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“Blog ko blog hi rehney do, ...... koi naam na do...”

There was a song in Hindi, 'pyaar ko pyaar hi rehney do koi naam na do...' (let love remain as 'love' let us not rename it ....'

I had a little problem with naming this blog, and hence this attempt at calling it just a blog!

Recently, I underwent a complex thought process, and as an outcome, I decided to 'keep off' from a spiritual site, at least for some time, and then to quit, if needed!

I was reminded of a dialogue : “"Atheism is a non-prophet institution" (a homophonic pun)... Now, why I was reminded is, while this spiritual forum, by itself, in itself was supposed to be voluntary.... it so turned out that people started treating it like some international waters, where fishing is free(and the bonus-sadism of watching with glee, when their hypocratic comments tormented the innocent people, like enjoying the sight of those poor fishes to struggle that 'fish-out-of-water' situation)! And I was interested in saving those fishes, treating them as 'precious' though many not be rare or endangered(the danger was to the very fishes, not the greedy-fishermen)! I found myself too weak, for lack of support... Sometimes, our presence is too oppressive, and absence might work better.... for sometime at least ... ( I must confide here a true incident, where me and my siblings happened to shockingly surprise our parents, when they left us to ourselves, to attend a condolence at a distant place, very apprehensive about the mess we might cause by the time they return.... but to their surprise, and equally ours, we were found to be temporarily transformed into very mature responsible 'beings' and conducted ourselves even better than a few adults!). Many years later, this phenomenon happened by itself, at some of the locations of my work place.... (When our boss left us to ourselves for a while, due to compulsions of situation) What I felt was ..... maybe some 'contageousness' that permeated ....

I felt, it is better to rub shoulders with clandestine atheists, on a one-to-one basis, in person, if possible... a challenge, and rewarding one... these 'fishing companies' do not find it commercially viable there! I too, had placed the blogspot link of mine(the only significant for me, one by its size at least... 'the' selfseekers dot blogspot dot com) , in my profile there (permitted, and encouraged too).... but I knew that I am not enticing them into a hidden-profit-institution.... instead, we know, it is a barren place like a desert(my blog page), with very few commentors (and even those might be regretting having voiced out their opinion.... :) .... no point screaming in a vast desert!)

So that is how the pun 'intended' should work (ideally.... not at the cost of others, if possible).. Where as, there was somebody, who spoke of a 'war' (using an ancient epical name for it as a pun) .... and when I apologised, responding to that 'war' comment, 'liked' it (the 'liking' comes as a notification to the 'beneficiary-only' there), and also insisted, in a private message, that it was humor and 'pun-intended' (very unfortunately, that 'sorry-you-misunderstood' did not work as that 'somebody' might have intended.... a noble person had taught me long ago that 'sorry' is not an apology always.... it is 'usually supposed to mean' as 'you poor thing... I pity your misery'! Nothing(none else too) can clarify and confirm better, my way of viewing it ! I have the least interest in getting personal, or in trying to bring it(that somebody) out in the open(definitely, I am quite clear that this has nothing to do with my own purpose of participating on that forum!). My sole idea of making a mention about it here, in the mildest possible way,  is to remind ourselves, as to how our mind works, and we lead ourselves into delusion of 'holier than thou' attitude, quite unawares (All this, only if my own assessment happens to be correct!..... Please see, Avoidance of 'Being injury-prone' has never been in our hands... but we can choose consciously, not to 'feel hurt'..... Do we not say, “I had an injury”... and also “ I am hurt... or .... I was hurt...!” but somehow, we are unable to feel comfortable even if we try to put it as ... “I had a hurt” )

Well this blog is perhaps, an aftermath of that beautiful full moon on 5^th May, 2012... they say, such 'super-moon'... such combination of a full moon with other planets lined up so well, comes after some 12 years!

For those who are curious, the blog-post-link of that spiritual forum, where the moon-effect poured out as a comment is : http://www.speakingtree.in/public/spiritual-blogs/seekers/self-improvement/httpwwwspeakingtreeinpublicarewehypocrites

with Super-Moonlit-regards,

Yours,

psn(6^th May, 2012)