Life Span

 This time, I am placing a disclaimer.

I ain't too sure about what I am saying……despite my adherence to my self_imposed rule of speaking out of experience.

My experience part is outweighed by my observations. Level of perception determines the accuracy of observations.

Experience: of late, I am noticing the delay in restoration of myself. Worn out rechargeable_batteries get depleted much faster, and get charged very little, with that deceptive 100% level befooling us😜

Guess work : all along I was keen to see if my guesswork about the possible lifespan of others around, happens to turn out true or not.

Parameters were set by myself, evolving in it with experience 🙏

We notice that a few exceptions baffle us. A fellow looking very healthy, fit etc…. suddenly bids a goodbye. Another fellow despite multiple chronic and acute ailments, keeps deceiving death, and surprising us😜…. So, I thought/guessed….there is one more vital factor, quite subtle and imperceptible, whic decides the life span. This factor happens to be the exclusive monopoly of those who learn naadi-vaidya, to come to the_closest-possible approximation of life time left for a person 🙏 

Accidental death…..we can't predict.

I started looking into deeper aspects of life_energy getting replenished 😜 awesome experience and revelations.

I am almost certain, most of the readers will find the details of my findings too boring or fatiguing at least. 

Of course, there are always an alternative source of charging, and even storage….of life energy……but that's an entirely different thing

Depletingly yours,

PSN ( 28 oct 2023)

Positivity versus negativity

 I noticed a copypaste quote in Hindi " even when situation is negative, if we can remain positive, it is a success". Damn tempting 😂…Mind doesn't even wait to say a "wah_wah".... I am an ulti_khopdi 🙏😭……… I pick fault where there is none🙏😭😢😰 manufacturing defect 😅

I wrote there…. 

Quote 

"https://www.kooapp.com/koo/Shrivastav_Divyesh/9f999d7b-e866-4da1-a9d2-aff4b55e4305 

स्थिति तो परिणाम है ( हमेशा)!

सकारात्मक रहना choice है

नकारात्मक बनना मजबूरी/कमजोरी/विवशता है 🙏

दृष्टिकोण ही तय करता है, कोई भी स्तिथि को ( जैसे, समाज में 99% अगर ज़बरदस्त तन्दुरूस्त हैं, doctor के लिए तो नकारात्मक स्तिथि ही ना? 

नोबल पुरस्कार का संस्थापक, लोक युद्ध को सकारात्मक ही अनुभव किया 😜 दोनों पक्षों को युद्ध सामग्री बेचकर ही कमाया पुरस्कार के निधी का मूलधन 😭🙏)

सनातन में ऐसे कमाई से पुरस्कृत नहीं होते थे 🙏😜"

Unquote

Situation is a consequence of something, so …there cannot be anything negative or positive in it by itself. We view it as per our perspective… ( and added " positivity has always been a conscious choice, while negativity is a compulsiveness/weakness/shortcoming/etc"

If, 99% of society is damn healthy, a selfish doctor finds the "situation" as negative, 😂

The source of funding for Nobel prize comes from a situation where nations at war was "positive" for merchant of death, Alfred Nobel 😢😰 ( it seems, he grew weary of such earnings towards his last days, and instituted an award for positive purpose, as some kind of atonement 🙏

Sanatana Dharma never funded for rewarding positivity out of illgotten wealth…😞…

Now, my usual nasty habit of ticking the readers, leaving a bitter taste in their minds ….

A silly question:

which one is a choice, positivity or negativity? 😜

First sip, taste, snort of nervous stimulants( drugs, liquor, etc) was a conscious choice. Once addicted, there is no more any choice 😜

Can positivity ever become an addiction? Can negativity be ever a choice?

Positively yours😰😭

PSN (19 Oct 2023)

Contributory negligence

 1990 or so ....

A colleague was chargesheeted for fraud... enquiry held, and dismissed.

The defence representative for charge sheeted employee is from trade union. There wasn't any scope to argue against clear case and evidence. वो bore हो गया, enquiry process में, which was a mere formality. Everyone knew, he will be dismissed.

That neta, used to utilise time for union work in my city( travel on duty, expenses paid by bank ....as a defense lawyer in enquiry 😂). So he asked me "final submission तुम लिखो, मैं sign कर दूंगा"

Force of habit.....😢

I studied the entire proceedings, evidence etc, before framing the "final submission of arguments " on behalf of delinquent employee.

I then described in great detail, the aspect of contributory negligence of the superior officers of that employee. ( every one was complacent about everything in that enquiry, and therefore didnt bother to pay any attention to what I wrote)

"Contributory negligence" is an offence too, in law and it's concepts.

Allow currency notes to pop out of pocket too glaringly, and blame the pickpocket alone?

I didn't know, that....copies of enquiry process goes to RBI, when there is a 'capital' punishment ( dismissal).

RBI has a dedicated department to read all of it carefully 😜

They wrote a very strong letter to headoffice.." why aren't the erring officers not issued a show_cause_notice? For their serious lapse, contributory negligence?.... immediately chargesheet them, send copy to us 😡"

Sudden shock....😂

Head office had no choice.

