Creating problems for myself

 Creating problems for myself 

Disclaimer: this blog and its contents are bogus🙏 . Any coincidence with me or Modi is purely incidental, fictitious ( bla-bla-,bla)...

Me:

“Why do you create problems for yourself, instead of enjoying retired life? Even at 70+ you are having no major-health issues, no major greed to need big_funding. Then why???” ( Peepals/people who assume to be my well-wishers ask.

Me: “ two good reasons.

I was trained by ‘created’ problems only🙏. Maths problems taught me to solve. Algebra taught creating  complicated problems “find x”( a non_existing absconder 

Real life problem do not give a thrill 😭. Desi spirituality says “just go through the problem, you are passed/mokshaFied…no need to solve. Just get DisSolved 👍

Even otherwise ….   “Good movies” are FULL of created problems only, isn't it? ( If everything goes well for the hero/heroine for 3 hours of the movie, where is the “good” in the movie? MahaBoring isn't it?

Best army in the world ‘creates’ mock war and trains the soldiers. Real war seems like ‘play’ thereafter ( proof: 2 surgical strikes & 1 operation sindoor. Indian armed forces👍)

Modi 

Unlike me, Modi doesn't need to create problems. Opposition takes the trouble, squandering crores of rupees to help Modi to use the problem as an opporChutney/opportunity 🙏 

Not able to ‘digest’????????

I will give you a bogus evidence but likely to convince you 😜😜😜

Bogus thing:

Modi prescribed a new Desi syllabus for kids ( scrapping syllabus of British era, meant to keep us as buddhoos/idiots). Obviously, scam netas resisted via non_Modi states.

But Modi needs a “problem” to modify the koschan_paper according to new syllabus 🫪😥🙏🙏🙏. ( Old question paper is useless for new syllabus. Ramayana can seep deep only if the questions on the story is ‘super’ after reading the story. Valmiki left that choice to posterity — set the questions according to your & listener's brains. Just don't tamper with my story 🙏)

Modi needs a problem to convert it into an opporChutney.

Godiji said “dond warry/don't worry. I will entice sores to dump dollars via bogus ngo’es to scam netas, cockroaches. They will blow a small leak, NEET’ly, out of proportion. A fellow will be ‘fast’ to speed up the problem. When the problem peaks, you feign as if you ‘kneel down, lost the game’ and quickly CHANGE the question paper( to sync with new educaShun policy). Let scam netas think, you are surrendering to their Neet-protest and merely tightening the leak in the koschan paper. Anyway scam netas have zero GnawLedge about tough eggjams like NEET ( they hardly paased matric 😜)

Thus, Modi is using God manufactured samosa/samasya/problem to convert it into an opportunity to reform “Exam Bill” ( hopefully to be placed tomorrow in the parliament 🙏)

problematically yours,

psn(26-7-’26)

Creating problems for myself 

Disclaimer: this blog and its contents are bogus🙏 . Any coincidence with me or Modi is purely incidental, fictitious ( bla-bla-,bla)...

Me:

“Why do you create problems for yourself, instead of enjoying retired life? Even at 70+ you are having no major-health issues, no major greed to need big_funding. Then why???” ( Peepals/people who assume to be my well-wishers ask.

Me: “ two good reasons.

1. I was trained by ‘created’ problems only🙏. Maths problems taught me to solve. Algebra taught creating  complicated problems “find x”( a non_existing absconder 

2. Real life problem do not give a thrill 😭. Desi spirituality says “just go through the problem, you are passed/mokshaFied…no need to solve. Just get DisSolved 👍

Even otherwise ….   “Good movies” are FULL of created problems only, isn't it? ( If everything goes well for the hero/heroine for 3 hours of the movie, where is the “good” in the movie? MahaBoring isn't it?

Best army in the world ‘creates’ mock war and trains the soldiers. Real war seems like ‘play’ thereafter ( proof: 2 surgical strikes & 1 operation sindoor. Indian armed forces👍)

Modi 

Unlike me, Modi doesn't need to create problems. Opposition takes the trouble, squandering crores of rupees to help Modi to use the problem as an opporChutney/opportunity 🙏 

Not able to ‘digest’????????

I will give you a bogus evidence but likely to convince you 😜😜😜

Bogus thing:

Modi prescribed a new Desi syllabus for kids ( scrapping syllabus of British era, meant to keep us as buddhoos/idiots). Obviously, scam netas resisted via non_Modi states.

But Modi needs a “problem” to modify the koschan_paper according to new syllabus 🫪😥🙏🙏🙏. ( Old question paper is useless for new syllabus. Ramayana can seep deep only if the questions on the story is ‘super’ after reading the story. Valmiki left that choice to posterity — set the questions according to your & listener's brains. Just don't tamper with my story 🙏)

Modi needs a problem to convert it into an opporChutney.

Godiji said “dond warry/don't worry. I will entice sores to dump dollars via bogus ngo’es to scam netas, cockroaches. They will blow a small leak, NEET’ly, out of proportion. A fellow will be ‘fast’ to speed up the problem. When the problem peaks, you feign as if you ‘kneel down, lost the game’ and quickly CHANGE the question paper( to sync with new educaShun policy). Let scam netas think, you are surrendering to their Neet-protest and merely tightening the leak in the koschan paper. Anyway scam netas have zero GnawLedge about tough eggjams like NEET ( they hardly paased matric 😜)

Thus, Modi is using God manufactured samosa/samasya/problem to convert it into an opportunity to reform “Exam Bill” ( hopefully to be placed tomorrow in the parliament 🙏)

problematically yours, psn(26-7-’26)

Accidentally selfless

 Accidentally selfless

Yep!

That's how I am able to classify myself when i slogged for some 11 months at my work place, and ended up clearing a backlog of 15 years of unreconciled inter-branch-transactions, reported to my branch by Head office ( reconciliation dept). I didn't bother about, nor was there any recognition for this task, though I got 99.99% of the thousands of them unreconciled for 1½ decades😜.

Now, I can ‘safely' disclose the source of fuel in me “where did the money go then?” Stock in trade is paisa, where I worked 🙏

Others couldn't manage a deeper focus, because it was a BORING job( search for a needle in a haystack and you will agree 😜)

For me, it didn't seem to qualify as a selfless act ( 11 months, average 10 hrs a day, is no joke🙏). 

What's this “selflessness which the saintly guys advise”??? 

I used a bogus story.

