Data

 Data

One guy can handle ‘data' like none else can 👍

Most abused friend of mine.

Obviously 🙏,

When a friend of mine is going to be abused, i ‘feel’.... 😭. ( More so, when I can't do anything much about it. He sits inside everybody around, and I can pamper only that guy inside of me🙏. Sort of omnipresent entity, he is!)

We access tons of data every day 😜

5 input devices 'operational' all our waking hours 🙏

The 6th guy is to be invoked very CONSCIOUSLY, if there is to be any value addition,🙏

This 6th guy is a bit discrete, about agreeing to 'work' for us😓. He stipulates stringent conditions 🙏

The worst of the conditions is "can your mind just shut_up while I am at_work ???? 😡. I can't focus, when your mind keeps digging out irrelevant junk labels from its memory very senselessly( to slap on the data)😜.  And my boss, I mean your intellect is allergic to the very presence of your mind. 

So,  make up your mind first. I am sleeping when I am kept waiting 👍. And you can't do a damn thing about it 😂"

That was my 6th sense( a dubious guy, deceptive, evasive from mind, and elusive when intellect, his boss is not watching 😜). He is popular by an irritating name 'sense of Discrimination' 😓. Peepals/people use this name to scold others often, the lack of it, the abuse_part….. and seldom to wake up their own 🙏😥

I shall resort to a story telling 🙏

( Very ancient and time tested tool to convey the message across)

This really happened to me 🙏 

1975, within 2 months of my joining a branch at a small town, an aged officer offered to come on deputation to “act” as our manager, replacing the regular incumbent.

It seemed odd, that he was wearing a neck tie, and looked good enough to attend a VVIP meeting 😓 ( readers are free to figure it out “why”)....

The moment he said “I am retiring in another 4 months. I am fond of taking a look at the 3rd generation down, who are going to take forward this great institution, I served for 59⅓ years. A kind of ‘seeking for reassurance’ and hence I volunteered to come on deputation though I am the senior most scale-3. Fresh recruits are thrown at smaller and remote branches”

“Phew!!!”, I thought, “this ‘elder’ is also an elderLee ( बुजुर्गी wala)😜”.

Please wake-up, I pleaded to my friend, the 6th guy inside me.

I asked a volley of questions, branching out from his reply to my first question, “ I joined our Bombay main branch. Very few branches then, and only 1 GM. The only farthest branch was at Calicut, guaranteed by our customers here, insulating the institution against FIDELITY (of staff)”

Sample data I dug out of him: 

( That's when my 6th guy decided upon ‘what_to_ask’ 😜…   not every day, I am going to bump into a walking book of unwritten history of my institution 😓)

His early days at work (my_data)

The bearer-cheques issued by our customers get presented 95 times out of 100, only around 175 days from the date of issue. It works like hard cash😂, bekos, it never bounces!  ( Hard to get qualified for opening an account 😓… Bank's reputation is only as good as its customers. Corollary: a nation's/family’s reputation is only as good as its citizens/members. He used a simple rule : “I refuse to be the weakest link in the chain, because a chain is only as strong as its Weakest link!”. Practical, plus pragmatic dialogue 🙏.

GM is the only guy who can get ‘angry’ at a customer 😂. And when angry, the customer is handed his entire money and asked to get_lost. ( Why this worked?= The dignity of the staff, sweeper to asst. GM, is the Sole personal responsibility of the GM. Staff ‘loved’ this emotional bond 🙏).

A joke: I lamented ( in a very soft manner, looking at him as my eldest brother whose pet kiddo I am 🙏) “ Sir, this sorting of currency, separating soiled and brittle ones is tedious for me as a cashier 😓😭”( smaller denomination are smaller in size too, and crumpled)

He : “ You sound like a kid complaining about not having footwear to walk.  That's only because you didn't meet a kid with no legs to walk 😂.   I too worked in the cash department as a beginner clerk. Pre-independence days. When a customer deposits cash in Bombay main branch, it's a sea port, remember 👍.   We have to sort it first, before counting 😜. It's a mix of 4 currencies! And then, sign the receipt. Later, another sorting to retain soiled/brittle/etc” ( I “became” a ShutUp, without being told to. 😜.

Indian, British, Burmese and the ones printed by Imperial Bank( old RBI) on behalf of some sultanate in middle east😓

I am closing the story ( already too long)

The point is : Unless I use my sense of Discrimination, and then ‘choose’ my words of communication well, why would that “elderly/buzurgiWala” opt to spill out his accumulated wisdom of 59+ years???? ( He did comment : “Hey kid, you literally robbed me of my life experience, which otherwise would have slept alongside me in my grave! 😂”...   I guess, he might be squirming in his grave uneasily now, if his ‘spirit’ might be sensing the non_verbal text of this blog 😥.  “Sorry boss 🙏, I didn't reveal your personal details 😂. Anyway, you didn't even have an aadhaar/PAN/voter id/etc like me😜. I keep sorting them daily, to reach the exact thing ask for, at my 70+ now🙏😭. 4 currencies was lighter,👍”....…)

Rarely blessed by the 6th guy,

yours,

psn(16 Sept 2026)

A safe_A.I., possible?