Officers association ( usually चम्चा of management) connived to send only 'copies' of chargesheet to negligent officers ( who facilitated the fraud, due to their lapses, कामचोर)… original was never served. RBI doesn't ask the results of all chargesheeted cases ( chargesheet देने को बोला, हमने दे दिया! बस………… even shraap, curses, are converted as symbolic नाम के वास्ते 😜, in few cases)

A story of a car owner of denmark, deciding not to move his car till the eggs of a bird in a nest on his car is hatched, became a viral clip on social media, appreciating his humanitarian gesture. 

Here, parking the car for long duration ( contributory act).....bird decided, it is safe to build a nest ....

So, not destroying the nest till the eggs are hatched.... कोई उपकार नहीं किया it was a dharmic duty, only to offset earlier negligence( negligence is .... misleading a bird, that this object is a discarded scrap. 

Even at cellular level.....flab is nothing but a godown constructed by cells in that area of our body..... when we don't use that limb/organ/part of our body for long duration..... contributory negligence of misleading our cellular intelligence 🙏.... when sick, flabby, etc...daaktarr says " walking करो!" Then, people go for "walking करने जा रहा हूं "……… whatever their language, the word "walking" is retained in English...as if it is a generic name of a life_saving_drug, not to be mispronounced or translated😜😂

This "contributory negligence" is very often a series and serious lapse on the part of parents in their upbringing as an act of omission.

result is...... sudden discovery that an offspring does something not in tune with traditions, Dharma etc... Effect is, that generation deteriorates....and over generations, culture, tradition, heritage, values etc evaporate 😜

( values like...... How to learn, how to deepen perception, how to stabilize emotions, how to use sense of 'discrimination'?.... lost 😜😂... सिखाने वाले भी लुप्त)

We often become unaware of several of our acts of contributory negligence ( omission and commision). Like, we suddenly discovered ecology environment etc getting spoiled due to our 'modern' lifestyle 😜

Yours contributorily,

PSN (19 Oct 2023)

Mind

 Mind

A joke.

Mind takes a longer time to accept something it could understand very soon...

That's why a Gym might help...( mind's gym 😜)

 that, a flab in the stomach we carry all our waking hours is a needless burden, and a drain on our energies,....it's understanding is easy and instant.

Does the mind permit and cooperate , if we wish to go to a Gym, to reduce the flab? Mind might prefer off_the shelf solutions 🤣..."belts" are getting sold as an attraction. But we don't meet any beneficiary.

Physical activity is not about excercise, keeping trim, being healthy, alone 🙏

There is a subtle aspect too.

Body, mind and the breath are fused.

The being is getting itself limited in numerous ways into these three. 

The being seeks liberation. But, when this urge gets expression through body or mind, the form and meaning changes. We find the mind longing for more&more. If being speaks, it would say it very differently 🤣

Physical activity, performed with the permission of our mind, keeps the body calm, flexible and utterly relaxed, as also aware and alert. ( all the yogic or spiritual practices are supposed to lead us into this. Structured activity, designed to tame our body and breath. Mind gets tamed as a consequence. Now, liberation of the being is natural 🙏. A choice happens, to leave the body or to remain in it for its natural span of wear and tear. 

There are various 'stages' of liberation. The life's joyousness is proportional to the stages of liberation reached🙏

Baby_steps...

Seek the mind's permission first 🙏

am I yours?

PSN (4oct2023)

Gym

 A joke..... 

Youngsters go to a Gym.....

Workout there, is to keep trim, strong, get rid of flab, etc....

Do we know of any 'Gym' to excercise our minds? ( with same concept?)

Well, 

It just occurred to me 😢😢😢😰😰😰😰😰😭😭😞😞

Am I turning into a Gym fellow inadvertently?.... and not even clever enough to charge fee?

Excercising the mind of...who ever comes to know my_mind ?

On-site ( direct chat in person)

Off-site ( is actually online 🤣....blog, speakingtreedotcom.....now, "koo" platform 🤣🤣🤣🤣

One koo user( anonymous, pseudonym) made a remark too....

https://www.kooapp.com/koo/blessedtobesanatani/b72ccbf9-755d-4bca-be26-840ea775b744

Well,

Only a healthy mind is capable of being amenable to becoming quiet. 😜. We can't order it with " you shut up"🤣 it will rebound with double force.

Unhealthy minds, manage to remain "socially acceptable". Only ill_minds (mentally ill) need a care in mental health home🙏 ( NIMHANS, Bengaluru…kilpauk……erragadda….etc)

Why become quiet?

The only way to enhance the "abilities of a mind"😰

Patanjali defines 'yoga' as cessation of incessant waves_of_thought 😳 ( if he can be trusted 🙏)

Evidence: during deep sleep, mind withdraws into quietude ( nature's embedded software design, to ensure preservation+ propagation of human species 😜)

Now,

If……and only if……we make a conscious choice, to quieten our mind, for a while, with full awareness ( unlike deep sleep state), there is a dynamic state about that silence 😜…. technical name is MeditaShun…

Very gymnastically yours,

PSN (2 Oct 2023)

Tailpiece

Gym

🤣

I like that nickname/pseudonym/mockery name/whatever.

It suits me best👍😔

Nobody, even flabby people are 'against' any gym , yet, ...most flabby ones keep away from gym, or even workouts at home....😂

Inadvertently, when somebody bumps into me, neither of us are aware, that any conversation beyond 300 seconds(5 minutes, )....I end up into a Gym 😭...

For the mind, that is 😰

Quite understandable 🙏....not everybody likes to step out of their mind's comfort zone ( couch potato 🥔)....

