Death as a teacher

 My close kid_age friend had lost his wife about 2 weeks ago. Today i received a very personal message from him, describing his inner experience of these 2 weeks, culminating into something quite intense during the recent_most day.

I felt so overwhelmed by reading it, that i wrote something in a reply_response. 

Even my response is quite personal ( in nature) and hence I am sharing it without quoting his part of message.

"Awesome message ( सच कहो तो शब्द नहीं है मेरे पास, घिसे पिटे "awesome" जैसे के सिवाय 🙏!  It is a psychological problem yaar. The "feeling" is fresh, whereas the word used to describe it is worn out..... otherwise, the word is quite powerful enough 🙏)

I had a gush of thoughts, as i went through each of your sentences here.

My immediate response is.....you responded admirably well, to the process called "death", even as a witness 🙏. ( I say this with a responsibility......which cannot be *_expected of, from a normal average person of even PhD level_* ... Because, i did something which is done by very few. A powerful meditation, meant to give a very personal experience of death_itself....is underwent by me some 500+ times over 5 years plus( weekly twice). In combination with certain rigorous spiritual practices, which *_enhances our sensitivity_* to very subtle, imperceptible experiences, was also an accompanying factor 🙏.... I volunteered for some 5000 freshers, who were exclusively dedicated to evolve into spiritual path. These were just 10% of those who attended the programs.... खुद होकर, खुशी से, special class attend  करने वाले जैसा………their sincerity is almost ascertained जैसा!

It is with this background that I was reading what you wrote here.....

What surprises me is.....

i hesitated to write many of the thoughts that kept occuring to me for some 5 days after you broke the news of that pious lady( kalpanaजी, ). Pious is in a scientific sense, ..... meaning, a certain level  of reverence being shown towards a companion by a person. It enhances the emotional sensitivity to best possible levels in a human being 🙏.... Usually, adversities invoke such enhanced levels of sensitivity to subtle emotions  though ....it need_not_be so 🙏.... 

Yes, death is a release....( may not be liberation/mukti itself for all... Mukti is possible even when alive😜)

Life.....is better understood via death 

( this is evident from the way the ancients "treated" death through the rituals & traditions they instituted and assimilated into our way_of_life called Hinduism 🙏 ... This is my living experience when i witnessed death of my dad in 1983, and then my sister's in 2014. I could also clearly experience the enhanced level of sensitivity in the second one🙏...   Instead of sharing my experience, i could persuade an observation from an independent observer who was with me for 3 days after my sister's death. His observation was a sort of confirmation of my experience 😜.... He was a bit astounded by his own words, which came sporadically, and spontaneously 🤣😜😜🙏...

I have reasons to believe that Kalpana ji has given you a priceless parting gift, whose value is  bound to keep increasing till you time arrives 😂.... It is in the very_nature_of things....that such deep relationships ( rare+fortunate) never go without its rewards Gratitude swells in our hearts, only if+when we realise it's value🙏!

( I had the good fortune to discuss about our father's death, that process,.....with my sister quite often 🙂.  There was a unique advantage, in that.....i naturally stepped into my dad's shoes, after my dad departed, and i had the responsibility of my unmarried sister for the rest of her life. A few incidents associated with her death are a bit difficult to 'believe' for any  logical mind, but too many to be dismissed as coincidences 😜....... I am omitting mention of those.)

On the way to school, i pass by a church on "Chapel road" a slope.... And whether it is morning or evening....if there is "body" kept there for prayers.....i walk in , go as close as possible to that body, and stare at it silently, with a blank mind😂........in all ignorance+innocence. Little did i know, that i was inadvertently going through a powerful and ancient spiritual process of being at meditation , a process of  synthesis with a corpse at the funeral ground 🙏🙏🙏... I realised this only after learning about spiritual processes , past my middle age. 

As a very close kid_age friend ( the speciality is.....our bonds are forged during our innocence 😜........ Not quite easy to set_such lab_conditions), i am feeling gratitude to mother nature, when you consciously chose to share your very personal experiences thus 🙏,

 (Personal.....is different from words like "secret, private, confidential, etc")"

Unquote.

PSN ( 26 aug 2023)

Recognition

 Recognition 

Ironically,

when it comes to human-relationships, we seek recognition from others, when our concern out to have been about deepening our own abilities to recognise things around us better.

A diamond doesn't even wait for any recognition of its worth.

A coconut tree, that sprung up on the desolate shores of a tiny island, when the sea waves pushed a ripe coconut to that place, simply yields nuts according to the available nutrients. It doesn't look for recognition of its potential to yield 300 good nuts per year, if properly manured etc.

Teenagers look for recognition of their inclination at something that tries to flourish ( some hidden/latent talent). Whereas the structure of our society binds them on to a railroad of a pattern, on 'like it or not basis', this is your routine now on.

Expectations of getting a recognition, has come to affect the attrition rate among talented techies. The beneficiaries of attrition are those who deserve only benching 🤣

My experience with being_recognised, was very useful in understanding the basics of 'human mind', and when it culminated to a situation where, "getting recognised" got inseparably enmeshed into a two way problem, i thought 'this is the peak of recognition_problem at its highest_intensity".....Let me describe this rare situation. A person sitting eyes closed for meditation, has no way to know whether his meditation is worth being recognised for its minimum_pass_marks..🤣… And, a person observing him, has no tangible tools to evaluate that meditation and then to_recognise that meditation for its due level of worth 🙏😰

I decided to learn, how_to_recognise a person at meditation, for his level of meditativeness. It took a decade to learn it. But recognition as an abstract quality decided to bless me uniquely 😜

Whatever i got recognised for, in me….. usually ended up as a means to exploit me, for others.