I am (say) 10 years old. Hungry. I hold a slice of bread. I sight a kid of 2 years, more hungry than me, sitting on the footpath, looks like a beggar woman's kid. “Let him have it” i thought 🤔. The kid looked happy holding the bread greedily ( innocent greed,🙏). Suddenly a street dog snatched it from that 2 year beggar 😥. What do I do now? Anti-rabies injection, 14 doses around my stomach( 1960’s), not worth a risk for retrieving it from the dog. ( Is the dog selfish/greedy? Unlikely 🙏.  The dog doesn't have ‘issues’ with ‘self awareness’ 😜. Only thereafter the koschan of selflessness for that 4 legged creature 🙏. It has an embedded software, designed for self_preservation and propagation of its species. No ‘ethics’ to itch the conscience like me😭).

This bogus story digged a few more thoughts in me 😳. Like, “can selflessness be a quality that can be ‘cultivated’ in exclusivity of other virtues? “  I had a similar ‘problem’ with humility 😥. Not an exclusive thing, but a consequential ‘label’.

A mosquito bites the little finger of my left palm. The forefinger of my right  palm ‘rushes’ to scratch that little finger 😜.  Ofcourse a ‘selfless’ act of my right forefinger 👍. ( Mind you, I am only narrating ‘what worked for me🙏’. The reader can dismiss it with a laugh 👍). Clue for me : inclusiveness. Both the fingers are a part of me🙏. Therefore, selflessly the scratching act of forefinger on the little finger 🤘.  Anything that works for me is good enough 🙏, whether world/Google A.I. etc approves it or not 😂.

Highest levels of selflessness seems to be needed for the ‘blessings’ to ‘work’ . Oops! As per my_personal findings, inclusiveness is a_must, if I like to try the gimmicks of blessing somebody, or receiving it from the other, to translate into something ‘fruitful’. 

A switch blesses a bulb to light up, only if the connectivity, energy and receptivity are in ‘working condition’ ( my personal experience only 🙏)

Blessedly yours,
psn(26 Jul 2026)

Huzur Sahib

 Huzur Sahib

I wrote to a classmate of school ( i am yet to meet since 56 years, a Sardar, and the only one in my class then 🙂)

Quote:

Classmate of school, इसीलिए 🙏

I don't know how much you will appreciate this🙏

https://dontmistakemeforamuslim.wordpress.com/2012/09/28/kar-sewa-selfless-service-one-of-the-sikhs-ways-to-salvation/

I didn't know so_much about Huzur_Sahib when I received अन्न दान at the langar there, after the closing time at 10 pm ..... in 1979 🙏

The place and I, both were strangers to each other. But the Guru resting there quietly had perhaps recognised me😂

The 'food'( simple roti & left over dal ) did a magic in me🙏 and the experience got engraved in my memory ( for a long time, my logical mind held it's influence saying "anything tastes awesome on a starved stomach 👍"...but decades later, as I evolved a bit more into spiritual bijness, the mystic aspect of the food i ate 'naturally' unraveled its secret. I felt blessed.  Blessings are also selfless, from a Guru 😜, while we ordinary ones are content with joy in selflessness at mere physicality. Oh yes! By coincidence, that receptivity in me had a just_pass_marks during my visit, owing to the austerities I observed for a Sabarimala pilgrimage, a 41 days' vrat)

Luckily yours,
psn(26 Jul 2026)

Disincentives among us

 Disincentives among us

Yes.

Nature doesn't discriminate.

Our minds do 🤣

I had a boss, who was in-charge of some 25 people under him. He resisted strictness, harshness etc. Obviously, there have always been a few who take_advantage of any leniency 😜. Late coming for work went unpunished. Only a request “please be on time” after a dozen late arrivals. Slowly, even those who were punctual due to fear_of_punsihment yielded to the temptations of bold ones. That boss lamented to me, one day (I was the only fool who is much before time throughout my life😥), saying “I feel sad, my leniency gets punished by my own family(staff) 🙏”. I offered a solution “Sir, I will gift wrap a pencil and you present it to me, as a reward for my stupid punctuality, despite the absence of any risk for late_coming”. He didn't ‘give a damn’ to this suggestion 😜.( I didn't remind him that he routinely orders me to ‘man’ three counters till the latecomers arrive 😜. A disincentive gifted to me daily🙏😂)

Honesty, sincerity, punctuality, discipline, and such stupidities go unrecognised today. 

There is a disincentive too at times 🤣.

A couple younger to me by ten years invited us for the wedding of their daughter. Being close relatives, it was customary to pack a load of cookies as a return gift, needing a week to eat it. The host found a dozen of large sets left over, when the oldies declined it saying “cholesterol, BP, sugar, diabetes, ulcer” etc . All were 60+ and the cookies were expensive (specially ordered with ghee etc, but ranking as ‘junk food’). The lady host, handing over 6 packs instead of 1 said “your hubby has no food restrictions, so you can(must) take these”. At home, I quipped, looking at the stockpile of 6 weeks “disincentive for being healthy” 🙏😭

( My humble guess is, spiritual bijness is the only arena where, positive traits get incentivised unerringly by nature/divinity/whatever 🙏. Inability to refrain from punishing goodness seems to have come to stay as ‘second nature’ in us😥)

No wonder, the ‘devil’ somewhere up there, is relaxing with joy, since we are doing his job unto each other 😂( moral stories are limited to kid_age pastime only).

Unfortunately, the design of human physiology is stubbornly resistant about adapting itself to negative qualities of mind 😭. Chronic ailments flourish proportional to negative traits 😓

Anyway yours,
psn(23 Jul 2026)

Post script:

Forget about the absence of a structure in the “design” of koschan_paper in my school, to find out if I grasped the ‘concept’ in the science subjects(by-heart fetches centum👍). But my classmates, whom I met 56 years later are irritated when I ask “do you remember the rectilinear propagation of light?” Only two of them said “seems like having heard of it somewhere 👍”. I had to compromise sharing the memories of only our stupidities at school, not the concepts we learnt. No marks for grasp of life Concepts either 😜🙏🙏🙏

Acceptance

 Acceptance

“The body is unable to accept the medicine” declares a doctor, to the guys who volunteer to stand_by a patient. 

This sentence is very naturally interpreted by the care_takers/standers_by as “Oh! So the chances of the patient's recovery is now bleak” 😓

It is not about ‘refusal’ often. Inability to accept, when a human body is choiceless about our choices of intake 🙏

Ancients managed to ‘tackle’ even_the unavailability of air to breath and food to eat, by evolving into sophisticated practices which can obviate the need to convert the 5 basic_elements in nature into a form which is acceptable by the design of a human body 🙏 (I was made to try one such spiritual practice, and the need to ‘eat’ food dropped dramatically). Thats "acceptance" at sophisticated and subtle levels.

