Debugging

 Debugging 

A very crucial & vital component of any “functional” aspect of life. ( Once in a grave, it is a grave_situation🙏 not the_time for debugging)

The whole process was given a comprehensive name, when a human mind “created” an intelligence that can “function” with least possible dependence on its ‘creator’. Self-learning machines, we know! It learns through refinement, a process involving debugging too🤣

Human beings were trusted with ‘intelligence’ to learn on their own. They being a ‘superior’ variety of intellect, were endowed with capabilities to interact and network, like the intelligent networking of computers today, which are evolving(6 G right now)

Accepting of a ‘bug’ in our functionality is the first step, without which, debugging is superfluous 😜.

In the ancient days, a better intelligence was responsible to debug a lesser one. Though ‘each individual’ was well_equipped to debug himself!

In a bank, since the “stock in trade” itself is money, every piece of paper is “money” 🤣. It is “realising” this….that a structure was put in place to PERFORM a Q.A. of every transaction recorded by a clerk. Officers( better intelligence) check each voucher for Quality_Assurance🙏. Debugging is a mere consequence thereafter.

Teachers (ideally, ought to–)use tests & examinations to assure themselves of their Quality_teachings reaching a student,  only as a supplement to their “real time” Q.A. in the class, WHILE teaching a new lesson.

A good chunk of routine still remains to be debugged in our life😥 

Thought_proccesses are no_exceptions to the process of QA plus De-bugging 🙏😜

I noticed a few cultures “recognising” this needs( QA & de-bugging)

Confession in Christianity is a precious aspect ( whether a person ascribes “due” reverence to it is subjective 🙏)

In Hinduism, a very complex software was in place. And a bug-free program was constituted to do the de-bugging. Today, it is a disfunctional routine, like somebody “ritualistically” operating a light-switch, on and off, unaware of its purpose, and therefore ignorant of absence of electricity/bulb, doing the job of illumination ( pra-jothi-ayat) 

( Example: a lamp debugs ‘sins/errors’    दीपो हरतु मे पापं दीपज्योतिर्नमोऽस्तुते

Link : https://shlokam.org/dipajyoti/  )

When the annual de-bugging became a disfunctional ritual( during renewal of a thread/UpaKarma), the women folk devised something like a ‘silent de-bugging’ known as sumangali_prarthana, which also has turned into a mere ornamental embellishment in a disfunctional ritual of switch turned on-off, to  fused bulbs😜

Today, 

The ENTIRE software of QA & de-bugging, is constricted+ confined to earning Profit out of some remunerative_activity….. nothing to do with ‘evolving into a quality human‘ (only stray cases occur, where a ‘freak’ pursues it akin to reinventing_the_wheel 🙏🤣…)

A bug, I remain 

Yours🙏

psn(25 june, 2025)

Silly doubts

 Sheer apprehension about 'how long can a blog be?'  persuaded me to shift to another page. ( Otherwise, my stupidity in asking silly questions to others might end only when I am brain-dead😭) earlier one was "silly questions"

1)we breathe (by default, unless we 'take a fancy for doing it CONSCIOUSLY)

Do our lungs actually say to air "Welcome, dear O² enriched air" or, does our lungs gasps for air, in dire_necessity?  

An asthmatic struggles only to inhale, why? If it were about elasticity, even exhalation needs a 'struggle' isn't it?( We squeeze out the toothpaste tube! Ah! Latest tubes are one_way elastic😜 like bribe_TAKERS. they struggle to give bribe willingly)

2)why is it that this phrase “inteligent choice” is used very rarely, now-a-days?( A negative Example 😭 : in the banking industry, during 1995, bulk of employees & management, alike, chose the PF against Pension as a right_choice, paisa_wise😜.  Later, wisdom dawned. Pension proved to be better. Both parties resisted against each other, about a “second time for CHOOSING”. A deal was struck for a price. Employees surrendered a FAT sum to opt for penShun😜)

Does really the intellect NEEDS to be allowed to make an intelligent-choice, instead of our DEAR MIND?

Handling Appreciation

{ A disclaimer:

This write up is PURELY for entertainment purpose.
A part of the narratives pertains to my experience.
Anybody, EVEN inadvertently/unawares/subconsciously lending any kind of concurrence to the concepts hereunder, does so ENTIRELY at his/her risk and responsibility.😔

The purpose of this disclaimer rests on the principles of 'negative-psychology' (whatever the hell, it is)}

Appreciation scares me a bit!