Example: my wife returning from a wedding of her neice, unpacked and spread out 5 packets of cookies( deep fried in oil, hand made items, with shelf life). It was a custom to offer one pack of 5 items to each invitee to a wedding, belonging to 'close people' list.  But 5 packets? I stared at my wife . She explained " oh! That's because, my cousin decided that you are not yet having any ailment or chronic problem like cholesterol, BP, sugar, hypertension etc despite old age…. all other invitees of our age declined this junk items citing medical_condition….so she dumped it in my bag, citing your ability to eat junk 😜" Huge recognition for my health 🙏🙏🙏🙏.

Workload at workplace for me was due to recognition of two disabilities in me. One, i don't refuse work or protest overload. Two, i stretch myself to 'limits' when adequate work is available, and thus kept growing at my abilities to absorb more load. Ultimately, a breaking point came, where i cheerfully decided to quit, and enjoyed premature retirement 👍. Logic and reasoning failed the set of bosses who forgot about reasonableness of exploiting somebody's amenability.

When do we recognise the real worth of being born as a human being???

When are we going to recognise the complex human frame we got, and the flexibility of our mind with its freedom to shape itself the way we choose? When do we recognise the truth that we can decide our future, despite the influence of our past on our present?

Oops! Recognition is getting subtler here….

Cognizantly yours,

PSN (23 aug 2023)

My silly koschans

 My "silly koschans"

I am fond of asking very silly questions 🙏

Mostly related to "ancient way of life in Bharat, misnamed as Hinduism"

Sample: " why is it that the sanctum sanctorum( garbha gruha) of temples is deliberately ill_ventilated? That priest, spoils the ventilation further😜….burning camphor, oil lamps etc most of the time he does Pooja, and shuts it's small door as soon as he comes out?.. yet he looks fresh😳🙏" ( ancient temples were on huge land spaces, massive construction with great heights, STUPENDOUS labour. Just_that main room is small, stuffy, dingy, etc and yet doesn't cause 'health issues'

Sample:"Godji birthdays are on moon phases( human death anniversary also on moon phases), whereas, our birthdays are are on birth star days.why?"

My "silly" koschans.....😜

( The why……. about it 🙏……my own mind conjured a silly_excuse🙏😰😭)

These kind of questions, improves the explorative skills of a person.

The emotion of vismaya, wonder is nudged often...😜

The discoveries thereof enhances the trust and confidence in our ancient wisdom unshakeably 🙏

Needless to add, perception deepens, learning skills get sharpened. Obviously, stability in emotions improves, when we are needed to relook at it with an equipoised mind, non-prejudiced mind, a calm and still mind😜…(with any luck, the sense of discrimination might even_reveal the correct answers🙏… mystic answers are always from….. within 😜😜😜)

If all this is really true, am i wrong in asking such "silly" questions please?

Am i not contributing to enhance the latent human_qualities in my audience?

Silly being of yours,

PSN (3 August 2023)

Investing Trust

 🙂

I am embarking upon something that i am not sure, of my competency to talk about.

( In ancient India, people knew clearly, whether to open their mouth or not, to sermonise.... Usually, only very highly evolved people in spirituality try to advise, suggest, or sermonise. The immediate advantage of such stringent standards was trust level in the speaker was AWESOME 👍)

In my case here, the probability of someone taking it beyond an entertainment value is very unlikely. 

Yet, since i was bestowed with precious feedbacks of near-miracle instances by a few readers, i confine myself to adhere to those ancient values of "speak only if you are competent enough"...

I have ample experience of having tasted the results of having experimented with

having invested in others, my trustworthiness. I keep offering trust wherever I can afford. The nature of ....My job..... provided me ample scope to offer my trustworthiness to the customers and colleagues in equal and unlimited measure.

All i had to do was take conscious efforts to live up to their trust in me.

I did it....

The results were incidental and consequential, and yet of  immense worth 👍

It is the 'results' that is likely to interest the readers, since the present day minds, being commercially inclined to keep asking ' what is there for me, in it? Why should I?" 

The health benefit is at the neurological levels 😜 ( try it and then decide, instead of asking me to mention it. Each set of nerves are distinct and unique, just as the complexities of physiology)

Psychological benefits are improvement in interpersonal relationships.

General benefits are, the ambience around us, ( the so called aura we carry,) remains bright and positive 😜

Longterm benefits? Easy to guess... You learn the worth of abstract emotion called trust.... You learn the use of already _available sense_of_discrimination 😜... Not easy to use discretion about who is eligible to enjoy your trust.( For example, somebody who decides that you are a KAAFIR, is unlikely to avoid abusing your_trust 😰)

Trusting somebody else is damn risky 🙏🙏🙏

Excersize caution....

Offering trust is 👍.... Worst case scenario is, we get exploited once🤣. Cut off that pipeline to that fellow who abuses your trust. Simple.

Testily yours😜

PSN ( 1st August, 2023)

Atheism

 Atheism

There was perhaps, no necessity for coining a word for non believers in devil's, bad_ghosts, villains and the likes in superhumans 😜…. The vacancies got filled often by normal humans themselves 😝😜😜😜… easier to play the negative role in real life, than trying to copypaste a God ( fake godmen are cowards who don't dare to be an open_devil.)

