Exceptions

 Exceptions

A concept, which never ceased to fascinate me, even as a kid.

As a fallout of this awe, I happened to develop a keen desire to deepen my perceptions to learn more and more about any exception that I notice in any walk of life.
Exception peaked when a Master said "there is no death for a person who lives in this moment!" Whhhat!!!! I got alerted.  No death anymore? Eternal? Chiranjeevi? That means the old guys(ancient rishis, enlightened ones, and the mentions by them in the scriptures) were right all along? 😥Something that is going to take a long time for me to grasp!

But small exceptions were easier to try 😂
Like....
Slicing a cluster of vegetables(especially leafy ones) with a sharp knife, without looking at the process. I need to just focus my mind better on the 'feel' of my fingers of both palms, SIMULTANEOUSLY, to improve their mutual coordination so well that... they become each other's eyes😂
I managed to type the data on a keyboard, without much errors, by looking at ONLY the source of the data (not on the keyboard, or the monitor !). This skill 'produced' another exception in me which I never really aspired for😂....  The officer at the 'data' centre (monitoring the data on Monitors at Head office) saw that 'exception' (hey! this guy is snatching one in every 15 transaction id's generated by the 'system!!!). He dug up more data about my user-id. I clocked thrice the average output by average data entry operators( all-India branches), and the 'rate' of errors was ridiculously low!!  He used the " ip" phone line (internet protocol line) to just know the stupid_name of this exceptional guy 😂(psn). I didn't accord much importance to his-discovery( 'hua tou hua' they say in Hindi).
Taking both hands off, while riding a bicycle is a very normal_exception. But it trains the mind to focus lot better. A new driver holds a 'rigid' and stiff face in a unruly traffic crowd😂 .  The stiffness of face isn't going to help him drive safer, only a better focus will!!!

I even experimented trying to be functionally_exceptional not as a 'freak' idiot always😂.
At my work place, 9 out of 12 clerks wished to avail leave (all were bachelors, 20--22 age), for 5 days, suffixing and prefixing a grand festival 'Diwali' (festival of lights). Our boss declined for a very valid reason. Each had a day's work attending to customers👍And, 3 guys can't handle the work of 12.  (at the most, 9 can 'share' the load of 3 absentees).  I took up the challenge. Planned a week ahead. Job-break-down concept (in 1978, this phrase "Job break down" wasn't popular in desi brains yet! It was crucial to ensure safeguards of the institution, while overlooking/by-passing the Standard-procedure of dealing with work. Shortcuts were needed, without diluting any safety concerns. A bunch of exceptions, were to be experimented 😂 We did it.  It became a memorable excercise. Those 3 (I was one of them) inadvertently tapped a hidden potential within!!!  I tracked the career of the other 2.  They did use their latent 'exceptional-skills' to become exceptional in the later decades😂( One thing i can say with confidence now, 2 decades post my retirement : If rules are understood deep enough, the doors to exceptions about adherence to those rules open up proportionately👍)

Getting enlightened, I was to discover, is the rarest of the rare exceptions😥
And, within those guys who 'become' exceptional, just 5% of the 5% who stay back alive. 'speak' about it😥

That reminds me to wind it up here, with a tragic observation : Spiritual evolvement used to be a very normal routine until a thousand years ago atleast, in Bharat. It is an exception today😭(a very discouraging exception)

unexceptionally yours,
psn(20th of May, 2026)

Intensely relaxed

 Intensely relaxed.

As briefly as i can, i have tried to place my experience of decades of physical aspect of my spiritual practices, as a key to growth and progress🙏

The word “intense” at once triggers tension in us 😂. That's because of the consequences of today's life situation we face routinely. Psychologically we are enslaved to combining tension with intensity, and have ended up with a disability in separating the two. Unless we become tensed-up we don't become intense. When we are relaxed, we are dull, inattentive and non-alert. 

Spiritual practices yield results in proportion to the level of intensity of our alertness, attentiveness and an utterly relaxed mind. Unless the mind is relaxed( calm and still) the organ brain and its obedient neuro_network is not going to obviate tension at physical levels. Even the subtlest tension opaque the subtle inner experience. No wonder, the most_relaxed posture in “yog” asanas is aptly named as “Corpse posture” 🤣. A corpse offers no resistance at all, and therefore manages total relaxation 😜. 

I need not attempt here to elaborate on the practices or the ‘practical tips/hints’ about how_to master this intense_relaxation. The functional form differs with each individual, simply because no two minds are alike😜. We create an entire World of our own, with our mind which is unique in itself 🙂.

A grasp of this concept, might help us to extract maximum yield out of all the practices we undertake on a spiritual path.

For those who are not yet ready for a spiritual quest, this concept, if tested and tried, will help maximize the results of their efforts invested in handling the Material aspect of life. ( Easiest example is, an utterly relaxed mind ensures peak performance of a sportsperson in the world_finals of his sport. Any tension in the mind reduces one's own capabilities proportionately. A sport loses its purpose with a tensed mind😜. And a world_finals is a recipe for tensed mind 🙏)

Inte_Restingly yours,

psn(17 May, 2026)

What irks a reader

 What irks a reader?

If, the reader's mind has calmed down to become receptive, the answer is ridiculously simple🙂 “readers own mind decided to become irked” 😜

Stubborn kids in school decide within “come on, let me see how you are going to ‘teach’ me? I shall Refuse to learn👍. Do what you like 😜”( it is the school teacher who gets irked by the stubbornness of that kid, not the kid!)

Readers realise, something they ought_to_have tried to imbibe/could_have imbibed, while reading a preachy stuff especially 😜…. And the ego gets hurt 😥. Defensiveness pops up by default. This defensiveness knows “this is indefensible” and yet persists recalling stupid excuses🤣. The innocent, well meant writeup faces the negative vibes, for no fault of its own!( Doctors are clever with their words🙏. They never poke into the ego with “you were careless with your health” and similar sounding words👍… they just “stick” to bijness, and prescribe relief, not_cure. It is the body, which struggles to Cure, because nature has zero ego😥

If the foregoing is acceptable, how to find a ‘real’ Guru is a futile search 😜. Out of 6 desi types of teachers, the Guru is different from the rest of 5 in one aspect —-he decides upon a receptive disciple 😥🙏. He knows what it takes for a seeker to experience within the non_verbal thirst for seeking the unknowable( logically 😜). 

There could be scoundrels ( benign & malefic, like tumors 😥) who might provoke a seeking in a disinterested person and vanish from the scene, where a Guru takes over. ( I know the pain and suffering of playing a benign_scoundrel 😜🙏, by sheer experience! It is only now, after 3 decades of playing a villain, age has helped me to done down my villainy in me😭. “The spirit is willing (to be a villain), but the body is weak.

After nearly 7 years of hectic volunteering ( hidden agenda had always been to cause unrest in my innocent victims,)...i decided to write, with more focus on irksome cluster of words, for the same purpose —disturb a reader out of his comfort zone.  Exceptions in the readers were very rare, and only one reader decided to respond about his experience, taking 5 years to overcome his hesitation, apprehending that i may not believe his experience due to reading & retesting the nuisance caused by a blog ( “breaking point”) 😂. The name itself is honest🙏. The blog, if taken a bit seriously, is vulnerable to drive the reader to his ‘breaking point”. Only 1 reader got victimized 😭. No regrets👍. I didn't disclose the name of one the coveted ‘states_of-Being’ in reply to his private mail, in keeping with the rules of Yogic tradition. I merely said “i can relate your experience with my own, and hence can ‘believe’ you🤣”. He radiating joyous_gratitude in his ‘revelation’ of inner experience 🙏. I thanked Maya_Madam for her mischief through me😔.

I have tried my best to tone down the ‘hurt’ through my words( words don't injure. Hurt is our own Manufacturing 😜). 

Villainously yours,

psn(16 May 2026)

Post script:

Statistics is used more to tell convincing_lies😜( media guys mint money)

I am a pathetic disaster, statistically. Only 1 recorded ‘hit’ in my 1000 blogs, and 2 L hits on blog_page( Google says 2L).

Paradoxically, Masters would ( i am almost sure) exclaim 😡 “Whhhat? This pint_sized guy got a hit??? Unbelievable!” And i might retort quoting “agar khuda meherbaan, tou gadha pehelwan👍”... God benevolence makes a donkey into a winning wrestler…..😜

Recognition, cognizable, cognizance

 Recognition, cognizable, cognizance 

For my entire kid age, I was recognised as an idiot by the bulk of my relatives, as elders around me 😂 ( Best part is, i never attempted to ‘reform’ myself from my idiosyncrasies. In fact, i accelerated my idiotic nature after 1992, when some Master taught me spiritual tools🙏).

We depend on something within us, to recognise things and others…isn't it? We teach kids to recognise the shape of letters and its corresponding sound forms, so that the kid grows familiar with a commonality called ‘language'. Use of gadgets, recognising the latent ‘resistance’ in it, we learn + teach those who seek to learn from us!

What do we ‘look’ for in the humans? ( Divorce rate is increasing incredibly 🙏…. Mutual Compatibility depends heavily on recognising the level of ‘flexibility' in our ‘Saha-vaasis’/co-habitants’ 🙂,. Other wise, they seem Durvasa/inCoHabitable for us. Sage Durvasa was famous for nuisance value only( when his intrinsic worth which was in CONFORMITY with Cosmic laws/sanatan Dharma, remained inconspicuous to people around him even ‘then’😜.  Ability to recognise a person has always been an issue since times immemorial 🙏

Real life example: My son, compuLiterate unlike me, worked for a multinational software firm which designed software only for in-house needs( 19 of their global entities, engaging a thousand plus experts from best colleges and toppers. Obviously the CTC/salary was always twice the market rate, and annual hikes around 30% for performers. Convincing? Well, this firm assigned a software development to my son, designed to “recognise talents, from unconventional+unrelated areas of human activity” 😜🙏. Impressed? If not, dump this narrative 🙏….  The software worked👍. Something that globally acclaimed head_hunters can only ‘envy’. 🙂  ( To me, the entire ‘structure’ of the design likened with the methodology deployed by ancient Gurus who used ‘mystic’ tools to spot their potential candidate/disciple for tutelage under them in spiritual bijness 😜🙏)

By now, i am quite familiar with the tools used by others around me, in evaluating my worth….😜

If i failed to notch on their_yardsticks, i would struggle to survive amid them🙏.

Fortunately, I have a serious drawback/defect/lacking/weakness/deficiency/whatever 😥….   My wants and desires failed miserably to reach even the average ‘needs’ of a normal human being, by today's standards/parameters 😭🙏.  The negative advantage of this shortcoming is, their ‘ratings’ about me doesn't matter for my peaceful survival 😜

( Personally, and privately, what mattered more to me was, i get recognised by Masters, with and without their mortal frame🙏.  While i have no means of knowing about bodiless guys interested in me, my experience holds good about mystics i keep bumping into too often right from my kid age i remember of👍👍)

As an incidental byproduct, the tools that come handy to cognize using the 5 senses of perception and also the perception beyond, got within my range of recognition by_me. 