 A safe_A.I., possible?

Yep👍

Just design it to tap the cosmic intelligence ( C.I), and program it to synchronise the sequence of coding with cosmic laws. That simple 🙏😜 ( A.I. is yet to respond to “nothingness” as an input_data. 🙏. The vast emptiness of far_off space is still a physical space, not nothingness 😜. Cosmic intelligence responds to NOTHINGNESS)

Ancient chants are the ‘keys’ to invoke the cosmic intelligence and allow it to ‘decide’ its manifested_functionality to work flawlessly 😜 ( zero tolerance level of errors or bugs)

Job requirements:

Either the stringent requirements of synchronicity with quantum physics laws while a) chanting as mantras, b) while using Yantras & chants , a tantra or c) mere highly intense non_verbal positive emotions, bhava.  All these 3 needs to be by a person free from 4 negative emotions, at_least while invoking the cosmic intelligence.  

The guarantee part : cosmic intelligence Created the natural intelligence, called “humans”😜 That way, A.I. is a mere processor like our brain, nothing to do with the word “intelligence” 🙏😂…   A human intelligence can ‘reach’ the core of existence, denoted by a word called “nothingness”( beyond the comprehension of the organ brain, and therefore a mind can NOT store it as an experience, nor can it conceptualise it, using brain 😜. Mind can't use intellect of its own volition 😡. It can only ShutUp to allow the human intellect to wake up 🙏.

Quantum physics can help to authoritatively negate my guess, when accompanied by the maxim : “When contradictions exist, check the premise” ( copyright: Ayn Rand, author of “the Objectivist Epistemology”🙏🙏🙏)

Self_corrective factors are embedded in a sample chant “waves of Beauty” by Aadi Shankara.  ( It was necessitated, because the invocational seed_mantra is already in each verse of 4 lines. An A.I. of advanced version. A time capsule of all the knowledge discovered till that point of time).

Anybody desirous of ‘verifying’ the veracity of my guess work can take up a simple chant like a mahaMantra and chant it after preparing their body+mind according to the requirement 🙏 ( a couple of chants worked for me, to a demonstrable level, but only unto myself 😥.  Therefore, I don't expect any subscription or patronage to my views/experience!  About enlightenment also, an adage is “one who speaks, knows not. And one who knows speaks not”).

There is a HOT debate among brilliant ones about the apprehensions of A.I. likely to obliterate human species. Lay persons only contribute to the profits of TV channels, viewing the ‘talk’ by brains, having no potential to respond meaningfully. Spiritual guys have ‘some’ scope to make the “right kind of noises” 😜

Noisily yours,

psn(15 Sep 2026)

Responding to Trust

 Responding to Trust

🙏

(I shouldn't be ‘touching’ such an irritant, when I can guess the ‘reaction’ likely to erupt in a mind 😭. “Trustworthiness is rare” is the defence 👍😂)

The skill_set needed to respond to the trust invested into me, by “somebody”  is what I am hinting at 😥.

A confession:   I was CONSTRAINED to fine_tune the opposite skill when I noticed that peepals/people around me ‘prefer’ to distrust me for no Valid reason 😜. “Why take chances, when distrust might work👍????”. Perfectly okay 🙏.  After all, this is one of the best ways to encash the freedom guaranteed under Indian constitution 😜. ( How I dealt with distrust is not going to be of “much” use for bulk of the readers’. A sure solution is “ I get the hell out of the other's way” . In polite English, “I am dead, as far as they are concerned “! I expect a minimum common sense, that the other person doesn't enjoy flogging a corpse, a sadism at work 😂)

A new born. Does that kid start with TRUST or mistrust??? 🙏🙏🙏🙏

 If internal Honesty is affordable, the most indispensable skill_set is parenting( to respond to the TRUST)? Yes or no?..  😔. If yes,  is it not a JOINT responsibility of the boy & the girl, to check the presence of the skillSet called “parenting” in at least either of them? ( Technically, cosmically, Dharma_wise, both need it at peak levels, otherwise we end up INSULTING the original creator by whose blessings, that victim_kid happened through the pair of spouses 😜).

My reason for quitting was damn simple. A clear and unambiguous documentary evidence, duly recorded, to convey that I ain't trustworthy anymore 👍. ( Some guys with absolute authority did their best to desist me . But that was owing to a huge majority opining contrarily 😜, without the responsibility to trust me 🙏. I don't give credulance to such faked gestures!). Attrition rate has a small percentage owing to the mistrust of the bosses or a lack of response from the employee to a trust.