Half baked atheists are no better than half_hearted theists….

I won't desecrate the sanctity of this piece by delving into the attributes of ½'s here🙏

Athiest has an opportunity to test his fastidiousNess, by trying to disprove the 4 mahaVaakyas, starting with the easiest one to disprove, pragyananBrahma. No God is mentioned in these 4 declaratory truths 🙏… in fact there is a taunt….a tease…."who cares, whether you agree or not…these 4 are universal truths👍"( look at these 4 declarations in the backdrop of OBJECTIVISM, whose base is on a presumptuous edifice called " existence exists"... It pleads, "please believe in this. Only then, i can convince you about objectivist epistemology 😰😓")

Theists on the other hand, need to strive to call themselves thus😜…. Otherwise, they are escapists only, due to lack of courage to remain as atheists😰…. ( This is quite irritating, i apologise for causing it🙏)

True theists, cannot avoid appreciating the benevolence of their creator. And also cannot deny the supreme intelligence of ultimate entity of this universe 🙏.

Therefore, the best gifts can come only from the "boss" of the theists.

Gifts can be tangible or intangible (subtle)

That entity needn't be miserly 🙏

So He gifts the best of both tangible & intangible 😜

Tangible gift has_to_be, with exclusivity to the recipient. His body. Most sophisticated machine EVER. 

Intangible gift is TRUST…. do any damn thing with your_body 🙏 that entity's trust is unconditional 👍….

See, if we gift something, and that fellow makes the BEST use of it, rewards are consequential. Satisfaction is itself a complete reward. And the entity gives a reward of HIMSELF …😜😝… no less than a part of Godji/ahamBrahmaAsmi state.

And…..abuse, misuse, non use, dis_use….etc of trust & body….. obviously fetches the Newton's law of actin-reaction…. Karma. 😓… Please undo your negatives and proceed to live_up to the trust, thus, reciprocating for 2 gifts, body & trust.

Atheist needs to worry about only God, and prove his nonexistentance. Nobody questions an atheist " why don't you disprove opposite entity of God, the devil?"( that vacancy gets filled easily 😜…. India has good stock of pissfuls sickulars liberandoos commies anti-nationals, and these devil's patronize terror state nearby😝😜… no probs.)

Intangibly yours,

PSN ( 12 July 2023)

41 days

 41 days

I remember my first visit to sabarimala 🤣🤣🤣🤣

I was in amravati ( near Akola)...

An Andhra friend, officer in Andhra Bank, was from Chennai and he liked me to undertake the vritam/penance....

Usually, i don't think too much before nodding a yes to any kind of self imposed discipline ( i know from past experience, it always leaves me better evolved than earlier 😜

So i said 'okay👍....tell me how to go about it?"

He gave a list of do's and don'ts....being 10 years old on that path.

Few samples...

Twice bath...

Temple visit daily.

Camphor & lamp propitiation to any deity, but chants only about sabarimala deity.

and so on....

Since i was alone, a bachelor, cooking my food in a single room accommodation....i had a few constraints. 

I couldn't know, if any women i see on the road, or at my workplace, as a customer is going through her periods. One rule was, if you meet any such woman, take a bath, and only then you can have any intake ( even a glass of water 😀.... Strange rule....but the orthodoxy I had seen, already, helped me to 'digest' this rule.)

So, once i leave my room after a breakfast, not a drop of water till i return to my room, and have a bath😜

A good process, for cleansing my body, using my empty stomach as a tool...!

41 days was the minimum stipulated period of penance/austerity....

But , as it turned out....my tryst with this guide INVARIABLY allowed me to remain austere for 60 days, for the next ten years.🤣

My inner experience of undergoing such rigorous routine, was indescribable, in terms of mind's 'flow chart' of thoughts 😜

Awesome.

Clarity seemed effortless 😳😳😳

I was really STUPIFIED at the 'natural' equipoise that my mind got settled into very frequently, during my waking hours. 🙄🙄🙄

Another experience was a bit illogical, at first.....and then very soon the very same clarity allowed me to perceive the deeper logic, with its reasoning 😜

My body was going thin, due to drastic drop in food intake 🤣..... Only one meal in the morning. Almost nothing at night after bath & prayer....though a glass of milk was there at times in my room.

It didn't seem to matter. I was puzzled 😳........ I ought to feel weak due to drop in food intake 😳😳😳😳

Then why am I normal? 

The clarity, afforded due to reduction in thought process, it's volume, allowed my tiny intellect to "see" . The only possible explanation was, thought process used to consume lot of calories hitherto 😜........ When thought process became need-based ( like the thumb-rule of today's techies, " give only need-based info")...the energy got conserved, and preserved. The food requirement was enough with one meal...🙄🙄🙄

Anyway, this vritam/austerity taught me awesome things, which remained a part of me thereafter👍

Quietly yours 

PSN (11 July, 2023)

Boon or curse?

 

#Boon_or_Curse

Assuming that somebody among us in the present day, happens to possess a small power to bless with a boon, and also to curse effectively 😳

In that person, which power would have greater potency?

