend of both? 😜

Does it make sense to try to “maintain“ our synchronicity with nature? ( at birth, we too were as_natural as all other life forms! A baby “cries” and at times the mom “fails” to know_logically, ‘why is my baby crying now?’  a joke: my female cousins and elders often used to seek my unmarried sisters help to solve this puzzle “can you find out why my_baby is crying now?”.... and my sister remained unmarried throughout her life, while she was the expert around us, to find out the “emotinal” reason of a baby crying for no_apparent_reason! The joke was, she would proceed to pacify that baby, instead of Wasting_time to educate its mom😜

Spirituality,  ….. most of us find it elusive( it doesn't ‘evade’ us🙏… we evade it using our-logic, to excuse_ourselves, saying “logically, it is useless!” Medical science tooooo/too, unhesitantly chops off our appendix using the logic “it's anyway useless as an organ👍… “ to relieve a patient from appendicitis 😜

Emotionally yours,

psn(18 April, 2025)

Embedded qualities

 Embedded qualities 

Today's minds are familiar with embedded software. Hardwares are easier to understand the functional abilities and limitations in them.

And ignorance or carelessness to maintain-awareness about them can give birth to annoying ‘bugs’ 😜 ( at my work place, a menu was designed to make the ‘cursor’ wait at an input box, till some numerals are punched. That amount column will pop-up an error message like “amount cannot be zero” if the data-entry person taps the “enter” button with default-zero!  I discovered a ‘way’,  to make the cursor ‘jump’ to the next data field😜. And then, I could generate a ‘set’ of balanced vouchers, with one of them showing a zero amount😂…. Ofcourse, once I could demonstrate the existence of the bug to my systems incharge,  we deleted that transaction!  “Pointers” are obscure but active, even in embedded softwares! Just “invoke” it and it springs to “life”)

Am I able to drive the point home? Young turks/techies should decide.

What about a human hardware?

Emotions and logic, as it's software?

Logic can be       an “upgraded” software, if we choose to do it 🙏

Emotions? Does it need an upgrade, or just invocation? 

Look at a new born. 

Almost zero logic in it as a newborn baby. But equipped with tools called ‘learning-skills’ ….  A mom, inadvertently ‘teaches’ to the baby “hey, kiddo, you catch my attention faster, if you cry aloud, and I scurry to feed my milk to you👍” And the same mom wonders much later 🤔 “how did my child turn into a cry-baby? He keeps lamenting for everything and anything! 🙄😳” ( well, embedded software got upgraded! Logic got cemented & concretized,  “get your things by complaining a LOT” …..that innocent baby-cry got more sophisticated as he grew into a youth! HR people at workplace will classify him as an illogical-cribbing-deadweight! )

An AI robot presents a difficulty to the inventors! They struggle to replicate human emotions into that machine, while they are unable to design a software, which needs only an invocation to make it functional,  like in human beings! ( a baby's emotions function at its peak levels, during all its waking hours. It laughs, cries, or shows anger quite intensely, and damn-illogically, isn't it? Pure emotions ‘appeal’ a lot to an adult, observing a baby, and they find it tough to answer my ‘silly-koschan’ like “what exactly in a baby is attracting your loving-affection towards it? Toothless-laugh? Cheeks, chin, forehead, eyes, ears, or altogether? “ 🤔).

Our dispute with existence of Gawd/God is essentially due to its lack of a logical-appeal, isn't it? A kid would easily become ‘victimised’ into a blind-belief that “God exists”, because he isn’t-even aware of needing a logical reasoning to support that belief! And as a grown up, most ones give-up the possibility to experience that ‘entity’  which eludes an accurate description 🤣. Representative-definitions fail to substantiate God as an existing entity🙏. ( perhaps, only-until we ‘touch’ the core of our-own-being which powers both, logic & emotions in us! Most of us keep-searching for that core, that power, inside the accumulated data-dump, we know as our mind😜. Data is plural of datum,  not the ‘power-source’ that operates the pile called Karmic-residue/sanchita-or-prarabhda karma! 

How to invigorate our emotional prowess to function at its peak, with total control over it?  A deeper level software right within us, “maybe”?  

As long as “logic” decides the arena and scope of our exploratory software in us, the source of our emotional software can elude+evade us😜🙏🙏🙏. And logic keeps flexing it ever-growing muscles to negate anything that is unavailable to logical-scrutiny! We dismiss a baby's illogical intense emotion,  despite its attraction which rivets our attention 😜

Tools to tap our “core” were perfected long ago, in ancient Bharat! But appeal for trying out those tools, needs an “emotion”( not logic), called TRUST.  

Trustingly yours,

psn(13 april, 2025)

Vibes

 Latest fashion is to talk about our 'vibes' 😂

Doesn't matter, if the damn-thing doesn't happen in us really. ( feel-good part of saying it, copypasting a trendy-phrase, gives vicarious boost to the psyche! "Positive vibes" sends a good feel, when told to somebody!  

I feel gratitude to this modern fashion,  for atleast 'talking' about it! Whereas, the reality often is, the body language matches 'somebody's' desires of mind there( own and/or others) but nothing to do with actual 'vibes'.

As a kid, I used to feel only subtle level vibes. I couldn't even 'name' it. ( I recognize it, from the memory of it, only after3½ decades! )

Physical aspects of vibes are easier to make a humble beginning.  A 5 feet tall, 2 feet wide "sound amplifier" placed at a huge hall for music etc, is within the 'reach' of anybody standing 6 inches away from it, when it blares😂. Stomach vibrates in-sympathy😜

Somebody was describing one's own experience of vibes within, while producing the 3 basic sounds in nature, as a part of a spiritual practice. 

I felt, it is time to tell that person, a little more about vibes and its physical aspects! Better to recall my experiences.  Convincing is easier!🙏🙂

I wrote:

f) the 'f'( 6th item of practices, a,b,c,d,e,f) has made a small but significant step towards progress!

How well somebody progresses or responds, has always-been a mystery for me, ever since I started volunteering in a humble way from sept 1992.

At Tatabad centre( a place for backup support to freshers), a few would say " it vibrates a little" ( when I do and they merely sit in vajrasana eyes closed, a feet away, facing me😂)

An uninitiated lady at home, idling near kitchen said "after a while, I felt as if I was doing the a,u,m"( what she didn't realise was...... if she were 'doing' it.... no surprise. When she initiates it --the vibes are natural-- and listens to it as well.)

While I was doing it, only the 'hearing' ought-to-happen! Why that 'doing-feeling'?