People “know” how to respond to trust too well, when it is a dog they domesticate and are happy to see its tail wagging with 100% intensity. They don't even mind using my frontage as a toilet for that dog😜 . It's a public road, and gourmet never interferes if the road is littered with a pet/stray dog’s poop👍. ( To hell with the responseAbility to respond to my_trust in a fellow citizen in the nearby apartment 😜.  In USA, law compels a dog_walker to clean its poop on the road. Under compulsion they ‘spend’ on gloves, disposable poop_bags etc😜, nothing to do with response_to_trust🙏😂. They are tense, not cheerful doing it. The very AWARENESS, when we are Responding to a trust at our very best is itself a huge elixir for joy🙏. Joy is superior to happiness or peace 😜, and I didn't design ‘joy’, please😥)

(Suppose)Some guy out of stupidity decides to gift a mobile handset worth a million $.  No questions asked. No favours in return. He forgets. Isn't it enough to spoil my peace of mind? 😂. The damn price tag is enough for me to look for a “Z” category security for that stupid man_made gadget . My personal problem was just this: how do I respond to ‘nature’ for enTrusting me with the most_sophisticated gadget on this planet? My ‘human' frame? I can end its ‘life’ misusing, abusing, disusing, etc, no questions asked 🙏. But respecting/revering that trust reposed in me is my personal problem 😥. And just look at the EXTENDED trust in me, when I yet to learn how to respond:  Another ‘life’ happens ‘through' me 🙏 😭….my kid! The very “thought” was enough to nail my priorities! ( Very lucky guys, who litter the planet with offsprings recklessly, oblivious to such responseAbility 🙏. And for a different reason, those who decide on “live_in” mode are free from the responseAbility,😜, when they Reject the trust offered by nature 👍)

Apologetically yours,

psn(15 Sep, 2026)

Tailpiece:

I ended up WORSENING the matters more, when the prospective brides and grooms of ‘today’ are grappling with the problem= how and where to find the testing tools to check the mutual compatibility, before staking their lives hereonwards with a total stranger???

I added to the job_requirements “a certificate in parenting” with just_pass/higher cut_off marks 🙏😭

Apologies 🙏 

Then what happened?

 Then what happened?

Bedtime stories, my dad is compelled to tell us. Despite: he works hard, and we 3 kids, hardly, every day😜🙏🙏🙏

Obviously, his focus is lesser than ours. We used a “standard operating procedure”( SOP) to alert him, when he blabbers, under the influence of sleep. Some days, we miss the story, despite our repetition of the SOP “then what happened?”. Some days, his response is like a spy-soldier tortured by other side, disallowed to sleep and blabbers the secrets😜. A sample by my dad…

“Then what happened?”

Dad, half asleep “Rama filed an FIR in the police station”( sita abducted by Ravana in the story of Ramayana).

I got enriched by the traditional stories 🙏 ( but the ‘process’ was painstaking😭, like the enrichment of Uranium for a nuclear power plant 😓. Took decades!

One such story🙏

( I'll try to be brief 👍)

A literary giant defeated all his competitors in a kingdom he visited. King got furious. He ordered a ‘head’ hunt ( like hirers in HR team of global corporate today 🙏). The clever minister hired an utterly dumb illiterate to debate with the menacing giant.

That guy was bold👍. Ready for a few gold coins ( like hired goons of Mumbai “Bhai” for khokha … 1 khokha is a crore of ₹ today)

Minister dressed up that guy well( to look like a genuine scholar).

That guy, couldn't part with his footwear, since it was soaked in pure coconut oil😓 ( for decades this guy operates a manual oil crusher with oxen pulling the heavy round stone in a circular cavity filled with dry coconut.). He wrapped the old footwear and tucked it under his armpit, matching to the battlefield of debate ( king's court)

Minister to the giant : “try your weaponry of scholarly skills with him now👍. But only with gestures! My guru( that guy) doesn't need spoken form of words. You may concede defeat, if you ain't no_good at gestured_debate!”

Giant, hurt by the taunt and angered growled “i am ready!!!”

In those days, ‘leakage of NEET question paper wasn't an “issue” 😜.   The syllabus was too vast😭. Scruptures🙏. The concept of questions mimicked like today's GRE/TOEFL eggjam ( live, online  and 24/7….leakproof 😜)

Debate:

Guy : shows 1 finger ( i will beat you!)

Scholar ( misconstrued it : Gawd is one) and gestured 2 fingers ( meaning: nope! It can be 2— prakruthi and Purusha)

Guy : (misconstrued it : (“ then i will thrash you thrice 😞”) and gestured 3 fingers ( meaning “i will beat you thrice”)

Scholar misconstrued it ( Gods are 3 then, triMurti) and gestured 4 fingers ( meaning “ vedas are 4, and they say Gawds are many 😜”)

Guy misconstrued it as “rascal, i will deliver 4 blows on you then, and retorted showing a fist.