I cheerfully bow, with utmost gratitude to ALL those who labelled me as an idiot👍… ( Ashtavakra too, might have felt similarly grateful for his nomenclature, and several times more intensely than me🙏, when he authored a version of Gita, by his own name, matched by none_else👍. Eight_deformities wala, is his name 😜🙏🙏)

Deformed, yours,

psn (9 May, 2026)

Cosmic laws

 Cosmic laws 

I don't possess the necessary competence to expound the concepts involving cosmic laws 🙏

But, this much sense dawned into me, to understand experiencially, that i am an inalienable part of it 😜( gratitude to my spiritual journey thus far😥).

Do we need_at_all,  a ‘lecture’ on cosmic-laws? Not at all. Please continue oblivious to the existence of the cosmic laws 😜. It's a choice that ‘only’ humans can make🙏…..   

“Human is a being of Volitional Consciousness” ( this jargon appeals better than the desi version ‘buddhi_jeevi’ 😜.  Swa_bodh, mallus say ‘bodhavaan’...etc)

Planet earth. Over the recent 2 centuries, have we made it ‘more’ habitable or lesser? Isn't it our choices that made the difference? There could be habitable planets somewhere in the galaxy or universe, retaining its habitable_worthiness since millennia. Oops! Earth was also made ‘better place’ than what it was, by humans, until few centuries ago!... Especially the bullock_cart fellows of Bharat, evolving into their grasp of Cosmic laws since a few thousand years 🙏. 

Nobody is exempt from the Constitution called cosmic laws ( just as Indian constitution is supreme among all other enactments.  Indians ‘can’ create a constitutional_crisis😜… Often it is politicians who manage to create such crisis. ) …. When humans choose a thought, word or deed which is in contravention of cosmic laws, no police or judiciary is necessary to implement a corrective action 😜. Cosmic laws are capable by themselves! 

My experience is, i experienced joyousness ‘in proportion to the extent that I understood cosmic laws experientially’ 🙏… 

One of my silly koschan was “how is it that Mega villains in our Desi epics got moksha? Whereas, their victims were left in the ‘lurch’??? 😜…. Not quite easy to reach the exact_answer, which is in CONformity with cosmic laws 😜🙏. A pravachan/lecture expert might do a patch work trying to justify saying “well, the villains were undergoing a curse, otherwise….they were divine gatekeepers of Lord Vishnu👍”... Not quite 🙏… Cosmic laws don't exempt even Vishnu 😳, forget his “gate’-keeper😜… epics are flawless, and cosmos_scientific/universe_scientific 🙏

Now, if the reader is still tolerant to read this_far, I can wind up quoting a reference to “4 declaratory truths/MahaVakyas “🙏. Experience of these 4 is enough to know cosmic laws, and after knowing which, nothing else is needed to be known 😜( Howzzat?)

A speck of cosmos, 

And volitionanally yours,

psn ( 9 May, 2026)

Confession:

Please feel free to criticize me, if you feel that i am wrong in giving a desi name to cosmic laws as “sanatan dharma”( i love to be corrected, and with humility & gratitude.) Even if readers spare me, cosmic laws won't, if i am at fault 😭….. dat’s what karma is all about 😜🙏

Use of Discrimination

 Use of Discrimination(not recommended for reading casually)

Nearest Hindi word i came across is ‘ViBhed’ ( mallus i think say “vivechanam”)

My wild imagination:

Scene 1) i am a student of psychology. I shot a koschan to the professor ( who also teaches to PhD kids) : “Sir, how to diagnose and treat with a patient who complains inability to invoke his intellect, there preventing the use of his own embedded software known as ‘Sense of Discrimination’?”

If i cook up for a possible reply by my imaginary professor, i would incur the wrath of a psycho_prof reading it. ( I don't even know if intellect and use_of_didcrimination is a part of regular & mandatory syllabus ( maybe an elective for doctoral & without a mentor 😳

Scene 2) i am a student of Gurukul 4000 years ago, and i ask “guruji, how does vibhed buddhi get invoked at will & CONSCIOUSLY?”

Guru smiles and quotes : “ataha yogaanusgasanam, yogasChittavruttiNirodaha” 

(please note, i dare say: “whether Patanjali existed or not at that point of ‘time’. Because, a Guru transcends limitations of time”.      😜😜😜 proof? Ask Valmiki, who scripted Ramayana before it happened 🙏😥😥😥)

( Why this ‘Non_sensical blog occurred in me?”...

Well, i noticed that brain as a functional organ is indispensable for the sense of Discrimination to be ‘used’ by the faculty called ‘intellect’.  A guess work: we have no steering wheel inside our dreams. Brain responds only partially ….like, when we wet our bed cover due_to_a_dream, as an emotional response or an interference by the bladder which couldn't ‘hold it any longer’...

When memory is predominantly steering the dream, i am unable to ask my dad during the time i am inside the dream ”hey dad, you were already dead decades ago? How come you popped-up now???”

It ought to be the Discrimination_deficit which prevented Sir Newton from wondering something like :” okay, apple falls due to gravity, but why the_hell is the apple_tree defying gravity and growing vertically upwards???”.  I hold no animosity towards any scientific mind 🙏🙏🙏…. Just that the desi_spirituality is a chronic ailment afflicted in me😭)

Indiscriminately yours,

psn( 7 May, 2026)

A googly : ( 😜🤣😥🙏)

Mr Chandrakant jain, when an ordinary youth, got tickled by his sense_of_discrimination while listening to a lecture on meditation by a Big Godman, addressing a large audience 🙏… None others had this problem, which Chandrakant had🙏… Hence, Chandrakant climbed up to the dias, whispered a question to the speaker in to his ears “sir, do you have experience of the meditative state that you are lecturing about?”( Not interruption to the lecture….    only during an interval, this whisper)

That Godman looked into the eyes of this stranger, decided upon an honest reply “No….but this lecture is my bread&butter. Please don't destroy my livelihood”.

Jain wasn't an egoist . He let off that Godman. But jain didn't let_go his question 😜..  the search led him to be known as “Acharya Rajneesh” and later as a global “Osho” 😜🙏🙏)

I started looking for streaks of Discrimination being used by peepals around me, since kid age😥😥 ( by now, you can guess why i said ‘streaks’  😜🙏)

A bogus story:

I love bogus stories, as long as i learn concepts 🙏

A woodcutter was shown 3 axes by river goddess, golden, silver and then wooden and asked if it was his, which fell into the river….. He said ‘no’ to gold and silver, and yes, to his wooden axe. Goddess pleased with with him, gifted the golden & silver while returning own wooden to that guy.

Another cunning woodcutter decided to “Scam” this 😜.  Scamster failed to visualise that “goddesses” use Discrimination by_default😜. Sequence repeated. Cunning fellow nodded ‘yes’ to wooden as 3rd choice asked. Goddess gave the wooden and vanished😜. Scams work only on idiots like me, not god's or goddesses🤣

Summary of my life

 Summary of my life 

2 May, 2026

 Enduro mahanu bhavulu

Around us 🙂

A good number are inconspicuous too 😥

I tried to look at myself, my efforts to evolve, starting from where I am right now😥 (obviously, i am far-far behind all the great beings i bumped into 🙏.)

And therefore, value-addition for myself, out of confronting any+all those who are Greater than me, became my priority. 

Over the decades of such pursuit and perseverance, I can tell myself "not bad yaar👍😜".... Now, age is claiming me to be handed over back to nature, into its recycle bin 🤣. And, on an as_is_where_is basis( like Govt tenders for sale of scraped vehicles 😜🙏)

psn

2 May, 2026

Hinduism

 Hinduism 

1 may 2026

A classmate forwarded a video clip narrating the “tree of scriptures” in Hinduism to dispel the popular misconception that Gita is to Hinduism like bible is for Christianity, Quran is for islam, etc….

I wrote:

[01/05, 1:06 pm] PSN: Last sentence, i agree in exclusivity of the foregoing.

"Map" .... ये एक दम सच है 🙏 

In fact, entire "tree" is a 2-in-1....

Roadmap or milestone.

बीच महासागर में ( pacific ocean) without any compass , can we swim/row a small boat to reach "some" shore?

On land, middle of sahara desert, which direction will we walk?

Yes, sun and its direction can guide in ocean/desert। 

In Hinduism, the "ULTIMATE" aim is not_Godजी 😜

Moksha is the ultimate 🙏( अगर ये सच है...... Litmus test is crucial for मोक्ष 🙏)

Litmus test= EXPERIENCE of the 4 MahaVakyas 🙏

If, these 4 are an experience, that person can throw away all the books(tree का list)

The entire tree( scriptures), all the lakhs of temples( Gurudwara, jain, buddhist, mutts/मठ including) are mere tools😂।

ये "tree" का list देखकर डरने की जरूरत नहीं है 😜 

जीवन शैली ही काफी है, मोक्ष के लिए ( bulk of enlightened ones in Bharat were non-brahmins 🤣... Bulk of scriptures were authored by non-brahmins🙏. "Ved"vyas was born of a fisherwoman. Valmiki was a tribal dacoit. Vishwamitra was a king....endless list!

Brahmins used to "read" scriptures, in order to "become" like Google_search, for all others. In order to avoid greed, ego, etc they took a मन्नत/vow, "भीख मांग कर ही खायेंगे" They became mobile roadMap-milestone for entire society 🙏 ( respect for such truly_sacrificing brahmin was automatic/unsolicited 🙏. मैं सिर्फ़ एक चोर-बोम्मन हूं 😜)

True meaning of Sanatan Dharma: Universal law

Sanatan= times immemorial ( before humans existed🙏 scriptures का सवाल ही नहीं 😜)

धर्म is law( nearest English word )

We are a recycled product of countless cause&effect in the universe/ब्रह्मांड 🙏। Hence, adherence to *_cosmic laws_* or सनातन धर्म is the ONLY "route" to salvation/moksha।

मोह का क्षय होना= मोक्ष 😜

I welcome to be corrected with all the humility possible in me( क्योंकि, मेरा भी उद्देश्य मोक्ष ही है, तर्क जीतना नहीं 😜😜😜🙏🙏🙏)

[01/05, 1:11 pm] PSN: Even by chance 

somebody becomes a तलबगार to this "tree" description..... nothing is wrong/lost. सिर्फ उठापटक थोड़ा ज्यादा करके, same मोक्ष 😜..... ( Reason = scriptures are in Sanskrit 🙏. Nature of sanskrit is unique & different from all man-made languages 🙏😜. Self_corrective factors in sanskrit makes/renders it into a powerful tool 🙏 )

Spiritually yours

psn(1 May, 2026)

Logic and emotions in us

 Logic and emotions in us

 Logic is like our old table clock, in which we turn a spring for alarm.  Sensible people allow the spring to unwind itself fully 😜. Unwinding fully retains the ‘life’ of spring longer. Holding the ‘tension’ of the spring weakens the temper of the spring sooner.