Boon/blessings or curse to take full effect? 😜

( Crooked question it may seem, but if some reader manages an equipoised mind while looking at the koschan, discrimination may bloom😜😜😜 and a grasp about subtleties of इspirituality may be possible 🙏)

https://www.kooapp.com/koo/SpiritualSeeker/fd601604-ac02-47b7-a491-cb48bef68f8e

Either ways, yours....

PSN (9 July, 2023)

Stupid versus (stupid)²

 Stupid versus (stupid)²

I know, the title is bound to cause some kind of emotional stir…

Let me hurry to explain.

It is quite understandable, if two neighbouring inmates of a mental health home fail to take notice of each other for a decade even…..as next cell dwellers…🙏

But if a gross stupidity remains unnoticed by onlookers for a long time???😰🤔🤔. Who is more stupid? (stupid-squared...S² 🤣) 

The madman of narayanath made sure that others noticed him, by consciously doing stupid things 😜 ( https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naranath_Bhranthan )

A baby of just 6 months, 

discovered after 3 days, in a debris 6 feet deep, after a massive earthquake, surprises us and we even call it a miracle 🙏…

Probably, medical science might find some clue….the baby has tiny lungs, nil activity…..so it conserves the limited oxygen available in the small crevice under the debris. Slow breathing was BECAUSE the baby is too ignorant to panic😜

Now, the OPPOSITE 🙏

#GarbhaGruha Sanctum -anctorum, of ancient Hindu temples….😜

Zero ventilation ( only a small door, and poojari/priest crawls in, )

That priest, uses up the available scant oxygen O² by burning camphor, dhoopsticks, lighting oil lamps etc….😜

And, when he comes out…..he shuts that small door, until he creeps in next time….

All the 3 to 5 hours he remains inside, he exhausts the available oxygen in the name of doing aarati, deepam, dhoopam to propitiate the deity.

This priest spends at least 6 hours in that I'll ventilated work_place( his office 🤣😜)

Decades of unbroken service in that I'll ventilated work_place ( no casual leave, privilege leave, or even SICK-leave😜…the fellow seldom falls sick)

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏. 😰😰😰😰

At least …..he ???? atleast he ought to have noticed the paradox? Lack of ventilation keeps him intelligent ( not just physically healthy 😓😰🙏🙏🙏) for decades???? ( Kerala priests are requested to do complex calculation in astrology, called prasnaKundali…. horoscope asking a question ❓, to seek answers to mysterious problems 😳)

Why did we not try to notice this STUPIDITY of ancients, who built giant structures in vast premises, but designed the most_important room to be most ill-ventilated, and used to DEPLETE the scantily available O² 🤔???

I am thoroughly embarrassed that I failed to find out the reason for decades, despite noticing this "stupidity" even as a kid…

I shouldn't disturb others, nudging them to 'find out experiencially "🙏

My sole purpose was……to remind ourselves that…

Not noticing a stupidity ( too grossly visible to ignore), is not a wisdom 🙏

Humbly yours,

PSN (5th July, 2023)

Ancient tourism

 Ancient tourism 

A question tickled me today…..

Even during rains , tourism is flourishing today…😳🙄🙄🙄🙄

Monsoon is no longer a lean period for travel as 81 % of respondents wanted to holiday this 

monsoon, says a Yatra.com survey. 

Do you agree? Would you like to travel during rainy season? 

#K00 #polloftheday #pollsonkoo #wednesdaythought #goodmorning #wednesdaymotivation 

https://www.kooapp.com/koo/stay_informed/bc495178-a59b-4d1d-b808-d2126c30198e

I wrote there…..

"In our yogic lore,

only spiritual people travel a lot.

Others borrow their experience 🙏 ( it was a technology. Like we use gadgets for a virtual space travel, sitting at home, getting all the related sensations, thrill, excitement)

Even those spiritual peepals stay at a place for 3 months🙄🤔😳🤔🤔🤔

Anyway clouds bring "data" from across seas and pour it on our head😜🤣🤣 ( technology decides🙏🙏)

5000 yrs of life style. My choice 🙏, to call them STUPID👍💪

but, HEADACHE, to delve into their reasons😜

Travel was known as teerth_yaatra ( no sight seeing ULHAASYatra, vyarthYatra etc)

Only after certain level of "eligibility" an evolved person "travels to ENERGISED places( teerth_sthal). His/her responsibility to share the energies ( pershaad) with locals. Funding is no probs😜 .if rich, own paisa, otherwise others fund them😜

Ancient Tourizam ऐंय्यां होवै! ( USA not in pikcharr😜)"

Ancient tourism had a different level of perspective 🙏😭🙏🙏🙏

Every damn thing they do….( including tourism) needed to be a spiritually inclined activity ( that's why today, every damn thing they do looks utterly STUPID🤣 )

stupidly yours,

PSN (5th July, 2023)

Karmic residue

 Karmic residue

Suppose you have an experience which negates every other possibility except one.....?

In mathematics, we use a negative logic, like " let x not be equal to 'y' then...." ( and so on...🙂

Ultimately, we have conclude, "x= y"..

I never learnt some tough yogic practice in this life time, and suddenly, within a few hours.....i am able to do it comfortably 🤔

The teacher says, " it takes between twelve to 21 years to get this practice right"...

I am 😳 stunned....

I have to conclude " then , this belongs to my practice done in some past life🙏.... Another natural derivative is.....there is.....a past life then 🙄.... There is a possibility to carry forward the skills of past life, karma....etc 😓🙏"

1994

A combo of 2 mudras & 1 kriya.... Each,  one after the other, takes one hour each, and fourth hour to do these three together 😜

Thus, one round of practice tales 4 hours.