I didn't 'explain'! 🙏😰 ( I will have to recall the tuning-fork experiment taught at school in the physics lab!😭...   not worth narrating😂...   mind dumps many of 'such'  quiz-puzzles in few minutes🙏😔...   element of 'wonder' ceases to nag us after we grow into adulthood!

Vibrantly yours,

psn(11apri,2025--- desi day 'panguni-uthram' mallus say)

Nothing

 "Nothing" said my kid age friend of past 70s like me, when we both looked together at 'purpose' of human life!

I wrote thereafter.....

🤣

When you said "nothing"

You are 100% right!

Full marks!

( अब,  eggjam/exam में  maths का  answer सही है,  तो  full marks ही न? 

समझ के,  या अंधी चोट,  ये तो अध्यापक नहीं,  गुरु ही जान सकता है 🙏)

ख़ैर, 

"Nothingness" is said to be the "base of this universe"

Logically, vast emptiness of space, way beyond galaxies etc..... is still a "space".  

Space, used to be a nothing for us. Now, we deepened our perception enough to guess assertively. कि,  quantum entanglement,  a subtle phenomenon,  functions_in_space 😄🤣

We ought to "test our tools" using which we conclude🙏

Mind तक पहुंचने के बाद,  "intellect "  became the big fish into the net. 

Intellect cannot function with mind's incessant interference ( all known wise men agree! Yet, we ought to confirm this for our_own_sake🙏)

If we are "sure", that

We never bothered to see, if there can be inputs other than 5 sense organs.  It's just a question of deepening sensitivity ( an advanced AI robot will conclude that humans do stupid things🤣....  emotion के बारे में उसको मालूम होने की no  गुंजाईश  & emotions are illogical 😂🤣....   limitations of input devices मायने रखता है 🙏)

How deep can we go into human intelligence?

Ancients have "delved" deeper into it.

They "attempted" to transcend mind( not by-pass  mind), to explore .

We talk of my_mind, my_body. So, a possibility of that "me, my" as something else!

The entire "nature" through its life forms,   'might' offer some clue(they must have deduced).

In short, the 'essence' of their search and the inference, which they conveyed to posterity,  can be summed up as "seeking to expand".  आज तक ये  disprove नही हुआ ! 🙂

The manifestation of this 'seeking expansion'  is easily seen in endless greed in few humans😆

Trees, animals etc seek expansion in numerous ways! 

If this theory is valid, then it makes sense to find out "core" source of this seeking ( to expand). 

बहुत है 😄 ( there's a lot, in that nothingness 🙏😔. Experiential only!)

Everything yours,

psn(7 April, 2025)

Basics & fundamentals

 Quite similar looking terms, words. ( not as easy as difference between "achievement" & "accomplishment"😜)

The difference being too subtle, we pick an easy route. Treat both as same. Consequence is 'not my problem. ( some day, all our items of 'not mine' list will become "our problem". Later "our problems" become ìnevitable, irreparable,  un-solvable, etc, when mutual trust turns unreachable! 

We became oblivious to the "basics" of life! 

A new born baby actually reminds us of the neglected "basics". But, we are too busy to "observe" keenly and learn from a "fresh and new" life! 

Is not "interdependence" basic to life?

To maintain life, the fundamentals need to be strong. Premature babies are with weak fundamentals.... it may need additional-support ( incubator, protection from climate, from tough to digest intakes, from negative treatments if emotionally weak.... etc).

It is this "deeper" understanding of basics and fundamentals that enabled ancients to "transcend" even nature! 

Trust and love are "viewed" in exclusivity.  It is okay to use "love" as basic to bonding, since "trust" eludes a thorough grasp😂😜 ( can we mistrust somebody, and still love him? Vive-versa?)

Moksha, liberation is tough only due to our inability to understand and then also_accept the basics and fundamentals of life at the required_level🙏...  who within us has_to_understand? Body, which is dependent on mind and the being? ( "being", is too subtle for a mind to identify it! ). Mind is dependent on the "being". When our dependents 'enslave' us too much, where is the question of freedom?( moksha, liberation).  

Where do we start? ( if it makes 'sense' to live as-best-as possible?)

Why should I bother about basics and fundamentals? ( anyway, when these 2 start shaking badly, the "why" gets dissolved! Eternity can wait, longer than we can👍.... so, finish all our games and then say "and now....yoga"--- 1st line of Patanjali's book---.... Or, attend to basics, strengthen the "related fundamentals"  enjoy eternity throughout,  with a free_being....being_free internally +experientially 🙏... Choice is ours.  A drama artist can enjoy-plus-perform his role well only when he is aware-throughout, that it is only 'a role'. An artist "stuck" into his role misses retirement 😉. He refuses to "come out of that role". Misery is the only outcome, whether that "role" was a hero's, villain's, comedian's or anything! )

Did I get the fundamentals right, about the basics of our lives? 

Basically yours,

psn(3 April,  2025)

A teaser 😍 

If you think you are not enslaved to your body, then look at this link 🙏 ( I dont know how long this link will be available on YouTube)

https://youtu.be/f05QeUJbmiI?feature=shared

( can we "walk out of our body like this, at will?. Right now, we all can walk out of a car, at will, not waiting for its breakdown 😜)

Insight

 An elusive concept.

Only when our normal sight starts fading, we try to think of 'accommodating' that in-sight.

Mind is like an overcrowded bus. We are already in a tight corner, at the mercy of people tightly pressing us 360° around us, and mind says, "why should I try to accommodate this new-passenger called insight? Stupid to squeeze further in, and say 'Mr insight, sit/here"' and offer him a strip of seat 3 inches wide, to park his bottom😜" 

Kids have insights, in a good working condition. They "learn" quickly, "this animating creature called mom, responds better, if I cry aloud"👍...  thus, we nurture a negative trait in that baby "keep crying, to get better attention in your life!"...  kids learn by example, not words, because their insight into words is too fragile. They are not M.A. in literature 😜

A fellow went to visit a lady, famous for charity! Very rich lady. Never refuses anything asked. He asked for "the" most precious thing she owned. A huge jewel. A precious shining stone. She gave it away, without hesitation ( that 'pause' absent). A few days later, he came back to her and said "please take it back.... and instead, give me that..... which made you donate such a precious stone so_effortlessly!!!" ( was he asking for her "insight" into spirituality?  Dunno!🙄😳)

Tools to deepen our insight? 

Obviously..... intelligence 🙏

How to access intelligence,  if our own intellect is not mention_worthy?

Get a fellow of proven intelligence,  to plant that damn thing called intelligence into us👍...  this gives birth to another problem. Trust!

