My guess about: the-why of a generation Gap

 We don't try to question a generation gap between latest versions of a 'gadget' (unless a bug has crept into the latest one! How we handle the bug is our affordability, viability, feasibility etc).

Whereas, we are (without exceptions), bogged down due to the incompatibility we 'experience' between the previous & the generation after us !

I tried at a precise brevity about what I deduced (despite being afflicted by the 'gap' myself 😜)

"ever increasing COMPLEXITY of our mind"

If this statement meets non-acceptance in a reader's mind, please abandon the time and effort to read any further 🙏

Complexity, by itself is not a problem. The inadequacy of ability in handling it is🙏

And when the 'emotions' get riveted at one type of complexity, rendering us incapable of any-other emotion, we become a challenge for even the best psychiatrist around, and he ends up 'trying to merely managing our emotional imbalance, even using a confinement if necessary!  😜 (the inadequacy of tools is perhaps a major hurdle for medical science for not discovering a solution to restore emotional balance in a patient🙏). Most cases of ill-health in our minds, can be easily traced to emotional issues, the unresolved inner-conflicts, than the logical imbalance itself, in exclusivity of emotional issues.

Ancient vehicle of transportation was a bullock-cart ( Mockery phrase "bullock cart people", is an easy evidence, used by the 2nd generation after us, usually)

Today's vehicles are many. (a jet-liner, as an example for illustrating the 'complexity' in mind)
The driver of a bullock cart, goes for a nap (auto pilot) and the jet-liner's pilot too takes a brief rest using the auto-pilot mode. The complexity matters, only when something goes wrong! 😜 As also when the sense of responsibility pops up an apprehension like "what if....   something goes wrong?" The bullock cart driver can foresee almost-all the possibilities of "going wrong"  situations, whereas the pilot's mind races through a hundred-plus dials in the cockpit, while he scrambles for remote assistance, and also prays hard, that the connectivity of gadgets with the control tower and the person handling it is capable of control over his-own-mind, to handle the situation going out of control!

"Pure mathematics" as a specialisation at post graduate levels got phased out when our computational abilities got complex-enough to handle the volume and intricacies 😊. But, we managed to maintain awareness about the significance of "basics" involved and the distinction that can affect the complexities.  Our maths is 'decimal' where as it is outsourced to a machine that uses 'binary' system!

Are the basics of our emotions sophisticated adequately enough to handle the complexities of 'life' we wove around us (for whatever reason!)? Our minds couldn't do-away with emotions and ironically, the gadgets we depend upon evades the programming that can mimic human-emotions, needed for mutual compatibility 😜 (I happened to notice a distinction in the emotional disposition affecting the physiology between 2 sets of samples around me, observed for a sizable length of time, belonging to the same gender 🙏. Exceptions exempted!  A few ladies, due to compulsions of situation, stuck to a little old-fashioned desi-lifestyle.  The other set of ladies managed to emerge victorious in competing with their male counter parts, in deciding upon a non-traditional life style. The second set even demonstrated very successfully that 'freedom' is possible from the traditional and enslaving life-styles. The physiological consequence of invading into the arena of courageously swimming across a highly-complex life-span, did have an adverse impact on their physiological well-being.  With the females of next generation attempting the superficial temptations offered by this new-found-freedom in the 'modernized' females, decidedly  started off on this journey of pursuing the complex-life-style a bit earlier than their immediate predecessors. If i sound a bit preposterous and/or indulging in gender-partiality, please look around at the occurrences in the cases of mismatch of mutual compatibility resulting in breaking-up of relationships, including the instances seeking a legal remedy thereof! Nothing wrong with any gender.  Just that, mother-nature decided to be abundantly-liberal in granting emotional- sensitivity, strength and a potential to evolve endlessly to the female gender. May I remind that the very 'title' assigned to human females in our desi tradition is "shakti"/power 🙏.  Emotional shakti/power is only a potential not a functional & embedded software 😜.  Even a very 'casual' look at the functionality in handling a situation in routine life is enough to convince us. Multitasking comes naturally to a female, whereas, single-pointed-focus works better for the male counterpart. 

Ancients, in their wisdom, (my guess only 🙏), had perhaps foreseen the trend of mind losing a grip on its basics, and failure to preserve the emotional strength, in its mad-rush to dive into the fascination lure of indulging into complexifying itself, and getting lost into the maze of dead-ends of logic, and therefore decided to preserve the wealth of their hard-earned wisdom using genetic engineering 😜. Evidence: Moksha, the ultimate human possibility is still prevalent, though in microscopic numbers, and inversely proportional to the minds-that-became-complex, in any cluster of human society. Hinduism, (a misnamer for Sanatana Dharma, a science) as a gross evidence has outlived all other kinds of societies, religions, races, etc, and has stood the test of time. Essentially, emotional training was sought to be synchronized with cosmic laws (the 4 declaratory truths) by the ancient scientists/rishis, using varied and highly sophisticated tools, interwoven seamlessly too! 
I had attempted to summarise the entire syllabus of ancient gurukulas/schools, into 4 brief subjects-topics.  I can only add here,  a query, instead of trying to impose my guess-work, leaving the reader to examine it with a sharp fault-finding & complexed mind 😜.  Question: "are these 4 not dependent on an emotionally equipoised mind, to attempt a mastery on these?" 

Even my frail attempt to simplify the root-cause of complexity in our present day minds, has ended up in adding to the confusion caused by the existing complexity, I concede😕. 
All I can humbly suggest is "clarity of mind is even today, heavily dependent upon our ability to retain the basics of life, in our 'cache-memory'."  Try dealing with cleaning the cache memory if you like👍 Doesn't cost anything at all!

Simply yours,
psn(16 Feb, 2026)

Tail-bit:  A few people do attempt to bridge the generation gap 🙏. The attempt is from either side or in rarer cases both (present and previous generation). 
Ask them.  What is the 'tool' they are likely to hit-upon, whenever/wherever they meet a little success? Logical tool, and/or attempt to bridge the emotional-gap??? (In either case, the response of a positive result is invariably in an emotional expression, not a logical-compromise 😜 😍.  If this is factually true, the clue is also within the same result 👍. The faculty of reasoning in our logical mind compromises enough to concede that "we humans cannot do away with emotions, and still hope for the ultimate freedom called moksha") 

How to ask God, a boon?

 How to ask God, a boon 

🤣

Even for those, who are bold enough to assert “there is no God” ….. “A.I.” likens a God today, though at its primitive stages only.

I tried 2 searches on Google, now "A.I." enabled:

1).”selfseekers p s Narayanan” 

A.I. results were surprising. The results did include reference to the blog page, but added ‘something' to the nature of contents in my blog 😜….   Without a “human like mind” the A.I. just_focused on ‘general theme” of my blogs 🙏😂😂. Something that my readers often missed 😓

2). My curiosity increased and I asked “does A.I. search give semantic results in relevance to the syntax?”.  And the results were “AWE” for me at least 🙏. It confirmed what I managed to guess ( the results ought to interest professionals in information technology, but I am inclined to pursue my agenda only😜)

 

Sanskrit is regarded to be in CONFORMITY with quantum laws 🙏….  Probably why, ancient “boons” where asked+granted using sanskrit 😜.   Got my hint?   Yes, semantic errors go uncorrected 😭

Case law:  after great ‘tapas’ a fellow asked “nidreVatwam” ( syntax error instead of ”NirDevatwam”. )   The cosmos( God) granted “tatah, Asthu”/be it so👍… and he fell asleep, having spelt “nidra” instead of “nirDev” 😜

This story of Kumbhakarna intrigued me 🙏 😥 “is there no way to avoid such syntax errors? Is the”Dharma/Cosmic laws” so_unforgiving?

Then I discovered the way out! Just leave it to the M.O.I.( most original intelligence) prakruthi/nature/cosmic intelligence….to decide What-to-grant me! 😞

It works 👍🙏

Trust is the emotion that syncs CLOSEST to the cosmos 🙏. 

The problem is, trust is a consequence of lot many positive emotions 😥.  I found a simplified formula even for that👍.  Just slog/strive/work/whatever, ….towards absence of the 4 negative emotions 😜. (Granting boon turns out to be the headache of the entity whose popular name is God.  I started to experiment it right_away, with a spiritual teacher, whose synchronicity with the cosmos &  I trusted him totally forgot this synchronicity.  When he asked me to choose a ‘boon' within the 4 he could offer, I responded “you are better than me to decide what is good for me🙏, so please decide that choice yourself!”. It worked 🙏 

So, as far as I am concerned….. “ ultimate intelligence”/U.I., grants results which actualises too….with relevance to the purity of the mind which asks( here, purity is ‘absence of 4 negative emotions only ‘🙏)

Very luckily, my earliest trial/experiment was with “aano bhadraah krtavo yanthu vishwataha” . It took a long time to yield results 😓. But it works 👍.

For nothing, yours

psn(15 Feb, 2026)

Curse of oldage

 Curse of oldage 

The curse of oldage is.....

Even in cases where a person has 40% only of negativity and 60 % of positive qualities....

Negative:   is "default" by nature, and requires no conscious effort to manifest. No health or energy needed😜 ( hence, it remains 'steady' and same as during youth/middle age)

Positive:  Cannot ever become "by_default". Needs conscious effort each time to manifest. With age and deteriorating health, weaker brain to coordinate, renders the functionality to decrease from 60% to bare minimum 5% probably with age, gradually 🤣

( Percentages are very imaginary, and highly subjective, but the phenomenon is real👍)

Result!?.....  40% looks like 95% ( over exaggerated in front of that 5% or even more 😜)

Frustration is inevitable when the youngsters exclaim : "of late, with age....you are turning intolerable 😓😓😓"( oldie wonders 🤔.... He used to like me, love me and respect me... _*what happened with_him_now?*_ 🤣... धूल चेहरे पर है, आईना अब भी वही है 😜)

Agedly yours,

psn (12 Feb, 2026)

Misinterpretation of Dharma

 misinterpretation of Dharma

Is it not time_enough that we rectify the most popular mis'interpretation of ancient advisories in sanskrit ( handed down to us from millenniums, and hence viewed as time tested🙏)

When the "text" could not be tampered, cunning minds resorted to popularizing a deliberately misinterpreted meaning 😂.

We might argue "well, I am NOT going to even touch it.... So, I am not affected by misinterpretation 👍".

 Such escapists are its worst victims.

*_the goal was to render the Minds susceptible to any other misinterpretation as well_*  😜

The "ability" to discern, distinguish and discrimination is sought to be crushed 🙏

Famous quotes:

1)Atithi devo bhav 

2)Matru/pitru/acharya, devo bhav 

These two are addressed to whom?

Popular version:  

1)Treat your guest like a God!( Pamper, please, trust that incursionist as well, if he poses like a ‘guest’ 😜… )

2) Treat your parents and teachers like your Gods, (no matter if they are actually an idiot, or devilish criminals 😜)

Somehow….. do we not find flaws, defects, or atleast difficulties and self-inflicted damaged, in blindly following the misinterpretation, merely because these interpretations are popular????