We were asked to do "just 3 rounds" daily. 🤣

Pituitary gland secretion, flowing a little down the throat, replaces the need to eat food😂

If we do it for long time, it replaces sleep and finally breathing 🙄😳😳😳

I reached "don't need food" stage in just a day 😳🙄🙄🙄…an unbelievably great experience. I didn't even"try" to tell it to others. But, the teacher is able to"see" that i could revive it in me 😳

Desi spirituality is of……different LEVEL 😜😜😜😜

Purpose is to skip the process of rebirth, LKG,UKG, BSc, MSc...etc😂 

Without defying nature, play_dead, and continue "next batch of karmic residue"! 

Ancient sophisticated technique 😜

Antiquity of yours,

PSN (5 July 2023)

Stings or bites?

 Stings or bites ?

A snake only bites, ( it's fangs may be poisonous)

A scorpion only stings ( its tail has a sharp & strong nail like thing, again to inject poison)

So it is enough to identify between a इsnake ( an_esnake, or a snake) and a scorpion ( इscorpion), to know which extreme end is going to harm me🙏. Certainly these two aren't going to shower their affection on me😜

Human beings are unpredictable 😭🙏

Difficult to know whether they would sting, bite, or spew venom😜. And whic_end of that fellow, tail or mouth? Tongue or pen? 

( I was having a ….yet another problem, unlike my colleagues. I look for the possibility of a normal human being among my bosses😜)

Discrimination was the only tool i could 'think of' to pre_empt a defense before they attack. If i am PRE-judiced, i miss a normal( known as 'good') human being in a manager( at my workplace)

I met all the three types….😝… Stinging, biting and loving….

When the stings & bites seemed a needless torture ( very stupid to bear with, when the purpose (of employment)became defunct, i said " i quit". 

My stupidities were solely responsible for my ignoble exit🙏… 

There is something called an IP_phone ( maybe "internet protocol" based phone🙏). My data entry speed irritated the officer monitoring the system at central server of head office and phoned via IP phones to find out the name of the idiot who usurped one out of every 15 transaction ID allotted by main server to all India transactions 😜… ( he needn't search our branch landline number sitting in kampootarr room of head office)....

At branch, the ring sounded from a "very wrong place"( server room phone was only ornamental for stings & fangs walas here😜). Anyway, the caller had to explain his reason for calling, and i knew my defect of needless speed in a PSU 🙏🙏🙏. I decided, " entirely my fault to be glaringly visible like a sitting duck😭… it is a sin, unpardonable one, to be highly productive, efficient, and senselessly_unselfish😭…

I met a normal human being too😝😜😜😜

He was on his punishment transfer to where i was working. 

He very soon removed all_known_shackles that might possibly chain us from getting close to him. Only he can remove the locks. Manager has all the keys( even for emotional locks). He burdened us with his responsibilities, and said "you decide between yourselves these official & mandatory requirements".

I extended that burden on myself. My brains found the freedom to explore my own innovative_abilities, lying dormant since i joined the job. I stupified the controlling offices with "logic defying statistics" exceeding the business targets of that quarter ahead of time, and in a week, instead of an year😜😝🙏…. Not easy, even for seasoned business experts. 

Sting and fangs were in greater number. The ambience percolating from a corrupt regime at Central Government could give anything other than this. ( Kids….. routinely get_scared at the sight of a policeman, who was the GabbarSingh in our real life 🤣😜😜😜. Because he is invariably a slave to scam netas 🙏)...

I just thought….

when humans look alike…..unlike animals, insects and creatures….. uncertain characteristics, unpredictable emotions, and with .....non_dependable_commonSense, etc….

how_to_use the….. available…..sense of Discrimination in us….may find 0.001% appeal 🙏… at least 😜

Normally yours,

PSN (27 June, 2023)

Learn and then teach

 Learn & then teach

A seafarer learns two types of skills, by the time he reitres from water.

A doctor also learns two types of skills.

Both these professionals can teach one type of what they learnt, to their willing students, quite easily.

Handling of the situation they did all their life.

Seafarer( including a fisherman who goes to deep sea) can teach navigating in turbulent waters.

A doctor can teach to handle critically ill patients.

The other type of skill….😜

The sea expert learns attention span, of high quality. ( Tougher than what a doctor can learn)

Doctors learn observation…. ( Directly affects qualitative diagnosis 🙏)

Teaching a student, skills like quality attention, quality observation, quality perception, etc are skills, that evade a teachers teaching skills, often🙏

A spiritual person, turns into a guru, ( highest quality teacher 😜) and he imparts only the second type of skills. 😰……… Tough ordeal no doubt.

Ancient gurukuls( we might miss the sledgehammer blow, of what it implies, when it it is a Guru+ kul. ….not a shikshak-kul, upadhyay kul, or those 5)

The product, the mind( of the इstudent) is of good quality. That इstudent happens to deepen the learning_curve, till death 😜… ( we lose the curve within 2 years of leaving college edukaShun)

Unskilled (& yours)

PSN (22 June 2023)

Department of blessings & benedictions

 Even in the ancient Bharat, there were departments for people to work into….

Very different from today's materialistic oriented allocation of department and the people placed therein.