What about the accept_Abiliity of our mind? We put up a verbal argument, whenever our inability to ‘accept' a verbal statement gets provoked 😜.  When a ‘mind’ turns into its own enemy(peak levels of non_acceptance), others around start planning to ‘somehow’ hoodwink that owner of the mind to reach a mental health home 🤣. 

Inclusiveness seems to be the key to expand our scope of acceptance 🙏

We have no difficulty in accepting_inclusion of our body as ‘ours’. A chronic and acute diabetic is able to accept a proposal to chop off a toe(amputation) so that the rest of the body can live a little longer🙏.

The mind resists to ‘ampute’ the negatives that deter the expansion of itself to ‘include’ more into itself! ( A classic example in the epic story of Mahabharat: Duryodhana declares(lucky to be able to accept that he cannot_accept something precious 😜) when he said “I know what is Dharma and Adharma very well. But I can neither accept dharma, nor get_rid_of the adharma in me”

We see tragic instances of teenagers suddenly ending their life, when they are unable to ‘accept' a score that cannot get them an admission into a medical College, in the ‘NEET’ exam 😥🙏. They get very high scores, not just a ‘pass’ marks. It is about cut-off( amputation)!!! Probably, they fail to remember(recognise) the ‘basic’ truth that it is a competitive examination, not a qualifying examination 🙏.  The criteria is ‘elimination’ among_the_qualified, and_not about ‘selection' or assessment for the qualification/qualified.

A joke:

At my workplace, me and my colleagues were approaching fifties. The lady engaged to prepare & serve us tea/coffee twice a day, needed to be reminded “without sugar”. My next seated colleague lamented “you are lucky, but I need to specify ‘without sugar’. I turned to that lady and announced ”without sugar henceforth, for me as well 👍”. Both, the lady & colleague stared at me in disbelief!!!!  I enjoyed ‘good tea’ for the next few months, consistently👍.  🤣…. That colleague, over these months, started accepting the irritating few customers at his counter, quite unaware of his subtle transformation in his mind 😜😜😜( for me, very privately it was “operation success👍”. That colleague became relaxed. The inevitable consequence was, his irritants found no resistance to their irritability, and gradually dropped off their own irritation_emissions 🤣🤣

I felt overjoyed to come across a statement by a youth who “accepted” his friend's concept about ‘arguements/debates’ some 15 years later👍🙏. It might take even that long to uproot some of the stubbornities in us😜. He conceded (accepted) that an argument is not about convincing the other, but about finding out how strong we ourselves are about ourselves being convinced.  This perspective is itself going to change the way we_argue😜🙏🙏🙏. “Pre-loaded” with utmost positivity in our arguments/debates 👍 

Acceptably yours,

psn(20 Jul, 2026)

Tailpiece 😜

If that “without sugar” wala joke is insipid, a sugared Fact 🙏:  a sensible mom stays awake without any reason, alongside her child, cramming the syllabus for the whole night to prepare for an examination next day😂. That child ‘feels’ motivated to “accept” the Need to forego sleep that night, and focuses better on the syllabus, instead of chanting “I am cursed to keep awake, while all others in our family are Snoring blissfully 😭”. 

Corollary of sensible arguments

 Minds have always been argumentative. Social norms can only restrict the articulation on the outside. Within ourselves, the only constraint is ‘an eligibility criteria to get admitted into a mental health home’ 😜

Some arguments get ‘seeded’ positively. And when the seed sprouts after a decade or so, the flower is exquisite 🙏

A whole science was evolved into, for ensuring that the corollaries of any ‘healthy' debate/argument, is not missed 🙏 Tarka_shastra was the name!

I was ‘just’ lucky to have witnessed the fading_phase of the science of arguments, when i was a kid, and my mom's elder sister was admitted into a group_debate ( a ‘male’ dominated exercise in 1955 to 1960, among sanskrit scholars in a tiny remote village). They broke the rule, when they saw an illiterate lady(my aunt) outperformed them, within the stipulated parameters of the science, and won an argument 🙏. The same lady admitted defeat with me 20 years later, when i happened to argue very respectfully with her in the interpretation of ancient spiritual concepts (in my mixed mother_tongue😜. I stand zero chance in sanskrit against her, to even talk).

A beautiful message sprouted recently after 1½ decades of some arguments between two youngsters, when they were just around 25.  Both were the academic ‘cream’ of our society, and hence equipped with the best available logical skills.

I quote just one sentence from their flowering of intellect 🙏

“I still remember the walk home when we were discussing religious conversions. I had a standard line at that time: "You can't convince me, I can't convince you."    You stopped me and said something like, it isn't about convincing the other person, it's about convincing yourself how strongly you actually feel about your own argument. That one line changed my perspective and permanently shaped how I view every argument I have”....(UnQuote)

Precious piece of Wisdom!( Emotional equipoise, as a living experience, is the immediate flowering of a corollary to this conceptual grasp, of the purpose of an argument or debate🙏..  automated corollary. Other corollaries need conscious efforts to operationalize the intellect with a quiet mind 🙏)

I now wish,
both of them were blessed, to reach at atleast ‘few’ of the several COROLLARIES that could have opened its doors for them🙏 ( Oh yes, its quite possible that they would have EVOLVED into a few corollaries already! Just that it is yet to spread out its fragrance)

Archimedes conceived a corollary ‘Law of floatation ‘ as a bonus😜, when he was looking for only “relative density” wala concept.

Newton missed the corollary that ‘a LIVING’ tree can defy gravity, when he discovered the gravity_law, from the apple that fell from the tree🤣

The ‘attention span’ of present day minds is reducing due to pace of life 🙏. One reason why, precious corollaries are missed 🙏

A corollary yours,
psn(18 july 2026)

Alternate nostril breathing

 Alternate nostril breathing 

If mere survival is the criteria, it doesn't matter how we breathe🙏. It is automated by nature, as a part of the design called ‘human physiology’

The “problem” is…….

ancient guys of Bharat, decided to make the stupid ACT OF BREATHING into a very sophisticated technology, for a very crucial purpose —--taming the MIND 😥.  A mind, when well tamed, in turn, serves a much more greater purpose 🙏…. Harnessing the vital enegy called ‘life’ which is ticking inside us ( I CONSCIOUSLY omit the next ‘level' of the next purpose 😜)

Somehow, I am pursuaded to try the stupid looking excercise of breathing through alternate nostril as a regular practice, each day for a fixed duration of time and at a fixed hour each day.