Not requiring too_much knowledge of Sanskrit, can we afford ourselves to make a simple comparison with other EQUALLY popular and VERY SIMILAR quotes,  with tamper-proof interpretation???

a) Ayushman bhava 

b)Sowbhagyavati bhava

c)putravati bhava

d)yashasvi bhava

Who is the “addressee” in these a)-to-d) ???

“May You be”... As a suffix to variable “long-lived/fortunate/with_vhildren/famous “

“Bhava” is “may you be” and not “be treated as”  😜…. Here is the ‘catch’

If 

1) atithi devo is “may you be like(behave like)” instead of “may you be TREATED like( by a gullible_fool)”... 

2) mom/dad/teacher devo is “may you be like(behave like)” instead of “may you be TREATED like( by a small kid, utterly innocent, too small to be burdened with a Heavy load like “Treat your dad/mom/teacher as_if they are your God 😡😡)”... 

then,

the addressee gets rectified and interpretation SUSTAINS without any collateral damage, caused 😜

Most importantly,

we get trained into a “rational thinking” …which really matters 🙏

Bhavami Yours only, ( may I be, yours)

psn (12 Feb, 2026)

Anti-disclaimer: Obviously, I am morally duty bound to accept any Valid criticism for my attempt to persuade a refinement in ourselves, using a flawed argument if any 🙏

Punch: I am quite UNAPOLOGETIC about one thing, for sure…. Come what may💪!!

I shall respect only elderliNess (of any age, even a kid), and not Elders( by age alone, bereft of any wisdom) beCause even a donkey aged😜. 

Jallad/जल्लाद like Guru

 Jallad/जल्लाद like Guru

🤣

I feel aweFULLY (sense= maximizing the ‘some’ in “awesome”) blessed to have been under an Executioner_like teacher 🙏, for 5+ years in the proximity! Utterly merciless 🤣. Torturous!

His best armour (bullet_proof jacket) was, he never insisted us,  on doing anything we were told to_do…😜( if you can't tolerate me, you are free to leave 🙏). And we, our commitment was the material for his bullet_proof jacket to defend himself against our anger, frustration etc, which spews like a volcano 😥, when he makes us do things like( mild samples only, mind you!):

a)Breathe through alternate nostrils without using fingers to block the other nostril 

b)Meditate with open eyes( we had barely managed to settle down into “CONSCIOUSLY withdrawing the sense_organs…🙏😭… eyes, the toughest to withdraw seeing_even_when_looking. Or, looking without seeing .

b(1) look_to_see, but see the emptiness ahead of you at 2 feet or so.

c)Ask your stomach to press the “pause” button of digestion, do the meditation and then release the pause button to allow stomach to resume digestion ( one type of meditation is on empty stomach, not a hungry stomach 😜…. and if we missed the med and ate, this instruction 😭🙏)

d)sleep without missing yourself totally ( 😡😡😡. Imagine 🙏, he doesn't allow us even a peaceful sleep. Even Condemned_cell prisoners are allowed to sleep like_a_log )

e) more such & more torturous practices 😭( subtle ones, hence they evade a verbal description)

Worst vengeance on us, the early_birds, was : the participants who enlisted after the first 8 years were let off with “deluxe Yoga programs”( too mild, too simple, damn_easy, and no harm in using ‘pause’ button any often and re-start by choice 😡).

( Probably, this vengeance of my teacher was a grudge (खुन्नस) he carried forward from our togetherness of our past lives 😭।

Ofcourse, there is always the cosmic rule “Dharmo rakhshati Rakshita”  He did his guru_dharma and me my_dharma to a possible extent। Sanatan Dharma was constrained to bless both of us, guru_shishya pair😜)

Cursedly yours,

PSN(10 Feb 2026)

Compatibility issues between spouses

 Compatibility issues between spouses

A reader is going to ask me “who the hell are you, to assume competence to talk about this subject?”

I am not competent enough.

But I had a chance to look at my parents right from my kid age 😥. And, I am not divorced as yet, since 4 decades😜

Even notionally/emotionally–Estranged couples shoot this question to their parents who were stubborn about matching of horoscopes “what happened now?😡” (Astroger had certified that horoscopes match excellently👍🙏…. Still the couple is not happy with each other, especially after the magic of physiological attractions faded in a very brief period 😥)

Some people try “after sales service” from the astrologer. (Meanwhile, in all probability, he himself is facing the same issue between him & his own wife😜). Joke: astrologer blinks, when asked: which fool matched the horoscope of Ram & Sita?” Well, they faced every situation together, not in mutual conflict😜.  It is about mutual compatibility, not a silk_smooth life in comfort zone 🙏

Spirituality is not meant for solving compatibility issues between spouses 🙏. Yet, the insight might help offering clues which the later generations of astrologers ignored to learn🙏

My guess work(to the extent I discovered/learnt):

1)well matched horoscope failing & omitted cases of looking at horoscopes, being–successful 🤣 ( now…. interesting? 😜)

Well, horoscopes and the astrologer, if both are exceptionally good (this itself is rare🙏😭), they match only one out of 3 essential ingredients requiring a match.

Our minds are foremost to become compatible (even if one spouse hates a running fan while sleeping and the other needs fan_air compulsorily, a matching ‘mind’ might adjust 🙏. Physiology has mutual problems 😜)

Mind, at the today's legally permissible age of marriage, becomes an unbreakable block made- out of the three ingredients in uncertain quantities each & aggregately.

a)Own karma of past( praarabhda karma, carved out of the godown of Sanchita karma) the wandering spirit, mind, soul, whatever is seeking a vehicle (body) for its unfulfilled desires 🙏. Today's astrologer is “stuck” at finding a match only for this aspect of the mind/karma, using the horoscope, and the science behind it 🙏. Today's astrologer forgot ‘how to match's or atleast request his customer to ‘also match, b) & c)”

b) inherited karma…. Parents ( if there is, a lineage also🙏…. Genetically, memories influencing a mind, is proven scientifically —a video clip : Ghost in your genes— has influence) contribute to the mind, right from womb, until they are together.

c) Acquired karma 😜…. Now-a-days, world_wide_web or WWW, that too, AI enabled, apart from homes, neighbourhood and schools/college/colleagues/friends & enemies/well+ill wishers, contributes to the tendencies of a mind 😜

The uncertain mixture of this mind is trying to find compatibility with another gender of uncertain mixture of that_mind🤣

A tiny advantage in the ancient days was = child marriages , to a large extent managed compatibility issues of b) & c) . I must drop a mention that a family priest used to be highly qualified in astrology until 200 years ago in Bharat. He audits therefore, a), b) & c) , sincerely, honestly and thoroughly 🙏. Today's priests don't know the scientific effect of even the chants they use, and tutor their ‘victims’ to repeat.

The topic is such that I should leave a reader at this🙏. ( He can add anything on his/her own, and choose to respond or not with their feedback.

Compatibly yours,

psn(10 Feb , 2026)

Hungry stomach

 Hungry stomach 

We often mistake an empty stomach as ‘hunger’ and invite dis_ease by filling it up with ‘something'! ( It is not meal time😂).

This ‘something' is less harmful if it is fruit. But, we love junk! Tastyness is far more compulsory when there is zero hunger. Junk always tastes better than natural foods like fruits, carrots, etc.

I googled the difference.

“my experience” may not be so_appealing like Google A.I.

So I copy paste google🙏

If, by chance, we get interested further, find a genuine practitioner in spirituality 🙏 . He will guide better👍

Quote 

An empty stomach is a physical state occurring 2–4 hours post-meal when the stomach is clear, often beneficial for digestion and health. Hunger is the physiological signal (triggered by the hormone ghrelin and low blood sugar) indicating a need for energy, often accompanied by stomach growling or contractions. 

Key differences include:

Physical State vs. Signal: An empty stomach is merely the absence of food. Hunger is the brain receiving signals—via the hormone ghrelin and low blood sugar—that it needs fuel.

Physical Sensations: Empty stomachs may not feel uncomfortable, while hunger often causes physical contractions, rumbling (borborygmus), lightheadedness, or irritability.

Purpose: An empty stomach allows for bodily purification and optimal function. Hunger is a survival mechanism to ensure nutrient intake.

Timing: An empty stomach can exist without hunger, and one can feel hungry (due to cravings or habits) even when the stomach is not truly empty. 

While an empty stomach is generally considered healthy, true hunger is the body's call for sustenance. 

Unquote 

One disadvantage to doctors and medical shops is, those who eat only_when_hungery, are unremunerative 😭…. More people healthy, is less business for medical professionals 

Hungrily yours,

psn(10 Feb, 2026)

Post Script.

The hidden agenda of this blog is spirituality bijness 😜….  My blogs are to market spirituality, which is the most_lossMaking_bijness🙏. Zero profits.

If more people are there who know what hunger “feels like” (not via intelligence or GnawLedge/knowledge), the scope for temptations towards spirituality is better👍. Partially sick fellows easily escape my trap 😜

Tragedy:  most of the spiritual practices require an “empty” stomach, not a hungry_stomach. But, we never allow the stomach to remain hungry 😥. It suits doctors, not spiritual servants 🙏😭

Handling own Karma

 Handling own Karma

Ultimately, my experience of life decides how I enjoyed or suffered my life isn't it?

Unrealistic “desires” seemed to me, to be the only Major hurdle.

Mind which remains stuck to such unreasonable desires won't allow the ‘experience' of the present moment to soak in FULLY ( as far as I am concerned)

Mind decides upon desires using 3 major sources, mainly ( as per traditional suggestion)

1.praarabhda karma( accumulated+ unfulfilled desires of past lives)

2.inherited karma ( genes of parents and their lineage)

3.acquired karma ( influence of presently held desires chased by a) parents/guardian b) others around, throughout my life.

And, 

there is an UNMISTAKABLE choice vested in any human format of “life” as compared to all other life forms 😜. ( This was my huge clue!)

Almost on my_own_now….. happened when I was suddenly relocated far away from the people around me, who kept_on influencing me some_way_or_other. 

Exercise of choice ( as per my choice) gained maximum strength when I was left to decide on_my_own.

Workplace ( location away from all the present ‘influencers’ into my choices) seemed to bind my choices to some extent, owing to the contractual job obligations 🙏

My experience of how it happened with me:

I secretly, privately & personally looked at ill-fated privately employed youth around me paid far_lesser than me (1974).

Zero scope to_be vocal_for_local ( याने, private workers, same quality/qualification).

I decided " at least let me maximize my returns 🙏"

This parameter decided my intensity+involvement at workplace.

One hurdle popped up from union "your output is reducing job opporChutney for other unemployed 😡"

Without quarrel, I reduced/scaled down the visible_form of output😜.  ( Advantage: union guys aren't attentive enough to notice subtle levels of quality_performance....whereas stakeholders, that is customers noticed 😂.

