Of late, I am running into serious
trouble.....
I am made to look at the very basics,
once again (or is it 'yet-again'...not quite sure... which way it
suits aptly!)...
Hardly have I recovered out of the
trauma due to that 'lament Vs 'ability to see other's point of
view'....
and now this 'somebody' hovering above
my mind (most of the time), asks me .. “Can Humility and
sense-of-Gratitude” reside in a person exclusively also? (either
ways, Only humility, no gratitude, or.... only gratitude, no
humility?)
...
'What is your problem.... exactly?'
I tried to put the ball in back into the other's court....
'Oh!... not about any exactitude....
just trying to see, if there could be a short-cut.... somebody
finds 'humility' too hurting, painful, too-large-a-pill to swallow,
why not the other one ?... vice-versa..... anyway, forget it...
don't try to feign humility about 'I don't know'....' was the subtle
'dig'
....
For quite some time, I had been
blabbering a lot of abstract concepts, and it is all snowballing back
into me ('towards' me... was what I like to look at it , seeking
consolation!).... Very wrong to 'assume' that we can afford to play
with abstract-concepts.... later on interpret it either way, to
suit our way... Didn't work! Karma theory :)
...
I have a forum... now!
(And lesser the response, better the
safety.... I can postpone... eating my own words!)
....
But, ..... I was reminded of somebody
who told me.... years ago.... every breath that we inhale, we owe
it to those greenery around.... and they await humbly, for our
exhalation, which is so precious for their life! (My joy of 'that
time' ..... was obviously short lived.... what I dreamt was, even
doing nothing.... even as an idly-sitting parasite, .... I was
'contributing' to life on this planet, just exhaling regularly, after
every inhalation! Even breathing became a joy (that started off the
whole problem... that joy inside..... it asked for more.... 'yeh
dil maange more!')
psn (23rd June, 2012)
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