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Sunday, July 12, 2026

Receiver set

 " Receiver set" was the popular connotation to the valve-radio, i heard in my kid days.


It implied 'receptivity'.



1971, when I waded through the huge voluminous book in university library, to hunt for brahmamuhurtam and its significance etc( AadiShankara), i could appreciate the choice of timing for 'broadcasting' of energy waves 🙂

But the criteria for 'receptivity'( a radio receiver set 😜) was not mentioned conspicuously 😓. 

It did not matter to me at_that_time, that I didn't know about becoming a receptacle in any verbal format.

The 'search' itself was inspired by a comment from a talk on "waves of beauty"( AadiShankara's composition), where in a mention about a few becoming receptive 'inadvertently' was made😜

The example cited was of a person who is unable to sleep due to severe pain lying in a hospital ( some ailment, injury, etc) and a truck driver driving for the whole night, to reach a deadline 😥.... Both these are very tired and 'need' sleep very badly. Both find sleep creeping into them during 4 to 6 am 🤣.

Wise truck driver takes a mini-nap, parking the truck on roadside. Others face the most accident-prone hours of the night 😂.

The patient may or may not get 'sleep', but finds some respite in his 'experience' of the 'pain' during that hour, even if the injury/ailment is same or worsening. 🙏

Both are 'forced' away from the 'resistance' in the mind/body due to fatigue ( a fatigued/injured soldier offers lesser resistance to the enemy😓).


In my case, I need to be consciously receptive, very healthy, alert, attentive and aware to experience the energy broadcasted even today by hidden yogis, who are also a "repeater-towers' in addition to their own addition of those energy waves 🙏. 

Deities are also_consecrated to receive, magnify and re_broadcast these positive energies ( and therefore, the propitiation during these pre-dawn hours 🙏)


As I said, I try to make it simple to suit my own requirement 🙏. Empty myself at subtle levels, and become a receptacle 😜. An empty fellow offers no resistance to block any subtle energies granted as a free_boon, blessings 🙏

Receptacle yours,
psn(12 july, 2026)

Friday, July 10, 2026

It's okay to reveal a secret

 Communication, as far as global applicability is concerned, and is more or less acceptable by a general consensus, i CopyPaste here 

Quote:
"This refers to the famous 7-38-55 Communication Model established by researcher Albert Mehrabian, which breaks down how we convey and interpret emotions and attitudes in face-to-face conversations."

7 is words, 38 is the tone and texture, while 55 is body language.

Is it not 'reasonable' to make a very wild guess, that our body 'may possibly be using Quantum laws' in its communication 'process'? ( BioCompute is already into the bijness. And to corroborate the 'guess' another accepted theory is (quote) "Composite fermions" a research work by an awardee of Wolf prize in physics, Mr Jainendra K Jain.)...

We, the commoners of today's life, are justified in saying"words fail me, to describe my inner experience "....   Whereas, when we look at history, words prescribed to a person for chanting by a 'wise' being leads that person unto the highest human possibility 😜. How can we rule out the possibility that the desi ancients had harnessed the quantum concepts to the extent of communicating a spiritual experience using words itself 😜🙏🙏🙏  

Consecration, jeeva samadhi, etc are non_verbal formats of communication of subtle energies 🙏

I cannot 'prove' an experience using words, to another person who is trying to use only the '7' in the ratio 7:38:55 to understand my experience or to even look_at_it as a possibility. And therefore, my inability to render a recipient capable enough to experience_and_only_thereafter accept, should not be misconstrued as holding back a 'secret'. 🙏


An example:
A very close friend, elder to me by age called to tell me about this temple and the uniqueness.