Right now, we "use" trust very loosely . We tell a total stranger at a railway platform " I trust you 😊.  Keep an eye on my luggage, till I come back from the toilet in 2 minutes" ( even he knows, this "trust" is due to my bursting bladder, waiting to be emptied urgently😜)

Cellular intelligence?  

It behaves each moment, very unpredictable! The response to each type of intake----- through 5 sensory organs, each breath, each drink, each bite of food, evokes a very different response. Ancients thought, best "campus" to get trained into deepening our insight! Keep watching our inwards, by inducing a pattern of breath, muscular movements,  activating voluntary and later involuntary ones. mind gives up, trying to offer its prejudiced-preconclusions about what to expect from inside of our physiology. Slowly that_dexterity( of insight, unhindered by our over-crowded mind) spreads  while focusing onto our outside situation.  Hopefully,  our insight-into-outside deepens slowly😜

Not that insight is too uncommon. That humble fellow selling "curios" at a tourist site, has enough insight to know "how much he can cheat his customer?"! 👍. He learns from experience,  tourists never visit that site again. Nor can they "afford" to come back to quarrel with him😜. He can exploit overcharging his goods, sell substandard fakes etc!  The grocer in my street is not so_priviledged like that boy, fooling a tourist. Grocer depends solely on repeat_customers daily. He needs to guarantee even the stupid potato, looking good, but rotting inside😭. Divergent type of "insight".

Insight into concept-about-concepts?  

Worse than that is concept about 'spirits? ( the 'base' for SpiritUal concept? ( dunno!🙏😳)

ExSightfully yours( insight, became "ex" like ex-staff, ex-wife, etc)

psn(1 april, 2025...not a trust_worthy "day" ---all fools day😜)

Compatibility & perception

 Compatibility decides our perception. 

Our primitive versions of earlier SIMs inside our mobile handsets were compatible with lower bandwidth. Hence, it won't "sense/perceive" the Tower in a western country. And we said, "this mobile doesn't work there" Problem was with SIM and handset took the blame 😂

When we fail to "perceive" something,  will it not be wise to check Compatibility-issues also? 

A true incident 'educated' me about consequences of inadequate literacy 😜. My younger brother on a very busy morning suddenly screamed "my belt is stinging me". I was a kid of 10 and he was around just 4. My dad said, "don't start your tantrums now. We all are busy, getting ready to go for work, school etc. Just get dressed f-a-s-t ..."  Due to increased pain, the crescendo of his voice increased! Dad got angry and smacked him. The half-trowsers, yet to be buttoned, fell down with its loosely-inserted "belt".  A scorpion jumped out of the belt-loops.  My dad stared jaw_dropped! I could read dad's expression "what did I do? I punished this kid, instead of protecting him from that scorpion! (Obviously,  at his age, he wouldn't be literate enough to convey exactly, in a language which I am compatible with)!"  Rest of the story is irrelevant here🙏

Humans can be flexible by choice, to adjust their bandwidth to become compatible with their dependants who are yet to acquire few more bandwidths🙏  ( successful teachers of 6 types in ancient  Bharat were dexterous at this flexibility 😜).

School teachers, team leaders, family heads, politicians, union leaders....etc are the ones to become flexible to "sense" their dependants 🙏

My defect :  I am unable to write blogs that can be comprehended by all readers alike. 🙏😰😭 (I fare slightly better, on one_one basis, when the other decides to trust me "a little") 

 My rewards : one reader in a lakh (google statistics says so😜. A lakh views), happened to reach one of the "coveted states of samadhis" reading that stuff, testing this phenomenon several times! He fulfilled the scientific requirement of "element_of_repetitiousness" to be certain about the corelation of something "mystic" happening inside him & reading my nonsense,  each time!😜....  other-than this stray incident,  incompatibility is what abounds, with my blogs😂.... ( at least, I set an example in myself,  about "what a reader should_not_be", while expressing themselves to others!🙏)

I draw consolation from several authors of ancient scriptures, proverbs, adages, sayings etc! ( they didn't compromise with values, merely because their audiences were stubbornly refusing to evolve!).   Text books in maths, gave ridiculously easy examples and I had "issues" only with 'excercises' at the end of each chapter! I even_used to wonder, "may be, that chap/author too, found those sums too tough, and therefore passed_on his burden to my maths_teacher! Kid_age thoughts are not compatible with wisdom😜

Incompatibly yours,

psn(29 March, 2025)

Tail_bit teaser (😜):  nature's software is hack-proof! Programmers can neither conceive, not copypaste it from nature, to make their A.I. machines, robots compatible enough to “sense/perceive” human emotions! 🤣

To my WhatsApp group: 

 Not that,

I do not attempt at all,

To solve my incompatibility issues 🙏

A humorous incident!

I learnt the concept of "dispersion of light" in my physics lab at school! ( 🙂.... that prism, cardboard.... VIBGYOR? remember? 😳🙏)

I became curious.

Can I convey this concept to toddlers, kids in my school?

Yeps!  👍 I devised a trick! 

I stood near water tank( drinking water from 3 dozen taps at the base). Kids gathered. I filled my mouth with as much water as I can. Cheeks pained, puffed out like a water balloon. I sprayed out the water in a fine-mist, using tight-lipped pressure,

And the kids witnessed a temporary "faint coloured rainbow" in that mist, with morning-rays of sun inclined at about 45° through that water-mist,....🤣

( whether those kids would-remember this, was not my concern at my teenage then, because  it didn’t even occur to me)

Co-relating concepts we know

 Interesting concept, of why/how to co-relate the concepts known to us!

I learnt "siphon" in physics. Tried it to draw water from the tap 1½ ft. higher than ground level to my water tank 8 feet deep. 'Airtight' it should be--- was the concept in "siphon".  It didn't work! Air bubbles get in, even into the "main pipe" 3 feet below ground.

I had to revisit physics. Then I kept adding other chapters( co-relating them "wisely". This wisdom took 3 decades). I added "viscosity,  molecular affinity, capillary action" etc!🙏😰  I "wished" if-only my physics teacher had seeded the idea(concept of "seminars") that in real life, we might need to corelate these allied concepts! Anyway, I solved the 'water problem' staying within rules of municipality,  despite very low pressure of supply.

Kids learn "gravity" and avoid stepping on a banana peel. It is "centre of Gravity"( one step deeper). Then, one day a girl child is thrilled when the outer-edge of her long petticoat defies-gravity, when she played spinning fast till her head feels giddy!  That "wonder" of the heavy petticoat defying gravity while speeding around, didn't get a chance to "stay" longer. Or else, a bicycle would have been born long ago, alongside the birth of petticoats😜

4 wheels are better stable, but speed can cause loss of control on a slippery surface like hardened snow or oil spill on roads, for a speeding car🤣.  Why not try becoming unavailable to road-contact? Yes, fly! ( aeroplanes). Spacecraft, obviating displacement of air😜. 