Very abstract and timeless concepts were made into department. 

Obviously, the competence to work inside that department was based on tough criteria 😂. Delivering of abstract values or concepts in the capacity of a departmental staff, needed capabilities.

A sample.

Blessings, had a department.

Department of blessings (" ministry of blessings" which ever label pleases you…😜)

Department of benedictions ( ministry of benedictions)

Kings ( desi Raja) were never "found attempting to bless somebody"😜😂😂😂… those people would simBly/simply laugh at that king and call him a pappu/cartoon. King can only_give_benedictions( anugraham)

A beggar cannot try to give benedictions . People will pity a fellow trying to give anugraha to an aam aadmi, surmising him to be mentally deranged…

A beggar of ancient days can give something of lasting value😜…a blessing. That damn thing works!!!😰😰😰😰 His blessings are "real" not ornamental_words or embellishments of words😭… ( ancient Bharat, never needed to have beggars…. GDP was around 40+ percentage 🙏😔😰😰😰… begging was voluntary + sanskritised ( because Sanskrit is….in conformity with quantum mechanics laws 😫…utterances take shape🙄). Most brilliant, most intelligent and most evolved spiritually, took to begging 🙏… Manufacturing of such beggars was from the 6th month itself, when still in a womb …. sophisticated technology, loaded with rituals, to invoke a "noble wandering soul"...

Anyway,

We have complete fireeedum dimaagcrazy sickularism etc due to benedictions granted by anti-nationals pissfuls sickulars liberandoos etc in our kaanstooShun 🙏🙏🙏 and therefore….we can use the two words blessings and benedictions ( asheervaad & anugrah) damn carelessly, like a used tissue paper😜… no law, as yet, to punish us 👍🙏🙏💪💪

Damingly yours,

PSN (11 June, 2023)

Status versus capability

 Status/stature versus capability

Simply stated,

Ancients and present day Indians differed, out of several ways, in one prominent way….level of perception.

This translates into a functionality.

Ancients revered capability, ignoring status. 

Today, we respect status only, ignoring capability.

Between status & capability, the subtler one requires deeper perception.

I lack the capability to say it in Hindi (just a language for me, it was.)

औकात के विपरीत हैसियत

सरल कहने पर,

पूर्वज और आज के भारतीय में, अनेक भिन्नताओं में से, एक प्रमुख है, नज़रिया (विभेद) का स्थर।

ये भिन्नता का प्रकट रूप है जो दिख सकता है , इस भिन्नता का क्रियान्वयन में 😜

पूर्वज हैसियत की आदर करते थे, औकात कुछ भी हो

आज सिर्फ औकात सम्मान को आकर्षित करता है, चाहे हैसियत शून्य हो!

औकात और हैसियत के बीच, हैसियत की पहचान अधिक/गहरी नज़रिया मांगती है 🙏

आपका औकातहीन बन्दा,

पी एस् एन्, तीस मई, दो हज्जार तेवीस

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Book reading

 Books, is merely a repository of information, knowledge and wisdom of different kinds and forms. 

Today it got replaced by Google search, and cloud technology being it's depository.

Artificial intelligence is likely to be the next level.

Going back, it was word of mouth....( 500 years ago. Books in the form of palm leaves were fewer than direct listening)

Further back, it was cloud technology again 😜.... The only difference being, access was through synchronicity and reaching the sync was through tools like meditative states, blessings of a Guru etc.

How do I go about dealing with the prime question of "how much information should I run after, and what should decide the quantum???"

There is a cosmic sequence 🙏 ( a very comprehensive sentence 😰... It can be amplified to substantiate every event in this cosmos😌)

The essence of"wisdom " relating to such fundamental questions, questions which are very basic to life, and distinct to  each individual form of life  has been encrypted into the way_of_life called Hinduism 🙏. ( A kind of.....fool proofing made available to the posterity by ancients, in their wisdom 🙏... )

A classic example is,

a recent most person, who managed to traverse the prescribed route, had direct access to the ancient cloud technology 😜.... and he dictated some 32 volumes to a disciple. These got destroyed and he started again. But, after one volume of Vedic maths, that person left his mortal frame🙏... Now the printed book form of Vedic maths awaits digitalization.

Direct access to ancient cloud technology has another advantage 😜....... The very capabilities needed for accessing it, becomes a qualification for deserving that knowledge_🙏this criteria is not envisaged in digital book form or A.I. 

There is a small key, to the ancient technology 😜

It's a chant from Vedic literature "Aano bhadrah kratavo yantu viswatah" ( awesome encryption of seed_alphabets beejAkshara... embedded in these few words!)...

Unread yours,

PSN (30 May 2023

Gratitude

 Gratitude

You may be bemused, that i learnt about gratitude from a Sikh ....in its deeper sense (1971)... Dad's friend & subordinate.

He narrated a short incident, used in those days, among Sikhs, to emphasize the value of gratitude among kids.

I was a teenager too...hence he told me😜

" A fellow was carrying something covered heavily with a velvet cloth ( thick fabric, hence)... But there was an unmistakable stench emanating from that large plate, he carried. 

People on the way asked, "what is it that you are carrying?....so carefully covered?"

He said, " oh! A dog died last week... Nobody carried it away, for a week....hence the stench🙏"

Onlookers said " that's Okay.... 👍 But then, why so much thick covering, so as to hide the contents?"