And, I can't shut down my gym whenever I am not busy with some kind of physical activity 😭....

A few, surprise me. They keep tolerating me for even years 😂.... ( usually, such people....also happen to report some healthy slimming of mind's flab 😂)

I am aware.....a "Bruce Lee" might visit incognito, and land a formidable punch on my brains 😂....

Despite its injury , I make it a point, *_not to feel_hurt_* ....I am grateful for a healthy punch from a master, a Guru 🙏

Reverence

 Reverence

The best available term in English for the deep concept in Sanskrit called "shraddha". 

This shraddha is assuredly an infallible tool to acquire wisdom represented by yet another deep concept called "Gyan" in Sanskrit.

I used to ask youngsters who spent "quality time" in the western countries. ( the reach itself needs these kids to be "creamy layer" among students. I ask them " can you name one very_fundamental difference between the two cultures…..East & West…?"( Bharat and developed European countries, USA etc?). All other aspects are incidental to this single aspect.

Then, I volunteer my own view, leaving it to them to argue or learn from it😂

BHARAT is fundamentally "reverence culture" West is freedom culture.

Once freedom is your priority, the clamour for independence is inevitable. Once independence is a priority, fighting for rights is obvious.

Even today, the residue of "reverence" is available as streaks of light, when we look at the tendency of average Indians, not trying to fight "adequately" for their rights 😜

I cannot use a better example than the docunted one in Gita, to stress upon the depth of the word "reverence".

From the story, we have a reason to believe that Arjuna was above average as a good student/disciple/etc. He alone passed the "focus test" conducted by Drona ( an acharya…mind you😜🙏…not a Guru, in the technical sense😰)... Difficult to find a learner like Arjuna.

Even he…. Arjuna, needed to cross over 11 chapters of Gita, to feel the reverence towards Krish, to be able to call him "Bhagawan" 😜😂😂😂

If that is reverence of Arjuna's level, where do we stand? 😭🙏🙏🙏

Anyway, those who read this upto here, cannot say " I didn't know"...

It's a choice, whether they wish to remain stuck to freedom or to evolve into the potential of experiencing reverence. ( Sadly enough, for a "Sanatani" , practice of reverence is indispensable)

Reverentially yours,

PSN (24 sept 2023)

Subtlities

 Subtlities

नज़ाख़तें

Quite a subtle concept, apart from being abstract….the concept of subtlety.

Very few try bother about finding out the distinction between similar looking words.

My cousin is one of them. ( at least, he was……if, the age hasn't forced or squeezed_out the curiosity about such subtle aspects).

Probably, he decided it was safe to ask a fellow like me about distinction between achievement & accomplishment ( of course, there was some kind of debate at his workplace during their brief recess. And the decision remained inconclusive, due to the very nature of these two words, which overlap like conjoined twins😜)

I told him my views, and it looked like, he was convinced.

He might have even forgotten about it.

But me, the way I am…..I used to get bogged down by the confusion between two actions, in the arena of spirituality practices.

Already, spirituality is itself quite a fuzzy, abstract and subtle word well known for its evasiveness of grasp ( or was it "elusiveness"???😜😜)

And the, when we are supposed to be just trying to remain alert, eyes closed, we end us trying to watch our breath. These two are entirely different 🙏…. Being alert, doing nothing….and watching the-breath.

So, 

achievement versus accomplishment……😂

I managed to coin a sentence. Let's see how much I am correct about it.

The effort was to bring out the subtle difference 🙏

" We would have achieved nothing worthwhile, if we could not accomplish the subtle task of grasping the distinction between the two terms, achievement and accomplishment. Which of these qualifies better for success, is not fixed, because situations might differ. Whereas, we have people who are known for their achievements, and we have yet others, who are known as 'accomplished personalities' and they aren't quite the same"

Luckily, I ain't either of these, and therefore….have the luxury of observing the two, dispassionately.

Ordinarily yours,

PSN (22 September, 2023)

Idiot

 Idiot

Recent _most occasion for me to be addressed thus, was just within the two days 😜

Quote

"🇮🇳 (Mr X, ) 🇮🇳 commented on your Koo

Ok, that proves it, you are an idiot. Gandhi was a British stooge, sent to Bharat to hijack independence and to destroy Sanatan Dharm. You missed the entire lesson taught by Krisha, one must fight for Dharm. You are truly stupid. I feel sorry for you and your family. Retired? So you are older... how sad that you gained no wisdom. There is still time. Meditate."

How do we handle such titles, when addressed to us ?

I didn't know, how to !

I noticed that I was the kid who was called most number of times by elders around me, till I reached the age of 22. 

Age wasn't the reason, for ceasing to call me so…. I became financially self dependent ( a job, and a salary 🙏😉). Pathetic reason to stop calling a close relative " you are an idiot"

Early kid age, there was a versatility in calling me using all available synonyms of "idiot"... ( the mix of Malayalam & Tamil provides a wide spectrum of such words, synonymous with "buddhoo")

I didn't know how to handle this attribute 😳

They wouldn't explain why ( I am an idiot).

I had to figure it out by myself 🙏… can a mentally ill patient figure it rby himself, once he has become a acute one? ( it is here, I got one small clue🙏…. That doctor tells his relatives, not the patient, that the patient is mad😜… no use telling the patient, because he won't agree😂

Whereas, an idiot has some chance….he isn't mentally ill. Just an inadequacy of common sense, that's all.