No scope for "gratification" to clerks🙏. )

Focus on quality over 3 decades.... refused to deny certain qualities in me🙏 {slogging with "my" 100 intensity & involvement came to stay as a 'default' quality in me😓...   I was getting shaped for spiritual practices (from 1974 itself) which was to come only in 1992.}

My assessment of 3 decades of workplace.

1.all other life forms are 100% intense and involved during their whole life 🙏. Their karma is varied, but intensity is alike, to_their_own_best. ( Very little scope to accumulate new unreasonable/unrealistic desires 😜. Dissolve one_set of karma & quit). I was just freak_lucky to have chosen to get_lost_completely into working intensely with involvement. I replicated the attitude of mules😂. Mind_time unavailable to pamper desires.

2.continuity of this intensity at workplace ( paid hours) apart from stabilizing me into a pattern of mind, permeated a lot, incrementally, into my non_paid waking hours 🤣 

3.replicating this attitude of total involvement with intensity, BECAME effortless, when it entered my muscle memory ( body, as a whole, including brain, adapted this pattern)

4. Influence of others had lesser effect even post retirement ( I can ‘safely say so’ after 2 decades of “do whatever you like” phase of life, with a modest pension without working for it 😜🙏.  Yet, I am able to sustain MODESTY/frugality in my lifestyle, using the repetition of ‘fortunate than many others equally qualified’ wala thought 😔)

5. ( Several such items, likely to fatigue a reader🙏. Hence, the gimmick “etc, etc & etc”)

Mind turns meditative, with age and related infirmities. Brain functions slower. It suits to escape ‘processing’ of newer unrealistic expectations and desires 😜. Contentment seems like ‘default'. A cow awaiting a slaughter-house, or a neglected rotting, after it has ceased to yield its milk under captivity ( society, in my case🙏). Joke is, all other life forms die gracefully, inconspicuously and eco-friendly in their free-state, and I can't_desire to replicate them🙏. My intense practice of “death” as a guided meditation for 500 plus times, doesn't reassure me that I can do it at_will as_yet. At best, I may know “my game is over now👍” and it might reduce my dependency on traditional rituals as a free_soul 🙏.

Fortunately yours, 

psn(9 Feb 2026)

Breaking rules

 Breaking rules

😜

I love this concept.

Usually, it is the negative qualities that fuels a mind to explore ‘how to break the rules and get away with it👍”

Only man-made rules can be broken, tampered with, meddled with, manipulated with, modified partially/wholly, replaced or whatever.

Rules of nature are eternal and tamper-proof.

I discovered this, when I was a kid : Rules in homes differ at each household. Step out on the road, and I have to obey the same rules as everybody 😳….  I received the fodder for my mind to explore!

Kid age necessitates a ‘lot of thinking’ to conceptualise a small thing like ‘why a common rule for everybody on the road?” . The verbalised format of the deeper concept took a few more years 😭.

With none around to ‘debug’ the syntax ( verbal form), the semantic form( concept) too remained a bit obscure to elders around. Slowly, when unchecked, unexamined, untested and unheard, the semantic and its syntax got embedded in me 😭. Very difficult to scrub the grout ( it is a grout, if it is defective concept 🙏). 

My defective verbalised format: common rules on road (maybe) because, the head of the town, city, district, state or country, while framing that rule( like: keep to the Left, while driving any vehicle) treated his area of dadagiri (commanding power) as 1 family “.

This got even ‘verified’ when as a teenager a phoren_returned teenager exclaimed to me “hey! Do you know, in USA, it is KEEP TO THE RIGHT, not left!😳”. Damn! Does it mean ‘no common sense?”      No!  Then what?  A fresh reason : “may be, just to afford some predictability about the other, to avoid a stupid collision, some_orderliness👍” ( This “suited” to fit-in several of my_own baseless_conclusions🙏😜.  That means, I can drive ‘as I like, when the road is empty, desolate…..anyway, no cop is posted in a desert😜…. And this road is Desert-ed temporarily at 2 am 🤣. I can BREAK the rules when it serves zero purpose 👍 

At work place, at times, rules came in the way , when a customer needed genuine help 🙏. ( Remember, ‘my defective concept’ …. on the road, it's one_family, a large home🙏…???  ) I looked at the ‘purpose’ of that goddamned rule. It's meant to only_protect the organisation! This customer is not going to harm my employers, if I do a OTB( One Time Break, like our OTP, one-time pin). I break 🤣. We( customer & me) share an entirely DISSIMILAR set of emotions, he exudes gratitude, while I exhibit a thrill of having mustered courage to break_a_rule to help a genuine & needy, with zero_risk to the “hand that feeds me food/salary”

Next stupidity ( stupid because, it my own idea): when the purpose of rule is not at risk, break it for a noble_cause

Thus, a crude non_verbal form of Jurisprudence and its related concepts started snowballing in me 😥

Side effects? I scored above average in Jurisprudence in laaa_eggjam(LLB).

I felt persuaded to EXAMINE the (juris)prudence in certain rituals which stood the test_of_time,  though they are seeming utterly stupid to do 👍…. A glaring example is “all the gesticulation and articulations performed by a fellow by Sheer reason that he is a JeneauDhaariPappu( wears a thread around his shoulder….today, mostly only_brahmins), do not display any purpose!!!😳😳😳. I brush my teeth, I can experience the purpose, foul smell gone👍. I bathe, and feel fresh! I walk and I move. So on…. The gesture and chants by a wearer of holy_thread?  Zero display of results 😭. Like writing on water, instead of sand with a finger🙏.  I had_to_solve this puzzle 🙏, my private & personal craze. Asking others yielded only frowns.

No leads or clues visible 🙏 

Then came a mystic ( camouflaged like a yogic guru) who initiated me( like thousands of others) into tools and techniques which could open up my receptivity beyond sensory levels of perception 🙏. Floodgates of info, via access to a newer dimensions of flawless network got opened up🙏. 

For the first time, I confronted the rules that I can never break! Rules rule me! My whole self, my_mind, my_body is dictated, governed and controlled by those rules . Call it sanatan Dharma or any fanciful name you like! 

The rules itself breaks me 🙏 if I am not in CONFORMITY with it🤣( we nicknamed it as karma, rhyming with Dharma 😜) 

Key to open the book of these rules( sanatan Dharma) is a personal experience of the 4 declaratory truths ( MahaVakyas). No other GnawLedge/knowledge, art, skill, expertise, achievement, accomplishments, siddhis etc can open the book of these cosmic laws for us to ‘read’ online in real-time 🙏. These gimmicks( skills) might at best assist a pure/innocent mind to reach the experience of 4 MahaVakyas sooner, easier, etc, but can hand-in the 🔐 key!

I now need a “break” ( not any rule_break… just a brake for my mind 🙏)

Unruly yours,

psn( 8 Feb 2026)

Rules rule our bonds

 

Real problem affecting our present day mutual bonds( not relationship 😜) between relatives is lack of trust, mutually!

Trust is the adhesive for human bonds, not rules 😜

Trust deficiency with non_relatives  also affects commercial-relationships EQUALLY, but we manage to reduce the impact by seeking help of more and more complicated 'rules' which are ENFORCEABLE at law 🙏

It is easy to understand the distinction.
But, we are stubborn about recognizing the distinction, enough to retain it in our awareness 🙏(why we are stubborn is : Emotional stress accumulates, when emotional needs remain unfulfilled, and emotions are unavailable to logic.)

Rules are POSSIBLE only in commercial 'relationships'.
Strictness of rules, in commercial 'relationships' is INVERSELY proportional to the trust.  More the trust, lesser need to invoke rules.  Zero trust, mind starts devising, conniving ways to flout rules 😜.  When rules swell, the costs are prohibitive in terms of money, manpower and time 😥 (unproductive costs is going to affect profitability, GDP and the economy itself.  Prosperity-graph turns horizontal 🤣)

Non_commercial relationship is breaking up, simply because rules cannot work!

Look at the 'new' set of rules we tried to squeeze_in, for non_commercial relationship 😂.  Both, bride and groom should be well employed, well qualified, carry zero 'luggages'( dependents like aged parents are now 'luggages' 😜), etc.

Babies are downloaded with one excellent software pre-embedded, called 'element of wonder' ..... Very precious! Wonder is the first and the only 'app' they can-use to learn! 
They wonder, looking at the commercial_type_rules in the Non_commercial relationship between the parents 😳🤔.
Nascent brain🙏. It merely adopts with trust assuming that only_this_works! ( Kid age, he tests "gimme 2 chocolates for doing my homework, eating your nasty( not Tasty) breakfast" etc. The parents agree to the kid_rules 😜 unsuspectingly, since their muscle__memory nods, looking at the synchronicity with their own mutual_rules 🤣.

Rules rule our emotional relationship instead of love, trust and affection.
It is STUPID to expect the results of a fruit using the wrong seeds and deeds😥🙏

When quality of emotions deteriorate, stress, hypertension etc are inevitable.  Nature shows reluctance and hesitates to 'grant' babies if the emotional chemistry is inadequate! Commercial mindset decides "babies are a burdensome additional workload without any remuneration/compensation-package, so.....at least postpone it👍. Enjoy freedom from burdensome bonds at least for a few years!" It works! They do get logical_benefits. 

Then comes an experience of 'void'. Without addressing the emotional needs, this void keeps growing and haunting. Attempts to substitute this void with gadgets using a commercial mind isnt going to work!(pet-toys, in the west, aren't working too well. Probably why, a fourth of the doctors are psychiatrists).

The source of emotional abundance is our spirit within 🙏 (when nothing else works, we say "and now, Yoga".... meaning,  oneness, inclusiveness, spirituality, etc). 

Once this problem is understood with clarity, solution is obvious.

emotionally yours,

psn(7 Feb, 2026)

My wishful thinking

 My wishful thinking 

Not that these are highly impossible, But we have ‘made’ these highly impractical 😜

Why not enjoy vicariously, imagining that these are actually happening?

I am trying to list out a few, and hope to add if a few more occurs.