Spiritual concepts need ability to co-relate them, when symbolism is resorted to, to represent concepts subtler than a minds ability to comprehend them 🙏.  Adamancy in viewing them in isolation or in exclusivity of other correlated concepts can only-breed dis-trust in these concepts. "Religions" resorted to compelling their followers to "believe" with "faith". Now, grasp became a matter of rare-chance for religious people( any blind-belief foreclosed the opportunity to look, see, behold, observe and then perceive the original, made available via symbolism 🙏)

Desi ancients were good at "debugging" their software called "way of life", renamed by invaders as Hinduism. Simply "live" in a particular way, and we evolve. Simply keep chanting a few words in a language, which is in conformity with quantum physics, and experiences will dawn😜🙏🙏🙏

It is the distortion of the prescriptions alongside the tools suggested as way of life, which forced the extinction of ancient "wisdom". That-wisdom, which elevated a human into his highest-human-possibility! ( a doctor "prescribes the dosage, duration and conditions alongside the name of pills he writes on the paper in an illegible handwriting 😜... focus "more" for deciphering it, and we remember it better👍🙏

My "silly" questions were "partly" aimed at provoking out minds to revisit our abilities to conceptualize oddities that we seldom care to even notice! I "wished" to have peepals/people wiser than me around👍, so that I can "afford" being silly, throughout my_life😜. Dat's my idea/concept of carefree living🤣...  

( a few samples of my silly koschans/questions.   https://selfseekers.blogspot.com/2024/09/silly-questions.html )

Oddly yours,

psn(26 March, 2025)

My defect

 Among many defects, this one irritates my readers most!

I am not even sure that it's my_defect. ( until a few readers point it out, how am I to be sure of my assumption? )

Defect :  I load too many concepts in my sentences😭

Result : readers feel "it is so difficult to understand, what is it, that this fool is trying to convey?"🤔

Source : my mind's  way_of_thinking. I love concepts🙏😭 ( trouble started only when I decided to share my ideas🙏...  when ideas were just_echoing within me_only, others are spared 😜)

Broadly, 2 types of concepts----timeless & time/situation bound.

The concept called "Gravity",  is relevant for our body only on earth. ( Madam Sunita Williams, was taken in a wheelchair, after exiting the landing capsule! Her body might have "forgotten" temporarily, "how to deal with earth's gravity, while walking"😜...  Eleven months in space! Got used to "effortlessness" in physical_living😳. Hence time&space bound!

Spiritual related concepts are irrelevant for our physical existence! ( maybe, if our spirit evolves, as a result of abiding by those concepts, the "result/consequences" might make out living effortless! There are stories about Spiritual giants moving on earth, being UNAVAILABLE  to earth's gravity😜....  even when we are too_joyous, body feels a "little" lighter! Sadness makes us feel the gravity more!🙏).

Spirit is timeless. Obviously,  it's concepts too ride on it, likewise😜....  timeless concepts.

Concept of concepts? ( mind_bound? Dunno! Objectivist epistemology deals with it)

Defectively yours,

psn(25 march, 2025)

Rare kind of health checkup

 This kind of personal experiences,  I wouldn't have thought of blogging. But at 70+  "am I going to take it beyond my grave? Damn it! 😡... let somebody in posterity explore it as a possibility! " said my stupid mind 🙏

Prologue: Naadi vaidya is unique among 6 types of medical sciences, in one aspect atleast,  when it evades granting a passmark to an aspirant, in its entrance eggjam/exam itself 😜 ("sensing" the 3 naadis is too subtle for an aspirant, compared to sensing a "pulse" with finger tips! Human_level touch_sensitivity is challenged 🙏)

Body of blog :

A naadi doctor holding my wrist, feeling my naadis, said " his Guru naadi" won't be available to sense_it, for another 2 hours."(1992 yr)

When asked "why so?" .... he explained " this fellow must have been at_meditation a while ago!"

Others, felt satisfied.

I felt "deep gratitude 🙏"  ...  rarest of rare kinds of 'health check up' to assess the level of meditaShun, as a practice for me. 

( the whole drama had lot more details,  but I am focusing on only value_addition portions!)

Epilogue:  if and when Guru-naadi can be "sensed" by a gifted expert in naadi-shashtra( a science), the life-energy is assessed better than an MBBS doctor. We find rare instances of a "corpse" waking up(😜) to life, on the way to burial/cremation, on a bier, after that medico writes out a death_certificate. He certifies only "clinical" death. Guru nadi is the subtlest of life-energies, waiting a bit longer to "revive" even after the heart has stopped🙏

( it was indecent to 'touch' the wrist of a female, to "test" her meditation 😰...  so I went in for a tougher option. Just watch! It took a decade, to get some proficiency🙏...   I won't spoil the livelihood of half-baked 'teachers' advertising "Learn meditation from me". रोजी रोटी का सवाल है,  उनका 😔. I don't need to commercialize spirituality for my daily_bread!)

Testily-yours,

psn(24 march, 2025)

Roar of silence

 Should I keep quiet?

I sometimes ask even_myself this! ( seldom, a response to my blabber 🤣)

A tourist_guide even staked his job, requesting a group "if you too can keep quiet for a moment...."

It happened thus:

This tourist was showing the roaring Niagra-Falls to a group of Madams....standing as close as they were allowed at the railings( fine mist rising from the waterfall was moistening their faces)

The guide said " this is the famous Niagara. Its roar can be heard several miles away. If you too can keep quiet for a moment,  even you can hear it 🙏"

Am I muting the roar_of_silence, with my incessant blabber? 😭🙏

Nuisansically  yours,

psn(23rd March, 2025

Affordability

 A luxury, I can ill-afford ( dunno about rich peepals/people)

A family doctor who is healthy_himself😜

Affordably yours,

psn(23 march 2025)

Miserliness

 Miserliness 

Those few who try to be frugal in exhausting resources that belong to the society, are at times a bit unfortunate,  when even_the close ones around him brand him as a miser !

Examples of society's resources are like water, air, fuel, electricity, staple food grains etc ( very essential for life to happen). When these and such items become scarce, money loses its intrinsic value! People compete to pay a little extra for these. Negative inflation happens!  Deficit financing, within control is positive_inflation, and  autocorrects itself over a period of time).

Other life forms are naturally frugal. A honeybee saves, so also an ant. But a lion can't refrigerate his meat_food. Lion doesn't indulge in fun_killing . We humans are beings of “Volitional consciousness“( as per objectivist epistemology). We can choose sadism to exploit. We can choose to be greedy. 