My phobia. Can't help!

Wrong appreciation, i knew what to do?  Just dump it, after making the 'right kind of noises' like "so kind of you, .... thank you....  kind of you"(bla-bla)...  it doesn't pertain to me . Simple!

Negative appreciation:  A bit dangerous , but am forewarned by the processor in me called "brain". By default, it invokes an embedded program/software "why was this in a negative style?(that appreciation) ....  And I instantly dismiss it . No further action needed.  Example: Once, i was asked to 'calculate' manually, the arrears of wages-revision, arising due to 'retrospective effect agreed upon. it entailed complex calculations, involving choosing of right 'formula' for components of basic-pay etc. in short, the probability of 'human error' was within some 5000 arithmatic calculations, using only primitive pocket calculators , 40 years ago. Errors are BOUND to creep in.  But the checking official replied to my query (sir, how many errors?) with a remark "I think, I couldn't CHECK PROPERLY. I didn't find any error 😰" ( i knew......  negative appreciation!  I didn't have to emote.)


Positive and genuine appreciation:  Maha dangerous (for me! If it gets into my head, it turns counterproductive)

In one of my past births, 
I was a dog. 
a good breed (casteism by God, here 😊)  
I was picked up and trained into a police dog ( that breed could sniff well)
An emotional bond grew between my Master (cop) and me!
one day, I decided to 'say a thank-you' , like humans.  He was stupified! But, he kept it secret.
He passed on a part of the appreciation he received for an investigation, keeping the cash-component with himself, but asked me privately : "Doggie, name a gift, and it is yours!👍" 
I felt elated. Ego crept in me. I said "Master, you know I can sniff damn well, better than you-humans. why not gift me a 'quality' perfume?  If imported, still better 👌"
He gave it. He even helped me to get it sprayed all over my hairy body. Liberal dose.....  That day, I could-not-sniff the sweat, blood or any 'evidence' left behind by the CRIMINAL.  Zero productivity. That cursed/damn perfume kept dominating my 'sensitive' smelling glands in my nose.
I was demoted, sacked.  I became a 'street-dog'....

I woke up suddenly with a sad-jerk! (What? just a dream?  or is it that God-ji used one of his dubious ways of 'educating' me, about my past birth, and the precious lessons?.  dunno!)

But, I got my lesson :  Let not a genuine appreciation get into my head! Just move on! The other person is merely displaying his potential in recognizing merit. He evolves by acknowledging me.


Doggedly yours,

psn(20th June, 2025)

Magnanimity, an illusion

 Some good friend tried to appreciate me🙏😥

I think I ended up indirectly-discouraging him😭🙏( my-bad)

Quote 

[20/06, 9:39 am] friend : It shows your magnanimity🙏

[20/06, 9:57 am] PSN: I agree 🙏

( Magnanimity --or-- humility.....both are very "popular" qualities 😜.... It can 'fetch' even -votes 🙏...

So, netas "try" to show it. Nothing wrong 🙏 it is marketing department, for survival)

But ....my 'personal' view is(,🙏)...

Both are only consequences of some other qualities.

Like,

Cold is due to absence of heat

Darkness is due to ABSENCE of light.

Similarly, both these are due to Presence of 'few' other qualities 🙏

Wretchedly yours,

psn(20 june, 2025)

Random thoughts

It is time , I thought, things that I held as 'values' within myself, for all these decades, should get scrutinized by others who possess a much sharper sense_of_discriminination than me! ( A preparedness to get get corrected).

Whereas, if by any chance, a reader decides to try it out, he should come to no harm at all🙏 ( to ensure this, I try to confine my blabber to only my personal experience, based on element of repetitiousness.)

I keep adding, as and when my brain wave might persuade 😜🙏

1)मैं अगर किसी को ‘मानता‘ हूं और वो और किसी को,  तो वो किसी और को जाने परखें बिना ही,  मैं भी मानने लगता हूँ 🙏

If I happen to revere someone,  and he reveres someone else, then I too have reverence for that_someone too, without waiting to know or evaluating that someone else 🙏

2)when innocence is led by awareness,  wisdom is a mere consequence 

3)any kind of refinement envisages some kind of sel-imposed discipline 

4)If there is utter clarity, plus, deep acceptance, about 'what-can-be' expected from today's people(even Hindus), such person is free-from shackles of all kinds 😀

4)Transparency promotes trust.... trust when invoked, nurtures reverence…..