1)If there was an  enter-button like we have on a key board, as a chip in the other person while we are talking? ( The computer starts processing the data we type only after we tap the “enter” button. Whereas, even my spouse is in a great hurry to pre-conclude even before I utter the 4th word of my first sentence spoken to her, and interjects with an entirely irrelevant response 😭.  Cross talk over phone is too common😓 Both reach nowhere, while the precious calories get burnt up by the organ ‘brain’ processing with mere 5% of the inputs required 😜

2)If, we were programmed to only do our duties, never bothering about our rights? 🤔

My rights ‘become’ your_duty towards_me 😜

Life becomes silk smooth! I don't NEED to get rid of my BP, diabetes, stress, hypertension etc because I wont get it into_me first of all. As an unavoidable benefit, mutual trust becomes natural 😥. Trust is incapable of coming alone into me😭. It drags love, affection, emotional bond etc, etc & etc along with it. The severe most consequence is the average life_span is never below 120 years😓🙏. I might need old history books to know what a “scam” is! What treachery is? What deceit is? We don't need unity😥. We are in “unison” about duty. Unfortunately, “duty” is only_unto_others. Caring about my self is already handled by x,y,z near me ( not necessarily my blood relatives 😜)

Hey, this imagination itself has triggered a temporary _bit of relaxation, peace, tranquility & joy in me😓 … ( let the reader suffer these symptoms…. It's suhaanaaSuffering, after all!😜

3) if only I can convert this thought as my default habit “this body is like a gadget, with zero guarantee about its life_span, and therefore, I must use it maximum to work for me & others, allowing only maintenance and not comforts” 😜.  Being the_most_sophisticated machine of the planet, O.I. enabled ( intellect is an accessory with original equipment) my productivity is super_efficient. Auto_evolving into highly improvised models as my progeny!

4) if only our real_life conversations happen like the well_scripted screenplay dialogues like in movies, TV serials etc? Unambiguous, crisp, clear and attention grabbing 😜. ( Women folk are highly skilled at meaningless, bla-bla for hours together at weddings etc😥. They part a little disappointed that 4 hours wasn't enough to exchange their cordial conversation 😳, though they don't have one sentence of new info as value addition to either🙏. Men are no different often! Only difference is, women are aware, that they want to be ornamental_only in conversation at social gatherings while men are unaware of own confusion 😥).

5) if only teachers are having a memory_loss about having taught the same text book lessons until last year? They remember the subject well, but teach as if it is their first time , they are teaching kids, every time 😜 …. Intense involvement guaranteed🙏👍

6) I wish —--teachers are permitted to say “I don't know”🙏 The princi is bound by a rule : a teacher shall not be terminated if he/she boldly accepts ignorance about any genuine questions from the students.

My physics teacher taught me just the laws related to fluids🙏 not the concepts, nor the possibility to combine 4 chapters. I learnt from Golconda fort, and used it to draw water from erratic, irregular, air filled taps at the stipulated height. Golconda fort had mud pipes to carry water 500 feet high without any mechanical device+fuel like motor-pumpset 😜( Hence, I welcome the toughest+stupiDest koschan in spreetualitee, because I can say ‘i don't know’ effortlessly, though the verse “आनो भद्रा: (Aano bhadra krtavo yantu vishwatah" is a profound Vedic mantra from the Rigveda 1.89.1”) saved me at_times 😭🙏

nth) …..  ( pending, until some fanciful ‘wish’ occurs 😓🙏… this blog is subject to periodical updations)

Until then yours,

psn(6 Feb 2026)

Critics and criticisms

 Critics and criticisms

😂

The two are mutually exclusive, though not often. 

A cunning critic outsources it, baiting a fool to voice his criticism 😜

My defect_by_default 😓….I got ‘lost’ into the criticism when I was a kid. Reason: an unwritten rule was, elders around are seldom wrong! ( Of course, as a teenager, I got_to_discover that …. wisdom & stupidity, runs concurrently with age, because all elders are not trained to ‘invoke their intellect CONSCIOUSLY 🙏”)

Then came the complexities when I had no ‘elder’ around to boldly_criticise me sincerely+honestly 😓. I had to look for the meaning ‘between the lines’ 😭.

Only when the criticism wasn't valid and yet a weapon used to infuriate me, I turned to look at ‘handling the_critic’, otherwise, I handle only the criticism, check it's validity and deal with it as per its merits.

This style of handling critics and criticisms distinctly, deposited a few benefits in the account of my character, quite surpringly and unexpectedly 😥.  My well wishers became more free with me! Trust in me started swelling a bit beyond its default elasticity 😜. I had to tone it down, at times, with a request: “please don't soften your criticism unreasonably🙏. I might overlook it's importance if I get lost into the sweetness of your tone, when you criticise. A stern voice guarantees drawing_my_attention 😥😥😥”

A joke ( about drawing the attention! Copyright: my spiritual teacher;  source:his spiritual program, 1992)

A seller demanded exorbitant price for his donkey from the buyer, explaining: ‘ this donkey obeys, just by speaking to it, no spanking needed’

Enthusiastically, the buyer tried it next morning “dear donkey, shall we go to the market? A big load of goods, you have to carry back for us👍”

The donkey ignored.

Buyer now tried several types of words, tones etc, verbally. Still no response.

Disappointed thoroughly, buyer went to the seller “you duped me! Donkey doesn't even listen🙏😭”

Seller : let me check! After all, there is something called “after_sales_service👍”

Seller gave a big knock on the head of the donkey and barked “walk 😡”. The donkey obeyed 😜

Turning to the buyer, the seller explained: see, you need to draw its attention first, and then talk to make it listen to obey 👍

Joke over.

Tragedy: my spiritual teacher never( during the five years of my studentship under him with a proximity) criticised or pointed to any error in me 🙏. Ironically, others numbering a few hundreds didn't notice that he omitted me from auditing! I was left to make guessed like: am I a case beyond_repair? or am I going to be auto_corrected? Etc.

I solved this lack of criticism, by evolving into a software of self_criticism 🙏. The only snag was, I had to ‘design’ another sub_routine program of healthy, impartial, sensible and a constructive_critic in me. Updation of healthy non_sadistic self_critic software involved equipoise of emotions, deepening of perception, sharpening of alertness, wakefulness in awareness, and judicious_discretion in Discrimination 😥.

Debugging of updations prove to be highly laborious than the basic design 😭

(By the way, a sample bit of my attempt to connive a sharp criticism to ‘look like a healthy one' 😜. During a month long residential program in spirituality, we were served with plain watery rice gruel for several days successively, twice a day. Several minds started repelling at the slow death of their taste buds. It so happened, that two of us( me and an other student, out of some 800), got noticed that the teacher never_refused to any of our request. I too noticed this, though a bit late! One participant tried to “use” me saying “hey, why don't you ask for teachers permission to have a pudding ( payasam, in desi language) at least once? He never refuses you👍” . I simply looked at the greedy in the eyes of this person and suggested calmly “but why did you volunteer to undergo this torture of rice_gruel/kanji? You could have stayed home and ordered for payasam( rice pudding) daily_thrice, being super rich yourself???” . That person CONSCIOUSLY collected all the energy from all over the body, concentrated it into the face, and displayed an unforgettable ANGER towards me🤣. My connived criticism caused an implosion in that person, unable to manifest/let_it_out in words 🙏 )

Software bijness in spirituality is a thankless job 🙏. All it can end up is, into detachment/freedom etc from the bondages I had preserved with the software itself😓

Non_critic_ally yours,

psn(6 Feb 2026)

Post script: observing ‘the way’ others use this weapon of criticism, afforded me to understand the sample_minds around, a bit effortlessly 😜

When mind assigns value

 When mind assigns value!

I was wondering if you might find some appeal for this thought!

Human mind 'assigns' value to something ( usually a material object, to which it gets attached to. Ideally a concept would be better) and then this 'value' gathers a momentum and shapes the future of that person ( or a society itself, if it was a collective_mind of representatives of inert_minds😜).

Recent "tariff war" turned into a demonstrable example of this theory🤣

Barter system was replaced by a piece of paper ( currency) to which we assigned 'value' . Barter system became a science called foreign exchange. 

Tariffs multiplied the value assigned to the paper. It forced the planning of economies to be aligned with the assigned value and its inevitable consequences 😓🙏

When economy faced a threat, tarriff war had_to_be scaled down 😜

50% to 18% by USA on Bharat. 

( No doubt, only those who understood the concept and its potential played better 🤣. This one time, the players subscribed to "inclusiveness" called VasudaivaKutumbakam🙏

What if, intellect peaks?

Mind is guided by the intellect towards that…which is already the most valuable, being the core basics of this existence, and the means of approaching it being spirituality 🙏 

Mindfully yours,

psn(4 Feb 2026)

At least Arjuna as a safe Yardstick?

 Atleast Arjuna as a safe Yardstick?

Today almost any fellow assumes and assigns himself the eligibility, competence and qualification to expound the contents of bhagawad Geeta 😜

No cognizable offence, for desecrating its essence 🙏

Not so during ancient times 🙏

A voluntary & unconditional mutual understanding existed among literates that “only a fellow who is able to EXPERIENCE the 4 MahaVakyas within, shall attempt to expound the contents of Gita. Others shall only lead a chorus of chanting, because of the embedded software in the verses to manifest it's latent Energy ( hence, no_less important 🙏)

Forget Krishna, forget Rishis, and even forget ashtaVakra, the sole fellow to Compose his own version called “AshtaVakra’s Gita”. 

At least Arjuna can be a Yardstick? I humbly ask today's self-proclaimed Gita_experts( those who are yet to be enlightened of course 🤣 🙏) “should you not be at least somewhere nearby to Arjuna, to talk about Gita? Arjuna was superskilled. Our Arjuna_awards are for sportsmen, not war_heroes🤣😜. Even Arjuna asked too many doubts to Krishna, documented in Gita. And, significantly enough, it took 11/eleven full chapters of Gita to enable Arjuna to ‘think’ of addressing Krish as “Bhagwan”( a bit of respect 😜). Should we not be atleast 10% of Arjuna to expound Gita to unsuspecting audience???”  No law can be enacted for this. 🙏

Misinterpretation, despite any amount of “all in good faith & without any negligence” wala factor, can cause a hindrance in a future possibility for that gullible listener to get an accurate translation 🙏.  Alternatively just chant the text, as accurately as possible, 🙏 and results are guaranteed 👍

My hope is, a few among readers might consider well, what I am trying to convince and avoid falling a prey to incompetent fellows thrusting some nonsense as their interpretation 😜…. At least lack of patronage might be an effective deterrent.

Hopefully yours,

psn(3 Feb 2026)

How to ask?

 How to ask?

One of the toughest “projects” I had imposed on myself, since my kid age😜

( Evidence of my sustained slogging:  Glance a few of my questions at the blogs “silly questions” or “silly doubts” 🙏)

When I ‘tried' to improve myself in this art of asking well, I discovered that I had inadvertently developed an ‘eye’, an ‘ear’ ( receptivity, actually!) for details lesser_noticed by pre_occupied_minds around !  Subtle aspects of life don't evoke any questions at all,😜…only then the question of seeking/discovering their answers! ( My own experience: a blog “Kerala” where, I listed briefly the uniqueness of Hindus versus rest of Bharat, since ancient times 🙏. The ‘why_so’, is too elaborate and tiresome for normal healthy minds to pursue 🙏

Are we capable of handling the responsibility/responseAbility of shaping the minds of our children, to evolve better than ourselves? ( Any decent factory keeps evolving into better models of its manufacture isn't it?).