That man said, " so that an ungrateful doesn't cast his evil eye, and it rots further 😰🙏🙏"

I didn't need any extra lecturing, to understand the stench of ingratitude 😰🙏🙏🙏

Gratefully yours 

PSN (23 May, 2023

Desi art

 Desi art 

Desi art forms had an inherent "defect"...

They turned scientific, when the art form practised, got scaled up in its intensity.

Reason was…. ancients decided to dedicate art forms to serve इspirituality. 🤣😜

Exampulls/example abound, as if to irritate sceptics of irreligious Hinduism 😜

Most art forms were staged at temples…

But one humorous example, 'may appeal' to even sceptics 🙏…

Literature is also an art ( B.A., in English….is not like TOEFL eggjam/exam….. Shakespeare is allowed gramatical errors. And we pass for passing those errors in dissertations 😭)

Desi literature….

Kalidasa was a poet … it seems he composed in Sanskrit 🙏

This was the cause of all trouble 😰😰😰

Sanskrit is in conformity with quantum mechanics ( it's laws)

I won't irritate you expounding those laws here..

Instead, the heresay story….. let's enjoy 👍

Raja bhoj? ( Was supposed to be the king, to boss over kalidasa)

Kalidasa specialised in writing epitaphs…

King grew curious 🤔…. His own epitaph? He asked kalidas to compose that peon ahead of king's death.

Kalidas refused stoutly " nothing doing…"

King got annoyed. When angry, physics concepts fail…quantum laws, no exception 🙏

King, ordered a "get out"....and kalidasa went to live at the edge of the kingdom….in compliance with the punishment of banishment.

Later, king felt remorse. Kalidas was also a close chum.

He went out incognito, found kalidasa brooding at the banks of a large pond, squatting on a rock…

Disguised king asked kalidasa, how he came to this deplorable condition…

Kalidasa lamented "how can I oblige the king?... Sanskrit is in conformity with quantum mechanics laws… "

King said, " in that case, don't worry…you can compose that epitaph now👍…king bhoj is no more"

Kalidasa at once extemporised an epitaph which came out of intense pain in his heart.

It started taking effect🙏

That king in disguise started shivering and turned frail…life seemed to ebb out of his mortal frame.

Kalidasa's alert eyes guessed the truth hidden behind that dis'guise, and he quickly modified the fourth line of the poem, to mean "and that kind of bhoja stands before me now & here!!!🙏🙏"

Needless to add, praanic energy made a reverse journey into the body of the king, responding scientifically to the art form of literature poured out by kalidasa…

( Mercifully, Shakespeare was never known to have caused such "medical conditions" , fatal by nature, as an undesirable side effect of his art form of English literature 🙏…. Any intense emotions, would subside, by the time the audience crosses the exit doors of a drama theatre😜)

Story over,

Doesn't matter, if it feels like a fiction, imagination etc( Rama was called as a fiction by a 150 year old political party in modern India 🙏…so kalidasa was nothing 😭)

Literally yours,

PSN (19th may, 2023)

Scheme of things

 There is something called "scheme of things"....🤣

A phrase, which comes quite handy to grasp a few subtle concepts.

Usually, wisdom ( elderliness) coincides with age...🙏... 

Life experience, is the best teacher.

But in the "scheme of things", can we not allow some concession to our ancients, that....they would have thought of a scheme, whereby....the waiting period for wisdom, through the process of aging.....gets a little reduced????

Today, the priest class among Brahmins will growl at me abusively, if i ask with all possible humility available in me 🙏 " sir....do you have an experience of the articulations and/or gesticulations performed by sheer reason of our_wearing_that holy thread?"

( Is it possible that ancients were stupid for all the 5000 years? So many generations?... Doing some nonsense, since there is no experience?../ if the blue litmus is NEVER going to turn red, will people try dipping it in every available fluid for 5000 years???🙏🙏🙏)

A compatible compound of 5 elements ( refined over generations of careful nourishment), occupied by a refined wandering noble soul... Nourished very scientifically ( meaning, initiated into primordial sound form, consistent with.... quantum physics and it's laws,🙏..... )

can potentially grow faster into that coveted "wisdom" while still young ( in teens...from 7 to 16 years of age)....and then pursue further ripening of his wisdom on his own...

My understanding of the scheme of things ( for whatever it is worth)...

I leave it to the choice, if wisdom can be allowed to dawn....to inquire into the worth of ancient wisdom, in formulating this "scheme of things".

Schematically yours,

PSN (19 May 2023)

Vital versus important

 Vital versus important

Yeeeवन दो/even though i drop a mention about 'vital' organs, and an ancient expertise in maintaining its vitality.... eyebrows don't get raised😳... 

वो

ख़ैर, हुआ तो हुआ 🙏

Weekly thrice dialysis compulsory.... after that, there is less scope for the mind to polish the truth "no time for such nonsense" into posh words like "as soon as I get leisure time 👍( important to remain relevant among a few at least 😜)

We bother more about important organs, neglect vital ones, till daaktarr says "तू काम से गया,"😜

There is one breed which is almost extinct....

Naadi daaktarr....🤣

He इspecialises into looking at the Vital energy which fuels the vital organs😜....

If he is genuine ( a real naadi doctor)... he can see the compatibility among herbs ( Godji is the compounder of medicine, in herbs).... and then feed those herbs to make those vital organs receptive to vitality🙏

PayShunt/patient recovers ( when "English" doctors "saw" that.....vital organs are beyond repair by them).... Repair is done by herbs absorbed by the damaged organ, which welcomes the vital energy ( guru naadi) and traverses that breaking point.