I tried to co-relate it with an episode in Mahabharata ( krishna eating a leftover bit of rice from Akshaya-vessel, not washed well that day😜🙏. Quantum laws, caused Sage Durvasa and his retinue simultaneously feeling well fed in a river during a dip in the water 😂)

I didn't imagine that "consecration" of a deity too happened in the same "principle of quantum physics 😳😥🤔"

That friend was referring to a rare kind of temple ( i googled "The legend you are referring to describes the unique rituals at the Thiruvarppu Sreekrishna Swami Temple in Kottayam, Kerala. "

https://www.facebook.com/groups/Periyavaa/posts/2404856936249421/    )


Co-relating bits and pieces of information strewn randomly, and discovering a SECRET needs the skills to use the 'sense of Discrimination' at the level subtler than our sensory levels of perception 🙏. 

😥 I guess, anybody with a 'scientific temper' can agree on this 🙏


Openly yours,
psn(10 Jul 2026)


Wednesday, July 08, 2026

SwaDharma(my role)

 I wrote down a thought of mine to a few who still tolerate me despite what I am unto them 😜

Then I thought, 'who knows? Somebody at some future date might find a meaning in it 🙏... Anyway, its my own life experience, and not a fanciful idea seeking patronage for verbal embellishments or ornamental use of language "


Here it is.....

Swa Dharma 


8 Jul 2026



ये "सनातन धर्म"


का मेरे से ,


निजी/व्यक्तिगत रूप में कोई सीधा/direct संबंध नहीं है 😜🙏🙏🙏 



मैं खुद उसका एक परिणाम हूँ ( और ये तथ्य या उसके भीतर का तत्व, both are different 😜.... का अवबोध भी अनिवार्य नहीं है 🙂)



स्व_धर्म और उसके प्रकारों के अंतर्गत, मुझ पर लागू होने वाले धर्म का पालन करना ही पर्याप्त है।



विपक्ष दल के धर्म से अज्ञान, पप्पू को ही देखो 😜

उसके वक्तव्य+कर्म, सिर्फ और सिर्फ खुद का अस्तित्व बनाए रखने में ही व्यस्त है 😜 ( struggle to retain the relevance. PM is ignoring bulk of his ड्रामेबाजी)



बाल्य धर्म, युवा धर्म, गृहस्थ 'ashram' धर्म, वृद्धाश्रम धर्म ( पिता/पति/पत्नी/पुत्र/मित्र/बंधू/इत्यादि अनेक पात्रों का अपना विशेष धर्म है 🙏)


Identifying our own 'role' at each stage/situation of our life is not at all a part of our modern Syllabus 😂


When nobody is at the steering wheel, even a stone, which hits the side of a wheel, decides the twist in the direction of a vehicle rolling on its own. ( Problems decide our task/priorities on a day_to_day basis. Not our well defined role/Dharma 🙏😜).



"Who asked you for this lecture?"( I wish, my few recipients oblige me by copypasting this question, back unto me 😥....   Then, my own circle arround me gets better defined for me🙏)



A joke 🙏


The tradition of addressing people using each other's 'surname' was a 'tool' to empower the other to keep reminding me of my kulDharma( clan_duty unto the Society) .


Today, we find people shying away from using the surname. 😂


भाड़ में गया मेरा स्वधर्म 😡



Irrelevantly yours,
psn(8 July 2026)



Tail piece:

Once i found a non-presumptous manager as my boss. He never got irritated by any value addition from a non_entity like me( a clerk is a नाचीज़/nonEntity)

I kept my staff-file handy and asked him “sir, where in my appointment order is it written that I_need_to_work? “

He stared. I stretched the paper in that file to read+spot it( copy of my appointment order)

“I am appointed as a clerk at ₹xxx per month…bla_bla_bla…. Where is the mention that I have to “work”???”

He pleaded “please tell me”

Then i pointed to the clause “bound by rules and agreement, time to time updated between the management & workmen “ ( the agreement elaborated my BOUNDEN duties/dharma 😜 

His manager_dharma got updated 🙏



A funny incident: the class teacher of my son when he was in LKG, told her one evening (as my sister went to pick my son back home) : “Madam, i forgot my duty( Dharma). I was supposed to prepare at least one kid for a fancy dress competition in the evening today. There's one more hour time. Can you help”

Sister : 😳😳😳 at such short notice? I can try!