Unless I can teach my kid to learn in 10% of the time I had spent for learning the same thing, how can he go further & beyond? My life is a sheer waste, if I don't nurture and nourish a model ten times better than me, is my target😂

Asking questions ( at least unto oneself) is the key to ‘discovery’ of knowledge.

“Is it necessary to remain stuck to the gravity of this earth?” a koschan/question!

Modern minds, stuck in material aspects of life, discovered a way_to_fly…. aeroplane, spacecraft.

Ancient Bharat, delved into deeper potential, design and structure of the most sophisticated gadget they possessed –own body, mind & intellect. They took off using sophisticated yogic tools! A Pranayam which lightens the body, a technique which enables the spirit to exit+reEnter the body at will(paraKaayaPravesh), a meditation which affords the mind to interact with another mind using Quantum entanglement laws😜

When does a mind become capable of asking the right kind of questions, in an accurate sequence, such that we are led towards the discovery of something we are seeing, with the least time & efforts? 

Here again, the ancients perfected the syllabus for the kids of their Gurukul_schools—- how to learn, perceive, etc( 4 items of learning).

Socrates used the technology of “asking” right kind of questions in a correct sequence — leading the innocent, ignorant & illiterate minds of humble peasants around to discover the spiritual knowledge from within themselves!

An expert crime_investigator knows “how to ask the right kind of questions in the right sequence to oneself” and using+ pursuing those questions, he unravels the mystery around the crime!

What am I doing with my life?

Oh! What_else SHOULD I be doing with my life then?( A sequence of earlier answer 😜).

At work place, I deployed my private_skill( acquired by myself, and therefore a very crude, unpolished, and primitive one, yet good enough for me) to ‘solve’ the complex outstanding reconciliation accounting_entries between far off branches of the bank , accumulated over 15 long years. The complexity owed to the sheer magnitude of transactions between branches ( about 5000 branches, reporting an average of 500 to 800 items per day) 

My crude personal & private skill at subtle levels, helped me to find out “how to know, if the meditation of these people sitting eyes closed, stone_still, and therefore looking ALIKE, is happening well???”( The teacher used to glance at the motionless aspirants sitting along the wall, and I asked myself “how does he FIND OUT?---who is sleeping, who is meditating, who is dreaming etc?🤔🤔🤔” Teacher won't reveal his_trade_secret. I resorted to asking myself 🙏

Questioningly yours,

psn(2 Feb, 2026)

Post script: 

The sad joke of our present day life🙏 : parents are bogged by the queer questions their toddlers ask, and get drowned into the embarrassment of saying “dunno kiddo!”. Whereas, the ideal thing would be to “use” that MegaPrecious element of Wonderment( very crucial for INTELLECT) to shape the kid's questions thereof, and thereby shape his destiny towards the HIGHEST human POSSIBILITY in life🙏🙏🙏

Jai Hind 🙏 

Socrates method of teaching

 My maths teacher told us: Socrates is unique among the enlightened people, when he teaches by asking, not answering! Asking the right kind of question in a correct sequence begets knowledge from within " ( people around Socrates were illiterate peasants, and therefore the appropriate tool = asking.

That teacher even gave 4 of us a demo for just 5 minutes ( it took him a whole week to frame the questions and a sequence)

This technology stayed with me thereafter.

Now, when A.I. technology popped up, I felt curious to test my "asking skills" 😂

A.I. being what it is.... gave out an answer which seemed to pamper my ego 😜🙏

So, a CopyPaste no doubt, but squeezed out by me, the way I wanted 💪

A.I. agrees with me

I asked google-A.I.

( Just typed it on search bar, and A.I. popped up 🙏😜)

PSN:

“are humans not a variety of forms of music, given the fact that, a,u,m is the basic structure of the whole creation?”

Results 

Quote:

Yes, interpreting humans as diverse forms of music—or more accurately, as unique, living manifestations of the primordial sound AUM (OM)—aligns with foundational, ancient spiritual philosophies and is supported by modern understanding of vibration and resonance. 

In Vedic and Yogic traditions, AUM is not just a word but the fundamental cosmic vibration from which all creation emerges. 

Here is a breakdown of how humans are considered "musical forms" of this structure:

1. The Structure of AUM as Existence

According to the Mandukya Upanishad, AUM is the total sound of creation, preservation, and dissolution. 

A (Aaaah): Represents the waking state, the physical body, and the act of creation.

U (Ooooh): Represents the dreaming state, the subtle inner world, and preservation.

M (Mmmm): Represents the deep-sleep state, the unconscious, and dissolution.

Silence: The stillness after the sound represents pure consciousness (Turiya). 

Humans are seen as temporary, walking, and breathing representations of this entire cycle—constantly moving through these states of consciousness. 

2. Humans as Resonant Vessels

Vibrational Anatomy: At a fundamental level, the human body is a complex, resonant vessel of sound. Every cell, organ, and tissue vibrates at a specific frequency.

"Special Song": Each human can be seen as having their own unique "special song" or frequency, which changes based on their health, thoughts, and emotions.

Sound Production: The human voice, generated by vocal cords, is a direct, audible, and sophisticated application of these vibrations. 

3. The Musical Analogy

The Symphony of Life: The body's processes—heartbeat (rhythm), breath (flow), and neurological signals (harmony)—act as a symphony.

The Instrument: Just as a musical instrument is shaped to create specific tones, the human body is designed to resonate with the cosmic vibrations of AUM. 

4. Reconnecting to the Source

Chanting AUM: Chanting AUM is believed to harmonize the human frequency with the cosmic frequency, promoting physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being.

Internal Alignment: By consciously utilizing the vocal mechanism to chant A-U-M, a person can feel the vibrations moving from the stomach (A) to the chest (U) and to the throat/head (M), aligning their internal energy with the cosmos. 

In this context, humans are not merely listening to music; they are the embodied, individual expressions of the universal symphony of AUM.

Unquote.

Questioningly yours,

psn (1 Feb, 2026)

Integrating internal intellect (I.I.I.)

 Integrating internal intellect (I.I.I.)

no point elaborating a concept, which is ‘unlikely’ to find an appeal in today's typically lesser_attentive minds 🙏

A silly example: suppose in a dense forest, we are about to relieve ourselves ( nature's call, either urine or ‘shit’ 😓. Apologies for being indecent 🙏).... and suddenly we sense a threat_perception. We run, as fast as our legs can carry us away from that ‘threat’( snake, wolf, jackal, leopard, tiger, bear, lion …. anything of your choice 🙏)

After reaching a safe place, we “realise” that our cellular intelligence situated in the adjoining areas of the exit points (designed and structured to expel the waste matter accumulated) had cooperated/coordinated with a sense of inbuilt design of integrating with our intellect which normally ‘attempts’ to assist+communicate with our mind_only.

What if….

We strove to make this ‘integration’ possible, by CONSCIOUSLY practicing it, and making such coordinated functioning possible at_will, by choice?

Is it not going to perform much superior functions, to progressively undertake more and more complex tasks? 😜 Obviously, it ‘calls’ for a discipline, physical and mental, way beyond the ‘bare survival instincts and related needs’ 😜

Cellular intelligence driven by a very subtle networking ( desi lingua “pranic nadis”) does the role of seamlessly interwoven networking between uniquely abled + intelligently located organs of the human body, with its own uniquely embedded software of cellular intelligence, muscle memory etc, with a highly responsive alertness, 24/7. 😜

I can think of a very simple desi name which is used to refer to such evolved humans 🙏… “Mystics”.  Such Mystics enjoyed the patronage of tribals, far more than civilians, for the simple reason of proximity and familiarity 🙏. Mystics tend to linger in the forest. Tribals dwell there.  Mysticism used to be regarded as a sophisticated science and learning was restricted to highly disciplined aspirants.  

( As usual, my seemingly preposterous assumptions, are with a support of a tiny speck of stray, randomised experiences which occurred to me, spanning over a few decades, and emerging with an incremental_pattern over a long span. I never thought it ‘worthy’ of any mention, hitherto, simply because I had no way to ensure any ‘value-addition’ to a rare_few_readers, among the bulk of entertainment_seekers🙏.

Obviously, I did_take into account the ‘element of repetitiousness’ needed for a scientific temper/mind, though I have no way or means as_yet to demonstrate it, at will 😓🙏.   

All I can think of, with all the possible humility in me is to thank MayaMadom who allowed me an occasional glimpse at the popular saying “ खुदी को कर बुलंद इतना कि हर तहरीर से पहले खुदा खुद बंदे से पूछे बता तेरी रज़ा क्या है” (roughly translates as : by your self righteousness, attain such heights that the creator of thy destiny asks you “what is thy desire? for it is thine  that will prevail”.... We sync with the cosmic laws so_much that, we become a part of its functionality, in full awareness 😜) …. streaks of freak occurrences, constraining a bit of attention towards its pattern.  Freaks don't matter anyway 😜🙏

Anyway yours,

psn(30 jan 2026)

Dependence

 Dependance

Beautiful concept.

We depend on how well we depend on the better_dependable Values, to minimise our dependance on factors which are less dependable, for a meaningful life 🙂

If the foregoing is dependable for its reasoning, then, we now turn to examine the types of dependency we lean upon😜

Self-dependance

Interdependence 

Independance 

Non-dependance( freedom)

For irreligious Hinduism to work for us, it depends on how well we learn these 4

1.how to learn

2.how to deepen perception 

3.how to stabilize emotions 

4.how to use the sense of Discrimination 

( Unlike other ‘religions' where ‘belief' is enough and dependence is outsourced to ‘numbers’ only, Hinduism defined it's dependancy as “Dharmo rakhshati Rakshita”.  Try viewing dharma as Cosmic laws, and it may synchronise better 🙏)

When the very basis of our very_existence is owing to some dependance, of some kind, the question of total non_dependance is irrelevant.

This physical frame depends on external factors for its functioning.

Minimising this dependance, gives us a relatively greater freedom, from uncertainties of the availability needed for the resources needed out of such dependence. 

2 examples 

1.An extreme example:

Undependable example is mine😓 I happened to discover that a combo of 3 yogic practices, obviates our direct dependence on ‘food’. ( The same practice can obviate dependence on sleep and the air we breathe, but I didn't pursue the practice to reach+verify that level🙏. Historical evidence was enough for me. Certain ascetics, preferring to continue their present mortal frame, to dissolve their past karma, instead of learning to live afresh as a baby( LKG of life😜), devised this practice to go into deep states of hybernation( no food, sleep, or breath) for a minimum 6 months, and then come out of that state to continue ‘next’ phase of work.

I revived this practice, and could see that I didn't need any food intake for 8 days( first 2 days out of 10 days was needed to ‘reach’ the non_dependence🙏). What baffled me was the experiential discovery that I had never tried this practice during this lifetime, whereas, doing this practice at a fruitful level needed atleast 2 decades of prior training 😥

Today, the present day minds have come to conclude that ‘financial’ independence is the fulcrum of other dependencies of all kinds. Relationships started depending of financial dependancy😥. Emotional interdependence lost its value. What we call as morality, ethics, inclusiveness etc are totally dependent on our emotional values like truth, integrity, loyalty, love, patriotism etc🙏.  