Logic, our mind keeps winding 24/7😜

Some of the windings get fully unwinded, when ground reality matches our logical expectations 🙏

What about the unfulfilled windings? 😜😂😂

Sounds stupid? Then look at a baby under one year of age. Full of emotions. Zero logic. Joyous, 24/7. We adults enjoy looking at the baby crying a little, emotionally, while simultaneously doing our best to console it. Next moment after waking or crying, the baby radiates joy!( We love to keep looking at the kid🙏)

Logic at its very best is absolutely necessary for our well being and ease of living 🙏

Unwinding the tension in the logic? 😜 ( I omit the mention of ‘how to’.... Readers loathe “preachy stuff” 🙏.  Diagnosis is a bit rare, especially accurate ones 🙏.

I leave it to the readers to figure out if emotions by itself needs any winding/unwinding, exclusive of logic?

Yes, if a reader feels inspired enough to genuinely seek details/elaborations, I might be persuaded to respond 🙏 (why am I like this now?... I am trying to adhere to advise by Manu in his smriti, in verse 110(chapter 2)

( My recent real_life experience 🙏… i happened to join in a get-together of my school-class_mates, 1957-58 to 1969-70, after 56 years😜, on 27Apr,2026, evening, for 3½ hrs.  A wide spectrum of rare specimens of minds, successfully recreating the kid age togetherNess instantly 😜… Unwinding of tensions in many of them happened effortlessly, by the high_voltage charged atmosphere that got ‘generated’ by_itself! Remember, everyone was 73 PLUS🙏

I dedicate this narrative to my dearest ‘gang’ with all the humility possible in me😔).

Emotionally yours,

“PS” ( thats still my id_proof, with schoolmates 😜)

30 april, 2026

Ignored ignorance

 Ignored ignorance 

For a very long time, I remained ignorant that to ignore (something) is a conscious choice, where as ignorance is lack/absence of the information itself about that something. 😂

A baby doesn't ignore anything 🙏. I wonders about anything and everything that it ‘senses’ through its sense organs. The sense organs are highly alert, very sharp and therefore very receptive( till that baby starts forming a ‘mind’ of its own). 

As an adult, my preoccupied mind  renders me ignorant of the mosquito that is biting my skin, and i ignorantly_ignore the pain sensation conveyed to my brain by the neuro-network, to evoke a ‘response’ towards the injured skin 😂 ( i was reading a suspense thriller 😞)

A few people decide to try sitting quiet with eyes closed, and still remain very alert, and yet very relaxed!( Usually this practice is done by the name ‘meditation’!).  The joke is, the tiny pain of a mosquito, or a much smaller sensation on the skin which we were hitherto ‘ignorant’ about, suddenly becomes intense enough to make us restless, and disturbs us, provokes a response from us, when we ‘decide' to sit ‘unmoved’ for a few minutes 😜. An itch somewhere ‘demands’ an Urgent scratching by our finger_nails😜 , and a ‘fight’ ensues within our mind, ‘who will win? The resolve to sit quiet or the exaggerated sensation?”

Communication in all its forms seeks to dispel our ignorance that we have the potential to respond to ‘life’ ticking inside us🙏. The source of this communication is from outside of us( ever changing situation) and also from within us. The sense organs takes care of data from outside! ( A teacher once asked us “all your educational degrees, information, data etc which is in your memory/harddisk came through only the 5 sense organs isn't it? Do you have any bit of information which did_not come through any of the 5 sense organs?( Input devices)?”  Oops! I felt!! 😳.  The question gave birth to another question”is it possible to gather data from other_than the sense organs?”...  I was reminded of a jargon “ESP”( Extra-sensory perception). Still it is only a ‘perception’( a visibility, a receptivity). But the desi word for ESP hinted at a deeper possibility 😥…. Gyan, knowledge, which is a product of post_analysis of well arranged data🙏😥….  Indriya_atheeth_gyan !!! ( Knowledge from beyond sensory levels source 😳)

Am I ignorant of all this just_because i ignored my ignorance??? 🤔

We do not get to see a non_human life form ( insects, animals, birds etc) getting trapped in a natural calamity like an earthquake, cyclone, flood, lightening, volcanic eruption etc 😥😳😳.  They don't ignore the early warning from nature, and therefore escape the onslaught. We put up an excuse of “ignorance” when we ignored our potential to sense the warning 🙏 ( Dr Yashpal Kapoor, who was a scientific advisor to Govt of India, wrote “tribals in the forest taught me to notice the ants who travel very differently, three days ahead of a torrential rain, to escape drowning, when our “Param Computer” is still struggling to be accurate in predicting weather 😜😂”). 

“Ignorance of law is not an excuse” !! Other than that, we decide to use ‘ignorance’ as an excuse for everything we ignored 👍.

Worst casuality of our decision_to_ignore is spirituality 🙏. ( Ancients decided to handle the problem of ignorance conclusively 😜. 

They conceptualized ‘that’ knowing which, we get rid of ignorance about anything 😜🙏.  They verbalised this concept into 4 stages of evolvement. These 4 are famous as MahaVakyas/declaratory truths! If these 4 are within a person's EXPERIENCE, he is free from ignorance of all forms. He can ‘know' whatever he wants to know, instantly 👍.  One recent person instituted 4 institutions to propagate these 4 truths, one each, as a gesture of highest human compassion possible. He is adorned with a sanskrit verse “shruti smriti puraanaanaam…. (etc)....aalayam, KARUNA-aalayam”( karuna means compassion. He is a store house of compassion towards fellow beings).

This blog is my attempt to persuade my fellow beings to get rid of ignorance, without waiting for myself to be rid of it first 🙏. Hence, my attempt is bound to contain a few flaws😂. Please do not ignore my flaws🙏.

Ignorantly yours,

psn(14 April, 2026)

Religaire

 Religaire

Original latin word and its original meaning (now extinct) was in synchronicity with one school of thought in recent Hinduism ( dvaita, duality)

Quote:

Religare is a Latin verb meaning "to bind," "to tie," or "to re-bind," widely cited as the etymological root of the English word "religion". It implies a reconnection or bond between humanity and the Divine, often interpreted as re-binding or tying human beings closely to God or spiritual truths

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When a mind turns “commercial”( 95+ percent of thoughts today can be ‘traced’ to some_kind_of commercial value 😜).... any concept gets diluted in its FUNCTIONAL form.

Like….

Religion is more_about keeping the flock_together ( nothing to do with divinity INSIDE a human 😜…. Proof: seldom, an Enlightenment happens in a temple😜….   It happened under a tree(Bodhi tree), etc)

Even a war ( March, 2026) is about commercial aspects of crude oil, not about a religious/humanitarian conflict.

Even the SOPHISTICATION sought in binary format ( computer) meant to replace the limitations of human intellect, as “AI” is functionally enslaved to serve only commercial interest ( AI generated memes are dominating the social media😜🙏…). We forgot the symbolism of the word “intellect” itself, and decided to call the artificial brain( a sophisticated processor) as “intelligence” .

Neglect the ‘core’ of a human ‘being’ and the sophistication thereafter, however intense or immense……can only be about the “peel of LIFE”, not about the core of the fruit😜

Unintelligently yours,

psn(10 April 2026)

AI is brain, not intellect

 A.I. is brain, not intellect 

A very close friend searched for difference between asheervad and Anugrah ( blessings and benediction)

A.I. responded with 

Quote: Aashirwad (आशीर्‌वाद) is a Hindi word meaning 'blessing' or 'good wishes'. It's often used to express goodwill or a positive sentiment towards someone.

Anugraham (അനുഗ്രഹം) is a Malayalam word that also means 'blessing' or 'grace'.

While both words convey a similar meaning, there's a subtle difference in connotation:

- Aashirwad often implies a more active or intentional act of blessing or wishing well.

- Anugraham typically carries a sense of divine or unconditional grace, often implying a more passive or benevolent act.

In everyday usage, both words are used interchangeably to express goodwill or blessings.

Would you like to explore more words or their cultural context?”

And he added : “AI response.”

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My reply to my friend:

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Exactly 😂

A.I. responds with only that data which is 'fed' into it.

But it does a "good job" ...collecting the pattern from a randomised data 🙏

The human brain" is doing the "A.I." job.....(Whereas Human "intellect" is entirely different from A.I. 😂....  शायद , A.B. ज्यादा ठीक होगा . Artificial brain 🙏)

Though not an exact definition.....

A relatable example,

Where a "functional sample" of human intellect can be seen 🙏...is in a popular story = Valmiki conceived+ wrote Ramayana, before it happened (🙏🙏...  दृष्टा,  पांचवां प्रकार का teacher, जिससे सिर्फ "गुरु" ही ऊपर है 😜)

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We average minds refer to our memories most of the time, and our brain processes only the data fed into it. 

When the “mind” is the boss, the brain obligates only the mind. 😜

The brain is “accustomed” to become inactive, when the mind is not in the chair of a boss 😂 ( Nature alerts the brain, only in an emergency…. ).  Deep-sleep state is an example.

Who inside me, is the listener, the experiencer, the receiver of data_input, matters 👍 (a great being explained it with the acronyms BMI→PFT→OET)....

Identification of the ‘who’ is only after a grasp of the distinction between terms like brain, mind, intellect, memory, imagination, emotions of both types, and the being😜

Paradoxically, who inside me is “trying to understand” the ‘Who_Is_Who” decides the accuracy of the grasp😜 ( like the old joke: a native vaidya/doctor suggested “ this youth is mad. Only a marriage can restore his normal mental health “.... the paradox is, unless his madness is cured, no bride will marry him, and unless he gets a bride, his madness is incurable)

Brainily yours,

psn( 3 Apr 2026)

Why do humans need a doctor?

 Why do humans need a doctor?

It had been my “private” curiosity even since I was a kid, and I noticed that all other life forms in its free state RESPOND to any dis_ease by themselves! Their response includes the labour_pain and death. DIY technology 😜( do it yourself).

It led to a search for oddity in humans!

I had to wait beyond youth and even middle age to get convinced that my_own inferences are valid. ( Even now, I am open to corrections with utmost humility+ gratitude. Meanwhile, I liked to share my observations with a few others. Maybe they might have something in it to use🙏😓).

Mind, because of its ability to choose, making its own choices, had to interfere with the in_built response system and its own cellular intelligence embedded in our physiology 🙏.

Most of the time, this cellular intelligence fights an enemy within( like Bharat has been busy with), instead of using its resources to defend from external threats.  Most of the CHRONIC ailments we have, are a result of our bad_choices of response to the needs of our body!( Cravings for junk food 😜. Animals in free state eat responsibly, sensibly and thus remain Healthy, not just disease_free🤣).

If I had no mind right from my birth out of a healthy womb, I may not need a doctor???( A very strange kind of thought 🤔). I looked at a mental health home. Doctors aren't needed for inmates who didn't have any PRE-EXISTING chronic ailments🙏. Their body is free_from their mind( that's why strong and healthy caretakers are employed!).