She pulled out my saffron dhoti, wrapped it around the kid asked him to chant a verse in Gita( he learnt it from my mom casually/playfully), holding a stick to look like Shankaracharya ( fancy dress costume, in a short cut). He chanted it smooth.

Sister, to my son : do it now before the microphone, looking up, the mike is taller than you… they may not tilt it to suit your height “

Kid nodded.

Just a “fill up the blanks” for that teacher.

But the judges were unanimous”first prize👍”( the kid had no idea what it_all_meant).

My sister to me : “thank God, i thought of a four_liner from gita, not the 1000 names of Vishnu 🙏😥. That kid keeps the trigger pressed till the magazine is emptied, whether i give him a pistol or a sten_gun !”


Saturday, July 04, 2026

Beliefs versus experiential-knowledge

 Beliefs versus experiential-knowledge


I believe an electrician when he says “sir, you can safely touch that wire. It won't ‘shock’ you”

I touch. I get a shock 😥

I don't have any reason as_yet to disbelieve the electrican 🙏

His turn now👍

He inserts the tester_screwdriver into a live plughole. The tester doesn't glow 😜

Sheepishly he apologises: saaari saar( sorry sir,🙏) tester’s bulb is fused !

( “If a concept in irreligious_Hinduism fails to work, better check my premise”, i tolded/told myself 🙏)




A story i heard from my dad.


Centuries ago, when Christianity had just_invaded the shorees of Kerala….

An orthodox Namboothiri and a devout Father(a priest) grew up together as very close friends. Their religion never stood between their friendship ( unlike the ‘forced conversion’ tactics etc of today😓)


Both were aged, when the Namboothiri once got afflicted by a swelling in his legs. All kinds of native treatments failed to at least arrest the swelling . 


During a routine walk along the banks of a river near their dwellings, the Namboothiri asked his friend “hey friend….you also happen to know a bit of Ayurveda, isn't it? Can you suggest a remedy for this leg_swelling? Unable to walk comfortably with you_even, my dearest friend 😥”

Father : “ well, there's indeed a medicine, but it won't suit you, a strict vegetarian by religion 🙏😓”

Namboori : “okay, tell me what it is?”

Father : medicated fat of a snake 

Namboori: Shiva_Shiva!! Can't think of it 😳

Father: i told you, you won't agree to it 👍

Namboori: well, if not medicine, let me try my ‘faith’... Daily sandhyavandan in this river, standing waist_deep in water flow!


A few months later, the ailment got cured 😜


Namboori: see! My prayers worked. I am better now!

Father: Good 🙏… can we take a walk upstream, for a little distance, now that you are better and can walk easier?

Namboori: of course…let's walk👍


About a kilometre ahead, the father stopped.

Father, pointing to a huge pair of rock in the river : “friend, do you see the carcass of a huge python that got wedged between the rocks, and the water flowing over its partly decayed body?”

Namboori: i do see….what about it?

Father, smiling : the water contained the fat of that snake. You sipped thrice each time, each rituals for days, daily. I had suggested just a spoonful. But you consumed a larger dose, unawares 🙏. It seems to have worked 👍


( Forget about the emotional aftermath,🙏. Pause button for the rest of the story)


“Vataapi jeerno bhava( Mr vataapi, may you get digested)”... a dialogue from a puranic story.

A rishi was fed a goat_flesh, deceptively by the other twin brother of a rakshasa pair. The first one turns himself into a goat. The other makes a meal from the flesh of this ‘goat’ and feeds to passers_by in the forest. Soon after the Brahmin eats ( non_veg…please Note🙏), the living fellow calls out ‘vataapi, come out’. Then they both feast on the dead victim! A boon, that the pair got “death will be simultaneously only”. This rishi transcends the misused boon by using own spiritual powers,🙏. 


Shraadha ceremony in ancient days, the designated representative of the invoked_soul was fed meat+liquor ( as per stories). When the capacity to recover from the negatives of eating meat, drinking liquor deteriorated, the meat got replaced by ulud_vada, and liquor by honey🙏


I inferred from the above ( i may be wrong 🙏, but my guess-work…. works for me😜) : The entire Edifice of what is misconstrued as Hinduism today, is actually scientific. What is misconstrued as rigid_orthodoxy today, was actually a scientific concept, aimed for refining oneself for a specific purpose 🙏. 