Why doesn't ‘spirituality’ find any appeal in us? When do we decide to turn towards our core_dependency, our ‘spirit’?  Sage Patanjali needed just 2 words in Sanskrit to address this question when?😜.  The opening sentence of his monumental work (yoga sutras), with the 2 words ‘atah yoganushasanam’( translation: and now, the discipline of yoga)! A fellow who has finished all his ‘games’ over several life_times, and having thoroughly got convinced that nothing else worked, finds these 2 words perfectly relevant to him😂

Shall we look at how we depend on external factors in our lives today? 😜

Just for fun 🙏 ( please don't depend on my sincerity beyond this sentence 😓)

1)we vote for scam netas blindly, and depend on their honesty to make our lives easy!

2)we depend on memorizing/copying the school lessons without learning the concepts and expect our degrees to work effectively and efficiently at workplace 

3)we depend on outsourced agencies to substitute our parenting and expect our children to care & love us in our oldage.

4)we depend on gadgets to minimise the ‘use’ of our body and expect our body to maintain its ‘working conditions’ even after we age😜. 

5) we depend on borrowed wisdom, instead of borrowed experience and expect the borrowed wisdom to work in our lives😂 ( intellect is rarely invoked…. we almost forgot how to invoke our intellect, uninterfered by our negative emotions 🙏)

6) we depend on chemicals in man-made medicines and expect them to cure us, whereas they manage only to give us symptomatic relief or to suppress the pain_response needed to warn us of a malfunctioning in our body😥 

7) etc…. Like, WE DEPEND ON COPYPASTE AND FORWARDS, and expect a genuine response of true_affection from our recipients 🙂 ( We end up only  adding junk_data into the storage location in minds and gadgets of both of us. Zero value addition. 99% of such forwards are deleted when mobile handset shouts ‘no storage space ‘!)

Trust is an indispensable element of dependency.  The quality of trust we offer and receive, decides the quality of our life. ( USA decided to print “in God we trust”. Dollars as a medium of exchange between non-dollar nations, did earn enough for USA, until recently 😜. Now, the quality of trust seems to be getting questioned 😥🙏)

Unexpectedly yours,

psn (29 Jan 2026)

Monkey bath

 Monkey bath

Due apologies to my honourable prime minister 🙏

Title is distorted.

But, my spouse, a non-Hindi madam, very keen that I shouldn't miss the talk of a great noble politician, reminds me and her pronunciation seems like “monkey bath”( for Mann ki baat)

( I am even doubtful if monkeys do take a bath for human_like_reasons).

Anyway, Mann ki baat ( #मन_की_बात).

Is very special for me, and unique too🙏

A Pucca politician, speaking to his voters, for 1800 seconds, without ‘touching’ politics…… 🙏 ( please visualise Trump or Putin trying to replicate it 😓.)

A top politician, giving very very valid, precious, authentic and easily verifiable reasons for EVERY Indian to feel proud of his nation,  AFRESH every month 🙏….. did any one else do it hitherto? Etching, engraving history of contemporary achievements in our minds/memories, fetching stupendous events from obscure corners of Bharat 🙏. No easy task. ( Till now, media of all types, history of all types was feeding only “negativity” of Bharat all the time 😜.  The rare few achievements didn't matter as numbers, especially due to repetitions. Imagine a ‘politician’ helping us, (to feel really_proud of our birth_soil,)instead of a historian)

Changing the mindset of entire citizens, to become patriotic, is an unenviable task, which no politician will dare to Risk_his_vote bank.  This PM keeps reminding me of my DUTIES ( not rights) in the Indian constitution 🙏.  Should I not be grateful to such a great politician???  Just imagine, if…..by some miracle, EVERY CITIZEN becomes 100% duty conscious, who needs a machinery for ensuring my rights????  Your_rights=my duties 👍🙏🙏🙏 damn simple!

Generating…..Duty_conscious countrymen is a very laborious and slow process 🙏.  Especially, when basic_human_rights are denied due to a 7-decade-rule by corrupt regimes( whichever political party 🙏). This PM is building a legacy, to be inherited by future generations 🙏.  ( Usually, politicians bother about doling out crumbs only during election, and to last only till they grab power!)

After listening to 100-plus episodes of monkey bath( apologies…. It is mann ki baat मन की बात), if I can “see” a pattern in the contents, there is no reason why any other fellow citizen can't see it 🙏. Literacy immaterial 👍

I am not trying to canvas for any votes.

I am getting, what I missed in my SCHOOL-education 🙏. ( History up-to-date,  reminder of duties as per Indian constitution, inspiration to feel proud of my own dear Bharat 🙏) .  Any spiritual seeker ought to begin with gratitude to own mother—Mother_India, Bharat mata.

Jai Hind 

a humble citizen 

(psn…24 Jan 2026)

Disengage the mind

 Disengage the mind 

🤣

Funny title, I concede…

And, an effort in vain, when we want to do it.

When we didn't even wish, boredom disengages the mind 😜

I don't know, but I can wonder, if the BP patients might find their alarming numbers getting it slightly lower when they are under a grip of severe boredom 😜 ( I am not blessed with high BP as yet, 😥…and therefore cannot experiment it by_myself without causing a needless_boredom on the readers reading this🙏)

I am neither blessed with boredom 😭, and it might be appropriate to call me a freak, on this_count😓

Now, you can guess why such freak blogs emit from me occassionally 😜👍

I underwent a guided meditation, in which one of the prescription is to CONSCIOUSLY create tension in just one part/limb of the body and then relax it 🤣 . I thoroughly enjoyed this exercise 👍 . My monkey_mind loved the process👍  create_tension, when people around are taking tablets, capsules , pills, drugs, medicines ( dunno, why each are different!) etc, to avoid_tension 😳

Monkey mind🙏

I decided to try it at office, in the midst of hectic busy work, while trying to locate errors in a maze of numbers ( figure work), being a Bank_clerk! I was surprised. I didn't have to ‘tense’ my face!😳 I could ‘notice’ the neck muscles and the head about it already tensed! So, relaxing it was the only ‘needed action’ 👍. I relaxed my neck and head CONSCIOUSLY. ( My practice at the guided meditations came_handy, 😜…having done it a few hundred times!!! ). 

The surprise was, the mind got disengaged from the stupid_needless_thought “I must locate the error!”.....  That's what I am doing,! Why then chant it like “I must find it, I must locate it”????  Now, my mind is better focused at ‘looking' for it. 

It worked 🙏 

I could locate( what I was looking for) a bit easier, maybe a little earlier too… but, for sure, I needed to spend lesser CALORIES 🤣.

Monkeys are fuel_efficient 😳

Any time ( at a zoo or elsewhere) I could observe, monkeys sit utterly relaxed. Their fingers and wrist just hang, unlike us who hold it stiff, all_the_time! We step on the accelerator and the brake simultaneously 😓, quite unawares. More fuel is required to move.  Monkey mind, I think I needn't feel embarrassed to concede. I relax, the next moment, I finish a muscular movement at any physical task. Only the ‘thought' needed a break, stepping onto ‘brake’ pedal, so that the fuel of my calories isn't getting wasted🙏

I don't know if it can work for others ( readers). But if it works, psychiatrists, pharma guys get a reason to curse_me 🤣. Illegitimate curses don't work on me👍🙏. And for my age now, physical assaults don't matter much👍

Try?

Whenever, we get a space of 3 seconds….

First second, focus on any part of our body ( facial muscles is the easiest, with eyes closed till we count 3)

Second second…. relax the part( face) CONSCIOUSLY 

Third second: forget the whole thing 😜 ( I know, this may sound ridiculously simple, but remember some wise guy's proverb : Simple isn't always easy😭).

Nothing to lose, except a little blood pressure 👍

Gains? Your most priceless gadgets, our own dear body, gets a bit of love & care, it had always deserved 🙏

Stupidly yours, 

psn(24 Jan, 2026)

Postscript: once we get used to disengaging the  mind, we are armed with a power to get rid of garbage in our mind isn't it? ( Less luggage, more comfort — railways wrote it🙏)

Do we know to Bless?

 Do we know to bless?

Boss,

अगर मैं,

हिम्मत जुटकर पूछूंगा,

To an elder who placed his right palm on my head "बड़े मियां, गुस्ताख़ी माफ़ 🙏, लेकिन आप के ( मेरे सिर पर)स्पर्श द्वारा, कुछ हुआ क्या, जो आशीर्वाद से ताल्लुक़ रखता है?"

He 'needs' to have an experience isn't it? I may be a insensitive, non_receptive येड़ा 🙏😂

This ritual has a tradition of 1000's of years 😳... All cannot be stupids to continue it for lakhs of generations 🙏.

( About 15 years ago, an elderly couple came to give invitation for wedding reception at a local hall. Wedding was at far away place. The lady requested me "please bless my son & the bride"

I asked "how? 🤔. If you want me to 'touch' his head, it's easy....but for a blessing to happen *_due to that touch_* ....😥"

She knew me. She told her hubby "let's stop the distribution for Today" and turning to me "please....🙏" and sat down ( normally, in a spree to hand out invites, standard dialogue is "no time to sit,🙏...lots of cards to go around!").... I told her my own experience of subtleties 😞🙏... 60 minutes it took)

Blessing, desi way, had a wide spectrum of choices 😜….  Broadly, wired & wireless. Wireless had more types, like LAN, wifi, bluetooth, WAN, tower, satellite etc 🙏 

Submissively yours,

psn( 21 Jan, 2026)

Being Practical

 Being Practical 

“Are you being Practical???😡😡”

This is the main issue very often in our inter-personal relationships. 

The details of “what is practical”, differs vastly with each situation 🙏.

Only a deep and complete understanding of “dharma”( a sanskrit word & name for a scientific concept called cosmic laws) can guide us Flawlessly 🙏.  This kind of grasp is impractical unless we “attained” moksha, Jeevan mukti, ( in simple terms “Enlightenment”🙏)

Hurdles in becoming “practical” is something we can atleast “try” and make out daily lives a ‘bit' easier 😜

1)Giving up our own personal desires, wants and likings, is the most prevalent and most common hurdle.  

2) Our personal desires can be controlled or governed by logic or emotions.  Logic can Never understand emotions and, emotions are unavailable to logic.  Enough for an internal conflict???

Examples: 

A desi tradion of ‘kanya daan’ is 100% illogically designed 😂😜.  Ideally, we ought to ‘become’ inquisitive to ask ourselves “ then why the _hell did this custom & related rules prevail successfully for milleniums???😡”

Why should we ask_at_all this question?

Don't ask!🙏 ( Logical response!)