One nostril gets blocked 😜….on a day !

Sensible average people say “that's how things are today👍”  summary disposal of the problem. No probing or investigation warranted.

I “saw” techies ( kampootar science) conversing in computer language 🤣. It takes time for an oldie like me, when computers came when my learning curve has flattened long ago along the baseline of the graph 😭

A techie reports “one nostril is blocked” .

I thought “i am responsible”😥🙏 ( it's about my ResponseAbility….not the ‘accountability wala nonsense’)

I asked 🤣( quote)

An irritating koschan.

One nostril is blocked.

The open one is "unduly" burdened, when the mind orders "do alternate nostril😡or 😓"

Do we notice the burden imposed?( One techie in a team is indisposed. The other fellow doubles the efforts to "meet" the deadline/lifeline/whatever 🤣)

The project "manager" is not adequately humane, towards his team. One nostril blocked, he simply barks at the other "I don't care.... The deadline stands valid👍. The other does the work of this 'blockHead' as well”

And, 

this project manager expects the team to give after_sales support to its clients ( kid's health) on-site 🫪... wherever the kids are deployed 😓

As a kid,

I used to notice my elders around ( too many of them🙏😭....since i was the 1st born of the eldest adult of the joint family 🙏 ( joint by necessity, not choice😜... My dad is the banker for their food, provided by Nature 👍)

These elders shout logically or emotionally at me, often. I was at a loss to understand as to which software will 'sense' my response to them?

Much later, i discovered that the breath pattern gives a clue😜🙏🙏🙏

UnQuote 

I left it at that.

My type of QUIXOTIC guys have to ‘wait', till the sensitivity is deep enough for a techie to understand the ‘basic’ design of the next ‘project’. ( Spiritual projects are notoriously unique in themselves 😓. MBA schools don't have it in their syllabus as yet, this this kind of project management gets outdated with each_project 😜😜🙏🙏🙏)

Managerially yours,

psn(18 Jul, 2026)

Spiritual cashback

 Spiritual cashback 

A bogus idea, i concede 🙏 (no such thing, logically at least 😜)

Certain rituals compel me to ‘conjure’ very vague, unrealistic, improbable and unearthly ideas 🤣

That stupid looking ritual : soon after a death in my family, the priest ( master of ceremonies) would ask the ‘doer’( fellow who invokes the departed soul, which is supposed to be hovering around the place of death, trying to re-enter own body, being clueless about inaccessibility of the body. ) to offer water to quench the thirst of that soul, for some ten days.  A piece of unstitched white cloth is wetted in potable water and squeezed anticlockwise , to drip the water onto a stone, into which the soul is invoked.

( I surmised: soul can sense the jalaTatwa, one of the 5 basic elements, from the substance called water 🙏)

Then, i deduced,  (my cooked_up theory 😜), “a person who is very much alive, also ought to thank me from the depth of his ‘soul’ 🤣🙏”(no matter if his mind &/or body is busy otherwise 😳)!  Beyond a point, the thirst of a parched_throat does reach the spirit/soul within, and therefore the traditional practices of offering water even to a total stranger at our doorstep!!!

I started offering water to any visitor at gate who ‘happens’ to waste/expend more than 120 precious seconds of his time with me😥. If & only if, there is a ‘cashback’ scheme in the nature's design, the silent + nonVerbal ‘thanks’ of any ‘x,y,or z’ gulping the water offered by me would automate the credit into my spiritual account, maintained somewhere upstairs by that figurative entity called karmaphaladata 😜.

I ain't any serious about the cashback. I feel amply rewarded with the thirst of that stranger getting quenched. It makes sense 🙏👍. A normal humane gesture. Costs me nothing!

Quixotically yours,
psn(14 Jul, 2026)

PostScript: this ‘cashback’ is just a fancy_name. It's the same thing popularly known as “karma” 😜

Are our Values physical, human or spiritual?

 Are our Values physical, human or spiritual?

A software firm paying illogically higher ‘package’ to its techies asked an employee “We don't know, what ELSE can hold you back from quitting the job, when you are paid a 15% hike, against 7% to your bosses!😳”( USA based firm, caught in the depression of 2009, truncated the annual hike from 30 to 7% that year).

He said “higher studies 🙏”.

( A typical example of mismatch of personal_values held by the two people, who were 100% honest about their own ‘premise/values’ which decided their respective responsive actions, with a reasonable degree of ethics and integrity 👍)

A great singer, in a movie story informs his well_wisher “i don't need your charity of food for my hunger, because I suffer only when my throat can't sing, not when my stomach feels hungry 🙏. Poverty doesn't matter to me!”( emotional values, unavailable for commercial logic😜)

A spiritual saint, who begs for his daily food, was banished from the village, just because he uttered a chant even while defecating.  A true story of ”Shri Palani” (100+ years ago near Erode or so, a remote village). He stopped chanting with his vocal chords. But his personal ‘values’ of life happened to extend that_chant to his ‘body level’ as a vibe, within the ‘human_audibility_range’. Sitting under a tree in a desolate forest (next to the village, being ‘banished’), passers by heard that chant emanating from him, though he sat tight_lipped 😜 ( the story goes on to make him popular now, due to his SPIRITUAL BIJNESS/values).

The ‘normal' commercial_values held by we-the-modern guys needs no examples 🙏. Hormuz_strait decides our crude(oil)values for a war(since 2 months now)😥

My own values, I never had to ‘define’ consciously 😭… It came as an accessory with the original equipment, from the factory itself,😥. I can't modify it.   Disastrous disadvantage to me! Very few manage to tolerate me within my radius. A silver lining is, a few unearthly guys never give up on me😜

Worthlessly yours,
psn(14 Jul 2026)

Receiver set

 " Receiver set" was the popular connotation to the valve-radio, i heard in my kid days.

It implied 'receptivity'.

1971, when I waded through the huge voluminous book in university library, to hunt for brahmamuhurtam and its significance etc( AadiShankara), i could appreciate the choice of timing for 'broadcasting' of energy waves 🙂

But the criteria for 'receptivity'( a radio receiver set 😜) was not mentioned conspicuously 😓. 

It did not matter to me at_that_time, that I didn't know about becoming a receptacle in any verbal format.

