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Tuesday, May 26, 2026

Stomach is Hungry or empty?

 Stomach is Hungry or empty? 


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Kids might recall the difference better than grown_ups 😜


Retired oldies have no excuse to keep filling up the stomach as_soon_as it ‘feels’ empty. 

Dis-Eased oldies, please ignore this blog and follow your_daaktarr 😜 ( i don't want to spoil a doctor's livelihood. Mutual_benefit_scheme, zindabad πŸ‘ ( mediclaim commission agents too survive due to their tie-up with hospitals πŸ™)


Grown ups seem to have forgotten the difference between a hungry and empty stomach πŸ˜₯ ( if honesty is affordable, let them ‘convince’ only_themselves, not anyone else…..that they can feel an empty stomach and hear an Hungry stomach. 

Yep! Stomach has an embedded software to communicate its preparedNess to receive+ digest food, when it is hungryπŸ‘. I ain't gonna embarass you, telling the syntax of that message πŸ™ )


The nature's design of a human stomach is sophisticated πŸ™. Ayurveda texts elaborate it extensively πŸ‘. Texts of Ayurveda were authored by Enlightened masters. Obviously, they were aware of Sanatana Dharma ( rules governing the universe, of which, humans & their stomach is very much a part of this set of rules/dharma!)


Animals in wilderness do not experience indigestion, stomach upset etc πŸ™. They adhere to the “rules” of nature ( sanatan dharma) by_default. 

They why do humans alone need a doctor? Reason is, a) humans are a being of Volitional Consciousness b)they are factory_fitted with a sense_of_discrimination, whose “use” alone needs to be learnt via parenting atleast πŸ™


Empty stomach is entrusted with lots of mandatory dutiesπŸ™. Even the impoverished fellow called an hungry_stomach is trained by nature to source energy from alternative locations in the human body πŸ™.


I don't dare to say anything further 😭. The attention_span of a human mind is shrinking damn fast 😜


Appetizingly yours,

psn(26 May, 2026)


Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Exceptions

 Exceptions

A concept, which never ceased to fascinate me, even as a kid.

As a fallout of this awe, I happened to develop a keen desire to deepen my perceptions to learn more and more about any exception that I notice in any walk of life.
Exception peaked when a Master said "there is no death for a person who lives in this moment!" Whhhat!!!! I got alerted.  No death anymore? Eternal? Chiranjeevi? That means the old guys(ancient rishis, enlightened ones, and the mentions by them in the scriptures) were right all along? πŸ˜₯Something that is going to take a long time for me to grasp!

But small exceptions were easier to try πŸ˜‚
Like....
Slicing a cluster of vegetables(especially leafy ones) with a sharp knife, without looking at the process. I need to just focus my mind better on the 'feel' of my fingers of both palms, SIMULTANEOUSLY, to improve their mutual coordination so well that... they become each other's eyesπŸ˜‚
I managed to type the data on a keyboard, without much errors, by looking at ONLY the source of the data (not on the keyboard, or the monitor !). This skill 'produced' another exception in me which I never really aspired forπŸ˜‚....  The officer at the 'data' centre (monitoring the data on Monitors at Head office) saw that 'exception' (hey! this guy is snatching one in every 15 transaction id's generated by the 'system!!!). He dug up more data about my user-id. I clocked thrice the average output by average data entry operators( all-India branches), and the 'rate' of errors was ridiculously low!!  He used the " ip" phone line (internet protocol line) to just know the stupid_name of this exceptional guy πŸ˜‚(psn). I didn't accord much importance to his-discovery( 'hua tou hua' they say in Hindi).
Taking both hands off, while riding a bicycle is a very normal_exception. But it trains the mind to focus lot better. A new driver holds a 'rigid' and stiff face in a unruly traffic crowdπŸ˜‚ .  The stiffness of face isn't going to help him drive safer, only a better focus will!!!