If greed to accumulate something,  is the fuel for hesitation to spend_for need, it is miserliness!

Ideally, a choice to become “inclusive”( treat entire universe as my_family, as said in sanskrit as VasudaivaKutumbakam), then….very naturally, we look at our “needs” and then, create a want/desire for it. Other than our needs, we naturally become a custodian/caretaker, of whatever possessions that happen to come within our control.

(My personal experience: when I got a job, I am supposed to take care my needs, all by myself. That salary was my sole_source of inflow! It barely sufficed “my needs” which was a little beyond food, shelter and clothing. Over decades, my needs seldom expanded, except for another “life” which happened through me-- not by_me🙏. 

Post retirement,  the wants started shrinking a little more than that of needs! This is an oddity, exceptional to rare few  like me. Among those few I am the worst type of idiot. But, a side_benefit was, I was constrained to “wonder + ponder” over sources of “wants & desires”!  Like, i ask myself “i really need this damn thing. But, unless I want_or_desire it, how am I going to try_to_get_it?”)

A small consolation creeper in when, slogans like “save water/LPG/electricity…. do not waste food” etc became Viral( thanks to information technology). Now, only my savings can cause an eye_sore to those spendthrifts around me, whose incomes were similar to me. Richer and poorer ones spare me😜

Lavishly yours,

psn(23 March, 2025)

PostScript: 

Funny side of miserliness. 

Not easy to be_miserly, in use of water. We can be lavish, though a decent_name for such lavishness is "wasteage".

( suez, supplying 24/7 in coimbatore is capitalizing on the constricted_grasp of water_miserliness, to mint money😜.  My storage tank of 2000 litres becomes their storage tank of 2 lakh litres . Simple.  24/7 was from my tank. Now it is their tank😜, and for which, they depend on my lavishness to charge me "extra" beyond 15000 litres per month. This 15000 litres is parallel to minimum charges😜

Once that 24/7 is not from my tank, I "tend" to become lavish🤣🤣🤣)

Whereas,

Air.... 

If I turn miserly in breathing ( not really easy😜), 

then, I become healthy.

Heart works longer! Life span increases along side sensibleness( mere aging is useless, if senility accompanies🙏😰).

Anger reduces, tension reduces,  anxiety reduces....etc....if, I consciously decide to become miserly in consuming oxygenated_air 😜

😰

Since I am unable to afford
'the'  lavishness of copypastes/forwards( pun intended),
I resort to the_miserliness
'of' resorting to writing by_myself, often 🙏

The breath

 Human breath, if you may please ....( 🙏) focus on.

( this blog is churned out of my personal experience,  and hence, the obvious disclaimer is "see if it also_seems_to_work for you, or else, delete it forever" 😜🙏)

The "breath"

can be manipulated by both, the body and the mind. ( mind needs the coordination of the body, though)

When sensory perceptions are withdrawn, while body is in deep sleep with an ideal posture, 

And when dreams are absent ( mind is inactive)......

The breath responds to the surrounding, on a 'need based manner ( 'needs' are well-taken-care of in an ICU🙏😜).  IF, rejuvenation recouping is the priority, blood cells transmit the "urgency" via its designated network ( "available " network,  ideally is neuros, via brain ).

( meditative practices of_the ancient ones are super_tuned to make this happen at-will!   🙂... any further elaboration might elude a grasp for want of experience in nadi-channels in us ....numbering some 72,000🙄)

Meanwhile,

An effort to deepen awareness, 

To merely "observe" ensuring relaxation,  as_to, "which of the 2, and how?"  is our breath responding to? ( body &/or mind).

Mind's  state is tougher to "assess" for want of awareness of its non-verbal thoughts!😰🙏

During any prescribed practice, both body--to a large extent  AND the_mind, to some extent  is "tamed".

Other than during practice, this attempt to observe our breath pattern(in all its perceivable dimensions), is precious for deepening our awareness!  🙏 (elaboration is again,  at the doorstep of complexities 🙏😔)

Heaving/breathing ( a sigh of relief, 😜)

Yours, as ever,

psn(21 March, 2025)

Wisdom

 Wisdom

if I were really-wise, i wouldn’t have been talking, about it 😭

Probably, I ‘think’ i can talk ‘about’ wisdom, without waiting to become one (waiting to become wise, and then to speak ‘about it’ might not work! Because, I would then see-clearly, the futility in that excercise😜

We don’t need to be beautiful, to speak ‘about’ beauty

An ugly person can be ‘sensitive’ enough, to perceive beauty, and therefore should be able to appreciate beauty, and if he is capable of expressing well, using words, he might be able to even ‘speak’ about it!

A beautiful person need not be aware of one’s own beauty (though, such cases are rare)

That person cannot possibly understand, if somebody tells him “Hey, you are indeed beautiful!”

Anger might elude the awareness of the person who is right now ‘caught up into that emotion, anger’. A person who is a ‘little wise’ might make it a point to ‘become’ fore-warned, when anger creeps into him, and he benefits in getting ‘a chance’ to be able to contain it to a ‘possible extent’ ( a wise person doesn't ‘become’ angry…. but, he has the freedom to feign anger when the situation seems easier to ‘handle’ by looking-angry to others.

Wisdom, doesn’t exist without letting the wise person knowing that he is wise, unlike beauty , anger, confusion, etc

Shall we try to look at ‘sensitivity’ at intellectual levels?
Physical sensitivity at skin level, a doctor can CONFIRM, using a piece of cotton, and then a sharp pin, to touch our ‘doubtful’ area of the skin and asking us ‘ able to feel it now?” . we know already, and only the doctor ‘needs’ our words “yes/no”. Insensitivity of a piece of skin announces death of that part of the skin!

Emotional sensitivity, varies with each_type_of_emotion.
Some people miss to_laugh at a good joke! (can’t help it. If we try to point out their lack of sensitivity towards humour, they ‘become’ angry :) àt once! anger-sensitivity is a reaction, not a ‘sensitivity’ ….. strictly speaking— there is a subtle difference, though, we commonly address an anger-prone-person as “he is a bit too-sensitive” Please see– ‘a bit’ and ‘too’ are opposites :)) ‘too’ indicates ‘too much’ !!

Right now, most of us ‘feel’ only pain deep-enough, to evoke tears as an ‘emotional-response’ (robots of A.I. need to be programmed to manufacture-tears, if they sustain an injury. They cannot ‘feel’ hurt like us-humans! Even words can hurt-us, without needing an injury :)) Again, a reaction to words, being not-enough wise, to ‘sense’/be senseAbled/sensible enough to know that words of insult are a pre-conclusion by the other, and we do not become ‘that’, merely because the other fool misjudges me and says “you are a fool” !!!