The 'search' itself was inspired by a comment from a talk on "waves of beauty"( AadiShankara's composition), where in a mention about a few becoming receptive 'inadvertently' was made😜

The example cited was of a person who is unable to sleep due to severe pain lying in a hospital ( some ailment, injury, etc) and a truck driver driving for the whole night, to reach a deadline 😥.... Both these are very tired and 'need' sleep very badly. Both find sleep creeping into them during 4 to 6 am 🤣.

Wise truck driver takes a mini-nap, parking the truck on roadside. Others face the most accident-prone hours of the night 😂.

The patient may or may not get 'sleep', but finds some respite in his 'experience' of the 'pain' during that hour, even if the injury/ailment is same or worsening. 🙏

Both are 'forced' away from the 'resistance' in the mind/body due to fatigue ( a fatigued/injured soldier offers lesser resistance to the enemy😓).

In my case, I need to be consciously receptive, very healthy, alert, attentive and aware to experience the energy broadcasted even today by hidden yogis, who are also a "repeater-towers' in addition to their own addition of those energy waves 🙏. 

Deities are also_consecrated to receive, magnify and re_broadcast these positive energies ( and therefore, the propitiation during these pre-dawn hours 🙏)

As I said, I try to make it simple to suit my own requirement 🙏. Empty myself at subtle levels, and become a receptacle 😜. An empty fellow offers no resistance to block any subtle energies granted as a free_boon, blessings 🙏

Receptacle yours,
psn(12 july, 2026)

It's okay to reveal a secret

 Communication, as far as global applicability is concerned, and is more or less acceptable by a general consensus, i CopyPaste here 

Quote:
"This refers to the famous 7-38-55 Communication Model established by researcher Albert Mehrabian, which breaks down how we convey and interpret emotions and attitudes in face-to-face conversations."

7 is words, 38 is the tone and texture, while 55 is body language.

Is it not 'reasonable' to make a very wild guess, that our body 'may possibly be using Quantum laws' in its communication 'process'? ( BioCompute is already into the bijness. And to corroborate the 'guess' another accepted theory is (quote) "Composite fermions" a research work by an awardee of Wolf prize in physics, Mr Jainendra K Jain.)...

We, the commoners of today's life, are justified in saying"words fail me, to describe my inner experience "....   Whereas, when we look at history, words prescribed to a person for chanting by a 'wise' being leads that person unto the highest human possibility 😜. How can we rule out the possibility that the desi ancients had harnessed the quantum concepts to the extent of communicating a spiritual experience using words itself 😜🙏🙏🙏  

Consecration, jeeva samadhi, etc are non_verbal formats of communication of subtle energies 🙏

I cannot 'prove' an experience using words, to another person who is trying to use only the '7' in the ratio 7:38:55 to understand my experience or to even look_at_it as a possibility. And therefore, my inability to render a recipient capable enough to experience_and_only_thereafter accept, should not be misconstrued as holding back a 'secret'. 🙏

An example:
A very close friend, elder to me by age called to tell me about this temple and the uniqueness.

I tried to co-relate it with an episode in Mahabharata ( krishna eating a leftover bit of rice from Akshaya-vessel, not washed well that day😜🙏. Quantum laws, caused Sage Durvasa and his retinue simultaneously feeling well fed in a river during a dip in the water 😂)

I didn't imagine that "consecration" of a deity too happened in the same "principle of quantum physics 😳😥🤔"

That friend was referring to a rare kind of temple ( i googled "The legend you are referring to describes the unique rituals at the Thiruvarppu Sreekrishna Swami Temple in Kottayam, Kerala. "

https://www.facebook.com/groups/Periyavaa/posts/2404856936249421/    )

Co-relating bits and pieces of information strewn randomly, and discovering a SECRET needs the skills to use the 'sense of Discrimination' at the level subtler than our sensory levels of perception 🙏. 

😥 I guess, anybody with a 'scientific temper' can agree on this 🙏

Openly yours,
psn(10 Jul 2026)

SwaDharma(my role)

 I wrote down a thought of mine to a few who still tolerate me despite what I am unto them 😜

Then I thought, 'who knows? Somebody at some future date might find a meaning in it 🙏... Anyway, its my own life experience, and not a fanciful idea seeking patronage for verbal embellishments or ornamental use of language "

Here it is.....

Swa Dharma 

8 Jul 2026

ये "सनातन धर्म"

का मेरे से ,

निजी/व्यक्तिगत रूप में कोई सीधा/direct संबंध नहीं है 😜🙏🙏🙏 

मैं खुद उसका एक परिणाम हूँ ( और ये तथ्य या उसके भीतर का तत्व, both are different 😜.... का अवबोध भी अनिवार्य नहीं है 🙂)

स्व_धर्म और उसके प्रकारों के अंतर्गत, मुझ पर लागू होने वाले धर्म का पालन करना ही पर्याप्त है।

विपक्ष दल के धर्म से अज्ञान, पप्पू को ही देखो 😜

उसके वक्तव्य+कर्म, सिर्फ और सिर्फ खुद का अस्तित्व बनाए रखने में ही व्यस्त है 😜 ( struggle to retain the relevance. PM is ignoring bulk of his ड्रामेबाजी)

बाल्य धर्म, युवा धर्म, गृहस्थ 'ashram' धर्म, वृद्धाश्रम धर्म ( पिता/पति/पत्नी/पुत्र/मित्र/बंधू/इत्यादि अनेक पात्रों का अपना विशेष धर्म है 🙏)

Identifying our own 'role' at each stage/situation of our life is not at all a part of our modern Syllabus 😂

When nobody is at the steering wheel, even a stone, which hits the side of a wheel, decides the twist in the direction of a vehicle rolling on its own. ( Problems decide our task/priorities on a day_to_day basis. Not our well defined role/Dharma 🙏😜).

"Who asked you for this lecture?"( I wish, my few recipients oblige me by copypasting this question, back unto me 😥....   Then, my own circle arround me gets better defined for me🙏)

A joke 🙏

The tradition of addressing people using each other's 'surname' was a 'tool' to empower the other to keep reminding me of my kulDharma( clan_duty unto the Society) .