Next level: did humans ever detach the superfluous interference/meddling of their minds into the sensible functioning of their bodies??? All the roads led to the same destination 🤣…. Desi spiritual giants, when they tamed their physiology to the highest humanly_possible levels, to a certain point where the body doesn't interfere with their “consciousness”( call it by any other name, spirit, atma, being, prana, chaitnya…etc).

Migration to a forest, after 60 is not like migrating to “USA”, or relocating closer to any multi-speciality hospital 😜. Basic qualification itself is compatibility with all kinds of life forms dwelling in a forest, and a self-imposed undertaking “not to tamper with the ecology” of the forest. 

Which is easier to tame? Body, mind or ‘the’ breath?  ( Breath is the only 24/7 connectivity with nature outside of our body!). These 3 are entwined 😜. 

It makes sense to ‘deal’ with the easiest one first🙏.  Human intellect is the most sophisticated gadget for any human. The mind can refuse to see the truth, whereas the intellect can see only the truth😭.

A doctor can give symptomatic relief for any dis-ease. Cure/recovery etc is up to the body🙏. Doctors say at times “the body is not accepting the medicine”.  The mind and its positive emotions might help to persuade the body to “please accept the medicine”. The rarity of such minds makes it seem like a miracle! 

I still don't know why the adage is “a sound mind in a sound body”??? When mind is the culprit to make each human body capable of uniquity of dis-eases😜🤣. Each fellow has a unique ailment, needing a doctor “good or lucky” at diagnosis 🙏. 

My experience is, once the mind gets tamed, body takes care of its own medical expenses 🙏😜… ( maybe, to tame a mind, i have to request my body to undergo a “circus” called “Yoga”… a misnomer 😜. )

Heartily yours,

psn(2 Apr 2026)

Why the blessings are in a disguise?

 Why the blessings are in a disguise?

Flu like symptoms 🙂

I enjoyed "fever" as a very small kid( but didn't dare to spell it out aloud😳)

What I enjoyed was..... everything inside was communicating with me louder. ( And something more strange, my mind felt clearer EVERY time 🤔)

I knew I was an odd guy in this 🙏.  ( The best part was, i seemed_to_know that i am likely to get a fever tomorrow 🙏. And seldom got a wrong guess 😂. I didn't know how_else this forewarning is going to be of any other use, until i stepped on to spiritual practices 😓.  This 'accidental' ability enhanced the body_awareness like a 'bonus' ahead of time 😜)

Disguised gift….body awareness 🤣🤣🤣

Yet, i wasn't quite convinced about this saying “blessings” are always in disguise!

Then came a lesser used word “benediction”. Tangible item. 

Next level…..benedictions have an expiry date 😜 ( they can't be carried over beyond this life time😓😭🙏)

Next level (of my grasp). Blessings add to my inner strength! Innate qualities get enhanced/enlarged/etc. 

Next level ( desi equivalent?...). The school taught in English medium only. The thinking_language oscillated between english and hydraabaadi_hindi only. A sheer consequence of what I “used” as a language most of the time! 

Desi equivalent, I hunted it down as a kid….asheervad & anugraham. ( Another problem arose🙏😰 “why do mallus seek only Anugraham only, instead of asheervad? 🤔”. Can't ask such “non_routine” questions to elders, as a kid. I had to “wait” till the answers decide to ‘bless me’ 🙏😜😜😜)

Morals …. in verbal form, received, stored or recalled….seemed more_like a benediction😳😳😳( hardly they get implemented!!!) 

Basics of “life”, when understood by the “intellect”( bypassing the mind, its emotions/logic, and then stored using “cloud technology”😜🙏🙏🙏… ), seemed to obviate even the need of ‘ethics’ wrapped as moral_science, i got in school, as a weekly period class of 40 minutes till my 7th. Dunno, why did the school stop moral_science as a subject after 7th? 

I felt thrilled to ‘view’ the basics of life ( even to the miniscule extent that I grasped) as a “blessing”.  It feels as though it is becoming a part of karma, which means “carry_forward” is pucca👍👍… ( the bigger joke is…. contradicting proverbs, sayings, adages started becoming visible😜. And desi_versions i noticed don't conflict mutually 😳. Awesome 👍)

Simply yours,

psn(2 Apr 2026)

Not my problem

 Not my problem
(popular mind-set of today, socially acceptable)

"The whole creation is my concern as well"
( a whole society thought like this, till the recent millennium, in Bharat.😊!)
Whether an individual's 'concern' for such VAST level of inclusiveness made a difference or not.... for sure it helped that Individual to attain the highest-human-possibility 🙏.  Logic cannot befriend inclusiveness of such a huge magnitude. Logic contends saying 'infinity' ain't my problem!

Symbolically, Sun the only star of our planetary system, and the only 'male' that gave birth to life in all forms known to us, is 'said to be donating' a thousand cows, as a gesture of gratitude, when a person is born,  who is likely to energize the sun, using sound forms, compatible with quantum laws🙏. Verification of the validity of this symbolism is possible only after acquiring certain level of sensitivity, transcending the sensory levels of perception. (meanwhile, a dumb-data can suffice as a 'reference' using the ritual called Sandhya-Vandan, done thrice by that person, when Sun is viewed at its extremes at any location on earth)

Exploration during the recent centuries was mostly from west. People from east tried to explore only to accentuate their exploration deep within, called spirituality 😜. There is a qualitative difference in both these quests. The commonality being, an attitude like "It is very much my concern"!!!

My experience: 
Somewhere in 2009 or so, during one of  my routine visits to the village of my spouse, she happened to suggest "shall we go for a walk?". Such 'walks' are not in our syllabus   😜
We walked. 
It was sunset. A ringing of bells at a small temple attracted her ears. She said "A murugan temple. Saandhya-Pooja time. Do you mind a look for a couple of minutes. We are already beside the temple" (She had to offer so-much of positive reasoning because she knew my present trend. Not keen about  visit to temples 😊)
I nodded. We stood at the doors of the shrine. The priest was gesticulating with articulations in 'sync'. After the energised flame in the camphor was offered to the devotees present (only 2 of us, then), the priest stepped out for a fresh-breath-of-air (the sanctum is dark, zero ventilated, and the available O2/oxygen gets spent by burning lamps, incense, camphor etc----something logic defying about desi temples, especially when there are zero side effects on the 'health' of any priest 😜
I gently inquired with the priest "Sir 🙏....  TANTRA eh?" ,  His eyes widened. An unusual query!!!  He was familiar with only-not-my-problem posture of minds from his regular devotees there, who were only from the vicinities.  
He exclaimed :"yes! And not quite often we get to see this form of the deity being invoked with tantric chants!. I couldn't avail even a single day's 'off from work'/leave/holiday, simply because there is no substitute who can perform the rituals in tantric style. My home is far away" 

His curiosity was "how is this (temple's different style of propitiation) a concern for this guy?" (I could see the source of his_problem 😂... curiosity/wonder.  And therefore I proceeded to explain whatever I had observed in his performance of pooja)
He was emotionally moved.  Almost like, his hard work, dedication, and skills received a crude and informal recognition from a total stranger, and yet meant a lot for him 😂.  My wife was equally stupefied, since it was a 'first time' for me, to a temple which she used to visit from her kid age. 
That priest had to proceed towards the next set of rituals, and we had exceeded our 'budgeted' time allocated here. He wound up saying "Please visit on a Thai_poosam day, and I will ensure a place for you to stand and witness the special pooja, despite a crowd on that annual event." I thanked him, and left. (Today, 1st April, 2026 is a "Panguni Uthram" day, an annual event at all Murugan temples. Murugan is known as "Kaartikeya" in the North of Bharat. Tamils regard Murugan as 'their own God". )

My blogs are a glaring evidence of my mental problem, when I couldn't acquire the attitude "not my problem".  I tend to run_into_trouble often due to the absence of "mind my own-bijness" trait.

intrusively yours,
psn (1st April, 2026)

 

Merit versus qualification

 Merit versus qualification 

A very "private" joke🙏

1969, my dad joked at home ( within only 'his' family 🙏) : " a funny situation at office. I hold charge of 3 offices, nagpur, bilaspur and raipur, as Manager. But in my office of 25 staff, i am the least qualified😂.  All the 3 peons are "PUC"(12th or +2). I am just a matric. The steno, an M.A. in English asks the meaning of a few sentences i dictate and she 'transcribes' on typing machine from her shorthand notes🤣"

That day....i learnt a very precious lesson 🙏

Merit has zero dependence on certification process.

"Nature" played a joke with me, during 1992 to 1998 and still_on. Spiritual processes Accord merit which are elusive to the 'notice' even, at sensory levels of perception 🙏😭

( I feel stupid, when i indulge in an imagination, where i 'try' to convey my experience to close and trusting people around me 🙏. No way, they can see it. )

Helplessly yours,

psn(30 March, 2026)

Post script:  not too sure, but i guess, paper qualification became a necessity, when our ability to recognise "merit"  got extinct 😭 ( and now, fake certificates abound😜)

Propeller and Universal joint

 Propeller & Universal joint

Awesome concept 🙏

Modernity had infused an attitude of ‘mockery’ in a few minds, and they used the phrase “bullock cart people” to refer to the ancient Indians. The irony is this very phrase describes the ‘life’ of these fanciful people, and the joke is they are ignorant of ‘life’ itself mocking at them😜

Yes, a bullock cart is pulled/pushed USING an external force applied to it(the bullocks are the force, the power, the fuel, the energy🙏).  The cart moves the wheels, not the wheels itself moving the cart🙏.

And a modern vehicle uses internalised power applied directly to the wheels and when the wheels are turned by a  propeller ( transmission of power) the vehicle moves!) 

When a bullock cart takes a turn, 

the wheel outer to the circular direction is ‘forced’ to rotate a larger distance 😜. The wheel at the inner side compensates by rotating in a reverse direction to ‘OFFSET’ the difference in difference travelled due to turn. This reversal of inner wheel is solved by placing an Universal joint to the dhaft connecting the two wheels. A marvel of invention in engineering 🙏

My idle mind( again a phrase used to refer to the idleness “an idle mind is a Devil's workshop!”😂), just tried to “look” at a bullock cart and a car.  The most fundamental aspect occured in that idleness( actually a “still/silent mind” in the desi_sense, of a meditative mind, which “allows” the intellect  to ‘see’🙏.

1.the car is driven by internal fuel. The cart gets pushed by external force (situation decides. If the bullock decides to turn left, the driver HAS to use a whip😜).

2. The 2 wheels dont ‘cooperate’ with each other in a bullock cart, unless the direction is a ‘smooth_forward + straight line’. 

Today's human_life is SITUATION driven. 😂

Then, i turned to look at the ‘available' data about the lifestyles of ancients!!😓. They channelised the life_force inside them, and that force decided the direction. The mind and the body, coordinated in synchronicity with the internalised fuel, its transmission chain, mechanism, design, purpose and even the ‘road_map’ 😜. WHAO!!!