Rare chance.... If it is a meditative fellow ( again, a genuine meditator, not one who can also sleep in sitting posture), he can supplement his own energy into herbs, and/or that weak organ...and then it seems like a mirrrakal/miracle.

May be i am hallucinating ( without drugs...🤣... But the damn thing even works, for me.... erratically though😭😭😭)

Non_vitally yours,

PSN (19 may 2023)

Brahminism

 Brahmins were supposed to steer the society... towards the purpose of their birth.

Steering is not about driving towards a goal... ( that is done by the fuel power, not the steering control.... Vehicle , boat, or aircraft😂)

Steering is just about ensuring the right_direction, while also avoiding collision 💥....

To know the basics of life therefore.... becomes the moral responsibility of a dwija( teiceuborn)....

An initiate into basics of life ought to retain awareness of it throughout his life,       preferably during his sleeping hours too...

Basics of life....

It has to be relevant to the process of life....happening within.... Here the word 'life' denotes that.....which eludes a death certificate signed by a doctor... He certifies only clinical death, not the departing of "life" within ( though both these coincide often😜).

Simple basics ought to be known, for example are ....

the distinction between the anniversaries of two extremes.... Birth & death...

Birth is according to star/nakshatra, while death is according to that phase of month, during that lunar_month.  

Why this distinction?( Ought to be known 🙏)...

And then, why is the birth of deities/avatars.... according to phase of moon and not star??? ( Ought to know!...)

Another irksome item in the list of "ought to know" ....

Why is it that there is no residue of, or an experience itself..... for the gesticulations and articulation performed by way of rituals prescribed for the wearer of poonol/janeudhàri pappu/sacred_thread????( The priest, who officiates the rituals of a Brahmin will react with anger, instead of responding with an answer to this why_of_basics...)

If basics are missing....

where is the sanatana Dharma, for a claimant of its followership????

Ancients were not stupid to hang_on to a ritual, when there is no scope of any experience 🙏...

Just that .....the genes of a Brahmin happens to have the potential to experience the subtle phenomenon happening when performing the rituals practices etc related to wearing a thread.... 5000 year old tradition could not be a fake. Fakes don't last that_long!

Irkingly yours,

PSN (10 May, 2023)

Memory loss

 Memory loss

We "recognise" it as a loss, only when……

there is a breakdown of identification process!

This identification process of memory is a common minimum programme, by mother Nature , for preservation and propagation of species! ( Algae, destroyed by chemicals pollutants flushed into river, transmits the "memory" of this attack to its kids , Fresh algae……which learns to produce repellents to fight back the chemical 😜…. These repellents are water soluble and harmful to human physiology! Example of minimum memory. )

Humans have a choice about recalling concepts, values etc learnt in life! Our inability to choose to remember values, and concepts, is also labelled as lack of memory, very conveniently 😄😜😜😜….no law to punish us for such cunningness!

Spiritual path necessarily mandates an excercise of our choice to recall consciously, certain core-basic-,values of life and the concepts related to cause of manifestation of life🙏 ( it is therefore that…….we can find, if we care to notice….. spirituality evolved peepals/people have a very strong memory😜🙏🙏🙏)

We need to pay little attention to our memory related functionalities in good time ( before it is too late. Before dementia and such other physical ailments takes over our memory 😜)

Memorably yours,

PSN

 (21st APR 2023)

Core education

 Core education !

Visualisation is not quite easy.

Certain basic words, elude us from its deepest meanings, owing to the kind of "mind" we form for ourselves. Situation decides what we do with our mind.

Core education.  ( Try to visualise it's importance, using an imaginary idea "as if extinction of human race is imminent, if we don't understand core_education"...

Visualisation.

If i say, "please visualise the availability of a deep sense of Discrimination" , you would need to know the "deeper meaning" of this word 'discrimination' ( probably, dictionaries would confine to usings those explanatory words, which we already know, and thereby skipping it's deeper meaning 😜

Let me try, using a situation where "sense of Discrimination" is unavailable to you! Suppose, you happen to see your dead ancestor in your dream, you cannot discriminate and be aware of  the fact that this ancestor is already dead! Inside your dream, for you, he/she is very much alive!😜. That might impress you a little better, how deep this word discrimination really means…😂😂😂😂

Okay,

If you can permit your mind to try an intense visualisation, please think of this small experiment for a couple of minutes!

1).....try to reach the deeper meaning of the following four

suppose, you were taught….these 4…

a)how to learn 

b)how to stabilize emotions

c)how to deepen perception

d)how to use…..that…available 'sense of discrimination' 

2).....once the possible deep level of meaning is grasped

Try to visualise as if these 4 things were taught to you, when you were a kid? How would you have been, when you had been equipped with these 4 as your default embedded software? 

It shouldn't take even ¼th of the time, (visualising these 4 as if you were expert in it),  than the time taken to read this 😜

Visibly yours,

PSN (. 18th April, 2023)

tailpiece ( with apologises 🙏) : these 4 were taught in ancient Bharat in gurukula….that was "all the education needed".... Core education! Rest of it the kids acquire by themselves, like the Nobel laureates do, or even better, …for, those days produced rishis in gurukula, not mere PhDs 😜