Today, we find people shying away from using the surname. 😂

भाड़ में गया मेरा स्वधर्म 😡

Irrelevantly yours,
psn(8 July 2026)

Tail piece:

Once i found a non-presumptous manager as my boss. He never got irritated by any value addition from a non_entity like me( a clerk is a नाचीज़/nonEntity)

I kept my staff-file handy and asked him “sir, where in my appointment order is it written that I_need_to_work? “

He stared. I stretched the paper in that file to read+spot it( copy of my appointment order)

“I am appointed as a clerk at ₹xxx per month…bla_bla_bla…. Where is the mention that I have to “work”???”

He pleaded “please tell me”

Then i pointed to the clause “bound by rules and agreement, time to time updated between the management & workmen “ ( the agreement elaborated my BOUNDEN duties/dharma 😜 

His manager_dharma got updated 🙏

A funny incident: the class teacher of my son when he was in LKG, told her one evening (as my sister went to pick my son back home) : “Madam, i forgot my duty( Dharma). I was supposed to prepare at least one kid for a fancy dress competition in the evening today. There's one more hour time. Can you help”

Sister : 😳😳😳 at such short notice? I can try!

She pulled out my saffron dhoti, wrapped it around the kid asked him to chant a verse in Gita( he learnt it from my mom casually/playfully), holding a stick to look like Shankaracharya ( fancy dress costume, in a short cut). He chanted it smooth.

Sister, to my son : do it now before the microphone, looking up, the mike is taller than you… they may not tilt it to suit your height “

Kid nodded.

Just a “fill up the blanks” for that teacher.

But the judges were unanimous”first prize👍”( the kid had no idea what it_all_meant).

My sister to me : “thank God, i thought of a four_liner from gita, not the 1000 names of Vishnu 🙏😥. That kid keeps the trigger pressed till the magazine is emptied, whether i give him a pistol or a sten_gun !”

Beliefs versus experiential-knowledge

 Beliefs versus experiential-knowledge

I believe an electrician when he says “sir, you can safely touch that wire. It won't ‘shock’ you”

I touch. I get a shock 😥

I don't have any reason as_yet to disbelieve the electrican 🙏

His turn now👍

He inserts the tester_screwdriver into a live plughole. The tester doesn't glow 😜

Sheepishly he apologises: saaari saar( sorry sir,🙏) tester’s bulb is fused !

( “If a concept in irreligious_Hinduism fails to work, better check my premise”, i tolded/told myself 🙏)

A story i heard from my dad.

Centuries ago, when Christianity had just_invaded the shorees of Kerala….

An orthodox Namboothiri and a devout Father(a priest) grew up together as very close friends. Their religion never stood between their friendship ( unlike the ‘forced conversion’ tactics etc of today😓)

Both were aged, when the Namboothiri once got afflicted by a swelling in his legs. All kinds of native treatments failed to at least arrest the swelling . 

During a routine walk along the banks of a river near their dwellings, the Namboothiri asked his friend “hey friend….you also happen to know a bit of Ayurveda, isn't it? Can you suggest a remedy for this leg_swelling? Unable to walk comfortably with you_even, my dearest friend 😥”

Father : “ well, there's indeed a medicine, but it won't suit you, a strict vegetarian by religion 🙏😓”

Namboori : “okay, tell me what it is?”

Father : medicated fat of a snake 

Namboori: Shiva_Shiva!! Can't think of it 😳

Father: i told you, you won't agree to it 👍

Namboori: well, if not medicine, let me try my ‘faith’... Daily sandhyavandan in this river, standing waist_deep in water flow!

A few months later, the ailment got cured 😜

Namboori: see! My prayers worked. I am better now!

Father: Good 🙏… can we take a walk upstream, for a little distance, now that you are better and can walk easier?

Namboori: of course…let's walk👍

About a kilometre ahead, the father stopped.

Father, pointing to a huge pair of rock in the river : “friend, do you see the carcass of a huge python that got wedged between the rocks, and the water flowing over its partly decayed body?”

Namboori: i do see….what about it?

Father, smiling : the water contained the fat of that snake. You sipped thrice each time, each rituals for days, daily. I had suggested just a spoonful. But you consumed a larger dose, unawares 🙏. It seems to have worked 👍

( Forget about the emotional aftermath,🙏. Pause button for the rest of the story)

“Vataapi jeerno bhava( Mr vataapi, may you get digested)”... a dialogue from a puranic story.

A rishi was fed a goat_flesh, deceptively by the other twin brother of a rakshasa pair. The first one turns himself into a goat. The other makes a meal from the flesh of this ‘goat’ and feeds to passers_by in the forest. Soon after the Brahmin eats ( non_veg…please Note🙏), the living fellow calls out ‘vataapi, come out’. Then they both feast on the dead victim! A boon, that the pair got “death will be simultaneously only”. This rishi transcends the misused boon by using own spiritual powers,🙏. 

Shraadha ceremony in ancient days, the designated representative of the invoked_soul was fed meat+liquor ( as per stories). When the capacity to recover from the negatives of eating meat, drinking liquor deteriorated, the meat got replaced by ulud_vada, and liquor by honey🙏

I inferred from the above ( i may be wrong 🙏, but my guess-work…. works for me😜) : The entire Edifice of what is misconstrued as Hinduism today, is actually scientific. What is misconstrued as rigid_orthodoxy today, was actually a scientific concept, aimed for refining oneself for a specific purpose 🙏. 

I read in “Readers’ Digest” during 1960’s….neuroSurgeons abstain from “coffee” a week ahead of a brain_surgery, to ensure a steady pair of hands👍.  I took this clue and tried to ‘look' for a scientific reason behind those ‘seemingly stupid orthodoxic eccentricities’ . ( I coined a sentence for my personal use : any kind of self_refinement necessarily envisages some_kind of self imposed restriction 🙏…. Over years, this verbal form has turned into an instinctive non_verbal response within me 😜🙏).

My own gradual increase in sensitivity beyond sensory levels of perception happened to open the floodgates of insight into the ‘subtle' spiritual bijness/practices 😜🙏🙏🙏. I am constrained only_by the possible limited receptivity of the other, in sharing my experience 🙏

OpenMindedly yours,
psn(4 July 2026)

Map drawing book

 Map drawing book

Some where in my 4 and 5 class in my school life, a subject “Geography” popped up 😜

My dad's purse got lightened a bit more, when i needed a note book for “map drawing”. ( A set of about 10 sheets of A-4 size…stitched ‘landscape’ mode 😂. Later version came with an inbuilt tracing paper, on which i ‘trace’ the contours of ‘phoren countries+ India) and transfer the impression to the white sheet for “drawing” the ‘map’ . If i colour and ‘mark’ the details well, i get 6/10. I was okay with even 4/10 🙏.