Scholar misconstrued it as “unless the 5 elements in nature are mastered it's useless to talk” and gestured”how” ( meaning”how are you so sure?”)

Guy, again misconstrued it as”with what weapons are you gonna hurt me, eh???” And the guy gestured to point at the wrapped pack of footwear under his arm ( meaning… “i am gonna spank you with this seasoned+ hardened chappal and you will know how badly it can hurt” 😡😡😡)

Now the scholar conceded defeat , misconstruing the gesture as “the entire essence of all the shastras, scriptures, i carry with me 24/7 👍, and am well_read”)....

Story over.

My take after i am an adult : “levels of perception MATTERS! 😭😭😭 booooo! 😭🙏🙏🙏. I git(got) it” 

stupidly yours,

psn( 14 Sept, 2026)

Am I worth wasting other's time?

 Am I worth wasting other's time?

My latest personal anxiety 🙏

I rarely ‘ask’ some stranger to read my blog. Their time is more precious than this : “this moment in the entire history of eternity has never happened earlier and shall never happen again”  ( that ‘stranger’s time’ is miniscule 100 years compared to the lifetime of universe. )

I received a young lady yesterday afternoon. She seemed to be quite impressed by my ‘oddities’ 😂

When I hinted that my blogs are my thoughts, available even after I am gone👍, she asked for the weblink. ( Today, A.I. can easily search for it, but we need to know “how to ASK?” … 🙏😥)

that reminded me of my school teachers, and college professors 🙏.  Good + genuine teachers use an infallible yardstick to assess the ‘bright’ kids among their students.  A  yardstick difficult to use! 😥.   Verniers caliper & screw gauge kind of yardstick aren't a ‘natural’ choice of dumb ones like me 🙏. Komplicated😜…

Teachers ‘look’ for high_quality questions from possible bright kids 😜

I got the clue !!!

I asked too many irritating questions in my blog “silly questions”. When the sheer number became psychologically unwieldy, I just used a modified name “silly doubts” and my questions continue 😓

I can provide a (yard)Stick to my reader to beat me, thrash me, punish me, for ‘asking' 😜. Provide a stick myself, to get beaten👍. If  a reader is still insistant, its his choice to use+throw my other blogs 🙏

So I wrote later, to that Madam:

Blogs that might make it easy to decide....

Genuine teachers "look" at the quality of questions to assess the worth of students ( to spend their precious energies 🙏.  Time tested tool)

https://selfseekers.blogspot.com/2024/09/silly-questions.html?m=0

Continued using a different header..... ( 😜   Psychological fatigue due to a lengthy blog)

https://selfseekers.blogspot.com/2025/06/silly-doubts.html?m=0

Having hit upon an idea, it is my duty to offer it to other strangers. I ain't selling any commodity for commercial greed 🙏. ( I owe my gratitude to the ‘chief designer’ of my soft+hard-ware, my human frame.)

Honestly yours,

psn(14 SEP 2026)

Unwittingly a Guru

 Unwittingly a Guru

🤣

Yes, I ended up into one, when “stupidity” was at its peak in my life.

The hidden potential, if it is of spiritual significance, an illiterate fellow becomes a “maha Kavi Kalidasa” 😜.

1975, I was a junior to a very lovable colleague by a year, when the recruitment “policy” blessed him🙏. He was from an impoverished family, and belonged to the caste eligible for reservation 🙏. I came to know of this background too late, when caste_politics entered our staff, 3 years after I joined. Till then, he was “just” a colleague seated next to me, doing well, the same stupid work of maths_addition( we don't ‘need’ to use the functional form of subtraction 😜. Very few ‘noticed' it). 

I found him “compatible” with my perspective of “duty”. The “base” for taking our mutual bonds further, seemed adequate.  

Over an year, I found him ‘liking’, admiring, and even feebly attempting to imbibe my perspective 😥😳😳😳🤔🤔🤔🤔 ( sequence of icons are real 🙏).

I was STUPIFIED when I saw his “rate” of digesting my “way of looking at things/peepals(people)”, and easily getting adapted to using those concepts 😓

I started ‘experimenting’ with sharing of deeper_perspectives, in its conceptual form 🙏. ( The apt word is Nazariya! Perception).

I didn't ‘realise’ at all, that my efforts constituted communication of a precious skill (only recently I managed to verbalise it) called “How to learn”.  He simply swallowed that bitterest pill, like a terminally ill patient desperately trusting an ‘available' doctor and gulping an ADT-mixture tasting bitter 😜. ( ADT is a slang of my kid age AnyDamnThing… a GP used to give it for any damn thing that caused a fever. It worked 👍🙏).