I started looking within. Not much help. I couldn't understand what was so_idiotic in me? 

Then, when left with no other option, I started looking at the people who called me an idiot often.. …. A pattern emerged😂.

Numerous reasons…..

1. they had the right to call me so, as elders (1955-60 era.. respect for elders was by default, irrespective of deserving it😉)

2. they didn't know any other way of reassuring themselves of their relevance 😜 ( most of them, miserably poor in academics, and unemployed)

3. my dad wasn't too protective for me, and being the eldest of eldest born, I was their earliest punching bag for practice, without any risk of retaliation 😂

4. A unanimity got forged amongst them, when they conversed about_me, and found that I was very uniformily asking all of them only stupid questions 🙏 ( like, " when we trust God to be omniscient, why do devotees shout_out their request at the temple, as if God ji has turned a little deaf, of late?... why do we have to ASK, instead of trusting God ji to know by himself?. ".... and " can we not reach God at the accident site itself for help? We can't reach temple, if disabled/injured. He is supposed to be everywhere.")

5. Etc

For sure, the majority rule didn't seem to work, ( majority opinion).

A few who didn't call me an idiot, were a little more patient that the others. 

Now, I improvised my data collection. I started looking for "what persuaded them to call me an idiot"😜…. Mostly, it was a convenient replacement for an embarrassing truth " I dont know " …

When I was thoroughly convinced about the reasons, using the scientific concept of "element of repititiousness, to theorise a postulate, to ensure a pattern", I reduced asking them irritating questions, and decided to seek answers by myself 🙏 ( today, I seek irritating questions, but from an eager –not egoistic— mind, keen to learn )

My next problem was a natural consequence 😂

How to handle appreciation?...

For me, this was a more vulnerable issue. I might grow horns 🤘😈. Then, I might stagnate 😭

Usually, the person who appreciates me, explains his perspective. And I get a chance to pass on the credits to due person, because of whom, I became a mere tool, and not the doer of that appreciable act, word, or thought. If I don't find a tenable reason either from the other, or by my own search, I simply disown it, just as I dismiss the title "idiot".😂… 

It is easier to locate the error in me, when I am called an idiot, than knowing the reason for a generous appreciation. Reason is simple. Idiot is a title, I can earn by myself, but appreciation is the combined efforts of many who toiled to evolve me🙏😰… 

When the appreciation or depreciation is about an abstract quality by nature, it is usually a perceptional ability or lack of it. Such perceptional ability or lack of it could be a common social problem. ( reasons are physiological. Thoughts, of the society as a whole, used to be non_commercial 5 centuries ago, compared to today. Almost all the thoughts can be traced to some kind of commercial value today. Such lopsided mind's can err in a collective pattern when it is about an attribute like intelligence/idiocy etc.)

Anyway, I have started enjoying, being called an idiot once in a way. I am by now, good at faster analysis and instant + dependable results, about the justification of my being called so 🙏

Appreciation for what I consider as my efforts, and accomplishments, comes only in a very mystic and shrouded manner, of late. And I am full of gratitude for that manner of acknowledgement 🙏. Commercial appreciation doesn't stir me 🙏.

Idiotically yours,

PSN (17 sept 2023)

Relevance

 Relevance

The relevance of this word dawned on me when I saw people around me facing irrelevance 😜

A GM, a clerk, and a peon are at par, after retirement 😜 . The slang for describing them is "fused bulb" 🤣… the wattage is irrelevant, once a bulb is fused. So, the functional wattage decides it's relevance. If retired people are retained some wattage, their weightage is proportional to their relevance.

When a incorruptible, patriotic, hardworking, brilliant, neta like Modi became relevant by some divine interference, and ended up as a prime minister of Bharat, scam netas started facing irrelevance like never before in the past 70 years since independence. War against a neighbour became irrelevant, when this master_strategist rendered the terror exporter into a beggar, shattering them economically.

Enough of entertainment 🙏

I started looking at relevance, even as a kid 😰😳😳😳. My dad used to chant often " when elders are conversing, what have you_got_to_do here??" ( message was "get lost, you are irrelevant" . But I wasn't wise enough. I misinterpreted it as "chats of elders is not relevant to you"...

At school, the problem of "relevance" kept haunting me. When a teacher doesn't know the answer, their rebuke would be   "ask something that is_relevant to your exam…"( even the prescribed lessons get omitted from 'portions for exam')

Somewhere I turned nuts…..🙏😰😭

Not just any nut/s…. A proper CASHEW_nut…( it popped out of the fruit, due to impatience 😜)

I started looking at relevance of my birth itself, as a human being. The good thing about such idiotic_looking_questions is…..it brings alongside it, the wisdom also, enough to know, whom_not_to_ask….the relevance of being born as a human 😜. ( I wasn't familiar with the word "spirituality".... 

when elders ask me to "pray" before a deity, a fotu, an idol,      or     a temporary consecration like 'ganapathy bappa asked to occupy a pyramid of turmeric powder/idam haridra bhimbe aavaahaYaami…" …..etc …in such situations, I wonder 'am I relevant to this_Godji?'.... God's are selective as well 😭. Shiva certified Ravana as his best_disciple. Rama pampered Hanuman to even cause irritation to Sita 😜… )

What is then, relevant to me?

How am I going to be relevant to others?