I read in “Readers’ Digest” during 1960’s….neuroSurgeons abstain from “coffee” a week ahead of a brain_surgery, to ensure a steady pair of hands👍.  I took this clue and tried to ‘look' for a scientific reason behind those ‘seemingly stupid orthodoxic eccentricities’ . ( I coined a sentence for my personal use : any kind of self_refinement necessarily envisages some_kind of self imposed restriction 🙏…. Over years, this verbal form has turned into an instinctive non_verbal response within me 😜🙏).


My own gradual increase in sensitivity beyond sensory levels of perception happened to open the floodgates of insight into the ‘subtle' spiritual bijness/practices 😜🙏🙏🙏. I am constrained only_by the possible limited receptivity of the other, in sharing my experience 🙏



OpenMindedly yours,
psn(4 July 2026)


Thursday, July 02, 2026

Map drawing book

 Map drawing book


Some where in my 4 and 5 class in my school life, a subject “Geography” popped up 😜



My dad's purse got lightened a bit more, when i needed a note book for “map drawing”. ( A set of about 10 sheets of A-4 size…stitched ‘landscape’ mode 😂. Later version came with an inbuilt tracing paper, on which i ‘trace’ the contours of ‘phoren countries+ India) and transfer the impression to the white sheet for “drawing” the ‘map’ . If i colour and ‘mark’ the details well, i get 6/10. I was okay with even 4/10 🙏.



I look at desi scriptures similarly.

A map of spiritual bijness.

Either a guide, or a reference to know where i am. 

The sophistication in the scriptures are awesome 🙏. They function beyond the two basic features of guidance and reference, only for those who manage to ‘tap’ the human potential within with spiritual tools and practices 🙏

A cab driver ‘uses’ Google map to drive through heavy traffic, when it is A.I. enabled in ‘real' time 😓🙏🙏🙏


Scriptures needed to be synchronised with our genetic code ( using the latest technology  https://www.biocomputeinc.com/  )  seamlessly interwoven with quantum physics within us ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Composite_fermion ) to….

Operationalize the chants in scriptures 🙏

( My experience: i was asked to chant a Maha mantra of 6 alphabets in Sanskrit non_stop, all my waking hours in a residential spiritual program 🙏. 4 days later a strange energy started dancing within me criss-cross! The teacher announced very impersonally “and you thought that this is just a STUPID-mantra? 😂”... I could relate his dialogue to my immediate preceding experience 🙏. I don't know about other co-participants there, in 1992. That damn thing still works, though I utter it very rarely, to mention it 😥🙏)



A map, yours,
psn( 2 Jul 2026)



Post script:

मेरा confidence level, after posting this blog can be easily described 😜


My son , when just into LKG class, drew a crude circle on a paper, and showed it to us saying "apple"( very confident about the shape)


My sister: " if you say_so, yes💪"( and to me :"our task in shaping up this kid starts here! Starting point". I smiled at her, undertaking a 20-year project for herself, in grooming that kid.

Not at all bad, i would say to her🙏)


More than I can ask for

 More than i can ask for



'वांच्या समाधिकम "


More than you are 'capable to ask for'( 4th verse of 'waves of beauty ')


1971.

A borrower_ticket to university library nagpur. 

They refused to part with an ancient volume"Original works of Shankaracharya ", translated from German 😜

No copies, if lost/misplaced. Brittle pages🙏😓


I was taken to the"chief librarian "

He : why do you want to read this book? A B.Com student, you are!"

Me: sir🙏. Precious information I am seeking. The best time to study B.Com syllabus is Brahma muhurat. This book might help me to find the significance of 4 to 6 am 🙏"

He: " looks interesting 🤔😃.... As a special case, you can glance through it in my next room. Even if I am not there, i will ask this assistant to provide you the book to read between 11 am and 4 pm only"


3+ months, it took to find the mention of 4 am to 6 am. 