5)Unleashing the potential of a "mind" ....

is not a tiring excercise,  if we bothered to maintain the health of our mind😜

I don't know,  if it qualifies as a concept?  Between the body and a mind, the distinction is, body ages despite maintenance,  whereas a mind, if maintained-well, can defy aging 🙏😜😜😜

6)Loneliness or isolation is inversely proportional to the inclusivess capability we grow into!

7)if we are keen to know about our genuineness in our quality called involvement,  the litmus test is, our innovation_quality is maintained_actively_in_readiness.  But without inclusiveness, involvement cannot survive 😜🙏

8)of you ‘find’ that the person standing before you is able to accept truth(about anything) EFFORTLESSLY….then, know that…..you are staring at the_Highest_form of COURAGE, functioning 😜. ( I strongly suggest, please try to mince-meat/tear-apart/mercilessly-criticise this observation of mine🙏. Blind acceptance might deprive you it's benefits if any, PLUS it might deny me a chance to apologise for making a stupid statement. Win-win idea😜🙏)

9)if, we are keen to have just one single idea to hold on to our life, which obviates the need to adhere to numerous 'good advices' my experience is "just keep refining myself in every thought, word and deed" through my life.  The best finds me, instead of me chasing the best😜 ( desi Guru's keep looking for only DESERVING candidates. Historical truth)

10) getting along peacefully with someone locked alongside us, inextricably, is undoubtedly a challenging task.

In my attempt to render myself “harmless” to the fellow alongside me, I found myself ending up being also_USELESS to that person 😜🤣. ( Obviously, when a distance is affordable, I do better 🙏 I don't EXIST, in their experience 👍)

11)Knowledge and wisdom CAN precede or succeed innocence, but innocence cannot be OBVIATED at all, for ultimate liberation/Mukti/moksha/whatever 👍🙏🙏🙏

12) Parenting was different until a century ago, since thousands of years.

The ‘values' (taught)were enough, to resist hacking 🤣. Basic OS was those Values 🙏 

Today, fire-walls are not working, and latest OS is Never BUG-FREE 😭. VERIFY thoroughly, this statement and then agree! Discarding it is an easier option, just ‘delete 👍’

12-A) Value-BASED education ( till 200 years ago in Bharat ( not Literacy 😜)

Those-values, which are COMPATIBLE with human physiology 🙏. ( Details, I omit deliberately)

13) Right kind of choices are possible only when the intellect is free from the dominating mind(a mere sum total of experiences, and its influences)...when choosing is the urgent need of the situation 🙏

14) Reckless, random, incoherent and unbridled thought_processes when awake, are indicative of our tendency to mimic our dream_state where, brain doesn't process and intellect remains unavailable 😜 ( not a ‘good' sign!)

15) Parenting is utmost crucial upto 5th year of a child, simply because, the Very Nature of this formative-years is going to work as an EMBEDDED software for the lifetime of that kid, and hence vital. ( The paradox is “if we don't know the difference it makes, there won't be any difference for that kid” 🙏😜)

16) Bharat is(was) Shraddha/श्रद्धा culture, compared to ‘freedom’ culture we Aped today 🙏. 

Reverence is the nearest available word, though grossly inadequate to capture its true sense.

When shraddha is at its best, intellect is at its peak, riding on awareness & alertness, both at its best!

( Imagine walking around, inside a large house  networked with a maze of criss-crossed wires, uninsulated, carrying a high charge of 11000 volts of electricity 🤣 one careless movement, is fatal 😥. Now, remove that ‘fear’ and then visualise the intensity of care, caution, alertness and awareness of walking around a reverential person, or a consecrated place like a temple or home. This is just a symbolic example to help visualization of how_receptive WE should be, to benefit from such reverential people, place or things🙏)

For a super_perfect utilitarian advise, a verse in Gita, is a trillion times better than what I tried to ‘suggest’ here using my primitive life experience 😓( श्रद्धावान लभते ज्ञानम…..)