What I ‘thought' was, he accepted to imbibe my_way_of_ perceiving things. ( practically, it was a learning skill 😜).

Obviously, it took 2 years🙏( both, the teacher & the taught were idiots 😜). Ideally a Guru might_have_needed only 2 weeks for a pre_fabricated student 🙏. 

Well, he got transferred to his parents place of residence. His Economy improved instantly ( one kitchen). He decided to invest in literacy(+2, B.A. and then LLB, if I remember right). The 3 years with me was below ground level (basement) of his evolution process, inconspicuous. Superstructure became superfast👍. His honesty and integrity was insulated by the ‘law’ which protected harassment against the reserved class. He retired as an AGM, deserving it by_merit, though the guys who conferred it used the process to substantiate it as compliance of quota_rule. Evidence of this, I found in his “sharing” with me,  after our_retirement (we met only once🙏) ….. when he conveyed his gratitude 😜 saying “yaar, I did get a chance to inspire others, with what you gifted to me🙏. I got posted as a principal of a staff training College, from where I retired 👍. I poured out your concepts of nazariya, with supporting evidence of my life, as a promotee. Next time you visit my city, remember to inform only_me of our visit🙏. I have debts to repay, via mehmanNawazee, to a possible extent”. He didn't get a chance to host me. His time got over very soon after our ‘review’ meeting of 2 hours🙏. He is no more 🙏😓.

He doesn't ‘know'....  I am far more indebted to him. It takes a lot to become a guinea pig for the scientist experimenting on a live organism 😭🙏🙏🙏. Just my luck, that the damn thing worked 👍

Uselessly yours,

psn(12 SEP 2026)

Postscript-punch

Like-it-or-not…

A kid born to me is a guinea pig, granted by nature, and is in CONFORMITY with existing social+ legal laws👍. We call the experimentation as ‘parenting’ 😜

Deep relationships

 Deep relationships

If I have the best reason ( among several ones) to feel gratitude towards my creator for the sensitivity of deep emotions granted to me ignoring all the ‘eligibility’ criteria, it is because of a few rare people I came across in my life, right from my kid age. Their depth of emotional love was to remain unfathomable, despite my above average sensitivity 🙏🙏🙏😭

A garden labour was living on day to day wages. No wages on a day, no food for his family. He did some magic, and the gasping of my sister, younger to me, became normal in 30 seconds 😜( he knew tantra and witchcraft as a qualified “odiyan” in Kerala. I ran to a petty shop, bought a pack of beedi(native cigar) for 3 paise, gave it him saying “please teach me 🙏”. He looked into my eyes( a kid of 6 or 7) and his eyes a bit moist. He held both my palms in his, eyes locked in mine( perfect connectivity 🙏) and said “child, you belong to a family where you are destined to learn chants of highest quality. My chanting syllables are too insignificant compared to those” .  Only the ‘video’ got stored in my memory then. Deciphering needed 30 years 😜 

A ‘fakir’ sensed me through my eyes, took my hand, led me out of the grocery shop where he sighted me while begging for few coins from the shop owner, and gently passed his palm down my spine. The “rare” feel of his touch down my spine, at 7 yrs helped me to remember him and much later I discovered that it's a ‘process’ done by highly evolved spiritual Masters 😳. ( A Guru, masquerading like a medicant 😥, to avoid notice by aam Aadmi 🙏)

A rickshaw puller ( 3 wheeled, during 1962) was struggling to push it upwards on a steep road, with some 6 kids retuning home from school. Heavy load. He was dripping sweat. Pedalling was not possible. I hid behind the rear, and for fun tried a hard push, inclining my body at 40° angle😂, to use my weight also👍. Luckily for me, my efforts got ‘felt' by his arms 😜. Reaching the level road, he paused to walk behind the rickshaw( me staring at him anxiouly eyed “will he scold now?😳” ). But he sat down to match my height, took my tiny palms( his palms felt like an abrasive to me😜.. labour-hands), and touched both his eyes with my inner palms, and planted a kiss into them before dropping it free🤣. Unusual ‘gestures’ from unlikely sources get engraved in my memory 😥

A good number of “angel like” guys sprung out of ‘noWhere’ like this, and gifted me with “reasons” to persuade me to deepen my sensitivity enough to “receive+ feel” such deep emotions 🙏 

If I ‘indulge’ into continuing my experience beyond the age of 10, there is a risk of extending the length of this blog beyond normal levels of patience to read.

But one incident when I was around 13 is affordable 🙏.  A village musician of 50 plus, decided to ‘repay’ the debt of my grandfather's kindness when he was a lad of 10, and his dad was the ill_paid musician of village (2 rupees for a 2 hour music at any religious function at large homes). 