Like ‘joy’ or even_happiness evoking tears among a few lucky ones among us….. luckier ones, sensitized enough towards music, can beget tears, listening to a beautiful musical performance! … not all of them who know a_lot about_music are necessarily sensitized enough to experience it deep_enough to get tears😜. ( desi concept of music, elaborates it saying “music is technically flawless, but somehow, that bhav/bhavam is missing 😰”. A performance which might fail a little, in rhythm, laya, swara, or any of its elements might be “rich” in emotion of bhava, and might evoke tears in a sensitized listener🙏

I tried to look for ways to ‘become wise’ !
Wisdom eluded me for too long :((
then, it struck me! “hey! why not try SENSITIVITY instead?
Not as easy as I thought_it_was ….
Sensitivity ‘reveals’ its next layer saying ‘here I am’, only after I stabilize on its previous one!

spiritual sensitivity, presented to me as the-biggest-challenge :((

( details of the hurdles i faced, are too-mystic 😜, to be encapsuled in words 🙏😰)

somewhere, I had a very vague_feeling, as if that elusive fellow called wisdom, is trying to tease-me, oftener than ever before! (the tragic part is physical-level-sensitivity is unable to hold-on/wait, owing to age, to say a “‘hello!” to that wisdom, if-and-when it is likely to dawn!.... Darkness is perennially unable to meet the sunlight to wish a “good morning” ).

unwisely yours,

psn(19th march, 2025) 

Silent mind

 This state of mind( silence), dawns seldom and invariably too late in present day situation.

A quickly_available litmus test ( whether such 'state' is okay?) is.... the errors of judgement by our mind turns fewer and fewer.

See, if we are capable of even 1 thought  which is not a judgement or conclusion of some_sort?

Mind( our thought processes) is a very powerful tool, but only when it is well_tamed!  A processor-chip, gifted by nature, exclusively to humans. Other life forms have an embedded software like the keyboard, with an infallible & instantaneous responsive system .  🤣

Western objectivist philosophy  calls human as a being of Volitional consciousness  ( the tools to push this capability to it's peak possible levels are formulated long ago in Bharat,  but still in its primitive stage in the west! 🙂)

Silently yours,

psn (13 march, 2025)

Mosquito versus meditation

 Mosquito versus meditation 

Mosquito suddenly became a teacher+yardstick for me,

During 1992.

🤣

By parameters "known" to me then
I had preconcluded
That I "relax" sufficiently well, ( especially with sufficient practice of that guided meditation where conscious 'tensing and relaxing' of each part of body is prescribed!  Initially, we use voluntary muscles etc, to create tension & then let-go.... relaxation 'happens'  involuntarily 😜)

The teacher said "Mosquito is an intelligent creature.
It won't waste its venom. It pokes the needle a "little" to check the stiffness of your skin. If soft, it gently pushes the needle further, draws a drop of blood, departs!
Only it's venom causes 'pain' to you. We have had 'butterfly-needles' for baby's injections? Mosquito has better ones🙏
So, if you are keen to avoid pain, just relax a little more. Compromise. 1 drop blood-donation isn't going to deplete you. Alternatively,  sit inside a Mosquito net. Still worse, use those toxic cream, fumes etc"

So,
Choice was mine.
1) learn to relax deep enough ( even the 7 layers of skin gets 😌 relaxed ---to atleast Mosquito-standards, if not better😭)
2) spend money and health on expensive defence-procurement.

I too was capable of stubbornity at-will 😜
I decided to learn that cursed thing called skin-level-relaxation to meet my co-habitants called Mosquitoes😡.

It took hell of a
Lot of time to learn.  Humble beginning was extra painful.  Sitting not-meditating, I notice an uninvited guest, Mosquito landing on my forearm
He is busy & focused . He pokes the needle. I get "alert" I too focus.
Dammit....pain is double? 🤔
( lesson : mere focusing increases my skin-tension!!! That lady nurse "knows" . A wise nurse says "look away". Atleast the incremental tensing due to focus is reduced.  Cellular-level intelligence will "naturally resist".  The distinction became quite-clear.  A scientist looking at a phenomenon 'affects the effects' a little 😳)

Anyway, mind-over-matter wala-concept was needed to be deployed😭
My mind had to gather enough power to instruct my neuro-network, to tell the skin-cells "allow the enemy to get inside your fortress!" ( easy to write it here in a few lines. "Project" took time!😜😜

Now, the definition of "relaxing" is still undergoing refinement in me.
Perhaps, only in a GRAVE-situation, that is....I reach my body's final destination ( burial or cremation---let alive ones choose🙏).....my tension about "how deep to relax" will pause-to-tense 😜

Metabolic activity dropping dramatically,  I was-to-discover, is a short-cut to relax via a by-pass-surgery of stressfull-physical efforts! Confused? ( that's the-mosquito in me😜... injecting kaanfusion/confusion👍

Pokingly yours,

psn (4 March, 2025)

Being Good

 Being Good!

“Who suffers more? Good ones or the bad ones?” Asked the teacher!

It was a yoga program.

Of course “good ones”( my mind prompted out of “real-life” experience 🙏😭

I chided my mind “okay, dammit😡… now don't repeat my stories related to this….. I paid for this class. Can't miss the next few sentences, getting drowned into your re-telecast of those tragic episodes! Just shut up and listen”

I didn't miss the recipe. Teacher narrated a short story. A cobra took an advice of a saint too-seriouly 😜 ( be good unto others)

A kid accidentally threw a ball, and it hurt this snake “a little only” ( my mind “tries” to divert me with “yep! You too thought, little-help to colleagues and they got addicted to exploiting your goodness…remember? “ I had to stop my mind again “buddy, didn't I tell you to shut-up. I don't want to miss the-lesson in that story! I can't even throw you OUT…. YOU ARE MY-MIND😭… P-L-E-A-S-E  Shut up”

I didn't miss the “continuity”.

The kid was surprised. That ‘stupid’ snake didn’t hisssss!😳

Soon kids got the news( this cobra is an idiot. Doesn't react 😜)

They had fun, throwing pebbles, then stones at this ‘good’ snake!

Badly bruised…the cobra once again…went to that saint, complained.

The saint laughed,”fool….you didn't listen CAREFULLY, I told you “BE good, not LOOK-good.”... who told you not to hissssss? “ the snake got the teachings! 1)pay attention when taught 2)’good’ is relevant to ‘self, not for advertisements etc! 

Now,

My tragic sample-story ( of being “good” like that STUPID snake).