Forget the whims of the bullock(situation external) even the wheels( body and mind) OBLIGED to the superior intellect, instead of each wheel the body and the mind, yielding to its own eccentric cravings, whims etc, neither aligning with the situation, nor with the internal road_map built in 🙏

I was very hesitant to share this ‘funny and comical’ looking thought all along🙏

But 2 things internalised my ‘motive_force’( like the ‘e.m.f’ in physics 😂). My personal experience with the tools(ancient), for sophisticating the vehicle Equipped with body and mind….and the fact that i am aged enough to know that my time is up now and it makes sense to motivate a rare few who can afford to use their own sense of Discrimination to decide which of the 2 is worth working upon towards_sophistication???( The precious gadget called human body and mind, with its H.I./human intellect? Or, the poorly fabricated gadgets without its life, using A.I….???). The experience of ‘life’ gets decided accordingly 🙏. External gadgets are excellent slaves, but devilish as our_Masters🙏. Choice is ours! 

A propeller, yours,

psn(29 March, 2026)

Post script:

This after_thought is a tribute to my dear kid_age friend, who happens to be a renowned Surgeon, often assisting his spouse, a gynaecologist 🙏. He asked me a question (which can occur ONLY to a beautiful mind😜). He asked “why does the baby want to come out?”( It took me an hour plus, to supply ‘scientifically' oriented reasons for a spiritual phenomenon 🙏)

He summed up “oh! That's the way the soul( spirit/atma/etc) manifests!!” I thanked him for his feedback/response. Today, i was reminded of his question 🙏.  Internalised energy power, deciding to ‘move’ the body and its accessories out of the womb 😜😜😜.

Commercial advantage of cunning laws

 Commercial advantage of cunning laws

Nature is innocent, but not an idiot. Cosmic balance tilts the pans when enough-is-enough.

Human laws are “subject to eccentricities of a human mind”.

Live_in relationship is accorded a recognition by feigning innocence in a request to “please register it”( courts are getting a new “source” of fuel for adjournment “ 😜).

Adjournment is a ‘legalised’ way for fund_flow_management.

Exampull:  a contractor submitted a tender for procurement of ‘fly ash’ from thermal power plant owned by govt. This contractor was advised by a vakil (friendly with judges of courts) :”don't block your hard cash. Invest just ½ of the earnest money as a Fixed_deposit in a bank , lock-in period of 7 years. Bank will seek ‘legal advice’ for a bank-guarantee in lieu of EMD(earnest money deposit). Vakil will certify “adjournment is guaranteed for 7 years”. Bank is happy 😊. EMD is 100% secure with an investment of 50%, beCause, 7 years later it doubles!

Exampull-2 : famous 2-G scam. The auction got cancelled ( by supreme court). Same supreme court was CONSTRAINED to let the perpetrators to go scot-free😜. Exonerated officially, legally, because they followed the rules( framed by themselves 😜)

Union guys(banks) “hey! If adjournment is a clever way of fund_flow management, why not delay even_routine_wage_negotiations like ‘adjournments’? Our pockets get filled in private🙏👍

Bank management, by now, is familiar with the potency of ADJOURNMENT in courts😜. A case of 2016 yields treble its actual_outflow, if withheld for ten years atleast. Adjournment zindabad👍. The workmen have given a proof of their consistency in stupidity, by electing ONLY handpicked corrupt netas of their union👍🙏. Pay peanuts to legal experts to frame vague rules and regulations under a strong agreement ( win win situation for survival of corrupt netas and greedy management 😜). 

Nature gifted humans with “intellect “. Conditions apply, for ‘using’ intellect 😭.

I even tried a “silly koschan/question “ in a blog “when does the intellect function?”. Readers are in their comfort zone while reading such basic_to_life reminders 🙏

( I seek solace in bothering about my_intellect_only😜)

Gullibly yours,

psn(26 March, 2026)

Love and Trust

 Love & Trust.

If my previous blog, ( https://selfseekers.blogspot.com/2026/03/litmus-test-of-love.html ) does not appeal, please do not bother to waste your time reading this 🙏

I look at Love & Trust as 2 sides of the same coin 😜

Obviously, the same litmus test ought to work for trust as well 👍 ( otherwise, my idea falls apart 😓. I should accept my flaw).

“True trust never seeks a satiation”

( When I started ‘looking' like an oldie, the social norms applicable to an oldie, from youngsters, started getting operational 😜. Not that, there was a likelyhood of any Damn experience out of it😜. Just a show bijness, to go_through a stupid ritual. Sans symbolism, every action connected with desi tradition is reduced to a ‘ritual’ only. No experience out of it 🙏)

Anyway, youngsters started seeking ‘blessings', while formally inviting me to their wedding.

I try to “add” some value ( to my_best only🙏).

I tell them “see, any wedded life is bound to have ‘slight’ quarrels once in a while. But if it gets a bit serious and you get_a_doubt like ‘does he/she love me like before’, you might feel confused. Instead you ask YOURSELF ‘ is he/she still trustworthy?’ . If the answer within is a big ‘Yes’, the …. be rest assured your quarrel is a passing phase. Love is difficult to measure, but trust is damn easy… same coin, 2 sides”

No youngster disagreed till date😓

Trustingly yours,

psn(24 March, 2026)

Litmus test of Love

 Actually, my idea is to simplify the confusion that confounds youngsters when 'something' very strange overpowers their 'normalcy' of psyche 🤣

No harm in trying out my idea, even if am wrong, even if my idea is flawed. With little patience, a reader can realise by himself that all I did was to demystify the traditional litmus test a_bit.  

Thirst hangs on till it gets satiated ( embedded software in the human machine 🙏)

Yes, thirst is normally satiated by gulping water🙏 But think of a situation where, a person feeling very thirsty walking under Sun in a desert, is somehow teleported to the inside of a huge freezer machine, which is at Minus 20 degrees centigrade? The body does a reassessment of the Ratio of the Level of its Hydration-needs inside that freezer and declares "Buddy, I ain't no longer any thirsty👍...  Forget about drinking watchar/water" (a far fetched imagination, over_exaggeration to "sell" the idea that "satiation" is exclusive of any object(here, water) 🙏

Let's try to demystify "UNCONDITIONAL love" as a standard Yardstick/parameter for TRUE love.

Rewrite it as "true love NEVER seeks a satiation"  Does it not sync with satiation as a "conditional love?"

Satiation can be 'as simple as' a psychological or emotional satiation ( satisfaction). Still, this satiation is a condition.

A love that doesn't seek any kind of satiation, is far unlikely to die down. It doesn't get extinguished ( for want of any fuel). It simply responds to the situation, if okay. It doesn't FLARE up as a violent REACTION to any excessive fuel from the situation 🤣

Criticism is welcome 🙏

But please beware of disclosing any test_results, if a reader decides to use this litmus test. Your love is your private "affair". I have no bijness to know about it 🙏

Lovingly yours,

psn(24 March, 2026)

Innocence versus ignorance

 Innocence versus ignorance 

They are not at all the same.

And….. I am not rich_enough in wisdom to extol the distinction comprehensively enough.😢 ( I said ‘extol’ because we say “ignorance is bliss”😰. Somehow, I couldn't reconcile with remaining ignorant 🙏)

Easy on brain, wala difference:

I was a kid 7 decades ago. I was both ignorant & innocent. 

Other kids around me, at neighbourhood, relatives, school…… why even in a train journey if ……. lasting more than an hour, become ‘friends’ with me.

The joke is, only about 2% of my kid age friends are “still  my-friends”😰. ( It doesn't matter to me, if ‘i am a friend to few more others!’ that's their choice. My_friends treat me likewise, and I am happy with that👍)

I thought over it.

Despite ignorance, innocence begets friendship. It's like a water-tap without any filter gadget fixed at its mouth 😳 

As I aged, my preferences, choices, NARROWED (filter became OPERATIONAL 😜).  My greed, unrealistic desires, and exclusivity ( as an opposite of ‘inclusiveness’)  played mischief by allowing a ‘leak’ in my filters and I paid its price when my tiny wisdom BECAME affordable to do away with such unfiltered friends)

Ignorance….

gets dispelled at various levels 🙏

The examples that I can think of, 🙏 are

1) sensory levels ( I don't touch a live wire after getting a mild shock. I don't sip a drink while the steam is still seen—got my lips burnt due to ignorance 😜)

2)brain as a processor ( when I didn't like a teacher who loads me with more homework, my elders at home like that_teacher MORE!😳. I was ignorant of this_statistical concept! INVERSELY proportional)

3)mind as an emotional fool ( not often, that an elder offers a ‘chocolate’ out of pure_love. My elders even warned me “don't eat anything from a stranger”. Often, the boss offers a liberal praise, when he looks at me as an unwitting idiot to fall for his ‘friendliness’, while planning to exploit my potential for unpaid/unrewarded/non-compensated ADDITIONAL load of work )

4)spirit/soul/atma ( a bit fuzzy thing to substantiate ‘logically’.  My sister, 3 years younger than me, was DISCOVERED to be my_protector since her 2 years of age! No logical explanation for this! Using ‘negation/neti_neti, न इती –न इती…. soulmate is the only option left out😢। when she was an adult, and throughout later, her ‘being’ continued to be my protector😂. Of course, I gained just_enough spiritual experience to explore to her, about her strange tie-up with me. I could NEVER reciprocate her shielding unto me🙏. I was a ‘normal' brother only!)  A rather difficult_to_get type of example . Spirit itself is EVASIVE 🙏😰. How to quote and substantiate an example about its ignorance_removal???)

Innocence:

No examples are needed👍🙏

Terse concepts are in place 🙏 

Absence of negative emotions 🙏

( Evidence: Show me a fraction of 1 negative emotion, in a new born baby, even till it gets a month old? That baby is innocent. Unfortunately ignorant of its own innocence and unaware of own self)

I became aware of the merits/demerits of the visible qualities of people around with age and experience 🙏. Compatibility issues decided the level of friendship. Ignorance of kid_age was without filters(fetters), and so, intolerance/resistance was almost non_functional, though latent😜😜

About kid age school mates, I need to keep aside my eccentricities acquired beyond teenage, if I am to have any hope of refreshing, for_a_while, the kid_age friendship from the other 🙏. That's my responseAbility🙏. Not quite easy 😜. But worthwhile 👍.

Knowingly yours,

psn(23 March, 2026)

sensitivity as a consequence

sensitivity as a consequence

We need sensitivity, for survival as a human being.

If my one ear is less sensitive, I become a partially-deaf .

Certain sensitivities cannot be deepened without certain tools needed to deepen them!(desi spirituality is full of such tools. The 'problem' arose, when the ancients decided to make a few tools as a part of our life style.  The most acute (but not chronic) problem is with a scripture called "Manusmriti".  Heavily criticized, especially for the stringent rules prescribed for females 😜. What we miss to notice is... even he, as a king , never IMPOSED his own book manusmriti on his_own_subjects.🙏.  Anyway, a political mind won't like to agree with this !