( a diamond doesn't bother about irrelevance, lying covered in mud, with mud…for centuries, untill the keen eyes of a prospector, expert in recognising jewels casts his eyes upon it 😜)

Rishis, ….as I could observe ( though I never have "seen" one 😞), dealt with this problem of facing irrelevance, very conclusively!  

Even death was irrelevant to them 🙏😳😳😳

That….hit me like a thunderbolt 😶😳😳😳

No way to "ask" a Rishi…😜….no use asking non_rishis…( how to use the already_available sense_of_discrimination ……gained relevance 🙏… to empower me with a subtle tool, to fathom the secret about these rishis🙏… I know, at this point, most readers begin to lose relevance of this bla_bla , to them 🤣).

I could see that nothingness is the only way to dissolve the very issue of relevance 😜 ( I won't elaborate on this…. so that I don't become totally_irrelevant to readers ).

Reverentially relevant, 

yours for ever, 

PSN (12 sept 2023)

Retrospectively introspecting

 Retrospectively introspective

One of the few syndromes of old-age 😜

Brooding over the past.

Often, we ask ourselves " what if i were given a chance to take the clock back, re_do something in the past? Will I do it better?"

I too asked myself 🙏

I was very clear.

If i were given that chance, to do it again, with the mind i had then….i wouldn't be able to do it any better 😫 ( i usually do my very best. )

Whereas, if i carry the mind i have now, i will surely do every bit of my past many times better 😜….

As simple as that.

This personal experience gives me the freedom to think over my past, and engage into debugging, whenever I have leisure time to sit and think by myself.

It is this "process" of indulging into introspection retrospectively, which allowed me to verbalise something like……

" core education concept is all about….

Learning,

How to….

1)Learn ( the learning process peaks, thereafter 🙏)

2) stabilize emotions ( intellect peaks 😜…great discoveries happened when mind was still)

3) deepening of perception ( the best possible evolvement for a human birth form)

4)use of sense of discrimination ( the ultimate tool for spirituality 🙏)

And then i retrospected into far past…..gurukuls. 

The structure was pathetic 😭….just a hut in the desolate dense forest, with adverse survival means( vulnerability of wild animals injuring, is 24/7…. No sensible parent would send their kid to such a dangerous school 😜🙏)

Today's schools keep innovating gadgets and tools ( labs, library, digital technology…what not? )

Product that comes out both these schools, with diagonally opposite infrastructure?

7 to 16 age, gurukuls are churning out master brains, equal to some 40 PhDs, and importantly the learning curve improves exponentially to reach a Rishi level 🙏 ( all the ancient rishis of Bharat, were mathematicians of highest order, specialising into every known branch of science)

Today's kids….one PhD in one sub_menu of one subject, that kid is past 25 age, and usually stagnates by 30, in all other areas, except his PhD subject 😜… he needs "how to tutorials, for using a new gadget".

There was a sophisticated process of retrospectively introspecting….

It was a functional aspect of a spiritual concept called samyama ( nearest word is "synthesis").... this synthesis can be applied to our past( karma). If, this process is done dexterously, the past karma can be dissolved through 'virtual reality ' 😜… ( this paragraph might cause slight indigestion 🙏… but, let me state, for what ever I am worthy of, that i speak from experience 🙏, and purpose is, to reassure of the possibility as yours too! For you too👍

Retrospectively yours,

PSN (10 sept., 2023)

Learning skills

 Learning skills

Conceptually, teaching and learning skills are interspersed.

If it is really so, then it follows that the functionality of these two are both, complementary as well as supplementary to each other. Complementary in reaching peak levels of productivity, results. Supplementary, to deal with inadequacy in either of the two, teacher or student.

Usually, the type of present day students are broadly of 4 types

1). just curious to know, how much the teacher knows

2). willing to listen and enjoy as long as the student finds it acceptable

3). willing to even learn, only those things which the student finds it comfortable to learn, or…compromises if compelled to learn.

4). Here, the student surrenders to a teacher " do whatever is needed with me, but somehow make me learn🙏

We don't get to see the 4th type easily, or often.

3rd type depends inversely proportional to the comfort zone that the student can afford. ( example: a fellow going to live in a submarine will be constrained to learn if somebody can teach " how to breathe through skin" nose wasn't used during stay in water for 9 months in the womb. Duryodhana knew to stay underwater for long duration 😜… example 2: an illiterate mom wouldn't argue that she isn't literate when a doctor says " xscufs is the medicine, get it in 40 minutes if you want your child to live" she simply byhearts "xscufs" the way it sounds, and utters it at the medical shop. No time to write a prescription etc… example 3: question paper leaked at 10 hours to go for exam. A fellow desparate to just pass, struggles to get byheart and manages to write the answer, repeating the text words "for fig. 23, turn to page 147" )

1st and 2nd type of students, are dime a dozen 🙏….no example needed.

A student who happens to learn any or all of the following?

How to….. 1)learn, 2)deepen perception 3) stabilize emotions 4)use the already available item 'sense of discrimination'.....

He depends very less on the teaching skills of a teacher.

Suppose a teacher can teach even one_of_these_4 ….???( Oh! Great 👍)

Look at freaks, who are quick and early learners…( these four or any of them has_to_be_present)

Why would a student be interested in spirituality?

Skillfully yours,

PSN (7 sept 2023)

Sanatha Dharma, concepts

 Virtualisation concept in #sanatana Dharma

This Dravidian athiests are now he'll bent upon eradicating "sanatana" itself…..😜

Not even "knowing" what they are up against? 