I don't want to be tooo-good, telling too many of my tragic-stories, lest you will be bored😜

A colleague used to ‘tease’ me “PSN…you are just-lucky, you appeared for bank job at north( nagpur). Here, you would have flopped😂. Competitors are better here!”( I was supposed to be “good”! I didn't react with “dammit, I topped the list there!😡… combined list of graduates, and non-graduates, and I was a non graduate! “ ……actually this guy used to ask me to explain circulars in english/hindi--bi-lingual)

One day, he requested “hey, psn….draft a 2-minute welcome speech. Make it good! Delegates from all over India “ 

I wrote.

He read it on Mike.

Next day, he asks me “psn,  what did you write? I just read it mechanically. Normally,  only a 2-second feeble claps for welcome speeches. But, yesterday they clapped for 5 minutes, that too STANDING😳”

I didn't know what to say😭

I tried “looking good”, by saying “oh! Did they applause? Maybe they call it ‘standing ovation’…. Sorry-yaar, I forgot what wrote, in those 10 sentences🙏… anyway,  nothing harmful isnt it?  Let's forget👍”

I don't think I can learn to “hissssss” during this-life-time😰😭

But I thank Gawd, I didn’t have to learn afresh “how to hissssss at my mind, by  asking it to shut-up😜”( meditations seemed a “bit” easier, sooner in me🙏🙏🙏)

Badly yours,

psn(3rd March, 2025)

Placebo effect

 Placebo effect

We know what that means 🙏

( a typical example is : my classmate at school….now an eminent surgeon,  used to tell me 4 decades ago “ some patients insist on having an non-existent ailment. I inject plain water, and tell them ‘very powerful injection’. And they get rid of their symptoms “.....  )

Enough research is going on on placebo effect. Mind, when positive, seems to discharge curative material abundantly enough in the body, hastening the “healing” process…

One instance where a training in placebo effect works, and I came across it was….  Coast guards are trained to chant “i must swim” and use it 15 minutes before hypothermiasets in them…..  It seems when hypothermia sets in while trying to rescue people drowned in near-zero degrees Celsius sea water( Coasts of U.K. etc).... icy water numbs the brain. Body can do only the last-few instructions of the brain, of 15 minutes ago. So, “I must swim” increases the chances of survival. An example of “placebo “ of mind.

But ancient Bharat innovated this placebo very scientifically, and structured it to “function” extremely well,  consciously ( not like a “numbed brain”😜)

Certain meditative practices deepens into extremely relaxed state of physiology,  while maitining razor-sharp alertness and awareness.  Once this is within ‘a reach’ the person can actualize his strong visualizations at very-very subtle levels too! Seemingly super-human tasks become possible.  Siddhi, is one popular branch of spirituality where this “sophisticated “ format of placebo-meditations are deployed to acquire such tough capabilities.  Synthesis with past karma ( prarabhda, inherited & acquired) helps karma get dissolved, using these deep meditative states!

Not quite a convincing blog this one🙏 ( especially the description of ancient sophistication-part of placebo! ).  Research, using ailments and ways to cure, basically differs from research using “health” and ways to enhance it to peak levels of performance 🙏.  Results/findings differ dimensionally🙏. Utilitarian aspects depend on “findings” as presented by that-mind🙏

Plainly yours,

psn(2nd march 2025)

Imposing ideas

 Imposing ideas

Advertisement world survives on imposing ideas on its victims.

And the ‘disclaimer’ in fine print survives on our laziness to read it.

I am not good at imposing ideas.

And……somehow, by some strange luck, it so happened that for all these 7 decades, I never succumbed to any imposition by others🤣 ( not even an instruction like “pray” ( at a temple) really impressed me. I used to join palms, and make-a-show, so that they( elders) focus on their-prayer, instead of wasting  their precious visit on me🙏😰. I assumed-the, “ maybe it works for them” 

Is it not a “desire” surmounted by a huge expectation, of that desire to get-fulfilled, which provides a vulnerability to become victimized to “ideas” that may not suit_us, work_for_us?

I told my son “brush your teeth the first thing, early morning”. He obeyed. It worked for_him_too. But I didn’t try to tell my toothless grandpa “hey! You don't brush ….then why are you IMPOSING that idea on me?” 

Teachers find it hard, to impose on certain kids the idea “sit quietly while in the class!”( now, doctors found it a lucrative source to siphon money from loving parents, by selling the idea that “restlessness in certain kids is a disorder”...  ADHD--ATTENTION-DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER).

 Unless, a kid sits calm and focused,  how to thrust the lessons into its head?  Can we call it imposing ideas….. that A,B,C,D….1,2,3,4? The kid is yet to learn politics of language_imposition, NEP, anti_hindi protest, etc😜

I see a speeding truck about to crush a deaf person, looking away. Do I appeal to him “sir, I dont want to impose my idea ‘you better step aside, to escape a fatal accident” and leave it to his choice to contemplate_deep, before succumbing to my_idea.. I just push him hard. He sustains minor abrasions on his forearms, falling suddenly! But he is alive🙏. I thank God, I saved him! 

When do I end up, imposing my_ideas? 

Should I wait till the other person realises that I have victimized him into accepting my ideas? 

Can I not use my ‘brains’ to distinguish between what is common and can be conveyed versus what is not going to work for others, just because it did for me? ( a guru noticed his deciple, copypasting an idea “if my guru can drink liquors,  I too can” and was buying a drink, and drank it. That guru stopped at a blacksmiths workshop, picked a cubicle of molten iron, gulped it. Then the Guru turned to look at disciple and that look conveyed “your turn now…. Copypaste this too dammit😡”... the disciple hung his head down)

Apart from being honest in sharing my experiences ( clearly distinguishing….what worked, and what did not…for me) I learnt that my ideas need to be workable for the others. A phrase,  “Value-addition” seems a useful reminder, till I find a better phrase, a comprehensive one🙏.

Experience of having_shared ideas( experience based) also educates me on what seemingly suits others, but doesn't appeal_enough to invoke their passion to fuel an effort to try it.

Capitalists, socialists, communists, fundamentalists, extremists, radicals….and now paid tool-kits experts, are not/never going to subscribe to this idea of “do not impose ideas on others for personal ego-satisfaction”...  Inadvertently,  certain propagationists of certain religions use unfair means( within the loopholes of law😜) to impose their “beliefs” on forced-converts!  

A color-blind, yet to get tested for it, might recognise different shades of “grey” and even convince me “look this is what you call as blue, in your language, isn't it?” And I agree👍 … indeed it is blue for me, I can see colours! ( and I don't know really, if the bandwidth of waves i call as “blue” is actually a “green” for the other fellow, but he calls my_blue as his_blue, though, the colour he sees is “green”. Labels of colors don't matter, as long as we are consistent in identifying it the same way, each time🙏).