I look at desi scriptures similarly.

A map of spiritual bijness.

Either a guide, or a reference to know where i am. 

The sophistication in the scriptures are awesome 🙏. They function beyond the two basic features of guidance and reference, only for those who manage to ‘tap’ the human potential within with spiritual tools and practices 🙏

A cab driver ‘uses’ Google map to drive through heavy traffic, when it is A.I. enabled in ‘real' time 😓🙏🙏🙏

Scriptures needed to be synchronised with our genetic code ( using the latest technology  https://www.biocomputeinc.com/  )  seamlessly interwoven with quantum physics within us ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Composite_fermion ) to….

Operationalize the chants in scriptures 🙏

( My experience: i was asked to chant a Maha mantra of 6 alphabets in Sanskrit non_stop, all my waking hours in a residential spiritual program 🙏. 4 days later a strange energy started dancing within me criss-cross! The teacher announced very impersonally “and you thought that this is just a STUPID-mantra? 😂”... I could relate his dialogue to my immediate preceding experience 🙏. I don't know about other co-participants there, in 1992. That damn thing still works, though I utter it very rarely, to mention it 😥🙏)

A map, yours,
psn( 2 Jul 2026)

Post script:

मेरा confidence level, after posting this blog can be easily described 😜

My son , when just into LKG class, drew a crude circle on a paper, and showed it to us saying "apple"( very confident about the shape)

My sister: " if you say_so, yes💪"( and to me :"our task in shaping up this kid starts here! Starting point". I smiled at her, undertaking a 20-year project for herself, in grooming that kid.

Not at all bad, i would say to her🙏)

More than I can ask for

 More than i can ask for

'वांच्या समाधिकम "

More than you are 'capable to ask for'( 4th verse of 'waves of beauty ')

1971.

A borrower_ticket to university library nagpur. 

They refused to part with an ancient volume"Original works of Shankaracharya ", translated from German 😜

No copies, if lost/misplaced. Brittle pages🙏😓

I was taken to the"chief librarian "

He : why do you want to read this book? A B.Com student, you are!"

Me: sir🙏. Precious information I am seeking. The best time to study B.Com syllabus is Brahma muhurat. This book might help me to find the significance of 4 to 6 am 🙏"

He: " looks interesting 🤔😃.... As a special case, you can glance through it in my next room. Even if I am not there, i will ask this assistant to provide you the book to read between 11 am and 4 pm only"

3+ months, it took to find the mention of 4 am to 6 am. 

But the efforts yielded "वांच्या समाधिकम "...😂

A funny incident.

Superfluously yours,
psn(2 Jul 2026)

Supports to our life energies

 Supports to our life energies

Our life energy and its intensity decides the quality of our life.

We can improve it further only if we become adept at ‘directing’ our energies at will, CONSCIOUSLY and judiciously. ( The skill is broadly termed as ‘prana-yaama(roughly translated as “energy-taming”) .

Eastern ‘fighting’ skills continue to awe us😂. The experts practice meditation, more than the ‘muscle building’! That ought to convince us🙏

TriSandhya is a phenomenon in nature! It supports our perception by balancing our inner/innate energies 🙏

A person, place or thing which supports similarly, are consciously 'sought'. A 'balanced' mind is bound to function better.  Hence the traditional practices like spending a few moments of silence at any place/time which adds an external support. A householder begins with 'balancing' oneself! The functional aspect is standing/sitting for a couple of moments before a fotu, a lamp, ....a place of regular meditation, the shade of a tree in a temple, etc.... ( An example seemingly_exaggerated, is the belief of regular visitors to Sabarimala, using their black_coloured wornout bedsheet when a little sick, during other times of the year😜. It worked for many, and thus a 'belief'! But the urge is not strong enough to 'deduce' the subtle factor in the phenomenon 🙏)

With practice, of a few minutes of quietude during any "sandhya" .....

We should be able to notice the distinction, while sitting at any  place, naturally or consciously consecrated/temple!( Such 'energy' places are supportive to a person/life)

When quite a few notice it repeatedly, too often ( the scientific element of repetitiousness) that object, a stone there is treated as swayambhoo/jyotirLingam etc 😜...

Today's people visit such swayambhoo, using only a belief!( The capacity to 'feel' that energy is too feeble within to 'sense' 😓

I preferred to strive towards sourcing it right within, though an arduous task 😂 ,( its like carrying a torchlight, an oxygen bottle wherever I go 😜) and can be used whenever & wherever I need. ( The hero in the movie “enter the dragon” when suddenly trapped in an iron cage, squats crosslegged and meditates instead of pumping his blood pressure higher due to 🫪… he reorganises his innate energies, to rejuvenate, with nothing ‘else’ to be done on his_outside now!)

Pranically yours,
psn(2 July 2026)

Kavach (a protective Sheath)

 Kavach ( a protective Sheath)

Our present PM displayed too openly his ability to “trust” when he politely declined to ‘wear’ a bullet-proof jacket, even the vulnerability was great, when he said “then what for, are my security people?( I trust them, more/better  than a jacket “

When a security cover ( kavach/कवच) becomes subtler, the weapon turns harmless 😜😜😜😜

Vashishta offered his physical body to be ‘tested’ by a “siddha_ascetic” who demonstrated his own ability first ( the sword broke, when he slashed his own arm with the other slashing it holding a sword).

To the surprise of that ascetic, the sword just passed through the chest of Vashishta, twice, leaving the body unharmed 😜

Ever heard of the “assassination” of a mahaRishi?

Ever heard of a brahmin lady of the first 3 yugas being ‘raped/molested’??? ( Z security was sophisticated 🙏).

( There's a ‘story’ of a mad elephant sent to trample Gautama Buddha deliberately. It became ‘calm’ and sat down at his feet, after it reached His proximity 😂. A symbolic story, to evidence the “subtle Z category security cover, which those spiritually -evolved giants carried along 24/7, at Zero_cost 🙏😜)

Even Cyber security was sophisticated. Proof: the pontiff of puri mutt ( a Shankaracharya) had to meditate for some 7 years, to download Vedic maths ( akash_tatwa/nothingness, not just Cloud_computers)!