It's an eternal concept. 

Accurately इspeaking, they are out to eradicate NOTHINGNESS itself.

Shiva is the symbolism of "that which is not"

We Hindus call him MAHA_dev…( other Gods don't try to "mess" with him…. Scientifically, you mess with NOTHINGNESS, blackhole swallows you😂)

An exampull 🙏

Recently, when entire India was celebrating raksha Bandhan, we a few in tamilnadu ( we, who hail from a lineage of traditional beggars पारम्परिक भिखारी वंशज)

were busy renewing our janeu ( thread of janeudhàri pappu).

We are required to chant 2 names for 1008 times ( part 1…out of 6 parts)

I suddenly felt a flow of energy through my subtle energy channels ( they call it praan naadi…..some 72000 😜 with several "junctions" bla bla)..

I slowed down….the chant. Focused on the source of sound in me, consciously shifting it to the base of my stomach ( I knew how to handle it, once this thing reveals itself😂😜)

Yes! I am not into self_deception, hallucinations etc…. Theory of "element of repetitious_ness" was ensured to render it as a scientifically acceptable observation ( not that i am "seeking" any concurrence, but i wanted to be sure for my own sake)...

The two names….( kamokaarisheeth, manyurkaarisheeth)... 

I became curious to google.

Somebody explained, it was just "names" to represent kaarmic residues accumulated in us over past times, and to submit the karma to it, with the sole purpose of freedom from those karmic bonds( mukti in piece meal)

Fine!

It rhymes with several concepts…. atma by itself is pure, says Gita…bla bla 👍

Now what is this virtualisation of rishi_like thing?😳😳😳🙏🙏🙏

Awesome concept.

Computing technology is evolving into creating virtual servers in cloud technology, in order to take networking technology to a newer level 😳… beyond 5G, virtualisation is indispensable 🙏

Here, the ancient rishis have placed_in_orbit …..2 virtual servers ( kamokarisheeth & manyurkarishreth) who can be invoked consciously, during a particular phase of moon, every year… and we can transfer our karmic data to those "virtual servers".... 

I felt humbled…

Usually modern kids finish the chant under 20 minutes (1008). I needed 90 minutes, being stuck inextricably into the maze of vibes it created, crisscross in my neurology 😭

How do these jihadis/Dravidian parties/whatever, propose to eradicate something which is already "virtual"?

Darkness complained against light to Godji " he is chasing me out, wherever I go 🙏😭"……………to which. Light explained " my lord Godji….how can bi have any vengeance against somebody whom I have never seen bin my life?"

Dear Jihadi/ricebag….first find out the location of "nothingness"( it's not emptiness…. emptiness is space)... Then eradicate it… we can agree, you did eradicate sanathana dharma 🙏… Shiva is our boss👍

Anyway, yours

PSN ( 5th August 2023)

Death as a teacher

 My close kid_age friend had lost his wife about 2 weeks ago. Today i received a very personal message from him, describing his inner experience of these 2 weeks, culminating into something quite intense during the recent_most day.

I felt so overwhelmed by reading it, that i wrote something in a reply_response. 

Even my response is quite personal ( in nature) and hence I am sharing it without quoting his part of message.

"Awesome message ( सच कहो तो शब्द नहीं है मेरे पास, घिसे पिटे "awesome" जैसे के सिवाय 🙏!  It is a psychological problem yaar. The "feeling" is fresh, whereas the word used to describe it is worn out..... otherwise, the word is quite powerful enough 🙏)

I had a gush of thoughts, as i went through each of your sentences here.

My immediate response is.....you responded admirably well, to the process called "death", even as a witness 🙏. ( I say this with a responsibility......which cannot be *_expected of, from a normal average person of even PhD level_* ... Because, i did something which is done by very few. A powerful meditation, meant to give a very personal experience of death_itself....is underwent by me some 500+ times over 5 years plus( weekly twice). In combination with certain rigorous spiritual practices, which *_enhances our sensitivity_* to very subtle, imperceptible experiences, was also an accompanying factor 🙏.... I volunteered for some 5000 freshers, who were exclusively dedicated to evolve into spiritual path. These were just 10% of those who attended the programs.... खुद होकर, खुशी से, special class attend  करने वाले जैसा………their sincerity is almost ascertained जैसा!

It is with this background that I was reading what you wrote here.....

What surprises me is.....

i hesitated to write many of the thoughts that kept occuring to me for some 5 days after you broke the news of that pious lady( kalpanaजी, ). Pious is in a scientific sense, ..... meaning, a certain level  of reverence being shown towards a companion by a person. It enhances the emotional sensitivity to best possible levels in a human being 🙏.... Usually, adversities invoke such enhanced levels of sensitivity to subtle emotions  though ....it need_not_be so 🙏.... 

Yes, death is a release....( may not be liberation/mukti itself for all... Mukti is possible even when alive😜)

Life.....is better understood via death 

( this is evident from the way the ancients "treated" death through the rituals & traditions they instituted and assimilated into our way_of_life called Hinduism 🙏 ... This is my living experience when i witnessed death of my dad in 1983, and then my sister's in 2014. I could also clearly experience the enhanced level of sensitivity in the second one🙏...   Instead of sharing my experience, i could persuade an observation from an independent observer who was with me for 3 days after my sister's death. His observation was a sort of confirmation of my experience 😜.... He was a bit astounded by his own words, which came sporadically, and spontaneously 🤣😜😜🙏...