He had “warned” my dad 3 days earlier “doesn't matter that you have no budget for the thread ceremony of your son to engage me “officially “ to play sacred music. But I will_come, perform my_best and sit in the row for food👍. Stop me if you can. I owe it to your dad😔”

He did come, and performed for an hour to adorn the muhurtham 🙏. My dad decided to thrust a ₹5 note into his hands clandestinely ( regular fee for 3 musicians was ₹ 50 then, and unaffordable within the ‘budget’). Too many guests around 😓. My dad beckoned me and said “you prostrate before him, then handover the money folded in a pair of betel leaves, plus a coconut”( coconut was in plenty in the backyard trees 🤣).

That musician had no reason at all to “expect” a freshly_initiated kid, attired for the sacred rituals meant for a higher “class” to prostrate before a non_threaded elder( against the ‘norms’). I did what I was told and then stood up.  He delayed receiving the betel leaves ‘package' to place his palms on the top of my head to transmit his emotions enriched blessings 🤣. I stared at the ‘belated’ gesture of touching my head 😂( the touch should sync with my touch of his toes👍. Circuit gets closed 🙏). Therefore i saw the glistening tears in his pair of eyes, which couldn't get blocked from flowing down his cheeks 🙂 ( the ‘touch’ on my head, felt unique 😜. That ‘feel’ helped me to get EDUCATED into the ‘concept’ that …. when the bhava( emotions) peak, absence of stature, chants, and circuit closure etc do_not_matter at all 😜🙏)

😜. None of the guys cited in the above incidents are in any way blood_related to me ( bloody_ strange ain't it !!! 😜🙏)

Tragedy is “emotions are unavailable to logic”...  Present day school syllabus is designed to impart only literacy, not education 😓. And literacy needs only logic👍. Probably why A.I. robots are doing better in school classrooms even during trial sessions 😜🙏.  

Emotionally yours,

psn(11 Sept, 2026)

PostScript 

My guess: Humans have the potential to sensitize their offsprings to be able to become receptive to deep emotions emanating from all the life_forms. Somehow, if this aspect can creep into "parenting", we can retain the label "humans" unto ourselves 🙏

Addressing the Root of the problem

 Addressing the Root of the problem 

Nothing new in it 🙏

Just that, we need to keep this concept in our ‘cache memory’( or our Random Access Memory…. Whatever 😥).

Symptomatic relief doesn't last ( Ayurveda owes it lack of deserved popularity, only in the recent most few centuries, because we got addicted to symptomatic relief_seeking bijness 😭)

Drinking liquor is a temporary relief, to our minds problems 🙏

Getting to the very_roots is a fascinating bijness, once the concept sinks in…..enough 🙏👍

Exampulls:

1). Health factors in coconut oil is the “root” ( solution:  spread disinformation of health hazards, bribing heart specialist, simultaneously offer “palm oil” as a healthy alternative, engaging and bribing famous guys in nutrition field)

2) Irreligious nature of Hinduism is the ‘root cause’ of its sustenance even without a boss, strict rules enforced etc.( solution: highlight the hidden strengths after coating it with description of instant_appeal of falsehood, using apparent defects of lack of a boss, lack of cohesiveness/consistency in rituals, tradition and scriptures, cleverly sugar_coating it at random with ornamental words which are inconsequential.  The root cause is a deep understanding of the word “yoga” . Misinform it as “acrobatics” for only physical health 😜

3) The root cause of Bharat being a sustainable growth economy is its ancient education system, which even_obviated literary 😭. Solution: replace it with parroting literacy, hand over a paper degree authenticating it as “ultimate in Education ( not literacy). The British did just this👍. And we turned into dumb fools in a 100 years.

4) The root cause of cost effectiveness in Bharat's productivity is widespread mutual trust. Solution: bring in “dependence” on paperwork, litigation, confusing enactments and they get ‘perpetually’ enmeshed in it. Unexpected by_product of destroying mutual trust is = joint family system got extinct 😂.  ( Inclination to respond to latent trust surfaced at the workplace as ‘team spirit’. Create disparity, forsaking ”merit”. Brain drain is guaranteed 👍

5) Endless list of irrefutable facts like this 🙏

I am responsible, at least for myself 🙏. I look at my latent response_abilities 🙏. I ‘hunt’ for traditional tool_sets, to firstly address my_own_root_problems 🙏.  This ‘resolve’ helped me from the diversionary tactics I see manifesting around me in the cascading_collapse of ‘basic life values’ which was the pride of Bharat for millennia🙏.  Address the root👍. Solution: seek to experience the very_root of (my) existence 🙏. Spirit…   tool=spirituality 😜

I tried my “humble” best, in my solitary question on the extinct_forum ‘Yahoo Answers’ “Why do Indians flourish despite all the problems of today?”( The exact text is a bit long). I bettered myself in a intangible+ non-materialistic arena, and hence escaped notice of the possible trouble_makers 😜

What I experienced+ learnt, is unfortunately lacking in its surface appeal for the minds stuck at symptomatic approach to “life” itself, in all its dimensions 🙏. ( Otherwise, my 1000+ blogs wouldn't have let me sleep peacefully in isolation and solitude 😜. Readers are satisfied with entertainment value, at the most 👍).