I even experimented trying to be functionally_exceptional not as a 'freak' idiot alwaysπŸ˜‚.
At my work place, 9 out of 12 clerks wished to avail leave (all were bachelors, 20--22 age), for 5 days, suffixing and prefixing a grand festival 'Diwali' (festival of lights). Our boss declined for a very valid reason. Each had a day's work attending to customersπŸ‘And, 3 guys can't handle the work of 12.  (at the most, 9 can 'share' the load of 3 absentees).  I took up the challenge. Planned a week ahead. Job-break-down concept (in 1978, this phrase "Job break down" wasn't popular in desi brains yet! It was crucial to ensure safeguards of the institution, while overlooking/by-passing the Standard-procedure of dealing with work. Shortcuts were needed, without diluting any safety concerns. A bunch of exceptions, were to be experimented πŸ˜‚ We did it.  It became a memorable excercise. Those 3 (I was one of them) inadvertently tapped a hidden potential within!!!  I tracked the career of the other 2.  They did use their latent 'exceptional-skills' to become exceptional in the later decadesπŸ˜‚( One thing i can say with confidence now, 2 decades post my retirement : If rules are understood deep enough, the doors to exceptions about adherence to those rules open up proportionatelyπŸ‘)

Getting enlightened, I was to discover, is the rarest of the rare exceptionsπŸ˜₯
And, within those guys who 'become' exceptional, just 5% of the 5% who stay back alive. 'speak' about itπŸ˜₯

That reminds me to wind it up here, with a tragic observation : Spiritual evolvement used to be a very normal routine until a thousand years ago atleast, in Bharat. It is an exception today😭(a very discouraging exception)

unexceptionally yours,
psn(20th of May, 2026)


Sunday, May 17, 2026

Intensely relaxed

 Intensely relaxed.


As briefly as i can, i have tried to place my experience of decades of physical aspect of my spiritual practices, as a key to growth and progressπŸ™



The word “intense” at once triggers tension in us πŸ˜‚. That's because of the consequences of today's life situation we face routinely. Psychologically we are enslaved to combining tension with intensity, and have ended up with a disability in separating the two. Unless we become tensed-up we don't become intense. When we are relaxed, we are dull, inattentive and non-alert. 


Spiritual practices yield results in proportion to the level of intensity of our alertness, attentiveness and an utterly relaxed mind. Unless the mind is relaxed( calm and still) the organ brain and its obedient neuro_network is not going to obviate tension at physical levels. Even the subtlest tension opaque the subtle inner experience. No wonder, the most_relaxed posture in “yog” asanas is aptly named as “Corpse posture” 🀣. A corpse offers no resistance at all, and therefore manages total relaxation 😜. 


I need not attempt here to elaborate on the practices or the ‘practical tips/hints’ about how_to master this intense_relaxation. The functional form differs with each individual, simply because no two minds are alike😜. We create an entire World of our own, with our mind which is unique in itself πŸ™‚.


A grasp of this concept, might help us to extract maximum yield out of all the practices we undertake on a spiritual path.



For those who are not yet ready for a spiritual quest, this concept, if tested and tried, will help maximize the results of their efforts invested in handling the Material aspect of life. ( Easiest example is, an utterly relaxed mind ensures peak performance of a sportsperson in the world_finals of his sport. Any tension in the mind reduces one's own capabilities proportionately. A sport loses its purpose with a tensed mind😜. And a world_finals is a recipe for tensed mind πŸ™)



Inte_Restingly yours,

psn(17 May, 2026)


Saturday, May 16, 2026

What irks a reader

 What irks a reader?


If, the reader's mind has calmed down to become receptive, the answer is ridiculously simpleπŸ™‚ “readers own mind decided to become irked” 😜


Stubborn kids in school decide within “come on, let me see how you are going to ‘teach’ me? I shall Refuse to learnπŸ‘. Do what you like 😜”( it is the school teacher who gets irked by the stubbornness of that kid, not the kid!)



Readers realise, something they ought_to_have tried to imbibe/could_have imbibed, while reading a preachy stuff especially 😜…. And the ego gets hurt πŸ˜₯. Defensiveness pops up by default. This defensiveness knows “this is indefensible” and yet persists recalling stupid excuses🀣. The innocent, well meant writeup faces the negative vibes, for no fault of its own!( Doctors are clever with their wordsπŸ™. They never poke into the ego with “you were careless with your health” and similar sounding wordsπŸ‘… they just “stick” to bijness, and prescribe relief, not_cure. It is the body, which struggles to Cure, because nature has zero egoπŸ˜₯



If the foregoing is acceptable, how to find a ‘real’ Guru is a futile search 😜. Out of 6 desi types of teachers, the Guru is different from the rest of 5 in one aspect —-he decides upon a receptive disciple πŸ˜₯πŸ™. He knows what it takes for a seeker to experience within the non_verbal thirst for seeking the unknowable( logically 😜). 


