A controversial re-discovery, that I hail from a lineage of traditional beggars ππ
Therefore, I would rather try to confine this blog to a narrative of FIRST_person narrative only ( me, mine, I myself, pertains to only_me…etc π).
Rituals, traditions and practices that happened with me, like anyone born into the cluster of human samples that I be’long into, raised serious doubts in ME_only.
After a huge pomp & show, I was initiated into the greatest maantric_chant, called ‘Gayatri’ . The irony was, I discovered to my utter surprise that whenEver I try to chant this, after a preceding INVOCATIONAL chants, it is no more a mantraπ. It assumes a much higher ‘form’( evidence is glaringly available right_within that invocation_chant, but…. today's high_speed mind has ‘no_time’ to bother about such trivial mattersπππ).
What baffled me was….
The first thing I was asked to ‘do’ immediately after the-most auspicious occasion of my life ( dwija_fication) was, to_beg_for_my_food π³ (a humiliation, which escaped the ‘notice' even….owing to the photo_sessions during it, and the abandonment of this huge ‘lesson’ soon after the show_bijness is overπ. Back to normal egoistic composture π).
In the ancient days, that_begging was realistic!!! Not to be abandoned like todayπ
Why did the most literate, most intelligent, most self_disciplined fellows in a society have_to_BEG for food???(The fuel for seeking an answer to this strange doubt was….. this damn practice sustained for thousands of years π³. Several generations cannot be stupid enough to perpetuate an idiosyncrasy π).
It took decades for me to re-discover π.
How else do I retain in my surface level awareness, of the deep interdependence I am bonded into with everything and everyone around???
How to be damn sure of the interdependence?( Tougher question)
How to make this ‘idea’ into a sustainable thing( ideas can be reversed, forgotten, opaqued, obliterated etc)
A stable living experience of the VERY root of this deepest level of interdependence π is_a_mustπ, therefore!!!
Not an easy task, I was to discover, during this journey on a “pathless_path” (spirituality! Yes, even logically, the ‘thing’ that is ‘ticking’ in this piece of flesh_called_me, is the spirit within π³, by whatever name π. Spirit—->spirituality.).
Then it dawned on me.
The 4 MahaVakyas π
Declaratory truths!
Accept it or throw it away π… the truth isn't dependent on my subscription, patronage, acceptance etc! ( I can be_with that truth, or deny myself the bliss, and suffer a hell created by my own negation of these truths, for innumerable lifetimes π).
Until the experience of the first truth gets STABILISED, after its first peek look/glimpse that ‘it’ reveals into me, inside me, within me…how else can I pursue for its Experiential_permanence, except by using the simplest tool? That tool is simple but not easyπ. Begging π. It keeps reminding me in_real_time, that I am interdependent with this Universeπ( Vasudaiva kutumbakam). I give my everything in return for that one_meal, every time I am ‘genuinely’ hungryπ. (Everything includes the_most precious of my possessions. Why ‘google_search’ with too many possessions? Just my brain_power will doππ. Possess nothing! Beg for food.)
The best plus point is….. when I need to ‘beg’ even for food, I don't need any conscious effort to avoid ego! Humility is an INEVITABLE consequence, an incidental by_product( like cow_dung is a by product and a medicine, manure etc, when cow’s milk is the main purpose of rearing itπ). Reverence from others around was ‘natural’ when they can “see” that this beggar(me) is begging only for his_food, whereas we beg for everything else from_him!!!!
Today, begging is a COGNIZABLE offence π. So, I need to sophisticate it in order to make it inconspicous π, not to gain fame from sophistication π€£. That's another complication forced upon me due to today's social normsπ. It makes my task more thrilling, like a ‘HURDLE’ race! Keep jumping over the damn hurdle, and yet run fast!!!
Anyway, I am now more_or_less settled into what I want to do for the rest of my lifeπ… Choicelessness is the only_freedom!(A tool, for solving the puzzle of Enlightenment π. My blog “the most prized question” might convince a reader, as to how deeply puzzling is this enlightenment bijnessπ. A NASA scientist, with degrees running into 2 lines of alphabets, had asked it on Yahoo answers forum. That forum is gone. But I captured that awesome question into my blogπ).
A beggar, yours,
psn(23 Feb, 2026).
Disclaimer: any reference to any person living or dead, is unintentional, and irrelevant. I am the sole recipient of any hurt, injury( both are very different π) though caused by meπ