I have reasons to believe that Kalpana ji has given you a priceless parting gift, whose value is  bound to keep increasing till you time arrives 😂.... It is in the very_nature_of things....that such deep relationships ( rare+fortunate) never go without its rewards Gratitude swells in our hearts, only if+when we realise it's value🙏!

( I had the good fortune to discuss about our father's death, that process,.....with my sister quite often 🙂.  There was a unique advantage, in that.....i naturally stepped into my dad's shoes, after my dad departed, and i had the responsibility of my unmarried sister for the rest of her life. A few incidents associated with her death are a bit difficult to 'believe' for any  logical mind, but too many to be dismissed as coincidences 😜....... I am omitting mention of those.)

On the way to school, i pass by a church on "Chapel road" a slope.... And whether it is morning or evening....if there is "body" kept there for prayers.....i walk in , go as close as possible to that body, and stare at it silently, with a blank mind😂........in all ignorance+innocence. Little did i know, that i was inadvertently going through a powerful and ancient spiritual process of being at meditation , a process of  synthesis with a corpse at the funeral ground 🙏🙏🙏... I realised this only after learning about spiritual processes , past my middle age. 

As a very close kid_age friend ( the speciality is.....our bonds are forged during our innocence 😜........ Not quite easy to set_such lab_conditions), i am feeling gratitude to mother nature, when you consciously chose to share your very personal experiences thus 🙏,

 (Personal.....is different from words like "secret, private, confidential, etc")"

Unquote.

PSN ( 26 aug 2023)

Recognition

 Recognition 

Ironically,

when it comes to human-relationships, we seek recognition from others, when our concern out to have been about deepening our own abilities to recognise things around us better.

A diamond doesn't even wait for any recognition of its worth.

A coconut tree, that sprung up on the desolate shores of a tiny island, when the sea waves pushed a ripe coconut to that place, simply yields nuts according to the available nutrients. It doesn't look for recognition of its potential to yield 300 good nuts per year, if properly manured etc.

Teenagers look for recognition of their inclination at something that tries to flourish ( some hidden/latent talent). Whereas the structure of our society binds them on to a railroad of a pattern, on 'like it or not basis', this is your routine now on.

Expectations of getting a recognition, has come to affect the attrition rate among talented techies. The beneficiaries of attrition are those who deserve only benching 🤣

My experience with being_recognised, was very useful in understanding the basics of 'human mind', and when it culminated to a situation where, "getting recognised" got inseparably enmeshed into a two way problem, i thought 'this is the peak of recognition_problem at its highest_intensity".....Let me describe this rare situation. A person sitting eyes closed for meditation, has no way to know whether his meditation is worth being recognised for its minimum_pass_marks..🤣… And, a person observing him, has no tangible tools to evaluate that meditation and then to_recognise that meditation for its due level of worth 🙏😰

I decided to learn, how_to_recognise a person at meditation, for his level of meditativeness. It took a decade to learn it. But recognition as an abstract quality decided to bless me uniquely 😜

Whatever i got recognised for, in me….. usually ended up as a means to exploit me, for others.

Example: my wife returning from a wedding of her neice, unpacked and spread out 5 packets of cookies( deep fried in oil, hand made items, with shelf life). It was a custom to offer one pack of 5 items to each invitee to a wedding, belonging to 'close people' list.  But 5 packets? I stared at my wife . She explained " oh! That's because, my cousin decided that you are not yet having any ailment or chronic problem like cholesterol, BP, sugar, hypertension etc despite old age…. all other invitees of our age declined this junk items citing medical_condition….so she dumped it in my bag, citing your ability to eat junk 😜" Huge recognition for my health 🙏🙏🙏🙏.

Workload at workplace for me was due to recognition of two disabilities in me. One, i don't refuse work or protest overload. Two, i stretch myself to 'limits' when adequate work is available, and thus kept growing at my abilities to absorb more load. Ultimately, a breaking point came, where i cheerfully decided to quit, and enjoyed premature retirement 👍. Logic and reasoning failed the set of bosses who forgot about reasonableness of exploiting somebody's amenability.

When do we recognise the real worth of being born as a human being???

When are we going to recognise the complex human frame we got, and the flexibility of our mind with its freedom to shape itself the way we choose? When do we recognise the truth that we can decide our future, despite the influence of our past on our present?

Oops! Recognition is getting subtler here….

Cognizantly yours,

PSN (23 aug 2023)

My silly koschans

 My "silly koschans"

I am fond of asking very silly questions 🙏

Mostly related to "ancient way of life in Bharat, misnamed as Hinduism"

Sample: " why is it that the sanctum sanctorum( garbha gruha) of temples is deliberately ill_ventilated? That priest, spoils the ventilation further😜….burning camphor, oil lamps etc most of the time he does Pooja, and shuts it's small door as soon as he comes out?.. yet he looks fresh😳🙏" ( ancient temples were on huge land spaces, massive construction with great heights, STUPENDOUS labour. Just_that main room is small, stuffy, dingy, etc and yet doesn't cause 'health issues'

Sample:"Godji birthdays are on moon phases( human death anniversary also on moon phases), whereas, our birthdays are are on birth star days.why?"