There could be scoundrels ( benign & malefic, like tumors πŸ˜₯) who might provoke a seeking in a disinterested person and vanish from the scene, where a Guru takes over. ( I know the pain and suffering of playing a benign_scoundrel πŸ˜œπŸ™, by sheer experience! It is only now, after 3 decades of playing a villain, age has helped me to done down my villainy in me😭. “The spirit is willing (to be a villain), but the body is weak.


After nearly 7 years of hectic volunteering ( hidden agenda had always been to cause unrest in my innocent victims,)...i decided to write, with more focus on irksome cluster of words, for the same purpose —disturb a reader out of his comfort zone.  Exceptions in the readers were very rare, and only one reader decided to respond about his experience, taking 5 years to overcome his hesitation, apprehending that i may not believe his experience due to reading & retesting the nuisance caused by a blog ( “breaking point”) πŸ˜‚. The name itself is honestπŸ™. The blog, if taken a bit seriously, is vulnerable to drive the reader to his ‘breaking point”. Only 1 reader got victimized 😭. No regretsπŸ‘. I didn't disclose the name of one the coveted ‘states_of-Being’ in reply to his private mail, in keeping with the rules of Yogic tradition. I merely said “i can relate your experience with my own, and hence can ‘believe’ you🀣”. He radiating joyous_gratitude in his ‘revelation’ of inner experience πŸ™. I thanked Maya_Madam for her mischief through meπŸ˜”.


I have tried my best to tone down the ‘hurt’ through my words( words don't injure. Hurt is our own Manufacturing 😜). 


Villainously yours,

psn(16 May 2026)


Post script:

Statistics is used more to tell convincing_lies😜( media guys mint money)

I am a pathetic disaster, statistically. Only 1 recorded ‘hit’ in my 1000 blogs, and 2 L hits on blog_page( Google says 2L).

Paradoxically, Masters would ( i am almost sure) exclaim 😑 “Whhhat? This pint_sized guy got a hit??? Unbelievable!” And i might retort quoting “agar khuda meherbaan, tou gadha pehelwanπŸ‘”... God benevolence makes a donkey into a winning wrestler…..😜


Saturday, May 09, 2026

Recognition, cognizable, cognizance

 Recognition, cognizable, cognizance 



For my entire kid age, I was recognised as an idiot by the bulk of my relatives, as elders around me πŸ˜‚ ( Best part is, i never attempted to ‘reform’ myself from my idiosyncrasies. In fact, i accelerated my idiotic nature after 1992, when some Master taught me spiritual toolsπŸ™).


We depend on something within us, to recognise things and others…isn't it? We teach kids to recognise the shape of letters and its corresponding sound forms, so that the kid grows familiar with a commonality called ‘language'. Use of gadgets, recognising the latent ‘resistance’ in it, we learn + teach those who seek to learn from us!


What do we ‘look’ for in the humans? ( Divorce rate is increasing incredibly πŸ™…. Mutual Compatibility depends heavily on recognising the level of ‘flexibility' in our ‘Saha-vaasis’/co-habitants’ πŸ™‚,. Other wise, they seem Durvasa/inCoHabitable for us. Sage Durvasa was famous for nuisance value only( when his intrinsic worth which was in CONFORMITY with Cosmic laws/sanatan Dharma, remained inconspicuous to people around him even ‘then’😜.  Ability to recognise a person has always been an issue since times immemorial πŸ™



Real life example: My son, compuLiterate unlike me, worked for a multinational software firm which designed software only for in-house needs( 19 of their global entities, engaging a thousand plus experts from best colleges and toppers. Obviously the CTC/salary was always twice the market rate, and annual hikes around 30% for performers. Convincing? Well, this firm assigned a software development to my son, designed to “recognise talents, from unconventional+unrelated areas of human activity” πŸ˜œπŸ™. Impressed? If not, dump this narrative πŸ™….  The software workedπŸ‘. Something that globally acclaimed head_hunters can only ‘envy’. πŸ™‚  ( To me, the entire ‘structure’ of the design likened with the methodology deployed by ancient Gurus who used ‘mystic’ tools to spot their potential candidate/disciple for tutelage under them in spiritual bijness πŸ˜œπŸ™)


By now, i am quite familiar with the tools used by others around me, in evaluating my worth….😜

If i failed to notch on their_yardsticks, i would struggle to survive amid themπŸ™.