For sceptics : in 1960's neurosurgeons in west abstain from drinking tea/coffee, a week ahead of a brain surgery. Mild nervous stimulants cause 'shaky hands' at the surgery of nerves viewed through a 3-piece microscope 😜(naked eyes can't see the nerves largely enough to stitch the nerves without blocking the pipes.).  Sensitivity of a shakiness in the hands of a genuine neurosurgeon is the historic evidence. today, the surgeon can boast of his insensitivity, because robots can stitch nerves without a shaky hand 😜

One example that I can think of is from the story about a Namboothiri in keralam retold to me by my dad (he had the means to relate it with the specific household of that exceptionally 'sensitive' Namboothiri of that household called a "Mana".
Banana tree has rings of layers in its stem, and extends right up to the end of fruit.
While the stem has layers that can be easily seen(tangible), the rings in the fruit is a bit inconspicuous (maybe a very powerful microscope can make it better tangible). Nutrients get deposited parallel to the layers of rings, from the water that climbs up by capillary-action.  Well, we get tears, due to the same capillary action, so...  don't tell me "I dunno, what a capillary action is"...  
This Namboodiri (in my story) had an extra sensitivity in his taste buds 😲   
There is(at least 'was') a variety of Nendra_BANANA, in Keralam which was known by its uniquity. It ripens when watered for 100 days (nooru nana nendra---mallu name).
this mallu (Namboothiri) could taste a bit of Transverse section/T.S. of the ripe banana and say "It was not watered on the 57th and the 89th day!" Sounds exaggerated???   Even I don't believe it blindly.

The concept I wanted to convey (right or wrong🙏)
Sensitivity can be deepened, also as a consequence of a certain 'lifestyle'
Evidence? The bulk of traditions in Hinduism, which stood well until 500 years ago, doesn't satisfy common logic 😜 One can 'live' comfortably, safely and blissfully ignorant of its purposes even without following them. Eat your meals without the stupid-looking parishechanam (circling of plate, spilling drops of water, mumbling some chants, swallowing solo-grains...... etc), and still the food digests PERFECTLY okay💪🙏...  if we don't know the difference there is none!

Any Namboothiri on an average was better sensitive than other non-vegetarians. He can 'relish' a dish called "Olan" (which is just slices of ash gourd, cooked miserly, with 'carefully' measured dose of salt, and a sprinkle of raw cocoanut oil when cooled). Entire keralam treats this item as a 'must' in any feast. States situated to the north of keralam doesn't relish this dish.  Lack of sensitivity might be the only culprit, after ruling out all 'logical' possible reasons.  As we travel north, the dishes 'NEED'  to become spicy, more and more progressively, if it has to please a diner 😜.  (typically, desert dwellers prefer to eat food that is tasty for smell, rather than the taste buds.  Masala of middle east is predominantly more fragrant in its spices.  A glaring exampull of sensitivity or the lack of it, as a consequence of eating styles.....)

How to become sensitive enough to feel subtle things that the spiritual guys speak about? 
Well, be prepared to undertake intensely, the most crazy-looking practices a routine😜
Alternatively, find consolation in 'knowing' the theory part of these subtle things from a bookish gnawLedge, or a well read lecturer who specialised in reading scriptures only.  Anyway, spiritual scriptures are of no practical use, except as a road-map, or a milestone. 🙏

Consequentially yours,
psn(23rd March, 2026)

Scientific greetings

 Scientific greetings

😂

When I realised the power of thoughts (which are guided only by our emotional ‘disposition’), I ‘started’ looking a bit deeper at the greetings as a tool to persuade a positive thought.

Telugu speaking people seem to have retained the ‘goodness’ of a ‘seed’ thought, embedded in the greetings, which has the potential to place the very roots of our thoughts into positivity 😜

The origin of the greetings is in Sanskrit. Sanskrit, being in CONFORMITY with quantum laws in physics, has the potential to ‘actualise’ 🙏

In Telugu, one form of greetings still in vogue is “ festival Shubha AAKAANKSHALU”.  A template where the name of the festival is prefixed to the syntax “shubh aakaankshaloo”.

Shubh means auspicious.

Aakaansha means desire. 

Once, the very thought process is on a track of positivity, such a person becomes synchronous with the cosmos.  Anything that is in synchronicity with the cosmos is a part of it too . ( The 4 MahaVakyas, declaratory truths, are the structured process of getting into this synchronicity 🙏. The 4th one is a milestone reassuring a person that,  once he experiences this truth, he has reached the highest human POSSIBILITY 🙏)

A simple and routine greeting, being used as a mega powerful ‘tool’ to reach the highest spiritual attainment, indeed has invoked a deep Reverence towards the people who devised it .

( How intensely can I use this tool each time, is all that matters now 😜… 

The scientific way of it is, if lab_conditions are fulfilled, boom 💥…..and I am liberated 🙏😜)

With best wishes for

Shubh aakaanksha always,

Yours psn(21 March 2026)

My defective deflection

 My defective deflection

One of the meanings of “deflection”, in Cambridge dictionary is “the act of attacking or blaming another person rather than accepting criticism or blame for your own actions”

My defect is, I deflect from this definition in another”sense” of the word 😜 “ a change of direction after hitting somebody/something”

“ Nobody told me this” 

“I was never taught this”

“How am I supposed to know? (Whatever)”

The most powerful missile to me, was

“Am I God, to know everything?” ( and I deflected away, allowing this missile to retain its trajectory 🙏. Reason: I was hit by another missile “ aham brahma asmi” meaning ‘i am brahrma” 😜. Only one of these can be true!😢

I looked at what I knew 😞

A baby keeps putting anything it picks into its own mouth! The “why” bothered me 🙏. Nobody around had the ‘time’ to think of such stupid-questions. So, my ignorance is my problem alone 😭. I realised, I need to subrogated( step into the shoes) of a baby to understand why it keeps putting things/objects into its mouth. But a baby is yet_to_use a shoe!!! 🤔. Symbolism became a tool to solve this riddle. When I solved this “why” about the baby, I experienced the concept of symbolism (in the word ‘subrogate’), I experienced the mindless+instinctive state of a baby who used pristine+nascent intellect, and the brain which processed a non_verbal thought of a past experience of first imposed_activity 👍 ….  Perplexed? 🤣. Not my problem, figure it out yourself 🙏

Imperceptibility can be due to insensitivity ( or the lack of it) at both levels 🙏. Sense organs level & at extra_sensory levels. Bulk of present day minds don't ‘bother’ about the potential in us for extra_sensory levels ( a proof which is a ‘bit’ relatable EVEN for today's mind is = a naadi_vaidya( that system of medicine, where the medical practitioner senses the subtle energy channels in his patients, naadi channels, called ida, pingala, and sushumna), has this sensitivity of extra_sensory levels, via the touch_sense😜. In the desi tradition this extrasensitivity was called ‘indriya_atheeth_gyan’ a sanskrit word 🙏, adapted by Hindi atleast 😞)

Ancients meant the “epic” stories like Mahabharat & Ramayana as a litmus test also( apart from multi_uses of far more purposes 🙏), to find out my_own levels of sensitivity ( sense organs and extra_sensory, both) when I muster enough patience to revisit these epics again and again, AFRESH each time 🙏. A kid, gets ‘new’ questions after puberty like “how beautiful it might have been for Rama & Sita to have a ‘privacy’ in the wide open (forest), for romanticism??🤔”. He now ‘looks’ for its subtle references in the same Valmiki Ramayana, where the author dropped a very IMPERCEPTIBLE mention, even before the event happened 😜 and, dat’s/that's ‘his’ perception levels,🙏 Visualising a future event like “sita silenced the blabber of Rama with her lips!🙏”( The kid is insulated from paying attention to it till he is mature enough to ‘know’ it with responseAbility 🙏

To wind up,

My defect ( “I am responseAble/responsible, for my_ignorance”) opened up to newer dimensions of ‘life’ when someone guided me into spiritual “tools” 🙏. To that extent, I didn't have to ‘reinvent the wheels’ 😜😜🙏🙏🙏.

My blogs inherit my_defects 🙏 (un-intelligible at few places 😥), but then, it serves a purpose. It gets itself deflected away from the minds, who are addicted to “ignorance is not my problem”👍. I try to keep myself confined to only experienced_narratives, not CopyPaste🙏. ( Revisit to my earlier blogs is a disclaimer: entirely at readers’ own risk and resposeAbilities🙏)

Deflectively yours, 

psn(19 March, 2026)

senseAbility

 senseAbility 

I think, I can use simplicity 🙏 

Sensitivity is a potential ( aged fellows lose the touch, hearing, or smell sensitivity 😥. Can't invoke)

'sensible' is sense_ability ( sensibility) tapping & using the latent potential 🙏 

At subtler levels, the tools & use of the senseAbility after tapping the potential is what_used_to_be known as a sensible person ( today the connotation has shifted to being clever, cunning, conniving, etc😥.  It is sensible to remain 'innocent'-----free of negative emotions, not as an ignorant idiot susceptible to being duped/fooled/cheated).

Humans have a choice to deepen our sensitivity as much as we 'like' ( 4 declaratory truths/MahaVakyas, are the evidence)

Sensibly yours,

psn(18 March, 2026)

Flexibility and resistance

 Flexibility and resistance

Once, I confronted a serious inconsistency within me, about the ancients. 😳
I knew, people until 300 years ago in Bharat had a healthy life style. A healthy 'mind' basically 🙏
A crucial ingredient was the thought contents of their minds.
Non-commercial thoughts. (must be around 95% or more of non commercial thoughts)
As a contrast, the thought-content in today's--me, can be easily traced to some kind of commercial value, and 98% of my thoughts are such! 
Why should it matter? Well, we decided to 'buy' everything, like water, air, sand, instead of using it conservatively, according to our needs. Even today, other life forms in free state don't pay for their food. We earn to pay for food. It matters!

The inconsistency now (of course, only my-problem, not of others!😒)
Why did the ancients try to use "Gold" (top most representative of wealth) as a name for their kids???? 
They were not 'commercial-minded'. Then why desi names 'Sona', 'Swarna', 'Thangam', etc???
My problem, so it is my head-ache. I kept it to keep aching in me till the inconsistency got re-solved.

It dawned suddenly one day!
Gold, the metal..;  Its innate qualities.   Desi style of using 'symbolism' at the drop of a hat 😜
Symbolism serves as a functional example, not just as a name-sake.
I referred to my memory of 7th class. 
Gold is malleable + ductile. (I wish, I had paid more attention to these 2 qualities in gold!😭). 

Damn! 😓(me, that 'damn', not gold 😜 ....🙏) Why didn't I think of it? 