But the efforts yielded "वांच्या समाधिकम "...😂


A funny incident.



Superfluously yours,
psn(2 Jul 2026)


Supports to our life energies

 Supports to our life energies


Our life energy and its intensity decides the quality of our life.

We can improve it further only if we become adept at ‘directing’ our energies at will, CONSCIOUSLY and judiciously. ( The skill is broadly termed as ‘prana-yaama(roughly translated as “energy-taming”) .

Eastern ‘fighting’ skills continue to awe us😂. The experts practice meditation, more than the ‘muscle building’! That ought to convince us🙏



TriSandhya is a phenomenon in nature! It supports our perception by balancing our inner/innate energies 🙏

A person, place or thing which supports similarly, are consciously 'sought'. A 'balanced' mind is bound to function better.  Hence the traditional practices like spending a few moments of silence at any place/time which adds an external support. A householder begins with 'balancing' oneself! The functional aspect is standing/sitting for a couple of moments before a fotu, a lamp, ....a place of regular meditation, the shade of a tree in a temple, etc.... ( An example seemingly_exaggerated, is the belief of regular visitors to Sabarimala, using their black_coloured wornout bedsheet when a little sick, during other times of the year😜. It worked for many, and thus a 'belief'! But the urge is not strong enough to 'deduce' the subtle factor in the phenomenon 🙏)




With practice, of a few minutes of quietude during any "sandhya" .....

We should be able to notice the distinction, while sitting at any  place, naturally or consciously consecrated/temple!( Such 'energy' places are supportive to a person/life)

When quite a few notice it repeatedly, too often ( the scientific element of repetitiousness) that object, a stone there is treated as swayambhoo/jyotirLingam etc 😜...


Today's people visit such swayambhoo, using only a belief!( The capacity to 'feel' that energy is too feeble within to 'sense' 😓



I preferred to strive towards sourcing it right within, though an arduous task 😂 ,( its like carrying a torchlight, an oxygen bottle wherever I go 😜) and can be used whenever & wherever I need. ( The hero in the movie “enter the dragon” when suddenly trapped in an iron cage, squats crosslegged and meditates instead of pumping his blood pressure higher due to 🫪… he reorganises his innate energies, to rejuvenate, with nothing ‘else’ to be done on his_outside now!)


Pranically yours,
psn(2 July 2026)


Tuesday, June 30, 2026

Kavach (a protective Sheath)

 Kavach ( a protective Sheath)


Our present PM displayed too openly his ability to “trust” when he politely declined to ‘wear’ a bullet-proof jacket, even the vulnerability was great, when he said “then what for, are my security people?( I trust them, more/better  than a jacket “


When a security cover ( kavach/कवच) becomes subtler, the weapon turns harmless 😜😜😜😜

Vashishta offered his physical body to be ‘tested’ by a “siddha_ascetic” who demonstrated his own ability first ( the sword broke, when he slashed his own arm with the other slashing it holding a sword).

To the surprise of that ascetic, the sword just passed through the chest of Vashishta, twice, leaving the body unharmed 😜


Ever heard of the “assassination” of a mahaRishi?

Ever heard of a brahmin lady of the first 3 yugas being ‘raped/molested’??? ( Z security was sophisticated 🙏).

( There's a ‘story’ of a mad elephant sent to trample Gautama Buddha deliberately. It became ‘calm’ and sat down at his feet, after it reached His proximity 😂. A symbolic story, to evidence the “subtle Z category security cover, which those spiritually -evolved giants carried along 24/7, at Zero_cost 🙏😜)


Even Cyber security was sophisticated. Proof: the pontiff of puri mutt ( a Shankaracharya) had to meditate for some 7 years, to download Vedic maths ( akash_tatwa/nothingness, not just Cloud_computers)!