Our own hidden divinity is held “captive”( a prisoner, not as a security_cover) by our own Wide_spectrum of kavach, our kaarmic residues 😜🙏

A very small but significant difference in the ancients was, they devised the security cover into a cost_effective gadget/tool 🙏. ( Evidence abounds even today, if we care to look at few seekers walking barefoot, scantily clothed, in sub-zero temperature around the mountain ranges of Himalayas. Warm clothing are a burdensome nuisance for them 🙏. My own curiosity got satiated unwittingly, when i practiced a few spiritual tools for a higher purpose,🙏….the byproduct was, i didn't need the ‘normal’ protective clothing from small extremes of weather like hot_sun, torrential_rain, or winter cold suggesting warm_clothes🙏).

Spirituality happens to touch every aspect of material life ALSO 🙏…..and in a Pronounced way😜🙏

Securely yours,
psn(30 June, 2026)

Tail piece: This can be an entertainment for readers, but it is an experiential truth for me. Only in 1994 i came to know, that my being within is under a “E-category security cover” provided by my spiritual teacher, under a 400_year_old contract 🙏😂. The security is only from external threats. The stupidities i do inside me is my own responsibility 😥. It is still operative 👍

Promotion versus demotion

 Promotion versus demotion

😜

An odd creature i am 🙏

Demotion works better for me, when my pursuit is to merge with nothingness 🤣

Everyone knows about the taste of promotion ( owner's pride and neighbours envy…. goes well with promotion as well, like it used to describe a TV ad)

Demotion, when CONSCIOUSLY opted for, adds an external support to insulate oneself from the inherent tendency of ‘identification’ of the ‘being' within with something that only might ‘belong’ to it, but can never be that something itself 🙏.

Rigorous tests emerged when my potential & capabilities started expanding in terms of becoming useful to better_handling of material aspect of life, for myself and others 😥. It called for greater caution, to avoid getting identified with this accrued accumulation of capabilities, useful only for handling the life outside of me, and the thing that just belonged to me for this lifetime only🙏

Oh yes…. these additional capabilities were an incidental byproduct of my spiritual journey, and were never my purpose of the journey. In fact, 😜, the journey itself largely constituted the ‘distancing from everything that was not_me’ 🙏

I don't know how a reader is going to view this narrative 🙏… The question of any value addition to a reader arises only thereafter 🙏 

Disowning LY yours,
psn (30 June, 2026)

Curiosity & exploration

 Curiosity & exploration 

The subtle distinction between the 2 drivers.... 

Curiosity

Exploration 

....is easier noticeable in kids 🤣

( A professional 'teacher', who is unfortunately sincere in teaching, needs the 'use: of sense of Discrimination...to distinguish this, in her each student — for a response to be productive 🙏😭)

Otherwise, for mere salary, teacher simply 'parrots' the damn syllabus every year till retirement. Any value addition to the kids is quite incidental and unintentional 😔🙏

If adults are eager to ‘know' about their own levels of receptivity ( whether it is just a curiosity to know? Or an exploration to rediscover something?)....they can try an honest introspection at their recent sightseeing trips 😜

( I omit mentioning details of my eccentricities in each visit to strange spiritual places, mostly plundered remnants 🙏)

But a joke is okay 👍…..

A cousin of mine, a native of Kerala, and hence understandably ‘extra-proud’ of his grasp in mallu language, boasted of his in-depth grasp of the subtle theme of an old movie “nakhaKshatangal” ( newly released then!). He even described the newer dimensions he noticed incrementally during his second and third viewing of that movie 😂. One hour, he described the ‘subtle’ aspects 🙏. He paused.

I replied “ i saw the movie only ONCE 🙏”, and continued “i think i can relate the theme to the name of the movie, as a humble guess, since you didn't mention the justification of title of the movie 🙏”

And i proceeded with my version of what i saw😂…. Just 15 minutes, since I had to mention ONLY what he missed!

He felt a little awkward to openly say that i noticed even that, which he missed, but he blurted it in another sentence “ i must see that movie again now👍”( unable to ‘wait’, he traveled a 100 kms to a theatre where it was screened in its second run, morning show, after renewal of licence of 10 years, from censor Board.

Inquisitively yours,
psn(29 June, 2026)

Miracle men

 😂

Miracle men 
The rahasya/secret about their super power!

( I received a forward in WhatsApp.  https://youtu.be/jwdtna3KpbM?is=IvmWgGvojx6coJ6y )

Who within us, is 'seeking' to know?( About such people?)

Whether he is a fakir or Bhagwan?

Any 'miracle' performer becomes popular, much faster than a humble saintly person who quietly minds his own bijness 🙏 

If the 'miracles' are just for show, people seek only entertainment.

If the miracle gives solutions to people, they become 'devotees' 

If miracles cause harm, people hate the person, fear him, and become a slave too 😓

That simple fellow going through all the same/similar hurdles of life, and yet remains undisturbed, joyous, emotionally stable, intellectually sharp, highly receptive,responsive etc impresses 'rare few' around 😜. Such rare few seek_to_know the rahasya/secret of this ever_joyous guy. 

Miracles are those which eludes our grasp🙏

( A tribal boy from deep african jungle regards even me as a miracle -man, if I touch a wall and a bulb lights_up at the ceiling 😜. Truth is, i lack the basic knowledge when a light refuses to switch on? Wiring, fused bulb or power trip? 🤔)

Human body is a miracle gadget🙏

It can be turned into a below_animal level of indulgence or can be turned to transcend nature🙏 ( personal choice......what i do with my body😓)

With rigorous training and practices ( tapas, austerity) this body can become a conduit for receiving+ transmitting subtle energies. Such potential was known as siddhis 🙏. The quality of 'mind' is exclusive to such capabilities.

Body can also become a conduit 'naturally' 😜, in rare/stray/freak cases. ( Karmic residues of far_past). How is the extra/super 'powers' going to be used? The quality of mind decides😜..

The people around are also 'driven' by their own mind's quality 🙏. ( Rare few bother to 'free' themselves/spirit/atma/whatever, from the clutches of own mind🙏. )

Somehow, I wasn't interested or attracted towards any super_powers, or the performers thereof 🙏....  Instead, i was keen to make the 'best possible use' of this gadget i got for 'free' and to strive to evolve to my_best, till my last breath. Let the 'giver' of this gadget decide/judge about my performance 🙏.  As i grew up, i discovered that i can do something with my body, then something/somebody taught me, i can tame even my mind, using my body&breath ( mind is connected to the 2) 😜...   Good enough 🙏 👍.   Thus, value_addition became a thing I ended up seeking after😜😂... It stayed and even stabilised my seeking to refine myself 🙏. 

Miraculously yours,
psn(28 June, 2026)