Rootedly yours,

psn(10 SEP 2026)

A teaser: Concept based lifestyle is a solution to the regeneration+revival of fast diminishing common sense 😜 ( Are we not at “our wit’s end, at the threat posed by fast_evolving A.I. ???😂) . Its a personal choice 🙏

Can an idol talk?

 Can an idol talk?

“How's life?” ( Jocular reply: “Depends on the liver”)

Can an idol ( deity) talk?

Depends on the listener 👍🙏

Damn simple! ( A non believer or an atheist doesn't need to struggle to gather a ‘vote bank’ majority in their favour 😂. Problem is only for the rarest_of rare guys who tell themselves silently within “ Maybe 😥… Lemme see “ 😜)

A very close friend tried to surprise me saying “Godji talks to me 🙏” I surprised him, saying “it's quite scientific 👍”  That guy can say to me “Busy yaar right now. ‘ll talk to you later” but won't say that to his_God, when that God chooses to ‘talk’ 😜. He has all  the time, and always 🤣. ( Very sensible thing🙏. I ain't no Gawd, nor intelligent like Gawd. Not worth spending time listening to me always)

Coming to the controversial title ‘can Gawd talk’.....

Then, …..  how_the_HELL did so many swayambhoooo’s spring up to become famous and have stood the “test of time”??? 😡😡😡😡😡.   Somebody did hear those damn stones speaking, isn't it?🤔( 😜Swambhoos are usually stones, that's why I said ‘stone-idol’ & shapes aren't chiselled flawlessly to shape them to look beautiful, like deliberately consecrated stone idols).

Dogs hear better than us ain't it? ( A dog woke up startled, and the cat reassured “aah! Don't bother… its just the noise of a hair that fell down from that rat on the ceiling’s beam.”...  Cats can see better). Basically, our assertive negations of subtle energies are owing to our limited senses of perception. 5 sensory levels of perception, are with input devices of very limited sensitivity.

Okay, if at all Gods do talk….. which language do they use? English? Or the_most widely spoken Mandarin? 🤣. 

Energy, isn't it?. 

Our receptivity is relative to our energy level? Yes or no? Zero energy, we become unconscious isn't it?

Abnormal kinds of energy? X-ray passes through certain materials to tell us if there is a bone that opaques it, isn't it. A crack in the bone lets a bit of ray to blacken the film 😂. Are we “equipped” adequately to become sensitized enough to ‘feel’ and receive the energy radiated from a consecrated or naturally formed stone??? 

“Talking” is the problematic word.  A monitor talking from the in_built speaker in the display device is “believable” 🙏👍. But not the human body, which is the inimitably far_more_sophisticated nature-given device😭.  That gadget, we know how it translates energy conveyed in off/on flow/binary code, uses an interface of machine language/low level, interface of data operating system ( high level) and then a few softwares used by the processor chip ( etc) & finally the thin sensitive diaphragm of speaker device manipulating the vibes to make it perceivable by human ears, called sound… and we ‘now’ believe that this stupid device can “talk”.

Our level of science is inadequate for us to grasp,........ that  the energy from a stone, perceived by a ‘freak’ human body which has in-built mechanism to play the role of interface and translate it to that guy, using the stored language of that guy😜. It “suits” us to dismiss the claim of that poor fellow who says “gawd spoke to me” 😭

Ants can listen to the forewarning from an incoming storm hours ahead and escape it carrying their stock of food to a higher place safe. Our computers predicting weather, using satellite data aren't good enough like those ants😜. A stubborn mind refuses what it cannot sense/perceive. A sensitive guy can “sense” the depletion of energy in an idol, and can even suggest a “kumbhabhishekam”( a scientific technology to recharge the battery of the idol_deity 😜. Either he himself or a specialist in consecration technology can now proceed to enliven the idol afresh. Usually, it's a 12 year span for reviving the energy. A swayambhoo like a natural magnet doesn't need a periodical kumbabhishek ! ).

For the time being, this much of tickling is enough 🙏 

Idyllically yours,

psn( 10 SEP 2026)

Ignorance alike, in qualified and unqualified

 Ignorance alike, in qualified and unqualified 

A joke 🙏

If I can be allowed to trust my father, this joke is a true incident around 1936 to 1940 (temple entry proclamation by a ruler in Kerala,... Google search can give details).