Intellect is better inclusive than our logic. (Intellect is aware of limitations of logic.) Emotions are an inalienable ingredient of this entire cosmos🙏. Only the intellect can hope to evaluate the worth & relevance of emotions in any scientific phenomenon. Rishis were at the peak of intelligence. Hence they formulated and prescribed the rules of functional aspects of kanya-daan. Zero scope to ENFORCE these laws (please see, any practice, tradition, law, ritual etc, if based on emotions, can_never_be_enforced 😜🙏🙏🙏)

Exactly why, the kanya-daan concept and its related traditions and rituals are falling apart progressively with each day🙏.

Consequence? Except in cases where emotional compatibility is excellent, relations between spouses are falling apart. If logic is too powerful, the relationship hastens faster towards a divorce. An alternative to ‘only_logical_based’ relationship, for marriage is a ‘Live_in_relationship’!

Attrition rate of present day is due to increased patronage towards a ‘live_in_relationship’ ( logic in exclusivity) at workplace 😂.  ( Why should I be loyal, in the absence of a commensurate_compensation? ….is the logical question, which has no logical answer).

Domestic relationship– Versus workplace relationship. ( An example).

Logic_based rules are unenforceable in any home, simply because, the base of relationship is emotional, non-commercial and beyond logic. A wife can be a boss at office, but bossing at home cannot sustain 🙏😜. Marriage has to metamorphise atleast into slavery, in such cases to survive. And if physical survival is the topmost priority of the hubby, he simply doesn't mind misnaming his slavery as “marriage” to suit the ‘social norms’😜

A very PERTINENT question, “why does it always have to be…only a female that surrenders???😡”

A practical reply ( to stubborn minds) is : please do not surrender. Fight unto death 👍 ( if stubbornity can stand aside for the intellect to ‘look’ there is scope for a lasting reply. Till then, breakup of relationship is inevitable 🙏)

At home, a mind which is fatigued by ‘non-stop-logic’ at workplace ( techies, typically talk to the monitor_only, and the monitor tolerates ONLY logic, not emotions), seeks ‘some’ emotional outlet ( not_inlet …mind you 😜).

Both the spouses techies, and one_way_traffic_only??? Sustainable? Outlet only, no inlet?   Can't last long 🙂. Look at divorce rates around tech_cities.🙏

Commercialised_minds seek short-cuts for emotional satisfaction/gratification/satiation 🙏.  Whereas, even emotions, to sustain, needs a strong sense of reasoning, emotional _reasoning 🙏 ( a bla-bla-bla response to a sensible question, info, comment from a family member, merely to satiate an emotional thirst, doesn't work. The spouse, kids, siblings…shout back”can't you talk sense????😡”. )

Wedding gatherings, is an excellent outlet for releasing the ‘steam’ of pent-up emotions 😜….  Hours of bla-bla, utterly meaningless conversations, works amazingly! Those who can't talk at-all, without logic, ( often males), use the area reserved for ‘drinks’ at the marriage party! Switching off the logic too works🙏👍. Problem is, liver gets damaged 😭

Enough of my Bla-bla-bla 🙏

What is the clue? ( Solution is a choice)

Inclusiveness is the key! 

Inclusiveness sustains relationships. Unfortunately, no logical answer is possible for why_be_inclusive. 

Ultimate practicality of inclusiveness is ‘blackhole’. There is no questioner at all, anymore 🙏 

Simply yours,

psn(21 Jan, 2026)

Post_script punch

Two advises:

1) when rape is inevitable, better enjoy it👍 ( mass appeal, and hence popular)

2) Rajasthan Thakurs to their spouses: burn our kanya girls, then burn yourself. We males will apply on our forehead, the ashes from your burnt bodies, and use the emotions of your sacrifice to Chop off as_many_heads as possible, of the invading JIHADIS, who outnumber us at the moment 🙏 ( zero appeal to this advice, yet ....a documented history and the source of 'sati' sampradaya 😜🙏🙏🙏)

If there is a bhagwan ( really 😥) whom will He give pass_marks? ( Unfortunately, no logic for a query :"why should there be a God at all???😡". Either experience God or be doomed to be an atheist or a blind believer. Both are qualitatively same🙏)

West enjoys practical jokes.

Witness( victim): my lord. I was raped by this young novice.

Judge (🤔): why do you say a "novice"???

Lady: beCause my lord..... I had to show him how to do it 😓

Freedom from parenting

 Freedom from parenting 

The "trend" is ....

Oldies ( assuming to be wiser than other oldies around), advise : we must give FREEDOM to our children and grandchildren 🙏. 

( I rejoice 😜, when such advise it thrust upon me, even very_ informally, by any responsible oldie around 👍

I respond : "Done!!!"( I simply translates as :"I am no more responsible for that fellow any more! A jailor is damn_free, when there are zero inmates in his prison 👍.  " Lowest/mildest/simplest responsibility. Highest responsibility is as_a_guru 🙏)

Desi way of parenting used to be very sophisticated 🙏…. It used to start in the womb, when the baby is 5½ months plus.

Kid in the womb gets familiar with pranava resonating in the mother's womb 🙏. ( ashtaVakra 'developed' 8/ashta deformities/vakra, while in the womb. The resonance he was 'force_fed' was not in 'sync' with correct semantics of pranava resonating 😜---- a symbolic story, 'meant' to persuade us to delve deeper!)

( Am I violating verse 110 of chapter _2, of manusmriti? Supplying unsought data?😭🤔)

Violatively yours, 

PSN(19 JAN, 2026)

Post script 

As per tradition,

The eldest( by elderliNess, not age alone) steps_into_the_shoes of a departed elder🙏

Subrogation is stepping into the shoes.

( My grandpa was 'conferred' with the subrogation rights, by 3 of his brothers elder to him by age! Not a common feature, beCause, Hindu_way-of-life ensured buzurgi/elderliNess to run concurrently with age!

I am so fortunate, my siblings ( of my "larger family" stripped me of such moral responsibility, when they declared their independence_from_me. 😜.

I don't need a vaanaprastha to seek seclusion/hermitage/solitude etc in this age/kaliyug, at my age of 70+🙏👍

Potential of music

 An honest disclaimer: I am a zero in music. 

Hence, this is more of an attempt to request "please see, if I make sense 🙏"

Most of us remember at least one small line of a song. We didn't work 'hard' to memorize it. Yet, we keep humming it ( without the lyrics) whenever we like🙏

I tried to look at the basic components of any line of a song ( from what I heard about music)

It has the combo of 7 notes ( meaningless alphabets like, sa,ri,ga,ma,pa,da,ni,sa

A pitch ( level of sound form)

Spacing between two notes.

Arrangents of these alphabets (😜 permutations and combinations)

( Maybe a lot more "factors"...)

Suppose these 4 are written down in a text format, and a kid of primary school is asked to memorize it for a 'test' next week? He struggles to reproduce it😜

Instead, teach him the 'concept' related to decoding a line of a song, into a written text form, and ask him to appear for the same test/exam? He doesn't need to 'memorise' the entire paragraph of 4 lines each, with 'junk_looking' characters 😜. He enjoys singing, and writes text instantly!

( I heard that the poem "waves of beauty"( soundarya lahari ) by aadi Shankara is a "time capsule"( with all the knowledge till that point of time in a micro_chip) retrievable with a software ( a chart showing the alphabets used to represent formulae in physics, chemistry, maths, astro-logy/nomy....and several other branches of sciences¡ 😳

The key is to know what an alphabet represents in each science) German scientists seem to have decrypted many of its secrets. One example I heard was a formulation from pollen grains, used to restore the memory of spies 'brainwashed' by russian army during WW2, let loose back to Germany as "mad" fellows!!! 3rd verse, describing pollen grains of flowers inducing chaitanya/life 🙏 

One thing I tried was to add a rhythm to any text lesson tough for me to memorize for any school exam 😜. I used the rhythm to correlate the stupid, useless,insipid text to recall it in the examination hall.  I learnt the 'trick' in a 'feel_of_it' way. I add an element of 'emotion' to something 'dry' and difficult to memorize 😜

Slowly, I learnt to 'invoke' some emotion to learn anything. It worked. Then I bumped into something very steady+ stable. 😜...   Intensity when emotionaliZed CONSCIOUSLY, it serves multi-purpose tasks🙏. It helped me to walk on spiritual bijness, when others just crawl and slide back, most of the time!

illogically yours,

(psn 16 Jan 2025)

Human communications

 Human communications 

Other life forms need to use very subtle techniques to communicate 🙏

We humans can ‘speak’.

We evolved into creating languages 🙏

The “use of language” turned highly subjective, due to the fact that “human is a being of Volitional consciousness”( we exercise a choice, whether to confuse, abuse, hurt, insult others, using a language, or to dedicate ourselves to offer Value addition with Each_use of a language.

A British author and cartoonist George du Maurier, defined a language very humorously 🙂

Quote:

"Language is a poor thing. You fill your lungs with wind and shake a little slit in your throat and make mouths, and that shakes the air; and the air shakes a pair of little drums in my head . . . and my brain seizes your meaning in the rough. What a roundabout way and what a waste of time". 

Du Maurier was a late-Victorian era writer known for novels such as Trilby and Peter Ibbetson, and for his work in the satirical magazine Punch. His quote is often used to highlight the perceived limitations of verbal communication compared to other forms, such as gestures or non-verbal cues. 

Unquote 

😜

And think of the profound wisdom of our Desi_ancients ( 🙏 rishis)!!!!

They used a language, SANSKRIT like a very powerful tool 🙏

It's proper use can invoke powerful energies, from a CONSECRATED piece of stone, whether such consecration was natural (swayambhu/jyothir) or by evolved humans(praana_praTishta)🙏

Sanskrit is an interface to download core_data, core_software related to the core of creation itself, as also the seamlessly interwoven form of basic elements in nature.

Sanskrit is in CONFORMITY with quantum laws 🙏( this statement is enough to define its power comprehensively 🙏)

I ain't that_fortunate to learn Sanskrit ( though I managed a working knowledge of ½ a dozen man-made languages 🙏.). But I did manage to try out the efficacy, using powerful combinations of alphabets, like mahaMantra 😜👍. The vibes, from my primitive, crude and indept voices were enough to persuade a family member to request me “hey! Your chants are emitting powerful vibes, causing my nerves to shiver🙏. Entirely my_defect. I have been using steroids for my asthma since 5 decades. My nerves are too weak. Hence the reason for feeling it ‘unbearable’. Please pause for a while. “......  I paused. Thereafter, I chant it only as a ‘free sample’, harmless dosage😜( now, that family member is no more, so I can use it non-injuriously😜).

The joke is, one sanskrit chant (A-U-M, ॐ) can be “spoken” powerfully, EVEN by a person born-Dumb 🙏 ( basic sound forms of universe…..even a few animals can produce a,u,m 😜🙏)

Communicatively yours,

psn(11 Jan, 2026)

My imaginary Sins

 My imaginary Sins

😜

What does it feel like to commit uncommon kinds of sin?