Fortunately, I have a serious drawback/defect/lacking/weakness/deficiency/whatever πŸ˜₯….   My wants and desires failed miserably to reach even the average ‘needs’ of a normal human being, by today's standards/parameters πŸ˜­πŸ™.  The negative advantage of this shortcoming is, their ‘ratings’ about me doesn't matter for my peaceful survival 😜

( Personally, and privately, what mattered more to me was, i get recognised by Masters, with and without their mortal frameπŸ™.  While i have no means of knowing about bodiless guys interested in me, my experience holds good about mystics i keep bumping into too often right from my kid age i remember ofπŸ‘πŸ‘)


As an incidental byproduct, the tools that come handy to cognize using the 5 senses of perception and also the perception beyond, got within my range of recognition by_me. 


I cheerfully bow, with utmost gratitude to ALL those who labelled me as an idiotπŸ‘… ( Ashtavakra too, might have felt similarly grateful for his nomenclature, and several times more intensely than meπŸ™, when he authored a version of Gita, by his own name, matched by none_elseπŸ‘. Eight_deformities wala, is his name πŸ˜œπŸ™πŸ™)


Deformed, yours,

psn (9 May, 2026)


Cosmic laws

 Cosmic laws 



I don't possess the necessary competence to expound the concepts involving cosmic laws πŸ™


But, this much sense dawned into me, to understand experiencially, that i am an inalienable part of it 😜( gratitude to my spiritual journey thus farπŸ˜₯).


Do we need_at_all,  a ‘lecture’ on cosmic-laws? Not at all. Please continue oblivious to the existence of the cosmic laws 😜. It's a choice that ‘only’ humans can makeπŸ™…..   


“Human is a being of Volitional Consciousness” ( this jargon appeals better than the desi version ‘buddhi_jeevi’ 😜.  Swa_bodh, mallus say ‘bodhavaan’...etc)


Planet earth. Over the recent 2 centuries, have we made it ‘more’ habitable or lesser? Isn't it our choices that made the difference? There could be habitable planets somewhere in the galaxy or universe, retaining its habitable_worthiness since millennia. Oops! Earth was also made ‘better place’ than what it was, by humans, until few centuries ago!... Especially the bullock_cart fellows of Bharat, evolving into their grasp of Cosmic laws since a few thousand years πŸ™. 


Nobody is exempt from the Constitution called cosmic laws ( just as Indian constitution is supreme among all other enactments.  Indians ‘can’ create a constitutional_crisis😜… Often it is politicians who manage to create such crisis. ) …. When humans choose a thought, word or deed which is in contravention of cosmic laws, no police or judiciary is necessary to implement a corrective action 😜. Cosmic laws are capable by themselves! 


My experience is, i experienced joyousness ‘in proportion to the extent that I understood cosmic laws experientially’ πŸ™… 

One of my silly koschan was “how is it that Mega villains in our Desi epics got moksha? Whereas, their victims were left in the ‘lurch’??? 😜…. Not quite easy to reach the exact_answer, which is in CONformity with cosmic laws πŸ˜œπŸ™. A pravachan/lecture expert might do a patch work trying to justify saying “well, the villains were undergoing a curse, otherwise….they were divine gatekeepers of Lord VishnuπŸ‘”... Not quite πŸ™… Cosmic laws don't exempt even Vishnu 😳, forget his “gate’-keeper😜… epics are flawless, and cosmos_scientific/universe_scientific πŸ™


Now, if the reader is still tolerant to read this_far, I can wind up quoting a reference to “4 declaratory truths/MahaVakyas “πŸ™. Experience of these 4 is enough to know cosmic laws, and after knowing which, nothing else is needed to be known 😜( Howzzat?)


A speck of cosmos, 

And volitionanally yours,

psn ( 9 May, 2026)




Confession:

Please feel free to criticize me, if you feel that i am wrong in giving a desi name to cosmic laws as “sanatan dharma”( i love to be corrected, and with humility & gratitude.) Even if readers spare me, cosmic laws won't, if i am at fault 😭….. dat’s what karma is all about πŸ˜œπŸ™


Thursday, May 07, 2026

Use of Discrimination

 Use of Discrimination(not recommended for reading casually)


Nearest Hindi word i came across is ‘ViBhed’ ( mallus i think say “vivechanam”)


My wild imagination:

Scene 1) i am a student of psychology. I shot a koschan to the professor ( who also teaches to PhD kids) : “Sir, how to diagnose and treat with a patient who complains inability to invoke his intellect, there preventing the use of his own embedded software known as ‘Sense of Discrimination’?”