At a temple near our ancestral village house, a crowd gathered to enter the temple for the first time in their life 🙏 (a very progressive development, undoubtedly 👍)

One fellow, young and strong, stormed into the temple and headed straight towards the tiny sanctum sanctorum (garbhagruha), to ‘see’ what it looks_like😂.

He saw a tiny room, zero ventilation or light. A small lamp in front of the idol of the deity 👍.  ( Even today, most temples do not have electric lighting in the garbhagruha 🙏. There are highly sophisticated spiritual reasons for that, scientifically also, but not relevant here ).

Suddenly he saw a hand ( just the forearm & its palm) appearing before the deity and doing some strange gestures😳. It repeated in quick succession! He got scared, and ran out….because he construed it to be some magic/witchcraft “happening” inside without any human presence 😳. That was ‘his inferrence’ of what he ‘saw’. He reported it to the crowd eagerly waiting to ‘know' how a temple looks like inside it.

( Tantrik rituals involve a lot many gestures, and an onlooker familiar with it knows that ‘it looks like this’...  Even he doesn't know the “why” of it.).

Whereas, while using a mobile handset, we don't try to “gain” entry of standing right_under a mobile Tower 🙏. All we “look” for is the icon on the handset which displays the level of connectivity 🙏.  If its a very old and basic handset, it can “sense” a tower only within a shorter radius compared to a “costly” latest smartphone which can sense even in a closed room far away from the tower_location.  

Only when it comes to “making USE of a temple” the present day minds depend too heavily on beliefs( a belief is anyway only_blind😜). Even the priest today, would hesitate to openly admit the absence of any subtle experience of the consecrated energy from that deity/idol .

Now that the temple entry is quite unrestricted, the ‘next’ right to be demanded is to officiate as a priest. Absolutely valid to demand, when the traditional guy is alike, as far as absence of experience is concerned 😜.

There have always been a few people during the entire history till today ( and will be there in future too) who have the receptivity to “sense” any consecrated place, thing or even a living human who radiates that sacred energy/vibes/whatever 🙏. For very valid reasons these few will not speak, simply because, known tools of communication available today are inadequate for conveying their experience 🙏

( I too, out of genuine curiosity and wonder, traveled a lot for few years until 1983, to find out the subtle worth of ancient temples. My reach was only within 2 large states of MP and MH. Desolate and dilapidated temples in ruins, plundered by moghul invaders, suited me the_most, for its quietude and isolation 🙏. I can focus better + longer , within me😜. Because if something has to make even the slightest flutter, its experience can only be ‘inside’ me 😜. My experience is just mine. It can only be of a ‘story' value to a reader here🙏😔)

Vibrantly yours,

psn(8 SEP 2026)

Emotional pragmatism

 Emotional pragmatism 

For a bench mark of excellence in emotional pragmatism, I can think of 2 great beings.

Krish , dealing with Arjuna in the epic story of Mahabharat, with his advice in Gita( Gitopadesh)

Jesus : He did a greater level of setting a benchmark in his own crucifixion and the famous pardoning words “they know not…” 🙏

Logical pragmatism is more conspicuous in its absence in digital technology 😜. The ‘rate’ of bugs is disproportionate to the evolution of technology itself in growth 😭🙏🙏🙏

Medicos ‘need’ logical pragmatism very routinely, when they decide on anesthesia, and its level of local-or-general.

Negative emotions obstructing logical pragmatism is in a situation like( easy example), when a mom shrieks to a small kid when she suddenly notices the kid on a precarious tall branch of a tree and shouts “Don't fall 😥 😱” ( the kid WONDERS ….  “How? Not-to-fall?” And loses focus on own safety 🙏.  A pragmatic dialogue would be “hold firmly to the branch 👍”( easy logic).

Spiritual pragmatism is not going to be easy to even ‘discuss’ 😥…   Most of the enlightened guys face uncertainty of their communicative skills in deploying their spiritual pragmatism while thinking of being useful to others ( But for Swami Vivekanand, we would have missed Shri Ramakrishna paramahamsa).  I faced the ‘problem' while yielding to my urge to ‘do my very best’ to innocent freshers who used to visit a designated place where I was volunteering for backup support of spiritual practices 🙏. All they( visitors) need to do is to voice their innermost emotional conflicts which  hinders their subtle practices like meditation 😓. I need spiritual pragmatism in a customized way of suggesting ‘how to deal ‘ 😥🙏….   

Emotional pragmatism is needed in every non_commercial relationship 🙏.  Equipoise of own emotions is indispensable, in my experience.  

Negativity blocks all kinds of pragmatic approaches 🤣.

The distinction between vaideekam and loukeekam defined by ancient Rishis is a huge evidence of their mastery of pragmatism of all kinds 🙏( something that a fellow like can only envy😜).

Pragmatically yours,

psn(8 SEP 2026)