They were 'wishing' for utmost flexibility in the kid, they decided to call as "Sona/Swarna/bangaroo/thangam/etc".   It was not about 'price' of gold😓

The tragedy is, I had already 'looked' at the aspect of 'flexibility' in humans, and still I missed the brilliance of ancients in 'symbolising' this adorable quality in  highly-evolved people 🙏
Proof of my stupidity : I kept on asking young techies an irritating koschan/question like: "What do you recruiters look for exactly in the candidate during the 4th round of personal interview for a 'plum' job???   
(I add 2 teasers, 
1) See, unless you know WHAT you are looking for, and  how can you sight it in the candidate?
2) a hint...   The same thing is what a bride/groom looks for in the other, and fails to sight it, leading to increasing number of divorce rates today, more among 'logical-wizards' called 'techies'😜

And, tragically, I failed to 'see' that the ancients had already known too-well this 'quality' and also, to sight it instantly  🙏🙏🙏( Super techies, in human-intelligence)

I will wind up my blabber now!
All the gadgets we use, need resistance, to be_of_use for us. (a chair needs to resist our weight, otherwise, our bottom faces a crash onto the floor if chair breaks😂)
Humans, need absence of resistance, to be of any use to others at least! (that was my problem 😭. "absence" was the word I used to 'catalogue' in my memory. and "DLL" developed a 'bug' in the hard-disk, my memory.  DynamicLink didn't work in my Library of my-mind)
Absence of resistance is flexibility.   
If I am Gold (instead of the 'idiot' that I am right now!), heat me,  beat me, bend me, stretch me to the limits, do every thing to me, that we do to Gold, I keep shining more, serving more. 🙏🙏🙏
(Lucky that my parents didn't think of naming me as 'Gold' 😜.  Very kind of them. I can resist being good, being useful, being loved, being liked. etc 😓)
The bigger tragedy is, to some extent, I even-had consciously dropped my resistance, when I attempted to reach towards my own spirit, using sophisticated tools bequeathed by ancients, and still failed to use my sense of discrimination to understand the deeper symbolism of ancients when they used the word "gold" for nomenclature of their kids!

flexibly yours,
psn (17th March, 2026) 

Alertness, Awareness and Attentiveness

 Alertness, Awareness and Attentiveness

Well, it is like this : if I don't know the difference, there is no difference for_me😄
As simple as that 👍( The side-effects of ignorance, heavily contribute to my 'karma')

A deer is 'alert' enough to know, to sense, that a tiger which is within the range of pouncing upon the deer, is not really hungry right now🙏, and therefore there is no need to 'run for its life'.
A lazy soldier might drop his level of alertness, while inside the sleeping place, due to lack_of_awareness that a spy could have infiltrated into the tent where off-duty soldiers take rest/sleep to recoup their stamina. 
Attentiveness if sharp enough, helps a 'sharpshooter' to get the victims head shot, at the first chance when the victim holds his head still_for_2_seconds 🙏( sharp shooters are professionally trained assassins, with expertise to aim sharp from a great distance using telescopic sight on rifles.  They are capable of single-pointed attention, sharp-focus, without any external motivation from an adverse situation on the situation outside, where they lie-down with infinite patience for their victim !)

A baby is razor alert. But it can't remain attentive beyond a few seconds. Awareness is too nascent yet to call it as one.

Our minds tend to compensate for lack of any or even all of these three, by substituting it with a 'defensiveness' which, eventually becomes a huge hurdle in our lives,  over a period of time, turning into a 'default' habit 😜  Bulk of our negativity is owing to this 'defensiveness, at the drop of a hat' which gets hardened over a period of time. The negativity has a better name "Resistance" (or intolerance).  The tragedy is, kids develop this resistance/intolerance much earlier+faster than the kids of past centuries.  😭. Hardened resistance is brittle enough to cause serious psychosomatic disorders, if the situation hammers it hard enough to break it apart. 

A resistance to do something 'new', something extra, is a very common and easily identifiable example. 
example:Two people on  the road collide with their vehicles. Even with least harmful ones like bicycles.  "You are at fault 😡" (most common and 'default' reaction we see from both of them!). Only an alert, attentive and aware person among the 2 will manage to 'use' the common sense to 'respond' to the situation.  A response is a choice. A reaction is out of negativity. Subtle difference.

When 
resistance is a 'default' functionality of a mind, which has indulged into excessive abuse of the 'design' of mother nature, the function of defensiveness, meant for a restricted' and limited use, for the purpose of PRESERVATION of species🙏(Remember, the deer is  defensive only_when_needed, and doesn't run away from a Tiger, which is not hungry. The alertness and awareness is enough to 'sense' if the tiger is hungry or not right now!.  Ironically we don't know the difference experientially between hungry and an empty stomach in us and therefore tend to stuff needless edible junk,  the moment stomach feels empty 😆, as a 'defensive-reaction' or insurance against non-existent starvation. Karma punishes us with consequences of indigestion 🙏)

The tragedy is, refusal to use these 3 (alertness, awareness and attentiveness) for a long duration, ends up losing the 'functionality' of the 'sense of discrimination' which is available only to the human species 🙏 ( A tragedy happened with me, at a spiritual program in 1992. I alone burst into a loud laughter at the remark by the teacher : "Well, if you don't know the difference, there is no-difference". This was his response to the absence of a 'correct answer' from 40 participants, to whom he posed a very simple, basic and fundamental question : "What is the fundamental difference between humans and other species?"....  I could easily guess the answer which he was 'looking' for, when he stressed upon the words "fundamental difference" 🙏. But i decided to keep shut, being curious to know, how aware my co-participants are.  My laughter attracted a 'look' in the faces of participants around which translated as "Fool, what is there to laugh in it ?😡"...   I at once 'sobered' and became stern-faced! The teacher is the 'boss' not me🙏. Let him decide to explain or ignore the absence of sense-of-discrimination in us. )

Somehow, I had a irreparable defect in me .  I invoke my defensiveness only as a last resort in any situation. I respond. This defect had perhaps led to my decision to quit prematurely from my salary-oriented routine called a 'job'. I never had to ever regret this decision. On the other hand I felt gratitude to "Maya Madam" who planted a thought in me to quit. By nature, I never quit from a situation where I sense a potential in me to respond🙏. Mother earth 'responds' every time it rains 😔. I am made of the material borrowed from earth. so, not a wrong thing to sync with the earthly traits, till I dwell in this body 🙏. 

In retrospect, I tend to deduce that the observation of my senior participants during 1992 in my first spiritual program, that my pace of progress was a bit unprecedented and fast, was owing to the inadvertent residue in me, of these 3 things, alertness, awareness and attentiveness. My mind keeps losing its battle to push down the levels of these 3 in me, often. More so, after I started practicing the spiritual tools prescribed during the 4 years from 1992.  I enjoyed practicing them at frenzy levels!

simply yours,
psn(16 march, 2026)

Problem with "Satyameva Jayate"

 Problem with “satyameva Jayate”

😂

It's a problem only if I take it seriously 🥺

My kid age was not any different from others, as far as ignorance was concerned 🙏 ( that…..was ‘the’ truth!😓. Ignorance is susceptible)

The problem now 👍

The kid in me asked myself things like

 “well, if truth is going to win ANYWAYS, why break my head over it?”

“Why are dishonest ones having a ‘good time’ most of the times?”( What happened to the’ incharge’( whichever God ji)of ‘satyameva jayate’?”???

“All the government offices display this logo ‘satyameva jayate' so prominently, especially courts, but ironically, that's exactly where truth is desecrated oftener! 😰. Why?”

A bit grown up, and I tried a bit smartness “okay….if great men of Vedic times said it, it must be good 👍.   Probably they didn't use indelible ink to the fine print “conditions apply” 😂. “

Which “truth” were they referring to?( An example of my mind ‘manufacturing’ a new problem, when fatigued by failure to solve a natural one😜)

Some more years passed.

It dawned on me that “only an evolved intellect can devise the functionality of eternal concepts 🙏”. ( Like, capillary action is already used by nature, ignoring human intellect 🙏…. In a coconut tree, water reaches 30 ft high to its leaves. In a human, eyes can “shed tears” invoking capillary action as a response to a tiny dust, or the emotional outburst of that fellow 👍.  A rare few "intellectuals" devised this functional form of capillary action… water climbs by itself, to the top of a fort, 900 steps higher to via mudpipes, designed to ‘abide’ by the ‘truth’ in the concept called Capillary action 🙏.  Non-meritorious but qualified engineers broke those pipes assuming that they are intelligent. They spoiled even  the chances of future intelligent ones to unravel the design 😭)

A joke about situational_relevance of truth.

A disciple decided to strictly implement the truth told by his guru “Everything is Maya”( illusions).

An elephant came charging at this disciple and he decided to “use” this bare_truth( everything is Maya) and didn't bother to move. The mahout seated on the elephant was shouting “run away…. This elephant is mad right now!”. But the disciple is experimenting with”maya” now👍. Litmus test of Maya!.   He got bruised badly. Limping, he carried his doubt to his Guru”but you said everything is Maya?”

Guru “within the same Maya, did not the MAHOUT warn you to run away??” 

😂

Adaptation of concepts for a functionality needs a thorough grasp of the concept(bare law, bare act) 🙏

Satyamev Jayate 🙏. Contextual truth keeps winning till the cosmic truth says “your time is up now👍” 

Micro level of contextual truth is what we connive to pamper our desires, greedy, laziness, carelessness etc till the bubble bursts🙏

Macro level of contextual truth is the 4 cycles of time, satYug, tretaYug, dwaparaYug and right now the kaliYug. The ‘truth' related to the ‘nature’ of these yugas keeps winning till the cycle peaks. Then, a total dissolution or pra_laya. 

A choice is, abide by the ‘eternal’ truth right now, and enjoy witnessing the contextual & functional truth winning right now, by becoming ‘free’ from its stickiness, adhesive ( like a Lotus in slush), as a Jeevan mukta/living_enlightened or…… deny oneself the awareness about the comprehensive meaning and grasp of the sutra/concept “satyameva Jayate” and suffer it 🙏

Illusions is the “truth” about illusions. It “prevails” is the validity of the concept. ( Can we be aware that we are the_dreamer “while still inside the dream?” 🙏. The functional truth is, during a dream, my sense of Discrimination is Unavailable 🙏). 

The truth of the “situation” is this blog will struggle to find any deeper appeal than any entertainment value ( inadvertently crept in ) in it. Truth wins, not my expectations from this blog 🙏

Truthfully yours,

psn( 15 March 2026)

Reviving the dead

 Reviving the dead

Apologies 🙏

I am not trying to explain the ‘technology’ here.