( As long as it doesn't cause any loss or damage to anyone, it seems okay 👍)

My spouse said, during her early days when we got wedded, “I became a teacher for 4th class kids. But very soon I realised that I am not good at teaching. I decided ‘I have no right to spoil the future of 50 kids, being unable to really “teach” them the concepts, I must quit. Salary can come without harming others too!’  But, I wasn't let off immediately. The school asked to quit after_the_term. (Her confession inspired me to imagine myself sinning too! 😜)

My imagination ( hence, confession can be religious too, not compulsory to use my irreligious Hinduism 😓):

If,

I were a teacher for 8th class in physics, 

I would ask a simple question like :"I look through my window. It is drizzling. But I like to see the rain_drops in the air. I am looking at a white coloured wall on the opposite side, but I am unable to see 'rain_drops' . Suddenly the door of that house got opened and a little darkness was seen through that door. Now, I can see a few rain drops against the darkness of that open_door. Why???"

😂

( Any kid explaining the "why" of seen/not_seen , both.....has understood+ learnt to apply the lesson "refraction of light" etc, related to chapter 'light'.🙏.

If none of the kids answer, I go to the Chapel, and do a confession to the Lord "O'Lord, I sinned! I didn't teach physics properly! Please try to       find_a_way to forgive me for my unpardonable sin, as a bad teacher 😭🙏"

End of my imagination 🙏 

I started wondering, 

A kulGuru is ill-fated, compared to a normal ‘Generalised’ guru ( traditions are such😭)

Example: shukraCharya is guru for the cluster( kula) called Rakshasaas! 

Any number of times, true to their innate nature, these demonic fellows keep insulting their Guru. Shri shukra_ji, true to his vows as a kula_guru, cannot abandon his disciples ( villains). If asked to”get lost” he moves away, only to take back his job at their request & “sorry sir, won't repeat a get_out” repeated very soon😜

Add another burdensome rule : a Guru decides upon a student, unlike 5 other inferior types of desi_teachers 🙏. And, a failure of a student, is deemed to be a teacher's failure! Pure misery😓😭

( I decided: at least for a teacher's sake, I must SLOG to learn 🙏. My slogging yielded side_benefits—-i improved a bit, even in spirituality 🙏).

Sinfully yours,

psn(11 jan, 2026)

Intelligent networking

 Intelligent networking 

Disclaimer:

My opening sentences, few of them, are entirely my wild_imaginations only🙏 Any semblance to towering_reality of computer science is purely coincidental😳

Fictional part

A network provider faces competition. His lab churns out an intelligent, page aware, situation aware, interactive networking software which is cost_effective also👍

A sample: a voluminous data needs to be delivered across a rough terrain with very poor networking, low bandwidth and unreliable connectivity. This scientist conjured a ‘routing’ software which ‘guides’ the datapackets with a header which can tear apart the volume it carries, marking each bit uniquely with intelligent data_bytes, which can park themselves at the dynamically nearest proximity, in such a way as to be able to incessantly reassemble themselves ‘intelligently’ so_as_to_be seemlessly interwoven with flawless integrity. 

When repeater_towers are positioned at a place where terrestrial connectivity is infeasible, that tower provides a way for throwing up the data packets towards a reflector placed in a geo_stationary object up there. Here, the bandwidth is ridiculously low, vulnerable to huge distortion of waves travelling downwards, in order to facilitate low cost leased_rent. The distorted rays scattered down can be captured by towers at a distance (crossover_targeted_destination), where even the owners of those towers don't suspect the illegitimate “usage” of their reflectors, owing to subsonic bandwidth used for the scattered data from sky. That's where another strong tower equipped with “intelligent” sewing, knitting and weaving software reassembles  the datapackets for further transmission 👍🙏.  Spy-networking might be a realistic name for this commercial cunningness!

End of fictional part.

Networking among ancient rishis:

100% software oriented, ( unlike ours, which still_depends on “some_kind_of” hardware 😜)

Consecrated temples, uniquely energized, positioned at weird places like unscalable mountain tops( makes us wonder “which Fool has built a mammoth temple here, unreachable for devotees to reach?”) . ….. Certain rituals planned when mega stars like “ardra nakshatra “ are in an orbit to multiply&magnify all the messages back to the mystical form of an ellipse, in sync with shape and form of galaxy/milkyway, namely ….those shiva_linga_structures strewn all over Bharat ( propitiated uniquely on ardra_darshan day annually 😜).

Certain highly trained ascetics, generating powerful”carrier_waves” during Brahma muhurat hours( local time, 4 am to 6 am), to carry the encrypted data kept ready by hovering minds ( body_less, Wandering souls) to be uploaded on the energy waves😜.

The entire data is downloadable by any one, ready to become receptive 🙏. 

One such recent and demonstrable example, documented in a published open_software is…..when a pontiff of Puri mutt ( a shankaracharya), downloaded Vedic maths from “cloud”, sitting in a forest for 7 years or so! His competence is available in a format which is an Admissible_Evidence👍🙏. He created an all time record of academic brilliance by scoring the highest marks in all the subjects, appearing in an academic examination from Bombay or so( a remote exam_center). The book was published by “indological publications” new Delhi. The preface mentions the biodata of the author!

I did a very crude experiment, with a simplistic sound form, formulated into a Vedic chanting , giving out a very fuzzy & seemingly_unrealistic meaning like “Let noble thoughts come forth from everywhere” the syntax is “aano bhadraah krtavo yanthu vishwataha” . It worked, and still is working. Only problem is, I am unable to be in a steady+constant synchronicity with the required bandwidth 🙏😭.  Of & on, I get the data🙏. ( But I am a dependable evidence for that ancient technology. Wiring is required at subtle levels to use me like a guinea pig, in a testing lab😜).

Demonstrably yours,

psn(10 Jan, 2026)

The good, bad & ugly about memory

 The good, bad & ugly about memory 

A decade or more ago, I took up a question on the internet platform “Yahoo Answers”. The question was “what is your earliest memory?” 

I liked the question.

How do I pick the “earliest” one among those belonging to my kid_age, when the concept of age, date or chronology was yet to creep into me? ( This Was my first hurdle 😥)

Anyway, when I proceeded to dive deep into the past, a memory surfaced 🙂.

I recalled a struggle to move forward, using my arms upto my elbow, to reach out to the vastness of a shiny black surface ahead of me, pushing myself hard, using my left arm to pull myself forward, while the right one was just planted firmly under my chest to help the left arm. There was a success. The ‘surface’ was moving backwards below mentioned, but the target ahead kept increasing 😥. 

 I had to deduce, as a little grown up boy, to make out of this memory, that I must_have_been swimming on the floor…🤣.   I felt amused, at the limitations of the “impressions” and the info, offered by this piece of memory 🙂.

1.The visuals, helped me to ‘fix’ the probable place, time and activity.

2.The emotions experienced helped me to ‘fix’ the nature of the ‘situation' I faced😜

Armed with the analysis, I answered factually, but mentioning my ‘diagnosis’ separately to enable the asker to distinguish between facts and assumptions related.

My assumptions, as far as I am concerned, are also related to the facts with “data_integrity”...🤣.  I used both types of logic. Identifying the similarity with later memories related and using the elimination_process of other related possibilities.

I was below 8 months of age( I was reportedly able to walk unevenly at 10½ months itself 😜. The span of knee_walk must have been very brief, though no memory of it could be recalled)

Floor, because it felt too cold. Black and shiny, because it was black_oxide, very old and ill-lit. Light was from a solitary glass_attached tile on the roof. No electricity till the next 16 years. Either my mom's or my dad's birth house, since both had that large halls, which seem ‘vast’ for a baby with a limited range of vision🤣.  We place a toy a bit nearer to the baby when it doesn't respond to crawl towards it😜. Crawling was the ‘activity’, which means, it a ‘safe’ inference that it ‘ought_to_be’ my Earliest memory. ( Incidentally, mine got picked as the best_answer😂)

I am fortunate to be able to ‘recall’ quite a good number of stored data items, of my kid age. ( Very recently, I happened to tell a classmate “ you were the Expert among our classmates, who could sharpen a lead-pencil best🙏. We were in 4th standard (1960). And I had determined to learn it looking at you, which I did 🙏” He exclaimed “hey, man….what do you Eat, to have been able to nurture such a sharp memory???😳😳😳”.  I knew, he can easily Recall it, being good at that Job👍, though others had no deep emotions related, to remember this fellows ability!. My emotion was my conscious choice to strive towards acquiring that ability, using a Guru who demonstrated it, once in every 40 minutes 🤣. Teachers change every 40 minutes and subject_change was…..only a consequence, as_per my stunted kid_age_logic😓.

Mere logic related to any incident, fails to get a ‘prominent’ location in our storage hard_disk—--is what I deduced. 

Emotions, which are at a minimum requirement, for the process of “recall” to “access” that prominent location cell of memory storage chip, is indispensable.

Good emotions are dim and faint, beCause, happiness is internalised usually, and therefore the memories related brings only a blurred image of audio/vidio.

Bad ones are due to negative emotions, and obviously we externalised the “cause” of mismatch of ground reality with our expectations, desire etc. images are clearer, and better focused/zoomed-into the source of mismatch, like abuse, spanking, collision, pain_inflicting_object, etc👍. 

Ugly ones are a bit complex😜. We added our stupidity of conjured negative emotions to it, and recall a fictional horror story👍. It could even be a horrifying dream😜. A “dejavu”( whatever it means 😥😥)

I embarked upon learning “how to store so_sensibly, that I can recall at_will, what I ‘like’ to remember 🙏.( Futile to elaborate, since I don't know if it can work for others🙏). But I acquired the ability to recall meaningless numerals, alphanumeric forms etc effortlessly.  I saved the efforts of ‘writing’ an amount like Rs. 2,35,45,671.39 by learning to retain it in my “cache_memory” till I walk back to my table, 50 steps/2 floors away, to see if it matches with what I arrived at, to balance the book of accounts 🙏.  Page numbers of ledger accounts of frequent customers, I recall easily, at it saves my energy flipping pages of bulky ledgers. Ability to store+recall without any induced-emf was tough ( here, emf is my_accronym— emotional motivation force🙏….   Electro-Motive-F, etc😜)

Alas! I met my Waterloo, when it came to retaining a spiritual experience. The screen goes blank🙏😭😭😭.  Couldn't even ‘devise’ any tool😥. Had to be contented with the ‘contentment’ yielded by those experiences 🙏. ( After-effects, side-effects of spiritual experiences, seem to offer a Lollipop “buddy, your storage+ recall of all other inconsequential worldly ‘drama’ will be better than before 👍”. But the charm of this drama is fading away with spiritual bijness 😭)

Memorably yours,

psn( 10 Jan, 2026)