How about trying to make the other, find an appeal to pursue his_spirit? 🤣 can't impose even a pursuit ( only thereafter, a “question” can arise about which_of the 4 paths, and tools of each one!🙏😰😰😰).

Insurance,  is a subject-matter of solicitation ( so is spirituality. ) . Even law prohibits imposing “insurance “ policy🤣.

Habit-forming negatives shouldn't be made available even as visual temptations ( forget about imposing such temptations).

Well,

Did I impose this blog to be read? ( anyway,  seldom do my blogs touch readers deep enough!🙏… quite harmless)

Harmlessly yours,

psn(1 March, 2025)

Doing

 We do many things with our lives! We do things, with or without boredom( in all its varieties and types, known by its distinct names of boredom).  An aspirant happened to ask me a "small question" to know, what I would suggest, to deepen the breathing-technique, as a part of coming closer to the "being" in us, that source-of-life in us, the soul, the spirit, aatmaa, whatever.  Of course,  the popular name, to suit our convenience is "spirituality"

My response was....... ""What shall I do?"

It is asked in "all innocence"( as far as I am concerned)

As far as you are concerned, it is asked, relating to what I said "about" breath, nose, nostrils, etc. etc.....

I can answer out of a) my concern & b) your concern too!

My concerns a) I should do, whatever I do, at any point of time  _*at my best*_ 🙏

My best, is always going to result into my intensity at its best😜

And if I manage it well I end up, living "life" intensely!  

And consequently,  I avoid a "dull" moment in my life🙏. 

Even if boredom tries to invade me, I live-it ( that boredom _*so intensely*_ that..... its fuel gets expended damn fast and it vanishes out of me!  Note---we can't be "tense" about "boredom"😜.. we can be intense!  So, I deal with "boredom" spending zero energy😜 and drain all its Armour! ( worst case scenario? If boredom can be "dealt" intensely, I can deal with anything intensely! )

b) your concern.  Right now, you can't do-away with breathing! It is a "job" we do 24/7 😰

All we are doing it...... just trying to give "some" due-respect to it, for a little-while, a bit consciously,  a bit alert, a bit aware too!😰

And that fundamental sign of life in us, the breath.....he is responding to us with his richest treasures.  He releases us from the shackles of needless-repetitious thought-processes for a few nano-seconds. Then, if we pursue,  milli-seconds, fractions of 1 seconds, a-second, and couple of seconds.....etc

Probably, when we "gain" consciousness after a deep sleep, we become breath-aware, ....may not be too-consciously.... bekos, "where am I?" hurrys to pester us! 

We shall look at the doing-part of "what to do" as we progress a little further👍 ( time scale is uncertain 🙏....  but yes, time-scale is inversely proportional to my intensity at doing anything.) ..... തപസ്/tapas/तपस्या........is താപം,ताप, heat. A symbolism to represent intensity. High temperatures can make anything amenable quickly.  Cast iron, steel, etc.   Diamond can't resist even a matchstick flame😜...despite being hardest substance!

Unquote.

Then I thought, am I intense about sharing it?

Yep!

Unintentionally yours,

psn(17 Feb 2025)

Bequeath

 “to arrange for something to be given to somebody after you have died”

(Google meaning)

Even as a kid, I used to wonder!

What all, can be that “something“ that we leave behind, when we “go”????

Tangible things were given a distinct name in the ancient days “benedictions/anugraha”

Intangible ones were named “blessings/aasheervada”...

I looked around ( for tell_tale evidences)

Dilapidated structures like old forts and temples only! ( that means, those old guys were more inclined about inclusiveness😰🙏…. If, residences of their-own descendants were a priority, I “could have” noticed a 1500 year old house too! 🙄.

Instead, mostly temples, and a few forts. Both were for ‘society’ not family.

We are bequeathing tons of non-biodegradable litter, garbage 🤣

We didn't spare even the periphery of our planet! Our rockets need-programming to “avoid” collusion with junk of our-own earlier space crafts! 

Anyway,  I thank my “fate” 🙏

My stupid-curiosity led to “discovery” of fascinating intangible things bequethed by my ancestors ( called rishis! I chant their “names” …..a “bit” consciously,  when I perform certain rituals prescribed for descendants of traditional beggars1👍… we beg in sanskrit—-merely because the attached sound-forms of sanskrit are……vouched by modern scientists……to be in CONFORMITY with laws of Quantum physics😜. 

Sounds awesome?  Not really😰. Inheriting such sophisticated software, comes with “conditions apply”!😭. I need to perpetually strive to dedicate this intangible blessings and the derivatives thereof, the tangible benediction thereof, to all the animate-plus-inanimate life-forms of this Universe🙏😰. An insurmountable task! I can only do-my-best! This inclusiveness i inherited is labeled as “vasudeiva kutumbakam”( again, sanskrit 😭—-this universe if my-family!  Functional aspect doesn't prevent me from dealing effectively/appropriately with terrorists 😜.   To misguide us one fool had bequeathed cleverly only-one-half of a vedic quote, “ahimsa parama dharma”. I had to hunt for missing half “dharma himsa thatha-eva cha” ( “non violence is ultimate dharma” first half. Second is “dhaarmic-violence is likewise too”! Dharma means cosmic laws, infallible, foolproof, flawless! Human laws are for “some kind of orderliness in a society” not always a provider of justice🙏

Spiritual concepts( way beyond the sensory levels of perception) are the highest of bequeathed items of my ancients 🙏. They guide me to reach the highest-human-possibility. How-best am I going to “inherit” this bequeathal?  It is entirely upto me!😰🙏

Hindu-way-of-life, is the subtlest among “tangible” bequeathals! 😜… i needed to sharpen my alertness+awareness to “humanly-best” levels to inherit these!  Early symptoms/signs of my having inherited these subtle, tangible items is…..I begin to “sense” the chaitanya, the subtle-energies of the Mega-powerhouses called temples🙏…. If I don't sense it, I merely visit a temple to “shout” my demands, as if the Godji residing therein, has gone deaf over centuries😜🙏… I copy paste this shouting-ritual from my recent ancestors who abstained inheritance of sensitivity! Then, I might genetically-bequeath my negatives to my descendants ( like anger, fear, hate, resistance etc) and thereby script the doom of my posterity 😭🙏… I need to take care! I should produce  a better and an improved-version-only, out of me! 🙏

Inherently inherited,

Ever yours,

psn(16 feb 2025)