If i cook up for a possible reply by my imaginary professor, i would incur the wrath of a psycho_prof reading it. ( I don't even know if intellect and use_of_didcrimination is a part of regular & mandatory syllabus ( maybe an elective for doctoral & without a mentor 😳

Scene 2) i am a student of Gurukul 4000 years ago, and i ask “guruji, how does vibhed buddhi get invoked at will & CONSCIOUSLY?”

Guru smiles and quotes : “ataha yogaanusgasanam, yogasChittavruttiNirodaha” 

(please note, i dare say: “whether Patanjali existed or not at that point of ‘time’. Because, a Guru transcends limitations of time”.      😜😜😜 proof? Ask Valmiki, who scripted Ramayana before it happened πŸ™πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯)


( Why this ‘Non_sensical blog occurred in me?”...

Well, i noticed that brain as a functional organ is indispensable for the sense of Discrimination to be ‘used’ by the faculty called ‘intellect’.  A guess work: we have no steering wheel inside our dreams. Brain responds only partially ….like, when we wet our bed cover due_to_a_dream, as an emotional response or an interference by the bladder which couldn't ‘hold it any longer’...

When memory is predominantly steering the dream, i am unable to ask my dad during the time i am inside the dream ”hey dad, you were already dead decades ago? How come you popped-up now???”



It ought to be the Discrimination_deficit which prevented Sir Newton from wondering something like :” okay, apple falls due to gravity, but why the_hell is the apple_tree defying gravity and growing vertically upwards???”.  I hold no animosity towards any scientific mind πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™…. Just that the desi_spirituality is a chronic ailment afflicted in me😭)



Indiscriminately yours,

psn( 7 May, 2026)


A googly : ( 😜🀣πŸ˜₯πŸ™)

Mr Chandrakant jain, when an ordinary youth, got tickled by his sense_of_discrimination while listening to a lecture on meditation by a Big Godman, addressing a large audience πŸ™… None others had this problem, which Chandrakant hadπŸ™… Hence, Chandrakant climbed up to the dias, whispered a question to the speaker in to his ears “sir, do you have experience of the meditative state that you are lecturing about?”( Not interruption to the lecture….    only during an interval, this whisper)

That Godman looked into the eyes of this stranger, decided upon an honest reply “No….but this lecture is my bread&butter. Please don't destroy my livelihood”.

Jain wasn't an egoist . He let off that Godman. But jain didn't let_go his question 😜..  the search led him to be known as “Acharya Rajneesh” and later as a global “Osho” πŸ˜œπŸ™πŸ™)


I started looking for streaks of Discrimination being used by peepals around me, since kid ageπŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯ ( by now, you can guess why i said ‘streaks’  πŸ˜œπŸ™)



A bogus story:

I love bogus stories, as long as i learn concepts πŸ™

A woodcutter was shown 3 axes by river goddess, golden, silver and then wooden and asked if it was his, which fell into the river….. He said ‘no’ to gold and silver, and yes, to his wooden axe. Goddess pleased with with him, gifted the golden & silver while returning own wooden to that guy.

Another cunning woodcutter decided to “Scam” this 😜.  Scamster failed to visualise that “goddesses” use Discrimination by_default😜. Sequence repeated. Cunning fellow nodded ‘yes’ to wooden as 3rd choice asked. Goddess gave the wooden and vanished😜. Scams work only on idiots like me, not god's or goddesses🀣


Saturday, May 02, 2026

Summary of my life

 Summary of my life 


2 May, 2026


 Enduro mahanu bhavulu


Around us πŸ™‚


A good number are inconspicuous too πŸ˜₯


I tried to look at myself, my efforts to evolve, starting from where I am right nowπŸ˜₯ (obviously, i am far-far behind all the great beings i bumped into πŸ™.)


And therefore, value-addition for myself, out of confronting any+all those who are Greater than me, became my priority. 


Over the decades of such pursuit and perseverance, I can tell myself "not bad yaarπŸ‘πŸ˜œ".... Now, age is claiming me to be handed over back to nature, into its recycle bin 🀣. And, on an as_is_where_is basis( like Govt tenders for sale of scraped vehicles πŸ˜œπŸ™)



psn

2 May, 2026