My "silly" koschans.....😜

( The why……. about it 🙏……my own mind conjured a silly_excuse🙏😰😭)

These kind of questions, improves the explorative skills of a person.

The emotion of vismaya, wonder is nudged often...😜

The discoveries thereof enhances the trust and confidence in our ancient wisdom unshakeably 🙏

Needless to add, perception deepens, learning skills get sharpened. Obviously, stability in emotions improves, when we are needed to relook at it with an equipoised mind, non-prejudiced mind, a calm and still mind😜…(with any luck, the sense of discrimination might even_reveal the correct answers🙏… mystic answers are always from….. within 😜😜😜)

If all this is really true, am i wrong in asking such "silly" questions please?

Am i not contributing to enhance the latent human_qualities in my audience?

Silly being of yours,

PSN (3 August 2023)

Investing Trust

 🙂

I am embarking upon something that i am not sure, of my competency to talk about.

( In ancient India, people knew clearly, whether to open their mouth or not, to sermonise.... Usually, only very highly evolved people in spirituality try to advise, suggest, or sermonise. The immediate advantage of such stringent standards was trust level in the speaker was AWESOME 👍)

In my case here, the probability of someone taking it beyond an entertainment value is very unlikely. 

Yet, since i was bestowed with precious feedbacks of near-miracle instances by a few readers, i confine myself to adhere to those ancient values of "speak only if you are competent enough"...

I have ample experience of having tasted the results of having experimented with

having invested in others, my trustworthiness. I keep offering trust wherever I can afford. The nature of ....My job..... provided me ample scope to offer my trustworthiness to the customers and colleagues in equal and unlimited measure.

All i had to do was take conscious efforts to live up to their trust in me.

I did it....

The results were incidental and consequential, and yet of  immense worth 👍

It is the 'results' that is likely to interest the readers, since the present day minds, being commercially inclined to keep asking ' what is there for me, in it? Why should I?" 

The health benefit is at the neurological levels 😜 ( try it and then decide, instead of asking me to mention it. Each set of nerves are distinct and unique, just as the complexities of physiology)

Psychological benefits are improvement in interpersonal relationships.

General benefits are, the ambience around us, ( the so called aura we carry,) remains bright and positive 😜

Longterm benefits? Easy to guess... You learn the worth of abstract emotion called trust.... You learn the use of already _available sense_of_discrimination 😜... Not easy to use discretion about who is eligible to enjoy your trust.( For example, somebody who decides that you are a KAAFIR, is unlikely to avoid abusing your_trust 😰)

Trusting somebody else is damn risky 🙏🙏🙏

Excersize caution....

Offering trust is 👍.... Worst case scenario is, we get exploited once🤣. Cut off that pipeline to that fellow who abuses your trust. Simple.

Testily yours😜

PSN ( 1st August, 2023)

Atheism

 Atheism

There was perhaps, no necessity for coining a word for non believers in devil's, bad_ghosts, villains and the likes in superhumans 😜…. The vacancies got filled often by normal humans themselves 😝😜😜😜… easier to play the negative role in real life, than trying to copypaste a God ( fake godmen are cowards who don't dare to be an open_devil.)

Half baked atheists are no better than half_hearted theists….

I won't desecrate the sanctity of this piece by delving into the attributes of ½'s here🙏

Athiest has an opportunity to test his fastidiousNess, by trying to disprove the 4 mahaVaakyas, starting with the easiest one to disprove, pragyananBrahma. No God is mentioned in these 4 declaratory truths 🙏… in fact there is a taunt….a tease…."who cares, whether you agree or not…these 4 are universal truths👍"( look at these 4 declarations in the backdrop of OBJECTIVISM, whose base is on a presumptuous edifice called " existence exists"... It pleads, "please believe in this. Only then, i can convince you about objectivist epistemology 😰😓")

Theists on the other hand, need to strive to call themselves thus😜…. Otherwise, they are escapists only, due to lack of courage to remain as atheists😰…. ( This is quite irritating, i apologise for causing it🙏)

True theists, cannot avoid appreciating the benevolence of their creator. And also cannot deny the supreme intelligence of ultimate entity of this universe 🙏.

Therefore, the best gifts can come only from the "boss" of the theists.

Gifts can be tangible or intangible (subtle)

That entity needn't be miserly 🙏

So He gifts the best of both tangible & intangible 😜

Tangible gift has_to_be, with exclusivity to the recipient. His body. Most sophisticated machine EVER. 

Intangible gift is TRUST…. do any damn thing with your_body 🙏 that entity's trust is unconditional 👍….

See, if we gift something, and that fellow makes the BEST use of it, rewards are consequential. Satisfaction is itself a complete reward. And the entity gives a reward of HIMSELF …😜😝… no less than a part of Godji/ahamBrahmaAsmi state.

And…..abuse, misuse, non use, dis_use….etc of trust & body….. obviously fetches the Newton's law of actin-reaction…. Karma. 😓… Please undo your negatives and proceed to live_up to the trust, thus, reciprocating for 2 gifts, body & trust.

Atheist needs to worry about only God, and prove his nonexistentance. Nobody questions an atheist " why don't you disprove opposite entity of God, the devil?"( that vacancy gets filled easily 😜…. India has good stock of pissfuls sickulars liberandoos commies anti-nationals, and these devil's patronize terror state nearby😝😜… no probs.)

Intangibly yours,

PSN ( 12 July 2023)