Our own hidden divinity is held “captive”( a prisoner, not as a security_cover) by our own Wide_spectrum of kavach, our kaarmic residues 😜🙏


A very small but significant difference in the ancients was, they devised the security cover into a cost_effective gadget/tool 🙏. ( Evidence abounds even today, if we care to look at few seekers walking barefoot, scantily clothed, in sub-zero temperature around the mountain ranges of Himalayas. Warm clothing are a burdensome nuisance for them 🙏. My own curiosity got satiated unwittingly, when i practiced a few spiritual tools for a higher purpose,🙏….the byproduct was, i didn't need the ‘normal’ protective clothing from small extremes of weather like hot_sun, torrential_rain, or winter cold suggesting warm_clothes🙏).


Spirituality happens to touch every aspect of material life ALSO 🙏…..and in a Pronounced way😜🙏


Securely yours,
psn(30 June, 2026)


Tail piece: This can be an entertainment for readers, but it is an experiential truth for me. Only in 1994 i came to know, that my being within is under a “E-category security cover” provided by my spiritual teacher, under a 400_year_old contract 🙏😂. The security is only from external threats. The stupidities i do inside me is my own responsibility 😥. It is still operative 👍


Promotion versus demotion

 Promotion versus demotion


😜


An odd creature i am 🙏


Demotion works better for me, when my pursuit is to merge with nothingness 🤣


Everyone knows about the taste of promotion ( owner's pride and neighbours envy…. goes well with promotion as well, like it used to describe a TV ad)


Demotion, when CONSCIOUSLY opted for, adds an external support to insulate oneself from the inherent tendency of ‘identification’ of the ‘being' within with something that only might ‘belong’ to it, but can never be that something itself 🙏.


Rigorous tests emerged when my potential & capabilities started expanding in terms of becoming useful to better_handling of material aspect of life, for myself and others 😥. It called for greater caution, to avoid getting identified with this accrued accumulation of capabilities, useful only for handling the life outside of me, and the thing that just belonged to me for this lifetime only🙏


Oh yes…. these additional capabilities were an incidental byproduct of my spiritual journey, and were never my purpose of the journey. In fact, 😜, the journey itself largely constituted the ‘distancing from everything that was not_me’ 🙏


I don't know how a reader is going to view this narrative 🙏… The question of any value addition to a reader arises only thereafter 🙏 


Disowning LY yours,
psn (30 June, 2026)


Monday, June 29, 2026

Curiosity & exploration

 Curiosity & exploration 


The subtle distinction between the 2 drivers.... 

Curiosity

Exploration 

....is easier noticeable in kids 🤣


( A professional 'teacher', who is unfortunately sincere in teaching, needs the 'use: of sense of Discrimination...to distinguish this, in her each student — for a response to be productive 🙏😭)



Otherwise, for mere salary, teacher simply 'parrots' the damn syllabus every year till retirement. Any value addition to the kids is quite incidental and unintentional 😔🙏


If adults are eager to ‘know' about their own levels of receptivity ( whether it is just a curiosity to know? Or an exploration to rediscover something?)....they can try an honest introspection at their recent sightseeing trips 😜

( I omit mentioning details of my eccentricities in each visit to strange spiritual places, mostly plundered remnants 🙏)



But a joke is okay 👍…..

A cousin of mine, a native of Kerala, and hence understandably ‘extra-proud’ of his grasp in mallu language, boasted of his in-depth grasp of the subtle theme of an old movie “nakhaKshatangal” ( newly released then!). He even described the newer dimensions he noticed incrementally during his second and third viewing of that movie 😂. One hour, he described the ‘subtle’ aspects 🙏. He paused.

I replied “ i saw the movie only ONCE 🙏”, and continued “i think i can relate the theme to the name of the movie, as a humble guess, since you didn't mention the justification of title of the movie 🙏”

And i proceeded with my version of what i saw😂…. Just 15 minutes, since I had to mention ONLY what he missed!

He felt a little awkward to openly say that i noticed even that, which he missed, but he blurted it in another sentence “ i must see that movie again now👍”( unable to ‘wait’, he traveled a 100 kms to a theatre where it was screened in its second run, morning show, after renewal of licence of 10 years, from censor Board.



Inquisitively yours,
psn(29 June, 2026)