It's only ‘about’ the technology 😜

A half-baked idiot like me needs a ‘tool’ to use the technology 😂

Evolved spiritual giants just deploy their own pranic energy to attract the ‘prana’ that accidentally slipped out of the body, and doesn't know how_to_get_back into it 😓

I have only one weak justification for even talking “about” this technology 🙏😢. Not the technique itself! ( Somehow, a great teacher decided to impart a tool, for revival, probably because he thought that I am the best among ‘available' ones around, and not that I ‘deserved’ to be initiated into it 🙏)

Weak, because I never had to ‘use’ it 😜. I was entrusted with the responseAbility/responsibility to revive a person who slips out ‘really’ and finds re_entry difficult, during a guided meditation called “death” 😂.  Every care is taken to ensure that a participant gets only a peek_look at “how it feels to be dead” ( a safe sample of ‘death experience’ 🙏). The tool was as a matter of ‘abundant caution’. I kept it in readiness for some 7 years, twice a week, when peepals/people used the meditative practices 🙏. 

Once, I blundered. 😭. Fortunately, the participants on that day never needed any revival. The blunder happened when I ‘diluted’ the prescription I was given, which was “I should stay guard, WATCHING”. 

My mistake: I sat down and closed my eyes. I slipped out 😓. Very luckily, re_entry worked well. That day, I realised the worth of a Master's Words of ‘instructions’. 

There were days when nobody came. I got an opporChutney to undergo the meditation ‘myself’ on such days😜. Silver lining.

This experience helped me to understand the subtleties of the thing called ‘prana/life's, which is missed in the death_certificate by a doctor who can certify only Clinical death, not praanic_death. ( By product is, the movement of life_force, pranic energy within comes into our awareness 🙏. The “chaitanya” in a consecrated idol, touches our awareness through the awareness of own pranic energy! A gadget like multimeter can sense presence of electric current in a plug point, using its own tiny battery, isn't it??? A symbolic example. Energies even within me are different, ‘broadly classified’ in 5 major types🙏. A janeuDhaariPappu is ‘supposed' to invoke these 5, before he eats a staple_meal😜. Today, even the priest who teaches it is oblivious of its experience 🤣🤣🤣. Otherwise, with experience in himself, his own pranic energy is sufficient to motivate a kid to do the practice {“parishechana”.... The Procedure: It involves three main steps: Aabhojanam (before eating), Pranahuti (offering to life-forces), and Uttarabhojanam (after eating).}...pranahuti is meaningless without any experience of witnessing the 5 pranas within 😜)

Touch cure, is to some extent related to this.

Raw and organic food is related to pranic energy ( junk food is at the other extreme end , with the exception of a ‘prasadam’ offered as ‘neivedya’ to a deity ( often an idol guaranteed_to_emit a ‘chaitanya’, not a dummy stone, bereft_of_energy 😜🙏).

Emotions are good carriers of pranic energy, subject to mutual Compatibility 😜

Brahma_muhurta, local time, minimised the dissipation of energy, enabling the ‘reach’ to longer distances! ( Exactly why, proximity of an energetic fellow helps better.  Experiments have ‘proved’ that the ‘field’ reduces the latency of conveying Electric energy over distances….. the same ‘field’ if too strong, like a powerhouse/transformers, can cause neuro_disorder of brain😜)

Many such ‘relatable’ exampulls/examples for various manifest-‘forms’ of pranic energy 🙏 ( even the ritual of ‘blessing’ by touching the top of the head of a recipient is ‘empty’ without any transmission of pranic energy 😜.  A ‘hollow’ ritual cannot ‘sustain’ sans_experience🙏😜😜😜).

(A teaser 😜:  Naadi_doctor is an endangered species among humans today 😜. The ‘NEET’ exam for entrance/admission is designed by ‘nature’. An aspirant should be able to ‘sense’ the 3 naadi’s( praanic channels) at least 🙏. At PhD level, this guy can sense the INTENSITY of main naadi, and diagnose the life_span of a patient, which the other systems of medicine CANNOT😜😜😜🙏🙏🙏. 

A Punch: one ‘naadi daaktarr/doctor' accidentally Benedicted me{not blessed me}, by pronouncing the ‘abnormally_low’ intensity of main naadi, thereby…certifying_Inadvertently, the quality of my meditaShun that preceded his checking of my_wrist. 😜🙏.  I don't expect a reader to grasp this paragraph easily😭)

Energetically yours,

psn(14 March, 2026)

Wholesale mutual conflict

 Wholesale mutual conflict 

A good friend summed up the consequences of conflict between few nations in the middle East (march 2026) and the economic consequences adversely affecting the entire world.

Quote:

[13/03/2026, 6:03 am] That wellwisher: 

In the end common ma is squeezed from all sides. Only in India opposition and their followers blame govt in world crisis for everything. Even the countries involved in the war or other countries are not blaming their own govt for crisis happening due to war elsewhere.

[13/03/2026, 6:30 am] my response: Karma comes back to "common man"....🙏

42% GDP ( if the stories and history is true🙏)

Most literate, knowledgeable, and inclusive ones decided to remain humble+ frugal by saying bhavati bhiksham dehi( give me almost/food), so that an iron-drome shields them from greedy.

Bijness people ( Chettiar, agrawal, etc) decided to become "chowkidar" like Modi, of wealth 🙏, a tougher option 😢. 

Warrior class, their women folk especially, demand repayment of mother's milk by asking their son to sacrifice his life to protect a greater mom, Bharat mata, and kshatriyas lived+died unto that debt. Overwhelmed by these three, observing them 24/7, the fourth varna didn't need any tutoring afresh.

By-product ? Trust swells over generations. Acceptance deepens enough to keep the atma of all the 4, liberated enough to remain 'joyous' for entire life! 

Way of life.... Hinduism, a strong software 😜

Once we allowed our mind to become selfish, our inclusiveness broke apart.  Just look at "trust" . Impatience caused mistrust to throw baseless allegations against me

 even in a

totally non_commercial group we had 🙏🤣 and I bowed out humbly, accepting the allegations without any protest/defense🙏. ( I ought to be responsible atleast for myself ----symbolism of Hinduism, a_lotus. It doesn't protest the slush, instead uses it as manure to bloom even more😜. Modi Ji said this on a 'public address system' about himself 🙏.  The crux is, the essence is= each individual has to become response_abled/responsible. Otherwise 'nature' exempts only those few who choose responsibility, and karma deals in "wholesale bijness"! 🙏

Unquote 

( I don't miss any opporChutney to squeeze in my hidden agenda😜. Spirituality, a desi_weakness as an Indian_born .

meekly yours,

psn(13 March, 2026)

Negative Approach

Something that doesn't even warrant any pucca 'definition' (my perspective, at least until it appeals to a few more 🙏)

But,
a sample is quite harmless 👍

A young and newly married couple were 'analysing' the vomit of their baby, a few months old. I was watching the fun for a while.
argument broke out like,
'Why should this item come out first? the rule is last_in_first_out isn't it, when the journey is in reverse? Engine last, when a train is shunting backwards?"
the other spouse interjected: "Not necessarily....  Use a 'bit' of logic.  The first_in item like a half-ripe banana bit can FLOAT isn't it? And during a vomit, what floats, comes out first. When a water dam Overflows during a torrential rain, the dry grass which floats, spills-over-first, though that grass was occupying the dried water dam since last summer 👍"
It went on-and-on.
I normally don't interfere in the 'family-matters' of others. 🙏  But here, two PRIME reasons:1) I was acceptable to both. And, 2)emotional conflict was yet to creep-in.  They were only fighting with logic. Logic is like thin sticks used to hurt the other, without-any-scope for an injury 😜
I said:  "Wrong approach, dear friends 🙏"
They :"hey psn....  we thought you will declare a Winner instead 😶"
me: " Approach itself is wrong...  and  I mean it !"
They were showing a sample of restlessness + uneasiness 😂( a good symptom. They will be 2% better atttentive)
me:  Firstly, the child is awaiting your 'decision' to provide a medical attention. No elders with you to refer (google search not there 30 years ago. I didn't qualify as an 'elder' until I touch at least 60 😂. Stupid social norms....  age has nothing to 'do' with 'elderliness')
me: " Did you 'hear' a doctor  asking for a Vomit-Sample?  Like the 'Stools sample'? 🙏??? Every wonder 'Why'????  Vomit is due to indigestion. Starting point.  Stools is a info of  "residue, due to poor digestion, etc, etc, and several etc's ....."   
They: 😟
Me:  " Analysing the contents of a vomit,  is not going to take you anywhere.  Its like trying to analyze the blabber of a confused mind, using  psychiatry.  Undigested thoughts spill out  during a senseless blabber. The material of a mind comes out from the mouth/words itself, whether with or without digestion. 😂 Mother nature was wise, in using dissimilar exit points for undigested and poorly digested intake. She did not 'take any chances' with human common sense !"
They nodded. 
The doctor prescribed 'sequential steps' and the kid recouped well  in two days!

A very popular 'approach' is " How to find a genuine Guru?. Is a guru needed-at-all? (Etc)"

Even about death, the popular approach is "doctor certified that he/she is dead👍Nothing more to it now. Worry about disposal of the carcass now" 

Guru:  The approach is futile.  When a Guru decides upon a disciple, the latter is choiceless about it  😜.  (Logically, unacceptable.  I agree! A cyclone, storm or earthquake doesn't seek my permission before it engulfs me 😂.  A guru is far more 'Lethal' than any of these natural calamities. He doesn't need a negative-approach to reach me.  He has the 'core' of existence to work for him 🙏.  An old adage, not easy to digest is:  "Khudi ko kar buland itna, Ki har tehreer se pehle, Khuda khud bandey se pooche 'bataa teri raza kya hai?"  It is not about 'obliging to the whims of any egoist. It is about a Guru positioning himself in synchronicity with cosmic laws, and then choosing a 'ready-victim' to pounce upon😂)

Death:  A doctor certifies only "clinical death" (when we 'can' talk like:  My body , my mind...   there ought to be a "me" isn't it?...  )...   See, if it makes sense to approach death,  using our focus on the "me, I" within...😥!  Wrong or negative approach doesn't matter to others, about death. Anyway they know the  route to graveyard.  I needn't worry about this-one-destination and its route-map, location, the graveyard. 😂


Positive approach?
Everything that is life-negative is negative, and anything life-positive is positive for me   🙏.  I decided to 'approach' that piece of thing ticking inside me called 'life or praana'.  How can that 'approach' go wrong/negative, ever?...   
My approach towards any situation in material life, can go wrong/negative. But, my orientation to lean towards Praana, helps me to 'auto-spell-check' any mis-takes/errors/negativity in approaching the situations around me 😜 
On a serious note,  I have avoided my 'approach' itself, to quite a  few around me, owing to my age, and mindful of their precious time, when I eat-up their time 🙏.  Only they solicit nuisance/trouble, when they persist to retain a 'social' plastic smile to be flashed onto me . That way, I am more-available, to genuine TRUST in me, by a rare few.  No constitution can enforce Trust in me on any citizen. By their_right, I am a 'kaafir' to a very large number 👍.  I accept+acknowledge their 'right' to treat me thus, under 'freedom-list' in desi KaanstooShun/constitution.  No qualms about a negative-approach by them 🙏 

Neutrally yours,
psn(12th March, 2026)